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Translator -Xiao He Lian
Chapter 95.1
The Crown Prince’s Mansion has to recruit people again. Because of physical reasons, Xian Sheng was not in a hurry to find He Ermi. He patiently raised his body, but it may be because it was the first time to kill someone, sometimes he was a little confused.
Zhan Zhen sat beside the bed, fed him medicine and said, “The body that was finally raised collapsed again. Qi Sile prescribed a lot of medicine. tTink how much more you have to suffer?”
Xian Sheng rolled his eyes to look at him, “Are you blaming me again?”
“It’s your fault.” Zhan Zhen said: “I mean, you don’t have to take this on yourself; you see how bad he is, he is causing trouble in Jin over and over again. He is from Liang, doesn’t he care about himself? On the day of the prayer ceremony, he exposed you in front of so many people, he just wanted to make you helpless
 What are you laughing at?”
“You’re worried I’m hurting for him?”
“He died on your birthday, mainly to make you remember him. Is it very pitiful for him to do so? I’m telling you, he’s not being pathetic, he’s taking advantage of your kindness.”
“I know.” Xian Sheng drank the medicine in one breath but it was too bitter and immediately spit it out while holding the spittoon. Zhan Zhen hurriedly supported him, wiped his mouth and stuffed him with a cool pill, let him lean on his chest and said: “Okay, don’t think about him.”
Xian Sheng was sweating profusely and he was weak in his arms. After a while, he said, “I don’t think about him, I just feel a little embarrassed and my mood is very complicated
 Qin Yi is Qin Tao’s son, he should have been a fierce general and he     was not defeated by force, strategy, and courage but stupidity.” Zhan Zhen stroked his shoulder, he really didn’t sympathize with Qin Yi at all. Qin Yi’s methods were extreme. He forced Xian Sheng too hard and he had to blame Xian Sheng and before he died, he also put the fault on Xian Sheng; to his own beloved one. If possible, he wouldn’t even want to mention this person to Xian Sheng at all. He was always stubborn in his heart, Xian Sheng actually cried for him. It’s really fascinating.  But he couldn’t help but say it, because he was afraid that Xian Sheng would feel sad.
The medicine was so bitter. For several days, Zhan Zhen tried to feed him: almost without exception, he vomited it all out.
His morning sickness worsened and he vomited everything he ate in the morning and his already weak body was visibly emaciated, which made Zhan Zhen distressed.
Therefore, the Empress specially cooked in person, but Xian Sheng still couldn’t eat a few bites of what was brought. Zhan Zhen always felt that he was affected by Qin Yi’s death, but it really wasn’t.
Xian Sheng has made things clear these days. He doesn’t like Qin Yi; As for him, Qin Yi’s death doesn’t matter.
On this day, Zhan Zhen brought back a piece of good news, which was a letter from Xian Shang, saying that he had arrived in Liang, everything was arranged properly, and the father’s injury was not a serious problem, and asked him how he was doing.     Xian Sheng’s spirit improved immediately. He asked Zhan Zhen to carry him to the table. The latter put him down and was about to move away, but he pulled him back. He looked at Zhan Zhen and said: “There is nothing to hide between you and me, sit down.
After the death of the empress dowager, Zhan Zhen realized that the little sick seedling really opened his heart to him. He sat down and hugged Xian Sheng, and watched him write a letter asking his brother to recover Zhelong City as soon as possible to avoid the next Qin Yi.
His handwriting is very beautiful, but he doesn’t have enough strength. He has to take a break after writing a few words. He was very tired. Zhan Zhen said, “What do you want to say, I’ll write it for you.”
Xian Sheng’s eyes brightened and immediately said: “Okay.”
The two changed seats and Zhan Zhen asked, “What do you want to write?”
“Say hello to each one.”
“Instead of saying hello at the beginning of the letter, why did you mention state affairs first?”
“I forgot.” Xian Sheng pushed him: “Write quickly.”
Zhan Zhen’s handwriting is different from his, so his brother will be able to tell at a glance. While writing, he said: “What about after the greeting? Do you want to tell them that you are safe and sound?”
The person beside him suddenly fell silent. Zhan Zhen turned his head to the side, saw his white face turning red, he was stunned and asked, “Why? Are you uncomfortable again?”
“No
 “ Xian Sheng tugged at his fingers and said: ” I, I was thinking, should I tell them about the baby?”
“The father Emperor has already sent someone to inform them and it is estimated that it should be delivered in the next two days.”
Xian Sheng glared “When? Why didn’t you tell me?”
“I can’t stop it even if I told you. Father is so happy, I want your father to be happy too.”
“What happy! When my father sees the letter, he would feel that he was struck by lightning! It’s not that he doesn’t know about me, you
” He hit Zhan Zhen “Your father really cause trouble.”
“
 this can also be counted on my head.” Zhan Zhen was helpless. He took his hand and said, “Actually, even if my father told them, it doesn’t necessarily mean that your family will actually believe it. Maybe they will think that we collaborated to deceive the father Emperor. If you write it in this letter, then it will really be like thunder falling on them.”
“Then, let’s not talk about it?”
“It’s a happy event. They will know sooner or later, otherwise your parents think that you have reached the point where you have to fake a pregnancy. How can they bear it?”
Xian Sheng looked up at him. Zhan Zhen touched his face: “Why, are there flowers on my face?”
“No.” Xian Sheng smiled and said, “I think you are not immature anymore.”
“Why is it different?”
“You have become more considerate and your mind has become more refined.”
Zhan Zhen put down the brush, hesitated for a moment. Then Xian Sheng said, “Could it be because I was fierce to you that day?”