With the Sports Festival approaching.
It is the sole domain of the top of the school caste.
A festival for them, by them.
And itās finally startingā¦
When I think about it, Iām still wondering.
āAh, itās so depressingā¦ā
I sighed as I looked at the program for the sports festival that was coming up in two weeks.
I just finished a very exhausting event called a testā¦
For me, itās like one difficulty after another.
I sighed, and Rin gave me a staring look and poked me on the head in some sort of exasperated manner.
āIs the sports festival really that depressing?ā
āWell⦠Iām not sure why⦠Because everyone gets excited and makes a lot of noise, and crowds of people gather to form a festival, and itās very troublesome. Itās not about the nuisance, itās about the enjoyment⦠Ah, Iām getting a headache just thinking about it.ā
āTowa-kun today seems to be more negative than usual⦠Is there something wrong?ā
āI donāt have anything against it. I just want to give them a hard time about moderation if theyāre going to have fun. Itās always the people who arenāt having fun who get in troubleā¦ā
Iām starting to feel sad when Iām talking to myselfā¦
I fluttered my hand at Rin, who looked at me with concern, as if she sensed what I was going through.
Donāt pull out your handkerchief as soon as you think Iām depressed⦠Iām not that fragile with tears, and itās not like I had anything to cry about!
āWell, I understand a little ⦠about wanting to have fun.ā
āItās ⦠a pretty small understanding.ā
āI mean, Iāve been thinking about these events in high school.ā
āI think? Unlike junior high school, these events in high school are quite serious, right? They become more serious, or rather, more obsessive⦠ā
āThat is certainly the image I have of them. But in general, high school students enjoy it as a real pleasure.ā
āRight? Thatās what youth is all aboutā¦ā
In junior high school, field day was a lot of fun.
I was out of the mosquito net, but I think there was a lot of excitement around me.
But part of the excitement was a family visit, which made me realize that I was still in compulsory education, i.e., under supervision.
But in high school, it was different.
Autonomy is required, in our school, the framework is decided by the school, but the content and other preparations are done by the students themselves.
In other words, more people become more attached to it.
āThe content of the competition is also discussed, and some classes are more particular about it than others. ⦠Itās a big difference from junior high school.ā
āI agree. In junior high school, the competitions were very simple and we wore gym clothes.ā
āWhen it comes to high school, they spend a lot of money on it. And itās expensive⦠A good example is Rinās previous trip to buy materials to make a cheering flag.ā
āItās not expensive, though, since everyone in the class contributed to it, right? Besides, we are now making class T-shirts as well as the cheering banner.ā
āSeriously⦠youāre so fired up~ā
āWeāre also considering the idea of having all the girls wear their hair in the same style.ā
Rin then grabbed a handful of her own hair and pulled it into a bun on top of her head.
And then she turned to me and said, āDoes it look good on me?ā I stuck out my thumb.
Rinās happy smile at that moment was so cute that I was staring at her like a fool.
However, I quickly regained my composure and coughed to cover it up.
But there was no way Rin could be fooled by such a deception.
āTowa-kun wants me to do my hair, so Iāll do it later.ā
āNo, itās nothingā¦ā
āIāll do it later. What do you want to do ā¦?ā
āI want to see ⦠butā¦ā
āFufu. Then please leave it to me.ā
Damn ⦠surprise is a foul, isnāt it?
As usual, sheās an esper ā¦
But I might be a little happy ⦠to see such a cute figure first.
āRinās class is very tight-knit, by the way. You made cheering flags and T-shirts, arenāt you the best in the whole grade?ā
āLetās see. I know it sounds like someone elseās problem, but Towa-kunās class is doing the same thing, right?ā
Certainly, it seemed like they were practicing soccer during lunch break recentlyā¦
Huh. Maybe Iām the only one who doesnāt know?
No, no. Thereās also the possibility that Rin is mistakenā¦
āYouāre not mistaken, are you?ā
āRin ⦠Can you stop talking to my innermost thoughts naturally? I mean, are you serious ā¦?ā
āYes, I heard it from Kato-san, so I am sure of it.ā
Ah. Yeah, I was doing a lot of ⦠stuff.
Iāve been trying not to think about it too much because Iāve been studying during my lunch break before tests and such.
But thinking back, I think Kenichi was saying, āLeave Towa to me!ā
āHuh. You seem to have an idea of what Iām talking aboutā¦ā
āSlightly, though. Come to think of it, I think⦠we had some sort of vote before the summer break? I can think of a few things here and there just recentlyā¦ā
āWhy are you being so vague ā¦? Wasnāt there some sort of fee collection?ā
āNo, because. If a classmate suddenly said to you, āTokiwagi, money,ā wouldnāt you ⦠understand?ā
āBut you did ask why, didnāt you?ā
āNo, I thought it was just a normal mugging, and I was still sleepy when I woke up, so my memory is a little fuzzy⦠Oh, but I think I pointed to the bag and said, āMoney, there.'ā
āYeah⦠Towa-kunā¦ā
Hey, what a sorry way to look at someone ā¦!?
Well, itās one hundred percent my fault!!!
Before summer vacation, I was still a little rustyā¦
But thereās no excuse for what happened just recently.
Huh. Iām going to have to be careful from now on, itās bad for Kenichi ā¦
I havenāt been taking my classmates seriously, and I need to start having normal conversations with them, even if itās only gradually.
āIām here for you now! Let me know if you need help!ā
āOh, oh. But right now, itās not like that, okay?
āDonāt push yourself too hard, okay? Youāre not alone!ā
I flinched at Rinās fiery words.
Perhaps she thought I was depressed.
Rin held my right hand with both of hers, looking straight at me and giving me a strong-willed look.
Well⦠youāre reliable, really.
āRin, by the way, our schoolās sports festival is more easily understood as a āball game festivalā as opposed to a āsports festivalā.ā
Rin dropped what she was holding onto the floor.
Her eyes rounded, she blinked repeatedly, and a look of astonishment stretched across her face.
āWhatās with that astonished expression on your ⦠face?āā
āUm, did you look that ā¦up?ā
āWell, yeah. The reason for this is that the people are not as enthusiastic about it as they should be. Iām sure you understand that⦠was that a surprise?ā
ā⦠Was I surprised? Yes, because before you didnāt seem interested at all.ā
āIāve been uncooperative up until now. I feel bad for Kenichi, so Iām going to try to contribute at least a little.ā
Kenichi has been trying to find me some competitions where I can at least do some work, and Iām trying to contribute a little bit.
Rin raised her hand and approached me as I was thinking about that.
āTowa-kun, were you good at any sports?ā
āHahaha. How can that be? Iām a softy.ā
āāā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦āā
āWell, the way to contribute is not just with the competition! Yeah, yeah. There should be a way for me to be useful.ā
ā⦠Ugh, Towa-kun. Iām sorry. Iām sorry I didnāt have enough delicacy ⦠To gouge out your wounds.ā
āStop it, Rin! If you shush me, I wonāt be able to stay!!ā
Like a dog that has failed at a trick.
No, itās me whoās depressed and in the mood to go into a holeā¦?
I should have played a sports, I guess.
āFor now, Rin. Iām going to try to keep things going well for everyone. Iāll act so that everyone doesnāt get too excited.ā
āā¦Towa-kunās very considerate.ā
The situations where I can play an active role in competition will be minuscule, and Iāll just have to do what I can.
āYes. Does Rin compete in a lot of different competitions?ā
āYes. I think Iāll probably be competing.ā
āWith Rin, I think you can win most of the competitions~ā
āFufu. That may be so. But I donāt feel comfortable competing in all of themā¦ā
Rin didnāt like the idea of playing sports while being stared at by all kinds of peopleā¦
Iāve never liked sports festivals or cultural festivals because they attract attention even if you donāt want it.
And I said that beforeā¦
āThen Iāll go support Rin.ā
I donāt know if that will make me feel better.
I donāt know if it would distract her, but it would be better than nothing.
Rinās expression brightened at my words, and she smiled.
āI told you I wonāt tell a lie.ā
āItās really true!ā
Seeing Rinās sudden increased excitement, I couldnāt help but chuckle.
On the day of the event. Kenichi will probably go to cheer up Fuji-san, so there will be no problem if we work together.
If I go to Rinās class alone, I donāt know what will happen.
On the other hand, if Kenichi is there, the handsome guard will be working, so there will be less trouble.
Iām worried about a lot of things.
But I could see Rin in good spirits, so I guess it wasnāt a bad suggestion.
āIām so motivated~! Towa-kun, please watch my brave performance. Iāll show you how cool I am!ā
āIām looking forward to it. Just donāt overdo it, okay?ā
Usually itās customary for guys to show their cool appearance, but with Rin and me, itās the oppositeā¦
āI just hope the sports festival goes smoothly. Troubles are bound to occur on the day of the festival.ā
āI am not worried about it. I will participate as a member of the organizing committee, and I will do my best to make sure everyone has a good time.ā
āOrganizing committee memberā¦ā
I wonder if this was requested by the teacher.
Certainly Rin is the right person for the job, and sheāll probably do it as well as she couldā¦
āMhm, whatās wrong? Iām perfectly capable of doing it.ā
āNo, no. I know Rin is amazing, butā¦ā
āFufu. Then, please take a big boat ride and be at your ease.ā
āNo need to get too worked up, okay?ā
āNo problem. Oh, yes, Iāll go do my hair into that dumpling I mentioned earlier right now!ā
Rin, remembering, headed for the bathroom and disappeared from sight.
I laughed, as busy as ever.
āBut Rinās⦠that confidence is conversely worrisome.ā