Rin and I have regained our composure, and we have resumed studying for the test.
However, it is hard to say that Rin is calm because of her emotional state.
I stopped fumbling around, but âŠâŠ.
Instead, Rinâs behavior was that of a cat, and she had become a cat, settling between my legs and playing with me.
Even if I âŠâŠ pampered her, it was too much stimulation.
I kept taking deep breaths, just because of the delicate position Rin was in.
âRin, doesnât this make it harder for you to study?â
âI feel more at ease here than at my parentsâ house. Iâm even more focused than at home.â
âIâm not so sure about that, though. It is hard for me, you know?â
âWhile youâre at it, I recommend you study your vocabulary.â
âNo, thatâs not the pointâŠâ
With Rin in front of me, I canât touch the reference books spread out on the table.
One could say that we end up in a two-person stance, but if we end up in a hugging position from behind, we are no longer in a position to study.
Well, Rin, who has become like this, wonât listen to me~.
She tries to maintain this position at all costs, and I donât want to make things worse by resisting.
So I donât have a choice but âŠâŠâŠâŠ yeah?
I tilt my head, feeling uncomfortable with the problem Rin is solving.
I was looking at what she was writing.
âRin, doesnât the solution to this problem youâre solving right now âŠâŠ meet the requirements?â
ââŠâŠUh, what is it? Thatâs trueâŠâ
Like a precise machine, Rin never makes a mistake in answering a question.
In fact, I had not seen it since I became involved with Rin.
Itâs âŠâŠ unusual and strange.
The thought that popped into my headâŠâŠ and thinking back on it, I felt like I could see some strange signs of Rinâs behavior today in many places.
Iâm going to ask herâŠâŠ.
âHey, Rin, whatâs going on? Youâre not acting like yourself today.â
âNo, itâs nothingâŠâŠâ
âWhat happened?â
ââŠâ
She silently turns over and begins to fidget.
Itâs too difficult for me to make that move when sheâs between my legsâŠâŠ.
I might as well ask something else.
âBy the way, do you need to go to the bathroom? Youâre fidgeting.â
âNo, Iâm not! Donât ask a woman such a thing.â
âSorry, sorry. But if itâs not the toilet, what else could it be?â
ââŠâŠThatâsâŠâ
âRin always approaches me without hesitation. There is no need to be so reserved at a time like this. I know you have something to say, donât you?ăYouâve been like that all day, and it worries meâŠ.â
âEhâŠâŠ, ah, yes.â
Rinâs eyes widened in surprise, then her cheeks flushed red, and for some reason she puffed out her cheeks unhappily.
âWhy do you look so unhappyâŠâŠ?â
âLately, Towa-kun, I feel like youâve been too perceptive. Until now, youâve often been insensitiveâŠâŠ.â
âPeople grow up, you know.â
âMmm. Itâs kind of frustrating.â
I gently patted Rinâs head.
âEhehe~,â she laughed happily and playfully attached herself to me, but immediately huffed and stared at my face.
I think itâs Rinâs conditioned reflex to happily squint her eyes when sheâs pettedâŠâŠ.
Itâs a cute gesture.
âActually, I wanted to tell you a story.â
âA story? Youâre being strangely formal âŠâŠ, so donât be shy.â
âIâd like you to have dinner at my house today âŠâŠ.â
âOh, I see. You wanted me to come with you?â
âYes, âŠâŠ. Thatâs rightâŠ..â
I smile at her as she says this with a hint of confidence.
Thereâs no need to be shy about it.
We had an agreement.
But it made sense.
This is the reason why Rin, who usually starts cooking dinner, didnât seem to start at allâŠ
âI donât think you should be afraid to ask, especially if thatâs what youâre talking about. I was originally planning to go.â
âThatâs right, but Towa-kun, âŠâŠ. Well, you knowâŠâŠ.â
âWhat is it, youâre being awfully clumsy.â
I tilted my head at the puzzled Rin.
Rin glanced at me repeatedly, as if she were checking my expression.
Then she squeezed my hand and began to speak as if she had made up her mind.
âI âŠâŠ Itâs the first time for me âŠâŠ to invite a boy to my home. So Iâm nervous âŠâŠ my âŠâŠ room, and Iâm embarrassed.â
âThatâs what you mean. Donât worry, I wonât come in your room and look at it.â
âMmm. Iâd like you to take a look.â
âWhich one is it âŠâŠ?â
I sighed and shrugged.
âAnd they say that if you fail the first time, it becomes awkward and you canât move on. âŠâŠ They say itâs hard to start the next time, and it causes fightsâŠâŠ.â
âThatâs the home story, right?â
âYes, it is, isnât it? Is there anything else?â
ââŠ. No, thatâs fine.â
Rin tilted her head adorably.
Is this ignorance or is this on purpose âŠâŠ?
Itâs hard to judge.
And she drops bomb unknowinglyâŠâŠ.
âWell, I guess we should be on our way now. Itâs bad to make them wait, so letâs get ready.â
âYes! Then, please put this on.â
âThis is a suit, right?â
âYes, it is. Oh, by the way, the size should be fine.â
How do you know my size!?
My throat starts to start grumbling, but I swallow it firmly.
Then I looked at Rin, who was smiling at me, and sighed.
âHey, isnât it strange to be in a suit in the first place?â
âReally? I read in a book that a suit is the basis for an important conversation.â
âWhat kind of book is thatâŠ..?â
It must be my imagination that I can see something like âŠâŠ, an information magazine for marriages âŠâŠ, which I can see from Rinâs bag.
Yeah, it must be my imagination.
The idea blowing up a few levels of quirkinessâŠ
That, Iâm starting to think that Rin could be âŠâŠ.
âRest assured itâs not a tailsuit.â
âWhat reassurance, âŠâŠ. I have to make Rin change her wrong thoughts and knowledge for once.â
âThe one who is wrong is Towa-kun, right?â
ââŠâŠ Just to give you a referenceâŠâŠ, Iâm going to ask you. Where are you?â
âGoing to a strangerâs house, greetingâŠâŠ itâs no exaggeration to say that itâs an important ceremonyâŠ.. In other words, you have to be in formal attire. So you need to wear a suit.â
âWhy is that so âŠâŠ?â
Iâd like to tweak it, butâŠâŠ.
Well, Iâm sure if I tsk and try it, Iâll lose.
The greeting that Rin mentions is not a normal greeting anyway.
It would probably encourage misunderstandings.
I can easily imagine such a thing.
Well, I guess thatâs proof that weâve known each other that long.
Thinking of this gave me a strangely warm feeling, and it seemed to bring up the desire not to try too hard.
âWell, letâs go anyway, Rin.â
âDonât you want to argue about that âŠâŠ?â
âThe result wonât change.â
If I argue against it, it will be dismissed, or I will break down in tears.
So, I go to the result without taking a detour.
By doing thisâŠ
âMuuuâŠâŠ somehow I feel like Iâm being played by Towa-kun today.â
On the contrary, Rin can retaliate.
Besides, I can see Rinâs cute reactionâŠ
The first thing I did was to poke Rinâs cheeks and smile at her.
Then Rin murmured, âYou got me.â and squeezed my arm.