As soon as Rinās father showed up, the air in the room froze.
The same Rin who had been smiling smugly earlier seemed to have a strained face and tense shoulders.
ā¦ā¦ Rin and her father are glaring at each other.
It was like a pre-fight atmosphere, like a dogfight.
Looking at them, I could see how big the problem that had been created in the past was.
The father and daughter, who usually never fight, must have accumulated various feelings.
Perhaps that is why this eruption has not subsided and the magma of emotions continues to flow.
It had been a week, but as soon as they saw each other, the feelings of that time must have come flooding back.
No matter how much one tries to sort out oneās feelings, emotions are something that cannot be dealt with.
So itās not easy to split them up.
I guess I donāt have a choiceā¦.
āNyah!?ā
When I pinched Rinās side, her body jumped with a jolt, and a catās cry emerged.
Rin, startled by this sudden action, turned her accusatory eyes on me and complained.
āUm, Towa-kun? What are you suddenly doing ā¦ā¦?ā
āNo, my body was rattling.ā
āā¦ā¦ When did you become a fighter? Hah ā¦ā¦ but thank you.ā
Rin, who had begun to show piercing emotions earlier, changed her appearance to the dignified one that she would show in public.
Lisa-san, seeing the situation, smiles bewitchingly as usual.
āHey, Pon-chan, do you mind if you let us in for the time being?ā
āYeah, come on in. Itās a little cramped.ā
āIāll prepare some tea. Letās talk inside too, father. ā¦ā¦ I wonāt run away this time.ā
Rin disappeared into the kitchen.
I can hear the clinking and clattering of utensils, and she seems to be quite nervous.
I turn my gaze back to the front door, and for the first time, my eyes meet Rinās father.
I canāt quite make out his age.
But he seems like a cool guy, even from a manās point of view.
He has short black hair, wears a clean suit that is crisp and clean, and seems intelligent enough that you can tell just by looking at him.
And yet, he is a scruffy man who, like Lisa, even exudes a youthful charm that makes it hard to believe that he is old enough to have children.
It was our first meetingā¦ā¦ or not exactly our first meeting.
Iāve never seen him like this before, but I know him.
ā¦ā¦ He was ā¦ā¦ Rinās father?
I donāt know if I can just call it fate.
But it seems that the world is smaller than I thought.
I chuckled at that fact.
āI see, so it was youā¦ā¦ā
I thought I heard such words coming from the doorway in a muffled voice.
It sounded like a voice that had a variety of mixed feelings, such as dismay, resignation, and frustrationā¦ā¦.
But when I looked sideways at the owner of that voice, I didnāt see the slightest hint of that.
He was just smiling at me.
Lisa-san tugged on his arm.
āCome on, Shin-chan, hurry up~!ā
āNo, Iām good.ā
āOh? Really?ā
āOh. If you had listened to our conversation, you would have noticed, but I guess my eyes were clouded as well.ā
āWhat are you talking about?ā
āIām talking about me. Anyway, we donāt have to stay long.ā
āSo, what are you going to do?ā
āWeāll just stand at the door and talk for a while, and then weāll be on our way.ā
I tilted my head, not understanding the meaning of their conversation.
ā¦ā¦ Are they leaving early?
āUm, arenāt you coming in?ā
She was probably concerned about the fact that he had not entered the apartment already.
Rin came back to the front door and stood in front of her father, urging him to come inside.
But his father shook his head.
He smiled gently at Rin and then politely bent down.
āRin, Iām sorry about the other day. It was against my own pride to say things so emotionally judgmental. Emotion blinds people. ā¦ā¦ I was the one who was blind, wasnāt I? So let me apologizeā¦.. Iām sorry.ā
I guess this behavior was unexpected.
āIām sorry for saying terrible things too!ā Rin bowed her head as well, looking quite shocked.
I was also stunned by this unexpected turn of events.
To be honest, I was expecting him to hit me while Rin was in the kitchen.
I thought her father would have the impression that I was a āscumbag who tricked his innocent daughterā.
It was an unavoidable rite of passage, and I hoped it would make him feel a little better.
I was prepared for that much and was willing to fight even if it was quite a struggleā¦ā¦.
However, I was not prepared for this. He ignored a man like me and was the first one to apologize to his daughter.
I thought, āThis guy is amazingā to be able to act like that.
āIt is natural to feel angry.
āIt is natural to want to get angry, to let your emotions get the better of you, and to fight them.
But he didnāt seem to do that.
He just came to apologize in a gentlemanly manner, without emotion.
Thatās why I can honestly respect ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ this father.
I thought so.
I envy him compared to my own father, really.
I decided to keep quiet to see what would happen between the two of them.
āHave you made up your mind, Rin?ā
āā¦ā¦ Yes.ā
āI see. ā¦ā¦ Then I have nothing to say about him.
āEh ā¦? Donāt you want me to stop?ā
āDo you want me to stop you?ā
āNoā¦ā¦..ā
āThen I wonāt stop you.ā
Rin shows her confusion and falls silent.
Surely nothing has turned out the way she thought it would.
The evidence of this was evident in her face, āWhy, why?ā is clearly written on it.
Rinās father turns to me and smiles generously.
āTokiwagi-kun, right?ā
āYesā¦ā¦ā
āMy daughter has been bothering you for a week.ā
āNo, itās me whoās causing you trouble. Iām only looking after her.ā
āIs that so? Well, then, I suppose itās just pushing things back and forth, if I ask you any more.ā
āThat may be so.ā
āI see. So youāreā¦.. no, this isnāt right. Is it wrong to talk to each other here ā¦ā¦?ā
Her father smiles and shrugs.
He seems to be saying that this is the end of the conversation with me.
To be clear, it was hard to grasp.
He didnāt seem to be thinking anything bad, but I had no idea what he was thinking.
Without paying attention to my confusion, he looked at Rin again.
āRin.ā
āā¦ā¦Yes.ā
āCome back when you calm down. I wonāt stop you with him, but you are still in high school. Itās too early for you to repeat living together. Thatās why I donāt approve of it.ā
āButā¦.ā
As if interrupting Rinās words as she opens her mouth to argue, he gently says, āHear me out.ā
He speaks slowly and calmly, yet with a gentle, soothing tone.
āListen to me. The momentum of youth is important, but you must not overstep the processes and assumptions.ā
āProcesses and assumptionsā¦ā¦ā
āThatās right. If it is dating, but if it is more than that, there are barriers that must be crossed. If you go ahead and try to break them down, there will be a collapse.ā
A collapse.
Those words pierced my heart deeply.
My parents forced themselves to move forward without thinking, which is why I am the person I am todayā¦ā¦.
So I was causing as much trouble as I could around ā¦..
Thatās why I know the fear of going forward with emotions alone.
Rinās father is probably referring to such a case.
āStudents seem to have infinite possibilities, but in fact they are finite. It is the adultās responsibility to help them realize as many of those possibilities as possible.ā
Her father placed a hand on Rinās head and stroked it gently.
āI donāt approve of living together.ā
āā¦ā¦Yes.ā
He says a little sternly.
Rin was so startled that she couldnāt look at her father, but I could see in his eyes that he was just looking at her with kindness.
āYou high school students are not ready for the whole āliving togetherā thing. You donāt have the same capacity for responsibility, and there will be problems that canāt be managed by your temperament and emotions. Ideals alone donāt make everything work, you know.ā
āThatās true, too, but ā¦ā¦. still, ā¦ā¦.ā
Even though she tried to argue with her father, she couldnāt seem to get the words right.
Normally, this would have been a good time to interject and ask for his approval.
But intuitively, I felt that I should not do so.
I knew that it would not end badly.
āHowever, Rin. Even though you are students, you probably talk and travel with others who you feel comfortable with. It may be a long-term event. It might even be for a long-term.ā
āWell, Dad, thatās justā¦ā
āSo, look. If you want to stay for a long period of time, or if you wish to do something similar, you need to tell us. Donāt just act based on your feelings on your own, but rely on your parents to protect you. If you keep it a secret, it will be too late if something goes wrongā¦ā¦. Okay, Rin?ā
āYesā¦ā¦.ā
Rin nodded her head without any rebuttal.
She seems to understand what her father is trying to say and accepts it.
Seeing this, her father smiled and removed his hand from Rinās head.
He then turned away, opened the door, and took a step outside.
āOh, yes, Tokiwagi-kun. Would you visit our house sometime if you like? We have a lot to talk about.ā
āI understand. I will visit.ā
āIām glad to hear that. Well, Iāll see you later, Iāll be waiting for you to come. If possible, Iād like to talk to you as soon as possible.ā
Rinās father said and left the apartment without looking back.
Lisa just smiled and followed him out without saying anything.
Then, at the same time as the door closed with a loud ābangā.
The room suddenly became quiet, and Rin and I were left alone in the room.
I patted Rin on the head as she stood there, stunned.
āHuh, I knew I couldnāt winā¦ā¦.ā
āBut it didnāt end badly, did it?ā
āYes, ā¦ā¦. Iām glad about that ā¦ā¦ā
Laughing without effort, Rin muttered to herself, āIām not quite there yet.ā
But thereās no air of melancholy, just a sense of frustration at her own shortcomingsā¦ā¦.
āI didnāt know some parents were like that.ā
āSurprised?ā
āYeah, well, a lot of things ā¦ā¦. I mean, Rin, did you know that your father and I have met before?ā
āHe didnāt seem to notice, though.ā
āThe world is a small place, reallyā¦ā¦.ā
Then Rin knows about how and where her father and I met, and how she knows ā¦ā¦.
Iām sure sheād probably know exactly why I said thatā¦ā¦.
Iām starting to feel embarrassed when I think about thatā¦ā¦.
āNow, I have to put away my luggage.ā
āRight. Iāll try to leave by the end of the day.ā
āWell~. Oh yeah, when should I come to your house, Rin?ā
āIāll talk to him about it. Itās like a marriage interview.ā
āIām only fifteen, you know?ā
āWhat? You arenāt denying the marriage itself?ā
āNo, thatās ā¦ā¦. I mean, come on, that kind of stuff is ā¦ā¦.ā
āEhehe~ā
Rinās cheeks turned red with happiness and she clutched my arm.
There was Rinās smile as usual, with no more hesitation.