Hiroshi heard a panicked voice calling out his name. As if to be drawn towards that voice, he regained his consciousness.
ăHiroshi-kun!ă
ăGood, youâre backâŠă
As Hiroshi regained his consciousness, a landscape of an unfamiliar room, Tatsuyaâs relieved face and Harunaâs near tear expression jumped into his vision.
ăBrotherâŠ? Haruna-sanâŠ?ă
ăBefore we explain what happened, Hiro, how much can you remember?ă
ă⊠holâ up âŠă
Trying to answer Tatsuyaâs question Hiroshi tried to remember back to the last thing which was on his mind before blacking out.
ăUm, we went to the palace, nâ we met up with Elle, nâ we decided on goinâ to Queenâs tea purty nââŠă
Suddenly, his body started to tremble uncontrollably. Something happened at the tea party. He could remember that much. But he could not remember what actually happened. However, from how he was subconsciously reacting to the whole event, he took the hint that it was something related to his phobia.
ăThatâs more than enough, donât push yourself.ă
ăHiroshi-kun, itâs okay now, everythingâs fine nowâŠă
The two cut off the conversation; deciding it was best not to force him, seeing how badly he was reacting just by the attempt of remembering what took place. Seeing the state which he was in, they thought the whole thing would start all over again if they mentioned that chocolate was served at the party.
ă⊠Iâm, Iâm real sorryâŠă
ăDonât worry about it.ă
Hiroshi felt guilty as he saw that he must have caused his friends some trouble, seeing how Haruna and Tatsuya were acting. And seeing that his mind was subconsciously preventing him from remembering the event, he detected that it must have been very bad. Although it wasnât a formal meeting, it was still a rude gesture to show in front of her majesty. There was nothing they could say even if they were told off for this.
However, seeing that the Queen has prepared him a room to recover, it was unlikely that she was planning on making a big deal out of this. Yet it did not change that he was being impolite towards such a powerful authority. And most of all, he was burdened by the idea of leaving all the aftermath of this incident on his friends.
ăSo, wha the situation like now?ă
ăIâll tell you everything later, letâs get you up first, okay? If Iâm going to explain what happened, then I would have to explain from the beginning so Iâll tell you once youâre more stable.ă
ăDonât push yourself, okay?ă
ăIâm real sorry for pushinâ all this on yaâllâŠă
Hiroshi felt immense guilt as he saw that he must have caused a lot of worry and burden to his friends. From a third-party perspective, it was an unavoidable accident. However, there was no denying that his friends had to deal with the aftermath. Not only that, but it was also a matter involving a well-respected royal family like Layotte.
It was an issue which he did not have a lot of control over. However, Hiroshi did not like the idea that he was causing setbacks to his friends over the same reason all the time. Yet no matter how inspired or motivated he was, it was a type of phobia which had hard to deal with. He has handled his phobia well when he was interacting with Rainy, even though one person was the limit, he could be in the same room with Haruna without panicking. Considering the root of his phobia, he has improved significantly.
ăBy da way, whereâs Makoto-san and Mio?ă
ăTheir exchanging information with Elle-chan. Weâre organising what weâre going to do after this. So, we decided to organise a meeting once everything has been settled.ă
ăI see, roger dat.ă
ăBut the Queen seems to be busy so they donât think we can have a formal meeting today anyways.ă
ăIâm real sorry for causinâ all this burden.ă
ăWe heard you the first time so just stop apologising.ă
Seeing that Hiroshi was feeling down, Haruna responded with reassuring words and smile. The smile she showed made her look like an entirely different person from when she had a dual with Rainy yesterday. Respecting Harunaâs expression, Tatsuya made a comment.
ăIs anyone hungry?ă
ăI donâ have much appetite âight nowâŠă
ăI see.ă
ăBy dah way, how long was I passed out for?ă
ăAbout three hours I think. Itâs well past noon now.ă
ăDid everyone haf lunch already?ă
ăYeah, well, something of that sort I guess. It was mostly alcohol heavy dish or spice heavy dish so we asked if they could change the menu for Haruna, Mio and Elle.ă
To save water, it was common for many dishes in Darl to use alcohol instead. Though, alcoholic dishes were rarely served at inns during daytime; in general, most dishes in Darl were made by stirring food with either alcohol, pine fruit or some type of milk with spice. So, there were many soups and stews which were heavy in spice yet had a tinge of alcohol to it.
ăI see, so brother, whatâs ya opinion on the dishes?ă
ăI think those flavours will only go well with Kansai style Udon.ă
ă⊠so ya complain âbout runninâ a food stall but ya give me an opinion based on food stall menu.ă
ăItâs become a habit at this pointâŠă
9 months since he has joined Hiroshiâs party, even Tatsuya has started to think about the success of running the food stall.
ăAnyway, thatâs my thoughts on the food. Elle and Artiem were a little hesitant on those dishes as well.ă
ăI see, guess I hafta make alotta food for tonight..ă
ăYeah, that might be a good idea, but I donât think it really matters as long as itâs not some type of spicy food.ă
As Tatsuya finished giving his opinion on the dishes which were served, he left to tell Makoto that Hiroshi has regained his consciousness; as Haruna seemed determined to stick by Hiroshiâs side.
ăSince you donât have any appetite, did you want something to drink?ă
ăYe, could ya please get me somethinâ to drink?ă
ăOf course, what did you want?ă
ăIâll leave it up to ya.ă
Hiroshi left the decision up to Haruna as he wasnât sure what exactly he wanted but was definitely feeling dehydrated. Taking his hint, Haruna went off to brew a mild herb tea which wouldnât give his system a sudden shock. The herb tea in this universe went well with milk and it will slightly fill up your stomach while it eased the digestive system.
ăThere you go.ă
ăThanks.ă
ăIf thereâs anything else you need, just let me know, okay?ă
ăThanks alot, but Iâm fine fo now.ă
Hiroshiâs expression relaxed a little after he took a sip from herb tea which was brewed at just the right temperature. He didnât realise how his thoughts were running all over his mind until then. Seeing that Hiroshi has finally let his guard down, Haruna seemed joyful and relieved from the bottom of her heart.
Admitting how helplessly in love she is in with Hiroshi, Haruna wished for this quiet moment to last just a little longer.
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ăI haf a vague idea on what happened but can ya explain the whole story to me now?ă
As everyone finished eating their meals and have gone back to their allocated rooms, Hiroshi brought up his burning question after he observed how his friends were reacting. It was already past midnight, and he was mentally stable enough to hear what took place at the tea party. It helped that he already had some idea on what took place. So, it was unlikely that he would faint again if it was just listening to others explaining the commotion.
Aearis has also decided to participate as she was in the room when Hiroshi fainted. Norton sisters had some personal reasons why they did not want to be at the palace; so, they have not come out of their rooms since yesterday. The only time they have come out of their rooms was during dinner.
The seclusion barrier which they were in had exclusion setting for the Queen just in case.
ăWe donât mind telling you what happened but are you sure youâre okay?ă
ăLike I said, I kinda know what happened. As lonâ as I try hard ânough, I shouldnât pass out like before.ă
ăI donât mean to be rude but personally, I donât want to explain this situation to you multiple times.ă
ăI know, I donât want to listen to it if I donât hafta. But I caused yâall some trouble, âight?ă
Even though Makoto has stated in a harsh tone, she had a concerned look. Seeing Makoto act in such a way, Hiroshi brought up the undeniable truth. Hearing the expected response, Makoto gave a small sigh and decided to explain the event as simply as she could to avoid Hiroshi remembering anything that was seriously triggering.
ăWhat happened is very simple. There was chocolate served at the tea party. Apparently, they call it Kakora in this universe.ă
ă⊠Jist as I thought. I can remember most of the stuff that happened now.ă
After hearing Makotoâs explanation, Hiroshi was trembling a little. However, he seemed to have maintained his composure for the most part. Everyone could not help but be concerned after seeing him at such a state.
ăHiroshi-sama, please do not push yourself too muchâŠă
ăKnowinâ the situation, I hafta push myself a little. I know ya donât want me to, but please, jist turn a blind eye for this much.ă
ă⊠If your condition becomes any worse, Haruna-sama and I will cease this conversation even if we need to be forceful. Is that condition agreeable with you?ă
ă ye, thatâs fine.ă
Seeing that Hiroshi has no intention of backing out, Aearis resorted to negotiation. He was mentally strong in an odd aspect so everyone was worried that he will push himself too much.
From there, they went through things which Hiroshi might have remembered and gave detailed information on what took place afterwards. Then, Tatsuya ended up spitting out a question which crossed his mind.
ăHey Hiro,ă
ăwa is it?ă
ăIâm surprised you could live normally back in Japan even though youâre so scared of chocolate. How did you manage it when you went out shopping?ă
ăIf I knew the store sold em, there was some stuff I could do. At the supermarkets, I knew where the snack section was nâ I avoided the new stock section for za snacks. If I really had to walk past it, I would set my mind to it nâ walk past it as quickly as I can. Welp, I did most of my shoppinâ online, so ât was only âbout once a month where I really had to go into a store. Nâ even though Iâm scared oâ chocolate, I donât hate em. So if tis just a photo or a picture, ât wonât trigger my phobia.ă
Everyone weirdly agreed to Hiroshiâs explanation. With his case, going to the supermarket itself was a problem. It depends on the time of the day, but on average, supermarkets have more people compared to Wulls. Especially at the grocery store, there tend to be more females than males. So, for Hiroshi who has a phobia towards female, entering the supermarket required a lot of courage.
With convenient stores, even though there would be fewer people, it becomes increasingly difficult to maintain his distance from chocolate. So, he would not walk into a physical store unless he absolutely had to.
It was impressive to think that he could go to a normal high school under such condition. However, the area which Hiroshi was living in was somewhere between an urban and a rural area. So, the total number of students at his school was much lower compared to the population of Wulls. Moreover, the suburb which Hiroshi and Haruna lived had headquarters of certain major companies. The area was also somewhat well known for major figures who have invented over technology such as VR living in that area. However, there were some factories in the area and the population itself was quite high. So, places like the front of the train station and shopping district had more people than any urban areas.
ăBy the way, isnât the thinâ ya really want to ask is why Iâm so terrified oâ chocolate, âight?ă
ăWell, a lot did happen so, yeah, naturally. It would be convenient for us to know what happened when we need to back you up if something like this happened in the future. But we wonât ask if weâre only opening up an old wound.ă
ăHiroshi-san, you shouldnât push yourself too much.ă
ăHiroshi, to begin with, would it even help you get over your phobia if you talked about the root of your phobia to us?ă
ăWelp, I guess ât wonât solve anythinâ.ă
To Dougaâs question, Hiroshi replied with a bitter smile. Even if everyone knew the cause of his phobia, the situation wasnât going to change. Talking about it would show Hiroshiâs trust towards his group, but that seemed a little pointless at this point. Yet, knowing the cause of his phobia would have some benefit to the group but everyone in the barrier understood such an easy concept. So, nobody dared to ask Hiroshi what actually happened. HoweverâŠ
ăIf Sensei wants to talk about it, then I want to know.ă
ăMio?ă
ăIf sensei can become more optimistic by talking about it to us, then Iâll listen, no matter what it is.ă
To break the paralysing tension, Mio broke the silence which filled the inside of the barrier. Because it was Mio, who had a very uniform reaction from the beginning, she could behave in such a way.
ă⊠I want to know as well.ă
ăHaruna?ă
ăHaru?ă
ăEven if we canât solve anything by knowing the cause, I want to at least know what is hurting you so much. If I donât know anything about it, then I donât know how I can support you. By not knowing anything, I could accidentally hurt. And if I knew what happened, I might be able to understand your pain even if itâs just a little. SoâŠă
Cutting off her last word, she looked directly into Hiroshiâs eyes. A moment has passed, then, Haruna made up her mind and spoke again.
ăIâm fine with just the things youâre comfortable talking about at this very moment. So, Hiroshi-kun, please tell me what happened.ă
Hiroshi could have dislike Haruna for saying such a thing. But, Haruna put aside her fear and decided to ask the question. If she didnât ask now, she will most likely never find out. On top of that, she wanted to know what was hurting the guy who she has helplessly fallen in love with. She could only call it a true victory after she found out what really happened to Hiroshi and got over the awkward relation they have. There was nothing Haruna could fall back on, but she didnât regret her decision.
It ended up looking like Haruna was just following Mioâs suggestion. But if nobody else brought it up, the first person to break the silence most likely would have been Haruna. The reason why it took her some time to speak out was because she needed some time to gain enough courage to say it. With these situations, Aearis will trust Hiroshiâs decision so unlike Haruna and others, she would have quietly listened to what has happened to Hiroshi without saying anything. When it comes to listening to otherâs trouble, Aearis who have been trained as the Princess Priestess was on an entirely different level.
ăWelp, to be honest, thereâs not allot to say.ă
Hiroshi gave a heads up, giving him some time to prepare to talk about what has happened to him. Trying to hold back as much of his shiver, he decided to give the simplest description of what happened.
ăWhat happened is very simple. On valentineâs day, I git acquaintance chocolate with raw meat in it nâ was forced to eat it nâ almost died from food poisoninâ.ă
Hiroshi casually described a very serious situation. To the unexpected twist to the expected scenario, everyone lost their words and just let the silence wrap within the seclusion barrier.