At that moment, Nathan didnât even know he stopped breathing. When he finally let out his breath, Nathan lost his strength and collapsed. He bowed his head, clasping his wand as a support. âI have no strength in my legs.â His body trembled mercilessly, whether it was a belated fear or a cold caused by rainwater.
Looking at Nathan, Hazard took out a knife in the head of the daemon and jumped to the ground. The water splashed. Nathan looked up blankly and saw Hazardâs palm sticking out in front of his nose.
âAre you okay?â
âAh, he still shines in this dull world.â
ââŠwhy are you here?â
Instead of holding his hand, Nathan immediately asked questions. Nathanâs question was perfectly natural to him. Hazard popped up out of nowhere, it was really unexpected.
âSomehow, I was separated from my teammates.â
He scratched his face awkwardly. From up close, his clothes were no less messy than Nathanâs, Hazard rolled his sword and shook his head.
âIn the sky, there are continuous blasts. The daemons suddenly ran wild and the rain never stopped. It was no joke.â
âWhat about your return seat?â
âOh!â
The response as if he remembered it only then was ridiculous. Nathanâs voice had a reproach at first glance.
âIf you found yourself alone, you should have used the return seat right away.â
âWell.. youâre right. I probably forgot because itâs been a while since I had a practice.â
âIf you didnât do well against the daemon, you would have been seriously hurtâ
âBut I was able to help you because of it, so isnât that enough?â
ââŠâ
Nathan shut his mouth tight. That was indeed the case. His appearance a moment ago was really like a scene from a novel. If Hazard hadnât come, Nathan wouldâve been dead. That thought reminded him of the daemonâs mouth again. Nathan remembers the sense that time passed very slowly at that moment. His hand that held the wand gripped it tight.
âWhy are you alone in a place like this? What about the others?â
âThey all went back.â
âWhat? They left you alone?â
Hazard frowned uncharacteristically at the remark. The situation just now was dangerous enough even though Hazardâs one-on-one confrontation with the daemon was not always so unusual for a leading knight, it was dangerous enough for a rearguard wizard.
If Hazard had been late a while ago, Nathan would not have ended up with a simple injury, but his life would have been in danger. So Hazard had no choice but to frown at the words that he had been left alone while the others returned. Nathan shook his head looking at Hazard and forced his trembling legs up.
âI told them to go. I was going to follow them straight away, but I couldnât because things got a little messed up.â
âYou werenât in a position to say anything to me.â
His voice was uneven, so Nathan didnât say anything more, but just took the compass out of his arms and avoided Hazardâs eyes. It was not an ordinary compass, it was a machined tool for finding your way. It tells you where to go. When Nathan opened the lid, the instructions spun around and pointed to one side.
âHazard.â
âWhat?â
âLetâs go. Letâs get out of the woods.â
âDo you know where to go? Weâre so deep in the woods that I donât know where to goâŠâ
Nathan shook the compass in his hand instead of answering.
The two of them walked silently for a while. The rain stopped at some point, and only the occasional dripping of rainwater hanging from the branches could be heard. When the rain stopped, Nathan wiped the water off his glasses. He was relieved by the clearer view.
Nathan held the wand in his hands as if he would break, not knowing where else the daemon would pop out, even though he didnât show his face. Hazard, who was walking next to Nathan, noticed that his hand turned white.
âDonât you think the forest is too quiet?â
Nathan walked for a long time as the compass pointed, and then suddenly stopped because of Hazardâs words.
As he said, the forest was as quiet as death. It was the sound of rain falling and the sound of two people walking in the mud.
It was too quiet to be a forest full of life. It was certainly strange that I couldnât hear the sound of grass bugs along with the cries of animals that I had heard until I entered the forest.
âDid I hear wrong before?â
âItâs too quiet for that. Somethingâs weirdâŠ.â
At that time, the wind blew from somewhere as if this silence were an illusion of two people, and soon the forest became noisy. The sound of the leaves banging against each other tickles his ears. In the dark woods it was quite frankly a chilling phenomenon. Nathan unknowingly rattled and grabbed Hazard.
âHaha, donât do that. Itâs just the wind. Itâs not a big deal, right?â
âItâs just that I got goosebumps.â
âIf youâre scared, you can hold on to me more.â
âIâm okay.â
Nathan frowned at the sly voice and took his hand off.
âWhy did I hold onto him? Because heâs the main character. Were you attracted to him unconsciously because you thought heâd feel safe when heâs next to him?â
He didnât think it would be okay for grown men to stick together like this, so Nathan took a step back from Hazardâs side, shaking his hands, pretending to organize his robe.
âRight, Norbertâ
â?â
âCan you keep what you saw today a secret?â
âWhat he saw today?â I couldnât understand for a moment, so I tilted my head, and Hazard looked down in embarrassment and smiled softly.
âItâs a little difficult if itâs known that I can catch a daemon by myself.â
For a moment, Nathan replied, bewildered, âOK.â With Hazardâs handsome face, he became a perfect picture no matter what he did.
. . .
After that, the two were lucky enough to escape the forest. Hazard, who was with him, suddenly disappeared just before leaving the forest, and at one point he was in a group of swordsmanship departments. Nathan, looking at him talking to Remburton in the distance, turned his head.
Fortunately, even though the students who escaped from the forest were injured, no one was too seriously hurt.
In the midst of being surrounded by people, Nathan honestly was completely absent-minded. While comforting Yulrey, who was hanging on to him and crying, Nathan couldnât remember clearly what Yulrey said and what he answered, what Professor Michael said, whether Agnes laughed or tapped him on the back. Nathan was just tired.
It wasnât until midnight that they were able to return to the Academy. Nathan broke up with the group at the entrance to the dormitory. Everyone smiled and waved, then went back to their rooms.
The smile gradually disappeared from Nathanâs face. Nathan turned at a slow pace only when no one was in sight. Perhaps there was a problem with the lamp hanging on the wall, the hallway leading to his room was dark. Walking in the dark hallway with the moonlight as a light, he quickly reached his room. Nathan entered the room
Chang Grand!
As soon as the door closed behind his back, Nathanâs wand, who he had been holding like a rope, rolled on the floor. When Nathan was left alone, he hugged his arms as if he were wrapping them like a bow and sat down.
âI couldnât stop shaking. My hands and feet are cold. When I close my eyes, I feel like I can hear the shouts of evil spirits. My stomach was empty. I felt nauseous.â
His throat was throbbing as if he were going to vomit, but Nathan just gasped.
âHow long have I been doing that in front of the door?â Nathan staggered to his feet.
âOh, I need to wash up..â
âLetâs wash up and sleep. Then itâll be alright.â
Nathan couldnât even remember how he got to the bathroom and washed himself. Clothes thrown off roughly crumbled underfoot. He crawled up to the bed in a slouch. The blanket was cold. It was close to summer, but Nathan felt like it was cold like midwinter.
âItâs cold.â
Nathan trembled before his breath leaked. After a few false touches, he put the blanket over his head. âAs if youâd ever be safe.â He curled up and thought of a hypnotic saying to help him sleep, âLetâs go to bed. Youâll feel better when you fall asleep. Letâs sleep. We have to sleep. Letâs get some sleep.â
So Nathan fell asleep little by little.
. . .
âThen Iâll see you after vacation! Iâll send you a letter!â
âOkay, get home safely.â
Etton, who pulled her head out of the carriage window, waved away. Nathan was standing in front of the main gate of the academy to see the children off. Not many people were left at the front door after Etton and Robert left in the carriage first. Finally, Nathan saw Berry off. Nathan reached out for Berry, a modest dress instead of a school uniform.
âThank you.â
Berry, who is usually blunt, smiled slightly at him and took Nathanâs hand and climbed into the carriage. Just before Nathan closed the door, Berry asked.