At the end of the trip, I returned home alone with a handful of souvenirs.
We said our goodbyes at the airport. Itâs clear on Muramasa-senpai and Shido-kunâs case, but why didnât I return with Elf? Because she went back to her family with Chris-aniki. I heard that he returned partly because of something work-related too. Well, Elf didnât go to school anyway, so summer break didnât really matter to her.
----Â If I go back with you, you will definitely force me to work on the plane!!
She was crying when people dragged her into the international plane.
Of course, none of it mattered to me at all.
âUooooooooooooâŠâŠâŠ.! I have to hurry back home!â
Why did I run? Aside from hurrying to see my little sister â there was another reason. This morning, Sagiri sent me a mail:
---- Nii-san, todayâŠwhen you will return?
âOh! What a cute email!â
Could it be that she sent that email in order to meet me sooner?
I wasnât sure if that was the case, but please understand that just a chance is enough to make me very happy. With my heart racing like a maiden, I rushed home immediately after getting off of the train.
Because I was hurrying, I was able to make it home sooner.
At the entrance, I glanced at the second floor ---
Wearing an anime mask, Eromanga-sensei stood at window of the the locked room and stared down at me.
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠ.â
This scene was too unreal, so I just stood in place, my jaw opened wide.
Just when some question marks appeared over my head, the curtain closed and Eromanga-sensei disappeared.
ââŠ.What the heck was that?â
First, Sagiri should never open the window.
But she did. That by itself is strange. Not to mention that she was wearing Eromanga-senseiâs clothing. This sounded more and more suspicious. Enough to wipe my happiness away in one shot.
ââŠLetâs just go in first.â
Itâs useless to stay here. I opened the door and put my luggage down. Then I called to the second floor.
âIâm home ~!â
----Â Welcome back, Nii-san.
Regrettably, no one said that at all.
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâŠ..Well, that was about what I expected.â I shrugged.
My little sister never told me âWelcome homeâ. Not even once. This painful truth still burned in my mind.
But ---
----Â Be careful on your way, Nii-san
Before I left, she wished me a good tripâŠ.so I hoped that when I returnedâŠ.
âIâm too naĂŻve.â
I laughed at myself and went to her room, carefully knocked on the door of the locked room
âSagiri. Iâm home. Souvenirs ---â
Before I could finish, suddenly the door in front of me slowly opened.
âWahwah.â
To avoid that, I quickly took a few steps backward.
And finally, the door was fully opened. Eromanga-sensei appeared in the same coat and mask that I saw earlier.
ââŠâŠâŠ..â
He â Eromanga-senseiâs aura pressed me so hard that I found myself unable to say anything.
Without using a voice changer, Eromanga-sensei said in an unpleasant tone:
ââŠYouâŠwhat are you coming back for?â
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠ.â
ItâŠ.it was so painful to hearâŠ..
I almost cried. Itâs true, I really wanted to cry.
Eromanga-sensei quickly waved his hand:
âI, I didnât mean like thatâŠI, I meantâŠ.â
Although stuttering, she managed to say:
âWhy are you here so soon?! That was what I meant!â
âEhâŠâ
AhâŠ.So that is itâŠumâŠI did return sooner than expectedâŠ.so that is what she was talking about.
âWhyâŠbecause I wanted to see Sagiri soonerâŠ.â
I answered truthfully. Eromanga-sensei âŠ
âYa!â
She squatted down, her shoulders trembling.
âHm? Hey you?â
Since she had her mask, I couldnât see her expression.
âUhâŠ.ughhâŠ.howâŠcould it beâŠ..â
She muttered something.
âEh? What did you say? Sorry I didnât catch it.â
I positioned my ears toward Eromanga-sensei
Then ---
â!â
Her whole body trembled and she showed a rather extreme reaction by pushing me:
âDonât, donât come near me!â
âWhâŠ.!â
Ugh! That was the most painful hit Iâve received in my entire life! Not because she pushed me, but because my beloved little sister rejected me!
ââŠ.IâŠ.IâŠ.did I do something wrong?â
âKuhhhhhâŠâŠâ
Eromanga-sensei stood dumbfounded for a second, then she shook her head back and forth.
âNoâŠitâs not like that.â
âI see.â
This is good then.
âThen ---â
âBut, but donât come near me for now! Now! Right now! Get out of the house right now!â
âEh, eh? Why?â
Is there any reason for me to leave the house? What the heck? What does âit is not like thatâ mean? Or âYouâre annoying. Although you havenât pissed me off, donât come close to meâ?
ââŠ.It, itâs none of your business. Anyway, leave for at least thirty minutes.â
It didnât look like I could argue with her anymore.
ââŠGot it.â
Thus, I meekly followed her order.
With a depressed expression, I took a walk around the area before returning home.
ââŠ.UghhhâŠâ
I had absolutely no idea what was my little sister was thinking. Is this the same problem any elder brother faces?
At the very least she didnât hate meâŠ.but I was still curious about the real reasonâŠ
On the way, suddenly I noticed something.
ââŠHuh?â
There was steam coming out from the back of my house. From the bathroom, if Iâm not mistaken.
With a suspicious-like pose, I secretly took a look from the entrance to the back. When I got to the bathroom, I found out that the light was on, and steam was coming out of a small gap in the window.
ââŠSagiri is taking a bath?â
She wouldnât come out of her room if there was anyone at home aside from her. So she chased me away in order to take a bath?
âŠ.Why did she have to take a bath?
ââŠ.She really should lock the window. How careless.â
To prevent anyone from peeking, I decided to stand guard here.
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâ
Of course I have to make myself clear that the thought âI should peek tooâ never crossed my mind. I didnât even think about it.
About ten minutes later â when I decided that was long enough â Sagiriâs âyou can come home nowâ mail arrived. Thank you modern technology.
âAlrigh alright.â
Scratching some places that was bitten by mosquitos, I returned to the house and walked to the second floor, once again, knocked on the locked roomâs door.
âItâs me, Sagiri.â
With a *creakkk~~* the door opened. In front of me was Sagiri in her pajama.
ââŠ..Sorry, sorry for keeping you waiting.â
âUmâŠyou just took a bath didnât you?â
Stream was still coming out of her body.
âŠ.My little sister just took a bath huh.
âDonât, donât stare.â
âSorry. But seeing you allowed me to calm down.â
Feeling my face getting hotter, I quickly averted my eyes.
âIâm home, Sagiri.â
I repeated myself. She said âUmâ and nodded, before glanced at me like she wanted to say something.
âEr ----â
Although I was wondering what she wanted to say â and if I should press her. But this atmosphere was too uncomfortable, so I began:
âYou didnât lock the window when you were taking a bath, did you? Itâs not okay. You should check it beforehand, just in case someone --- â
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâŠ.How could you know?â
ââŠ..Eh?â
âHow could you know I didnât lock the bathroom window?â
C, crapâŠ.!
âEh, ahâŠ.thatâŠ.eheâŠ.â
âThat?â
She shot me a questioning glare.
CrapâŠ! If I said the wrong thing now, all relationship improvement that I built up would be destroyed!
And shouldnât this stuff happen in light novel during a trip with a female classmate? Why is this happening to me at home?
Cut off from my escape route, I anxiously answered:
âI didnât mean to peep onyou. I just noticed the unlocked window. I absolutely do not have any intention of looking at your naked body.â
âI, I get it already, stop talking!â
Thankfully there was no misunderstanding, but she was clearly still mad.
âSorryâŠbut whyâŠdid you choose this time to take a bath?â
ââŠBecauseâŠ.Iâve been drawingâŠ.for the last few daysâŠsoâŠ..â
âSo?â
âDonât, donât make me say it outloud! Itâs normal for any illustrator! Totally normal! Iâm not the only one!â
âWhat are you talking about?â
âForget it! Donât talk about it anymore!â
Okay fine. I will drop this subject.
Letâs take another look again. First, she had been drawing for a few days. Then she chased her brother (me) away.
Followed that, she took a bath.
In order to do that, she didnât hesitate to use extreme words such as âDonât come near meâ.
Question â why?
Hint --- based on what Sagiri said, itâs something all illustrators had in common.
Oh well, forget it. Itâs unlikely that I could figure it out.
Sagiri coughed and said:
âAnywayâŠ.I have been drawing.â
âYou meantâŠ.illustrations for the cutest little sister in the world?â
âYes. Finished.â
She raised her chest in pride.
That meant those illustrations that she spoke of before I went on a trip were finished. But suddenly Sagiri dropped her shoulders in depression:
ââŠBut I still canât do itâŠSorry.â
âWhat are you apologizing for? Youâve finished drawing, havenât you? What do you mean you canât do it?â
âIllustrations are all finishedâŠbut that wasnât what I meantâŠthat wasnât everythingâŠâ
âWhat do you mean?â
What else needed to be âdoneâ?
When I was asking myself that question, Sagiri said âMwumwumwuâ for a while then finally muttered:
ââŠI stillâŠcanât tell you.â
âIs that so? Okay then.â
âEh? You really arenât going to ask?â
Sagiri sounded surprised. I nodded:
âI wonât. Although Iâm still curious.â
But if she didnât want to say it, I wouldnât ask.
âI seeâŠ.thank you.â
She let out a sigh of relief
âAlright, here is your souvenir.â
âAhâŠ.â
Her eyes brightened, she happily asked:
âIs it Elf-chanâs stocking?â
âNo! A souvenir from that island!â
âEh ---?
âDonât look at me like that. There was no souvenir shop thereâŠit was pretty hard for me to get this!â
I shook the paper bag and urged her to take it. Sagiri hugged it into her chest:
ââŠCome in. I will let you seeâŠmy illustrations.â
I entered the locked room and sat down in front of my little sister. Just like always when she allowed me inside.
âHereâŠ.â
âOkayâŠthis is!â
What she showed me wasâŠ
âIs this the cover page for the first volume?â
âNot only thatâŠhere...â
âThereâs more?â
My eyes widened. With a sweep of her finger, she showed me more illustrations, both colored and colorless.
âOh! Wow! Nice!â
I was jumping in joy.
That was how much an illustration meant for a novelist.
âWow! But why there are so many of illustrations? And all of them are finished tooâŠâ
âThisâŠI practiced another way of working.â
She shuttered. Normally, Eromanga-sensei would contact my editor (via mail) then discuss what an illustration would be, how it would be drawn, make the stretches, then talk with the authorâŠ
Only after that will she draw for real.
During this process, there were a lot of rejected illustrations.
But this time, she skipped over sketching and immediately drew the final results. In other words, while some of them couldnât be used, most were finished.
âI thoughtâŠNii-san would be surprised.â
âOf course I am!â
I have been wondering what my final illustrations would look like.
I knew that they would be good! But I never thought THAT good! It was a total surprise!
âEheheâŠsuccess. I want to see that expression on your face.â
Sagiri giggled. She was so cute that I didnât dare to look at her directly.
âActually, although I drew a lot, I still have no idea whatâs needed and what isn't.â
âIs that so? Oh, right, there must be around twenty illustrations, we couldnât use them all â such a waste!â
ââŠI still need to ask your editor and Izumi-senseiâŠ.and make adjustmentsâŠ..talk to the supervisorâŠ.â
âWait a sec! That will take a lot of effort! Here, there is no way I couldnât use the scene when the main female protagonist appears! I want to use one here tooâŠ.oh how could I choose what to discard! All of them are so good! What should I do?!â
I will need to have a long discussion with my editor later.
Just when my spirit was high ---
âAlright, now itâs your turn.â
âYes?â
âEverything that happened during the tripâŠtell me.â
Somehow I felt a chill in my snipe when she asked that.
âErâŠ.butâŠ.didnât I tell you everything via skype?â
ââŠYes you did.â
Why does it felt like I was being interrogated?
Averting my eyes, I slowly added:
âWell, there must be some parts that I skipped. But I promise you that I didnât hide anything ---â
âBikinis.â
That word became a blade to slash me.
âYou saw Elf-chan and Muramasa-chanâs erotic bikinis, didnât you?â
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠ.â
I broke into a cold sweat.
Yes, I saw them! I got an eye full of both Elf and Muramasa-senpaiâs bikinis!
Although I did want to answer honestly, but that was definitely the wrong response. What should I say thenâŠ
âLying is useless. I got proof.â
Sagiri showed me the proof on the screen. On the beach, I was happily talking with Elf while Muramasa-senpai stood on the side, a lost expression on her face.
The picture also showed that Izumi Masamune-sensei was having a good look at Yamada Elf-senseiâs bikini.
ââŠWh, wh, whâŠwhere did you get this picture?â
âA special gift from Elf-chan.â
âWhat the heck has she done?! A picture taken automatically? Damn it! She dared to send a picture with people in bikinis?â
Does that mean she isnât afraid of being seen in bikini?
Not to mention that there was a good chance she had mentioned that Iâm her boyfriend. Now I bet some of her fans are crying for my blood.
Although my thoughts were in chaos, the big problem was lying right in front of me in the form of Sagiri.
âHm ~ you looked like you had a great time watching Elf in a bikiniâŠ.â
Damn it! I couldnât say anything in the face of this evidence! I need to lieâŠlieâŠ.
âYes! I had a great time watching Elf in a bikini! But what of it?â I blurted out without thinking: âCompared to her, Muramasa-senpai was much better!â
âWhat?â
What the heck am I saying!?
A controller is going to hit me --- was what I thought, but Sagiriâs reaction was ---
âWh, what? For real? Something was better than this erotic bikini? B..breasts? Bare breasts? I thought that bare breasts were impossible --- ah, now I see.â
HeheheheheâŠ..Sagiri shook her head, breathing hard.
âHm! Not only Nii-san saw Elf-chan, you also look Muramasa-chanâs breasts! Hmm!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!"
By the way, why is Sagiri getting angry for? Because Iâm a perverted brother? Or ---
âAre youâŠperhapsâŠjealous?â
âEhhhh!? No, no, not that!â
Wahwah â Sagiri panicked. I probably hit a bullâs eye.
âYes it is! So you were jealous of me because I sawăerotic stuff ă!â
âItâs not ---- â *Clank clank *Â "Not like that! Nii-san you idiot! "
âWow!â
It looked like that was the âwrong answerâ. Sagiri flushed and roared.
ââŠ.HmâŠ.hmâŠand then?â
âThen? What do you mean?â
âAfter that. In the Kingâs game, you saw Elf-chan undress and knew that Muramasa-chan doesnâtwear panties, are you happy?â
âWasnât that because of YOUR order?â
Why are you getting mad at me? What kind of reasoning is that?
âThatâŠthis is not meâŠitâs me, but not meâŠ.â
Another side of her â Eromanga-sensei, huh? Youâre just making excuses again.
âAnyway, Nii, Nii-san, you are not allowed to like other girlsâ bikinis!â
ââŠLike? Er, IâŠ.â
ââŠâŠKuhhhkukukuâŠ..â
This was my weak point: no matter what state Iâm in, the moment someone mentioned this, I couldnât do anything but accept whatever they said.
âYesâŠ.you have toâŠ.refuse.â
ââŠâŠâŠ.â
ââŠâŠâŠ..â
A very uncomfortable silence surrounded us. Sagiri was probably as embarrassed as me.
Then finallyâŠ.like a girl who just decided on wedding, she made her decision:
ââŠ.Want to see it?â
âEh?â
âMy --- âEven her cheeks were red âMy bikiniâŠ.â
âWhâŠ.â
Her eyes was trembling, her breathing was hard, like she had a fever.
âThatâŠâ
Still not totally getting it, but I knew that now wasnât the time to lie.
âI do want to see itâ
Thereâs no man who could say that he doesnât want to see the girl he likes in a bikini.
âI seeâŠ.you want to see my bikiniâŠ.Nii-san you pervert.â
âYou aren't in any position to call me that!â
The hellâŠmy little sister is too unreasonable!
âBut I couldnât just bring you to the beach.â
There is a huge leap in difficulty from ânot wanting to leave the roomâ to âgoing to the beachâ.
But from the way Sagiri spoke, it did seem like she wanted to go the beach.
During the time when we talked about this trip, she also showed signs that she wanted to go.
Living like a normal girl, wearing a cute bikini, going to the beach â maybe she wanted a summer like that. But she asked me to go, while she stayed home to draw. As her brother, how should I thank her?
She wanted to enjoy summer, but she couldnât come out of the room. What could I do?
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâ
Another silence fell before I finally said:
ââŠ.Sagiri, open my souvenir and take a look.â
âEh?â
âJust do it.â
Looking a bit uneasy, Sagiri followed what I said and opened the paper bag.
âOpen the box.â
She did that without a word. Her small hands slowly opened the box. Inside isâŠ
ââŠ.A straw hat?â
ââŠYupâŠ.HeheâŠdoes that give you a summer-like feeling?â I grinned.
âAlthough that is all I could doâŠ.frankly speaking, Iâm worried that this might backfireâŠbut when you can go outsideâŠ.â
âLetâs go to the beach together.â
â------------â
Sagiri just stood there, her eyes opened wide. Maybe she was just surprised with my suggestion.
Or rather, she didnât know how to react with this kind of present?
I swallowed.
ââŠâŠâŠâ
ââŠ.Nii-san.â
âYes?â
She slowly moved her hand towards the zipper ---
And slowlyâŠ.pulled it downâŠ.beneath the coat snow-white skin shone throughâŠ..
âWahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!â
I screamed and put both of my hands forward:
"Sa, Sa, Sa, Sa Sagiri? You, you----"
What are you doing? Am I dreaming? Yes, this must be a dream!
Why did you suddenly decide to undress ---
I slammed my eyes shut, my body stunned. Then ----
âDonât, donât have that perverted misunderstanding. Ah..I meanâŠ.bikiniâŠ.â
âEh?â
BiâŠkini?
A very pleasant dream suddenly appeared in my mindâŠthus I slowly opened my eyes. In front of me was Sagiri in a white bikini.
White hair. Pure white skin. White bikini ----
Summer clothing, but at the same time it gave the pure impression like a celestial maiden.
ââŠ.AhhâŠâ
I couldnât even avert my eyes.
Because this is the girl I liked, in a bikini! The image of both Elf and Muramasa-senpai was immediately blown away.
âWhyâŠdid youâŠ.â
It took me a lot of effort to even say that.
ââŠâŠâŠ..ThisâŠ.thisâŠâŠuhhhhhhhhâŠ.â
She flushed and shuttered, the coat fell to her shoulder. Then she slowly put the straw hat on ---
ââŠ.How, how was that?â
She asked. I could tell that she was already really embarrassed.
â-------------â
I was unable to say anything. Iâm the one who was embarrassed to death here!
âAhâŠ.thisâŠ.â
Before I could say something, suddenly Sagiri closed her zipper.
âOkay! Done!â
âŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠ
Could it beâŠjust nowâŠ.That was her way of thanking me for the present?
âLetâs go to the beach together ââ was that her answer?
âDonât, donât look at me with such perverted eyes! Hurry and get out!â
âEhâŠ.wait, I still havenâtâŠ.â
âLater! Tell me later! When Iâm ready to wear this!â
Seeing that my little sister was trying to push me out of the room, I laughed:
âAlright, Iâm looking forward to it.â
Sunday. September 10th .
The publishing day of Izumi Masamuneâs newest novel :The Cutest Little Sister in the World.
The day that will decide our fate. Today, I went to Akihabara JR.
Everywhere there were posters and advertisements for anime or game characters. Unlike the rest of Tokyo, this place truly seemed like âanother worldâ.
âSo this is AkihabaraâŠexactly like the legend saidâŠ.â
ăAmazingâŠitâs just like anime. ă
Both Eromanga-Sensei and I sighed. Her voice came from the tablet that I held to my chest. Of course, she was speaking via skype from the locked room
Suddenly, I remembered something:
âHey, can this be called a date between brother and sister?â
ăI, I, idiotâŠ..pervertâŠwhat are you talking aboutâŠă
She sounded embarrassed. Even with a voice changer, her character didnât change.
ăBy the way, do you still have the mind to say that? ă
âDonât make things too serious, Eromanga-sensei! I only said that to reduce tension!â
ăI, I donât know anyone with that name! ă
The sight of a guy standing alone in the middle of the station and talking with himself should be weird, but since this is Akihabara, maybe itâs considered normal?
Anyway, itâs not okay to stand in the middle of the street. Thus I began to walk.
And the reason I came to Akihabara this morning ---
âHey hey Mune-kun, why are you here so late? We are already closed. Your newest book will be sold tomorrow â eh? You are so worried that you decided to take a walk? Ahaha, really ~ itâs okay! Even masterpieces like volume twelve of Fantasy Bladewonât be sold the day before! Of course, although I couldnât give you special treatment â but I will do anything else within my ability. I hope that this book meets my expectation! If we need more books, remember to call the publisher in our place!â
âOh right oh right, there is good news! This is something only between bookstores but â tomorrow there will be a newly opened bookstore in Akihabara that will sell your book! Itâs true! Ah, there is no need to be surprised! You are the winner of the World Light Novel Tournament after all! Itâs normal for you to have one or two special shows! If you think that is a joke, how about going to see for yourself? I bet any bookstore will be happy if the author himself showed up! Okay?â
--- Yesterday, thatâs what the bookstore mascot girl Tomoe told me.
Thus I led Eromanga-sensei on a date between brother and sister â ah, no, a survey of âA show for Izumi Masamuneâ.
ăNii-san, the overpass with escalator over there! Go nearer! ă
âOk, easy enough.â
ăOver there! Turn back to Steins Gate! ă
âGot it.â
We were watching while on the way to the bookstore.
âŠ.The closer we came, the heavier my footsteps became.
ââŠâŠâŠâŠ..Phew.â
I held the tablet with Eromanga-sensei in my hand harder.
âCrap ~ Iâm getting nervous.â
ăEh? Even if you were rolling on the floor now nothing would change. ă
âOf course I knowâŠbutâŠIâm still nervousâŠ.â
I glanced at the screen. Eromanga-sensei titled her mask and showed her real face:
ăNii-san, too bad. ă
ââŠ.*Glup*âŠ.but thinking that maybe the bookstore had already openedâŠ.and someone might have already bought itâŠI have a stomachache.â
Just like seeing your child walk on stage. No matter how confident you feel, youâre still nervous.
Will people like it? Will they want to read more?
âIn a bookstore that we just walked by, I didnât see my book anywhere.â
ăThose kind of bookstores that only sellto guests at the station, they probably only have one kind of book. Itâs normal for them to not have ours, thereâs no need to worry. ă
âYeahâŠ.Izumi Masamuneâs newest bookâŠIâm afraid that they would think even if they bought them, no one would buy them.â
ăReallyâŠIzumi-sensei is so negative. Does this happen every time a new book is published? ă
âYes it does.â
I think that happened to all authors too.
ăIs that soâŠNii-san, letâs take a quick look and return. ă
âHm? I planned to watch for a bit.â
ăYou canât do that considering how nervous you are. Letâs go back soon. ă
âYou even said thatâŠ.this is very importantâŠdo you have a reason to want to go back?â
ăThatâs a secretâŠ.you will know when you get home. ă
ââŠ.In that caseâŠokayâŠ.â
When we were talking, we also looked around.
Suddenly a voice rang in my ear:
âHey, look at this light novel, this is definitely a good one!â
âThere's only one volume out right now, and yet this bookstore was already making deals with it, and the illustrations are super, super, supererokawaii too! I think I can expect really great things from this one!â
--- Eh?
ă!Nii--san, just now --- ă
I immediately turned to the source of the voice.
In front of me was a group.
One of them, a girl was holding a newly published The Cutest Little Sister in the Worldvolume and boasting with her friends.
My eyes followed the book in her hands ---
â--------------â
That was a chance encounter between us.
âŠTurning back to the tablet, I whispered:
ââŠJust nowâŠthat girlâŠshe has a copy of our book.â
ăâŠ.Really? ă
âYes. My story. Eromanga-senseiâs illustrations â she bought it.â
ăâŠ.Iâm so glad. ă
âUm.â I agreed, my voice hoarse âMe tooâŠmy nervousness is gone.â
It was worth it.
Writing this book was worth it.
I could see others happily buying my book. Just this alone is worth 1.000.000 points.
ăLetâs go, Nii-san. ă
âUm. Sure, but before that ---â
Putting my chaotic thoughts to the side, I turned back.
The backs of those girls were getting further away.
I silently wished:
--- May our story make you happy.
Today is a nice day, a good day to write.
Under the blinding light ---
I entered the bookstore with my little sister together.
After (secretly) watcheing the situation at the Akihabara bookstore regarding Izumi Masamuneâs newest novel, I returned home.
---Â Letâs go back soon
Although she didnât say why, my little sister asked me to go back soon.
I stopped at the front door and looked at the second floor.
Beneath the mask, Eromanga-sensei was staring down at me from the locked roomâs window.
ââŠâŠAgain huh.â
Last time when I came back from the trip, when I asked why Sagiri had to conceal her face ---
Her answer was âIâll die if I meet otherâs eyes.â
âŠ.Of course, my real question âSo why do you look outsideâ remained unanswered.
Today, she wore a mask as usual. Noticing me, she quickly closed the curtains and disappeared.
ââŠWhat is she doing?â
Even I had seen it before, I still donât know how to react to this unreal scene. I opened the door and entered the house as usual.
âIâm home ~â
I called to the second floor, even when I knew that no one would answer me.
But ---
*Thud thud thud*
ââŠHuh?â
*Thud thud thud*
The sound of footsteps came from the stairs.
"âŠ.SaâŠgiri?"
I stood here stunned. In front of me was --
My little sister, who had come down from the second floor.
For a year, she never left her room when I was still at home.
Until we spoke about our dream, on a rare chance sometimes she went outside.
When our dream was about to be destroyed, although she was trembling, she still forced herself to partly come down and yell at me, stopping me.
It had only happened two times.
*Thud thud thud*
Her hand on the stair rail, her legs looked like they might give out at any moment ---
Sagiri slowly came closer ---
Finally âŠ
*Thud*
She stopped in front of me.
âYouâŠ.â
I was so surprised that I was unable to say anything.
ââŠPhewâŠphewâŠâ
Putting a hand on her chest, Sagiri breathed heavily.
ââŠ..PhewâŠphewwwwwâŠ.â
After a while, both she and I managed to recover at the same time. I said:
âSagiriâŠyou can go out of your room now?â
She shook her head.
ââŠ.Just a bit. I barely managed to do that.â
The evidence to this was that her legs were still trembling, her forehead was covered in sweat, her face was pale.
I knew itâŠher condition isn't going to be cured that easily.
The scene when she was forcefully taken outside of her room a year ago was still fresh in my mind. Everyone thought that she was incurable. That was why I need to be extra careful in our relationship. No matter how hard it is, I had promised to be her guardian.
I didnât think that outsiders could understand this point. If I hadnât seen it with my own eyes, I couldnât either.
But I still, for once, decided ---
âThe little sister coming to the front doorâ is a very ânormalâ activity to others, but to me itâs a miracle. I wanted nothing more than to hug her.
ââŠ.So troublesome. What should I say?â
Should I cry? Or laugh?
âI, I, secretly trained. AlthoughâŠbeforeâŠI couldnâtâŠ.but today is âŠa valuable memory for usâŠso I have toâŠ.â
She put a hand over her chest and breathed a sigh of relief.
âIt feels really good.â
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AhâŠnow I get it.
Since the moment I came back, Sagiri had been training.
But back then she couldnât come downstairsâŠso she apologized for being unable to finish training by the time I came back.
âYouâŠreallyâŠâ
Why were you apologizing? How could IâŠget angry?
âYouâre an idiot.â
Donât apologize. Iâll cry.
âYouâre so mean. I tried really hard.â She pouted.
This moment, she looked like anormal little sister â a cute, meekly little sister.
Despite her trembling legs, her sweat covered forehead, her pale face â I didnât care. We looked like a normal pair of siblings.
âYouâre an idiot. No one will believe if you said so â but youâre amazing. Really really amazing.â
âHm, donât treat me like a childâŠah, you almost made me forgot the main topic.â
My cute, innocent little sister raised a new book and smiled proudly:
âWelcome back, Nii-san. Congratulations about your new book.â
âIâm home, Sagiri. There were numerous illustrations made by Eromanga-sensei inside that bookstore.â
Today, we fulfilled two dreams.
âI, I donât know ---â
âAlright, I got it. Thank you very much.â
And then ---
âPlease take care of me from now on.â
Letâs us continue our dream together.
I knew that this road would be filled with hardship.