The hospital ward was filled with the smell of death and agony.
It was as expected consdiering the ward was located in a city that had just gone through a battle.
Juan snuggly pulled up his mask over his nose then began his search for someone.
Civilians, soldiers and knights were all groaning.
It was the same everywhere else in Hiveden. Often coined âthe lawless cityâ, while it was full of violent people, surprisingly there werenât many people looting and pillaging after the war had ended.
Most bonded together to find the injured and help restore order in the city.
The White crow knights were doing the same.
Seen as slaughters, while there wasnât anyone that was sending good natured gazes at them as they passed, the people largely overlooked it. Both parties had gone through a traumatic experience that made such quarrels seem pointless.
Amongst the elderies, there werenât many that had ever seen a god, even if it was an incarnation.
While it was surprising to have seen a god of death incarnate, the fact there was a being that had the strength to eliminate it was even more surprising.
People largely kept quiet, but everyone was whispering the same name between each other.
That âthe emperorâ had returned.
That he came to fulfil the promise that heâd do so when the empire was at risk.
Amongst the soldiers, Juan finally found the person he had been looking for.
Dilmond.
Full of cuts everywhere on his body, Dilmond was lying face down due to the burns heâd gotten on his back.
Although it seemed that the bandage around his body was being frequently changed, the sheer number of patients in the ward made it seemingly difficult to get proper attention.
But he was still alive.
âDilmond.â
Juan went up to him and began rechanging the bandage on him. Noticing someone beside him, Dilmond opened his eyes.
âWhat, whoâŚâŚ..Juan.â
âYou almost sound disappointedâŚâŚFunny, I donât feel sorry for you all of a sudden. Anyways, how did you know it was me?â
âAnya already told me that you would look different. Though I didnât know it was to this degreeâŚ..But, more importantly, I see that youâre still alive.â
âThatâs what I want to sayâŚ. Although looking at your injuries, I guess itâs too early to be relieved.â
âItâs nothing. Scratches and burns. If I were to die to something like this, I wouldâve already died a long time ago. Compared to when Lars Raude nim fought Vares Valte, this isâŚâŚ.â
Dilmond hesitated. It appeared Larsâs name had made him falter.
Dilmond looked at Juan who was silently rechanging his bandage and asked.
âDid Lars nim not survive?â
âHonestly, Iâm not sure.â
Juan took out the essence from his pocket that was left behind when Nigrato had perished.
The constant swirling sphere of darkness looked to be of liquid texture, but also gas as well.
âThis is Nigratoâs essence. But upon studying it more carefully, I canât feel any presence of him in here. Itâs safe to see this thing as a highly concentrated mana. I donât know how something like this is possibleâŚâŚbut thinking back, this isnât the first of its kind.â
âThereâs another one?â
âMananen Maclirâs heart.â
Dilmond stared directly at Juan. Juan put away the ball of darkness back into his pocket.
âYes. Till his final moments, Lars tried to replicate something similar to Mananen Maclirâs heart. And having some success doing so. So I think he did something similar to Nigratoâs essence as well. Problem is that Iâm not sure how this works. Itâs not like Mananen Maclirâs heart where you absorb it into your body.â
âIf Lars nim left it behind, then surely itâs for a good reason. By the way, how did commander nim die? I heard stories from people but didnât want to believe it.â
âRight at the end, Larsâs consciousness came back. And he asked me to end it.â
âIs that all? What Anya told me was of complete disbelief.â
Juan already guessed what Dilmond was about to say.
He briefly considered avoiding answering but Juan knew from looking at Dilmondâs stare that he wasnât going to let this go easily. Juan shrugged his shoulders.
âAnd whatâs your thought on it?â
âHalf and half. I did already presume you were something related to the emperor, possibly an incarnation but I never thought that youâd be the emperor himself. Because youâreâŚâŚâ
âWeak?â
âA brat.â
Juan laughed out loud. Dilmond joined in before shaking his head.
âAnya doesnât have a single doubt that youâre the emperor.â
âIn all honesty, Iâm not sure either, Dilmond. Not a long while ago, I didnât know how or why I needed to prove and persuade everyone that I am the emperor. But as time went on, the more I realised that maybe it was me that didnât know much about who the emperor is. Everyday, the title âemperorâ becomes more distant and unfamiliar in my eyes.â
âMaybe thatâs justâŚâŚâ
âA brat thatâs growing up. Anyways, now I know that I canât just be the emperor simply because I was the emperor in the past. Dilmond, for what reason do you think Lars tried to restore Mananen Maclirâs heart?â
It wasnât to attain power. He didnât want to become as strong as the emperor.
What Lars wanted to make was not a source of overwhelming power.
He wanted to make the emperor.
He hoped for a being that could save, lead, and herd the people together.
He wanted a back that he could rely on.
âThen suddenly, a person appeared in my mind. Someone that has made it clear that theyâll never acknowledge me as the emperor.â
Sina Solbein.
Even after Juan had shown her his power, Sina hadnât come looking for him.
But he knew that she was alive. Just as Sina was able to know what condition Juan was in.
There was only one reason why Sina hadnât come looking for Juan.
It mattered not whether Juan did or didnât have the emperorâs power. Sina just simply found it difficult to acknowledge Juan as the emperor.
Dilmond who was quietly looking at Juan, stretched out his hand. His rugged thick palm slid through Juanâs hair.
Showing off his teeth as he gave a wide smile, Dilmond spoke.
âLooking at you be concerned and thoughtful suggests maybe you arenât just a brat.â
ââŚâŚâŚ..â
âIf you ask me, I donât know. I only got to see the emperor a few times. But no matter how you looked or how you acted, Lars nim accepted and acknowledged you. I know that deep inside, I find you trustworthy. But above all that, I trust Lars nimâs judgment.â
Dilmond grinned as he whispered.
âAnd at the very least, someone who delves in such thoughts makes them seem like an emperor all the more so.â
*****
The Hugin knights still based their operations in Hivedenâs underground.
Juan clicked his tongue at seeing the mossy walls and mold formed in the corners.
This kind of setting where the Hugin knights operated under, contributed to the negative rumours surrounding their name.
But Anya had no intention of moving their headquarters just yet.
âThe mood in the city is neither good or bad.â
âWasnât it us that stopped the White crow knights from slaughtering and also halt Nigratoâs rise?â
âWhile the first point stands true, itâs not like we werenât involved with Nigratoâs summoning. I know itâs unfair but the fact there is extensive damage to the city caused by undeads hasnât made us popular considering its widely known that weâre associated with undeads.â
Anya sighed.
When the darkness surrounded the city, there had been many people that had received aid from the Hugin knights.
And also from the White crow knights. There were many people that remembered Sina and Vice commander Camille in particular.
âAnyways, there are a lot of complicated emotions going around. Some are resenting and some are thankful. But thereâs one thing in common. That everyoneâs more sympathetic having survived this battle. And that it was the emperor that saved them!â
Anya stretched out her chest proudly as she pointed at Juan. Camille, who was silently listening on, flinched as she opened her eyes wide and looked at Juan.
With a slightly irritated face, Juanâs hand moved to his forehead.
âAbout that, Iâd appreciate it if youâd just continued calling me Juan.â
âYes, Juan!â
âAre you not even going to ask why.â
âBeing the emperor, Iâm sure the decision was made with your highnessâs thoughtful consideration.â
Juan felt as if he was falling further into a deep pit. Anyways, because of Anya he was free from having to explain his reasoning, so all was good.
Juan felt the short brief glances, coming from Camille.
Having been a knight of the White crow order, the only reason why sheâd come to the headquarters of the Hugin knights was because sheâd given up her position as a Paladin.
âI believe your name is Camille. I heard thereâs other Paladins that are also wanting to relieve themselves of their position.â
âYesâŚâŚâ
Camille was looking at Juan with a complicated expression. Camille had felt the emperorâs presence when Nigrato was eradicated by a bright light.
The other knights in the White crow order had felt it too.
Although there were gossips, Juanâs identity wasnât well known by anyone else except the Hugin knights.
âI knew there was someone behind it but really, that young kid?â
Camille wore a skeptical look. Which was a perfectly normal reaction to have as Anyaâs take on this was uncommon.
âCan I ask why you decided to quit being a Paladin? I know that being a Paladin has grand merits like status and power.â
ââŚâŚ..That day, when your highness brought out your power to sink the enemy, we all fell skeptic. That we had been fighting the wrong enemy till now. Although Lars was a servant of the god of deathâŚ.â
Precisely at this moment, Anya gripped her stiletto tightly. Juan grabbed her hand.
Anya blankly looked at Camille.
At Juanâs nod, Camille continued.
âThe truth is that the Hugin knights did everything they could to defeat the god of death. There are no shortages of witnesses. And the emperor fought, aided not by Paladins nor priests but Hugin knights. Seeing this, many of us started to question and have doubts. I was no different.â
âNot a reason to stop being a Paladin is it.â
âThe White crow knights will not be able to function as a Paladin order. Our numbers have drastically fallen and furthermore Ethan Ethil kyungâŚâŚ.is missing. But the most important factor is belief without doubt. We have begun to doubt what it means to be a Paladin. Thereâs not a single Paladin knight that would have doubted the moment they saw that flash of light.â
A being that caught the attention of the people, made everyone look back at themselves and alter their futures. That was who appeared in front of Camille.
Juan still felt complicated inside but one thing was for sure.
âThen, can I assume that you arenât and will not be our enemy?â
âThat I can promise, your highness. However, if youâre asking to join the Hugin knightsâŚâŚIâll have to decline. Myself and the other knights still havenât made terms of the whole situation yet. Plus there are other things that require our attention.â
âOther things?â
Camille whispered after glancing at her surroundings.
âWe plan to help those that we mercilessly slaughtered in this city for the rest of our lives. I donât know how they will greet us but considering the number of times Iâve tarnished your highnessâs name, this is just the start in our act to answer for our sins.â
Juan was satisfied with that. It wasnât important where Camille and the White crow knights were intending to stay.
While it would be a big help if theyâd joined the Hugin knights, several decades of resentment with the Hugin knights wasnât going to allow it.
While this wasnât to be taken lightly, Juan was fine with them not getting in their way.
Then, Anya spoke to Camille with a serious expression.
âMs Camille, in that case can I ask a favourâŚâŚâ
âFavour? What?â
âHow about blaming this whole incident on Ethan?â
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