Minhee swept away all of the people who bullied me on the very exact day she transferred to our school. She then dragged me outside and got upset at me. Are you nuts? Youâre doinâ things just because they tell you to? Do you have no shame? Will you be able to become a man at this rate? Thatâs what she said to me. When I, who was standing there vacantly and felt like his head was going to explode, heard those words.
I, I, I hit Minheeâs hand away.
I cried.
I got on my knees. I cried. Just because itâs me. Me. What exactly did I? Why me? I wept. Words began to pour out like an unclogged faucet spewing out water. Me. Why me, me exactly, why me exactly, why, me? For what, what reason? A lot of time was required before words that barely sounded like a language, that had a hint of logic in them could be spoken.
During that long period of time, Minhee didnât utter a single thing. That was why I was eventually able to talk.
Why, donât they consider me?
Why, donât they worry about me?
Even though they say that itâs for my sake, in truth, why, why donât they care about me.
There was a smell.
It was the same smell that would always welcome you whenever you entered this room. Vomit and internal organs that couldnât be wiped clean, flesh and blood hidden in places where rags couldnât reach, these terrible smells emanated from these things as they dried and dug their way into my nose. However, there was a different fragrance mixed in this time. It was the smell of leaves and stamens, the smell of trees and the sap on the trees.
I heard the sound of a door closing behind me.
I raised my head. At the same exact time, Sophna, who was confined within a steel cage, lifted her head as well.
âWhat are you here for?â
Sii hesitantly took a step back. That was how penetrating Sophnaâs eyes were. It felt as if her falling apart earlier was a lie. It felt like I could hear her denying it herself as well. That it never happened. That that was nothing more than a momentary illusion, Sophna Radgrinkle was soundlessly making that declaration.
That was something that had definitely happened. That memory remained in my mind as well. That was most likely engraved in your eyes as clear as the crack in your pupils.
I knew this, so I talked with an att.i.tude that clearly displayed that I was aware.
âIâm here to interrogate you.â
Sophna made a face that appeared as if she had heard a joke.
âWhat?â
I dragged a chair forward and sat down on it. I hung my beads around my wrist and took out a pen and notebook.
âI received an order to cooperate with the guard in order to figure out who had carried out the a.s.sault within the castle while either acting as a part of the Gongs.h.i.+k or pretending to be one of them. The Earl didnât retract this order either. Roroa, the Vice-captain of the guard, transferred the task of interrogating the suspect over to me. Therefore, interrogating you, the prime suspect, would simply be following procedures and lawful as well.â
Sophna let out a âhah!â sound and laughed.
âDo you think this nonsense will work? Do you truly believe so? Are you that dim-witted? Mii is a bright child. Although there is a problem with her learning capabilities, how much do you think I have taught her? Do you believe that we are incapable of resolving a misunderstanding between us?â
âIt will be difficult. The mask and dagger are quite the indisputable pieces of evidence. Theyâre completely identical to what was discovered next to Als.h.i.+.â
âA trivial ploy like that! Were you not the one who had planted those!?â
âDid your magic not prove otherwise?â
âYou most likely didnât plant them yourself! That sort of childish trickery!â
âThen who could have planted them?â
âIt was probably Ariya! Or that Roroa girl could have done it! Or······.â
Sophna paused in the middle of her sentence. She stared at Sii, who was standing beside me, for a moment before speaking in a weak voice.
âSo it was you.â
Sii didnât back off this time. She took in a deep breath.
Sophna glared at me as her body trembled.
âThere is truly no other ponce like you. How could you do such a cruel thing!? Do you know what sort of severe reprimanding Sii will receive once Mii learns of this!?â
âI know.â
I spoke and wrapped my arm around Siiâs shoulder.
âYou obviously know as well. Thatâs why you wonât be able to accuse anyone of having planted these pieces of evidence.â
A smile which resembled a poisonous mushroom spread across Sophnaâs face.
âDo you truly think that? How laughable. Do you think Iâll keep my mouth shut for the sake of an illegitimate child······?â
âYup. Thatâs right.â
Sii uttered.
Sophna paused. Sii continued to speak and didnât back down.
âMiss Sophna, is a good person.â
Silence.
âYup~~ w-when I learned Korean, when I adjusted my way of speaking in Korean to make a character, Miss Sophna helped me······ many times, she······ sheâd show me kindness. Thatâs why, thatâs why I, this narrow-minded and timid girl, kept judging Miss Sophna to be a âgood personâ. Because she cherished me.â
Sii dropped her head and ended her words with a trembling voice.
âBecause I-I inherited my fatherâs blood.â
The Head Va.s.sal who had protected the Earlâs bloodline for over a century bared her teeth.
âThatâs a very generous interpretation. If that were the case, then,â
âI-I know.â
âWhat exactly do you know?â
âThat Miss Sophna isnât a âgood personâ······ rather than that, youâre âa person whose priorities are clearâ. In other words, if you put me and Her Excellency the Earl on a scale, then Her Excellency would be first.â
Sii and the Earl were similar in this regard. They were sensitive to the direction of the affection that was directed towards them.
âI-In other words, even while knowing that I was being hara.s.sed, even though you could have easily done something about it, unlike Zia, yup, instead of doing that······ Be it the pre-established faction maids who follow Miss Sophna or anyone else, no one took my side. If anything, when my arm was going to be severed after being framed, they stood as witnesses.â
Furthermore, Sii and the Earl were different in this regard. Whenever their emotions went rampant, the Earlâs eye rims would dry up, but the edges of Siiâs eyelids would become red. Along with her red pupils, it felt like I was looking at a desert sunset.
âThereâsâŻâŻâŻThereâs no way that something like that would have happened without Miss Sophnaâs approval. Since for Miss Sophna······ for Miss Sophna, rather than my arm, rather than something like my arm, Her Excellencyâs will had precedence.â
Sophna averted her gaze as if she had been dyed in flames.
âThat time······ that is not the only reason why that had happened.â
I could feel Sii tremble. I pulled her into a hug.
I stuck out a single finger while comforting her.
âWhat goes around comes around. I believe that you wonât cause a commotion for having been betrayed by a girl who had taken part in pressing false charges against you when you yourself had played a part in pressing false charges as well. An inflexible person who had lived for 187 years probably wouldnât display such shameful behavior. Thus, you can say that Sii was the only one who had the qualification to hide those pieces of evidence. This is one reason.â
I extended another finger.
âJust as Sii had said, thereâs a difference. If you compare Sii and the Earl, then the Earl would come first. As expected, youâve probably given a higher priority to the Earl, the direct descendant, rather than an illegitimate child like Sii, right?â
Sophna didnât answer.
Although I had a theory about this, I didnât bring it up. It wasnât the right time.
âHowever, if youâre more inclined towards the Earl and not Sii, then what would happen if you compared Siiâs safety with your own self-preservation? I donât believe that you, who had protected the Earlâs bloodline for the past 187 years, could possibly place Sii in a deadly situation just for the sake of your own self-protection. Thus, you can say that Sii was the only one who had the qualification to hide those pieces of evidence.â
âBelieve what you want to believe. Let us see what happens when you try to confirm it.â
Even though she had said those words provokingly, there was no strength in her voice. She must have realized this as well as she quickly supplemented her words.
âEven if that were the case······ even if you were right, do you think that something as simple as that dagger and mask would be enough to be such decisive pieces of evidence? There is no reason for me to go out of my way in order to point at Sii. Anyone could have hidden those items in my office. All I have to do is say this. If I had done it, then why would I do something as foolish as placing such obvious pieces of evidence under my desk? Iâm saying this once more, but Mii is a bright child.â
âI also think that. The two of you will probably arrive at the truth. The two of you will most likely manage to work out this misunderstanding. All of this is similar to incidents that would normally happen in episodic drama series, so it will probably be resolved faster than what one might normally expect.â
I adjusted my gla.s.ses and spoke sternly.
âThat is to say, if Iâm not at the Earlâs side.â
Sophna froze.
I sat down comfortably with my legs crossed.
âIâll tell you whatâs going to happen after this point, Miss Head Va.s.sal.â
I tilted my head and lowered my voice.
âThe Earl isnât going to come here.â
As if I were whispering.
âAfter tonight, even after sheâs become sober in the morning, she will not be coming here. Be it the next day, the day after, or even a week after, she wonât come here to meet you. She wonât summon you either.â
Sophnaâs body shook.
âDo you······ do you think that you can make that happen? Do you think that you can control Mii? Do you think that you have such an ability?â
âThose are quite the strange questions. If you consider the fact that you were thrown into this prison because I was able to do so.â
âYou will not be able to do so!â
Sophna shouted. I didnât mistake this as a refutation that came from anger.
âI shouldnât be able to. Because you have to look after the central water source. Because there are maids who are loyal to you. Because the end of the month is approaching.â
Since the city will be sent flying if she doesnât look after the central water source, she has to relieve it beforehand, since the pre-established faction maids loyal to Sophna will do anything in order to rescue her, and more than anything else, since the Earl was going to send me back to Korea for a day because her summoning limit was going to reset. Because of these reasons, no matter how much I attempted to act behind the scenes, there was a limit to keeping Sophna confined.
Normally this would be the case.
âBut you said it yourself, didnât you? That you had come up here after having taken measures so that you donât have to go down to the central water source for quite the long time. I can just obstruct the pre-established faction maids by utilizing the other maids and the guard. The other issue is the fact that I will be gone for a day to go on vacation, but that wonât be an issue if I just donât go on my trip.â
âAre you saying that you wonât go back to your original world!? If the proofs of summonings are renewed, then you will no longer be able to······.â
âWhen I went back to Korea for the first time, I brought back a catalyst that belongs to a person I know. I just have to make the Earl summon him next month, grab onto something that can be summon canceled with him, and go back like that. Why are you saying that when you already know all of this?â
Sophnaâs expression changed like dried firewood. I s.h.i.+fted my words into embers and continued.
âI could do this. I could stand by the Earlâs side while kneeling, servicing, ma.s.saging her shoulders, and while being kicked and hit by her. By pus.h.i.+ng her very slightly, by pulling her very slightly, Iâll prevent you from reaching her by continuously altering her direction by incremental amounts. Until the day you have to go down to the central water source, Iâll utilize all of that time. Then youâll be lonely for quite a long period of time. Here. By yourself. Albeit, you supposedly enjoy shutting yourself in, so solitary itself should be enjoyable for you.â
I spoke.
âYouâll probably feel uneasy.â
Silence.
âI was able to move Borg, a branch manager of the Black Dragon Street, within a short period of time. The guard are in my grasp. I wonder how far I could spread my roots while youâre being held captive here. I wonder how much that uneasiness will eat away at you. Do you think that youâll be able to endure it?â
â······ I will endure it.â
âAre you sure? If you were capable of that, then you wouldnât have tried to kill me so hastily. You would have been patient and waited longer. You overdid yourself in order to take care of the water source and come up for a long period of time just because you lacked that in the first place.â
Firewood always made a sound whenever they burned. I continued to toss the embers known as words on top of Sophnaâs heavy breathing.
âYou should know. Itâs because you wanted to kill me, and because you did try to kill me that all of this was possible. In the end, itâs because your murderous intent was real, because that was an undeniable fact that all of these false charges were possible.â
If she didnât, then it wouldnât have been possible to reach this far.
I wouldnât have tried to come this far either.
âItâs really late for self-introductions, but I actually donât like stimulating things. I wouldnât have gone this far if you didnât set a time limit.â
âI······.â
âI know. You were probably nervous. Roroa was like that as well, but the fact that the fear of otherworlders had spread this much, although no matter how much I think about it, itâs probably because of that Ahyeon fellow······ since making sly remarks about someone I donât really know well about would be rude, I wonât do that for the time being. So letâs skip that part for now. No matter what your reasons were, that was something which you shouldnât have done. Youâre your own biggest enemy since you were the one who had cornered yourself into this state.â
â······Are you saying that I was narrow-minded?â
âYup. There is a total of 4 different ways for people to deal with other people. Make an exchange with them, follow them, win them over, or get rid of them. You had no intention to make a deal with me. You obviously didnât plan to follow me. You didnât even intend to win me over. You simply tried to get rid of me. The issue is the fact that you werenât able to do so.â
I spoke.
âNow itâs your time to pay the price.â
A silence fell over us.
Sophna looked back and forth between me and Sii before closing her eyes. The Earlâs Head Va.s.sal spoke with a voice that sounded like a dried leaf crumbling under a foot.
âWhat do you want?â
âIâm going to rehabilitate the Earl.â
I rolled a bead.
âThat I have potential, that there is a possibility for me to achieve this, I believe that you already know all of this. You felt anxiety because you knew this, didnât you?â
I rolled another bead.
âHelp me and Iâll let you out of here immediately.â
Sophna didnât show any response. Sii pleaded.
âMiss Sophna, please believe in Yujin.â
With a sincere voice, the Silver Lion Earlâs half-sister confessed.
âI, I have a grudge towards Her Excellency the Earl. I still do. S-So······. But I wonât take her life. Although Iâll probably do severe things to her, it wonât be too severe. Yujin will stop me from doing so. Yujin is kind. Yujin, in the end, everything that Yujin does will all be beneficial for Her Excellency the Earl.â
Sophna opened her mouth slowly.
âIs that what you believe?â
âYup, thatâs what I believe. Thatâs what I think. That Yujin will achieve it. I believe that Yujin will change Her Excellency the Earl completely. Miss Sophna thinks so as well, right?â
âI know······ Naturally, I am aware.â
Sophna Radgrinkle spoke as if she were whispering.
âHowever, I am also aware that it is dangerous.â
There was a loud sound.
The noise had come from behind us.
Sii flinched and turned around. Her eyes opened widely. I stood up, pulled Sii into my arms, and followed her line of sight.
The sound was that of the iron door of the torture chamber breaking.
To be exact, it was the sound of the door being crushed completely.
âGood day.â
While stepping on the remains of the iron door which had changed into iron fragments, Yudia Batsand gave that greeting while wielding his spear which was wrapped in a purple glow.
âYou donât seem very surprised.â
Yudia let out his signature âguhuhuâ laugh and twirled his spear with his hand. Sii let out a shriek and shrunk back.
And I,
âI knew it would be you.â
And I put more strength in my arm that was wrapped around Sii.
âBorg knew that Sophna intended to kill me before the end of this month.â
The information must have flowed to him through Ashya. Thatâs why I was able to comprehend this flow of information.
âThe problem was that you knew as well. You, who didnât care about anyone and didnât come to the castle unless you wanted to charge the smartphone. There is no such thing as a causeless outcome. I thought about how, and through what route, you had found out about it.â
âHow detestable. In other words, you had predicted my arrival.â
âAlthough I considered you coming here at this moment the worst-case scenario.â
âGuhuhu, as expected. Regardless, worst-case scenarios are destined to happen. I am here to kill you.â
âD-Do you think youâll be able to get out unharmed!?â
Sii, who had been trembling up to this point, exclaimed. He must have not been expecting that as Yudia raised a single brow.
âHmm? Well, would that not be the case? Yujin is not a citizen of this world. He has no civil rights and cannot receive any legal protection. Above all, this isnât me acting arbitrarily, but a request from Sophna.â
âHer Excellency the Earl would······!â
âAdditionally, even the Silver Lion Earlâs hatred would follow after. Yujinâs iPad and generator included. How could I refuse such a detestable proposition?â
Sii froze up with a stifled look on her face. I slowly closed and opened my eyes after comforting her.
âYou most likely couldnât refuse.â
I also donât believe that you had the ability to refuse.
âYou know me.â
âI know.â
âI seeâŻâŻâŻthen you will not get upset for some unknown reason if the arm of that maid over there were to fall off again. Since you know me, Mr. Yujin.â
Yudia.
âGuhuhu, that is quite the impressive gaze. This is why I say that oneâs true blaze is hiding within oneself.â
Yudia Batsand.
âAah, truly amazingâŻâŻâŻYujin. In truth, I am detestably sad. How amazing would you have become if I were to let another year pa.s.s!? How thrilling would the hate from you at that time be!? Aah, Yujin! I am sincerely excited! Is there,â
After laughing as if he were intoxicated, he pointed his spear at me.
âIs there nothing more!?â
From his purple eyes, a sensuous glint emitted through his monocle.
âAs the Royal Courier of the Martial Origin, there are only 10 people in the world who are capable of beating me in a test of strength. As an ascended-being, I can change the composition of my body and nullify all physical attacks. As a creator of transcendent skills, from slashes to self-protection, I can use all sorts of transcendent skills. A person of this caliber is going to kill you right now. Utilizing every violent ability which I am capable of. Now then, how,â
With a face dyed with antic.i.p.ation, Yudia Batsand shouted.
âHow do you intend to stop me!?â
······.
âYou were making plans for after this month, were you not!? That means you are confident with your chances of survival! Do not tell me that you intended to browbeat Sophna and persuade her, win her over before I got here, and make her cancel the contract after having done so. Is this everything!? Oh, please. Do not say such detestable words! At this moment, I am truly expecting······.â
Yudia, who was being driven by his enthusiasm, closed his mouth.
Sii had stepped in front of me.
âIs there a problem?â
As if his enthusiasm had been dowsed, Yudia spoke in a low tone. Sii spread her arms out and clenched her teeth.
Haa, haa. Sii didnât stand down even though her shoulders were trembling while she was trying to steady her breath.
Sii.
âYou have been a hindrance since earlier. Get out of the way. I do not want to end up feeling bored as a result of killing you.â
âMiss Sophna······!â
Sii exclaimed.
âI-If Yujin dies, then the false accusation on Miss Sophna would become true! Since Yujin would be dying because of your instigation! Even now, while youâre being imprisoned, if that were to happen, then Her Excellency the Earl seriously wonât······!â
No.
Thatâs not it, Sii. That logic wonât work on them.
It would be great if it did, but it wonât. Sophna is,
â······It does not matter.â
Sophna Radgrinkle spoke.
âIt is just as this Yujin fellow had said earlier. ······In order to protect you, Sii, this lady will not say anything in regard to the pieces of evidence. As this is the case, even if Her Excellency the Earl comes to dislike this lady, despise this lady, I will be able to endure it. Any sort of harm that this lady receives is trivial.â
Sii let out a sound.
âBut you were in pain!â
âAlthough I was in pain.â
âBut you cried······!!â
âAlthough I cried.â
Sophna bit her lips.
âI can endure it. ······This lady is really good at these sorts of things.â
The Head Va.s.sal of the earlâs household dropped her head. However, her voice was still as clear as day.
âThatâs right, Yujin······ I had abandoned Sii. Even though I knew that Sii was being hara.s.sed, I did not stop it. Not only did I remain as a spectator when Siiâs arm was severed, but I gave my approval as well. Sii resented me and I was able to endure it now. Mii will most likely resent and despise me, due to your death. I will also endure that. Mii will one day come to terms with the fact that I had done this for her sake.â
Sii cried out.
âWhy!? Why do you hate Yujin that much······!!â
There was a smack.
âKahak······!â
Sii, after being hit, fell to the ground. Yudia brushed the handle of his spear with an irked look on his face.
âI did not cut you. It would become troublesome, then. Just stay shriveled up over there.â
âNo······!â
Sii pushed herself back up and clung to Yudia. Yudia let out a sigh, adjusted his monocle, and towards Sii, he,
âYudia Batsand.â
I,
I spoke.
âIf you lay your hand on Sii one more time, then.â
If he did,
If he did, then,
âWhat will you do?â
Tens of thousands of ideas brushed through my head. There was only one effective measure which I could carry out.
âI wonât do anything for you.â
Silence.
âI wonât move anymore. I wonât say another word. Of course, I wonât hate you either. I will spend whatever time I have left saying farewell to Sii. You probably donât want that, Yudia Batsand. You were hoping for something, were you not?â
Silence.
âIf you want to see me struggle for my life, then just stay there.â
Yudia lowered his leg which he had pulled back in order to kick Sii.
âHow detestable. That is certainly a threat which you can carry out unquestionably while also being effective. You truly do know me now. However, Yujin, how do you intend to struggle?â
I closed my eyes and opened them.
âI came to a realization after watching you fight at the arena. In my current state, I cannot win against you no matter what personal connections I use and methods I utilize. Although I could avoid the problem for a moment if I were to hide behind the Earl, that wouldnât be a fundamental solution. Therefore, I only have one option left to choose.â
âAre you referring to what I said?â
âYup. Nullifying the cause. What you said. Winning Sophna over whether it be by force or persuasion. After doing so, Iâll make her cancel the contract.â
A look of disappointment appeared on Yudiaâs face.
âAs I expected. Then that means there is nothing more to,â
âWas the area not empty while you were on your way here?â
Yudia tilted his head slightly.
âDid you remove them yourself?â
âYes.â
âWhy? Did you think that I would violently kill everyone who was standing guard?â
âNo way. I told you that I saw you fight in the arena. You donât kill people thoughtlessly. Only when there is enough pretext would you kill them.â
âIndeed, it would be detestable if something bothersome were to occur. If that is the case, then why did you get rid of them if you already knew that? If you blocked the entrance with a bunch of guards, then there is a chance that I could have delayed this by a day due to it being a hindrance.â
âWhy do you think I did?â
âYou didnât want to put forward fruitless strength? It could also be dealt with if I donât kill them but paralyze them all instead. In any case, did you think that it would be over if I appeared?â
âTo be precise, itâs the exact opposite reason.â
I rolled a bead.
âI, donât trust Roroa completely yet.â
âHmm?â
âThis is the most important part. I canât leave a part like this to a person who I canât trust. If I order her to place some guards, then Roroa might comply with that order. However, there is a chance that she could get rid of the guards in order to betray me in this crucial moment. If this were to happen, then even I would be affected by it. I would end up using my head in order to deal with this as well. I wanted to prevent this. Thatâs why I told her to get rid of the guards. Regardless of whether the worst possible situation was to occur.â
Yudia, even if you were to appear.
âIn order to soundly exhibit myself.â
I,
âI came here with the one and only person I trust.â
âYujin······.â
Sii became teary. I pushed up my gla.s.ses and turned to face Sophna.
I wonât give up.
âIâll persuade you until the very end.â
Yudia was looking at me while puckering his lips······ He spoke.
âDo you believe that is going to be possible?â
âI only do the things which I am capable of.â
âDo you think that doing that would have any significance? Do you think I will stop if you manage to persuade her?â
âPeople like you,â I spoke. âHave a peculiar sense of aesthetics when it comes to things like this.â
Yudia chuckled.
âAha, thatâs right. How impressive. Truly magnificent. However, since giving you an infinite amount of time would also be a detestable thing to do.â
Yudia lifted Sii up. He was holding her in a bridal carry pose. Although the panicking Sii struggled, Yudia calmly received her flailing and tilted his head.
âLet us say that this will be until I am standing before you.â
Bead.
Processing start.
Processing end.
âSophna Radgrinkle.â
Sophna was closing her mouth shut.
Step, the sound of a single footstep approached us.
âIf you want to kill me that much, then okay. However, I realized something after hearing what Sii said just now.â
Sophna didnât respond.
Clang. I heard the sound of the end of a spear hitting the ground.
âYour hatred is unnatural.â
Sophna paused.
Grrrrk. The end of the spear drew closer as it sc.r.a.ped the floor.
âYou arenât biased? You arenât stereotyping? You looked at me in my entirety? You made your judgment after seeing me? Are you sure that was the conclusion that came up after a realistic a.s.sessment?â
Sophna raised her head.
Another footstep.
âIf you saw me, then how did you end up seeing me? What was the reason behind why you paid attention to me in the first place?â
Sophna furrowed her brow.
The sound of a spear hitting the floor resonated once more.
âAt first, I thought it was because you had a bad experience with Ahyeon. That you were overreacting because of that trauma. But there was something more than that. Itâs here right now. Think about it.â
Sophna was looking at me.
Once more, the sound of the spear drawing closer as it sc.r.a.ped the floor.
âThink.â
Sophna was thinking.
Another footstep.
âAround the end of last month, Abriya Mikatni had come to the castle. On that day, that fellow, Yudia said that he was going to go down to your research lab. Did you not hear something about me from him on that day?â
Sophna jerked.
And then, silence.
âWas it not since that moment on that you started to feel an unusual amount of threat from me? Similar to what I had done to the Earl, can you say that someone didnât lead your train of thought towards a specific direction? Through a couple of pa.s.sing comments that felt unimportant but had their first impression and firm beliefs towards meâŻâŻâŻ.â
âGuhuhuhu.â
I could hear the sound of laughing.
I raised my head. Yudia Batsand was laughing.
âAah, truly amazing!â
I donât want to be praised by you.
If you consider the fact that I treated you like a good person around that time, I donât want to be praised by you even more.
âYou are truly amazing. Nevertheless, you are about to be out of time. Is there nothing more?â
I held my beads tightly.
âSophna.â
âEven so······!!â
In the end, Sophna Radgrinkle exclaimed spasmodically.
âEven if I was lead······! Even if itâs prejudice······! Still······! You, you are dangerous······!!â
Sophna started to catch her breath while lowering her head.
âThis, this is for the best. This is the best way······ For Sii, Her Excellency the Earl, I······ One day, one day you two will also understand.â
âWhat are you saying is the best way!?â
It was Sii.
Sophna gritted her teeth before grabbing the steel bars of the cage which was confining her.
âHave you not seen it already!? Do you not know already!? Have you not witnessed that boy deceive people!? Have you not seen him plot things!? How could you trust that sort of fellow!? How could you believe in him!?â
âMiss Sophna, Miss Sophna did it first! Itâs because you were the one who tried to kill Yujin first!â
âThat is not the case! In case something like this would happen, I, I tried to kill that boy! Because he couldnât be trusted!â
âYujin, Yujin can be trusted!â
âWhat are you saying is trustworthy!? Sii, what do you know about this boy!? How long has it been since youâve met him!? Iâve, I have watched over you since the day you were born! From a distance! But, what are you saying that you know about a boy who youâve only known for less than 2 months!? Do you know what trust is!? Do you know what belief is!? That sort of irresponsible blind faith! Blind belief! Youâre simply being intoxicated by your own self that wants to believe in that boy! You should also know that thatâs nothing more than arrogance······.â
âYou already know······!!â
It felt like a thunderbolt had just struck.
Even Yudia, who was raising his spear, and Sophna, who was shouting heatedly, froze in place.
I paused as well.
Sii began to cry.
âYou already know······ that itâs arrogance······.â
Sii.
âYup~~······ Miss Sophna······ how is that exactly for my, for Her Excellency the Earlâs sake? Something like that, thatâs just arrogance······ youâre just satisfying yourself······ What exactly are you sacrificing? What do you mean by it doesnât matter if youâre hated? Whoâs the one pretending to sacrifice things, but refuses to sacrifice a single thing that theyâre trying to arrogantly hold······? Yeah, Miss Sophna.â
Sii Garno Mikatni.
âSomething like that, youâre just drunk on yourself······.â
Sii,
Sii······.
âIf you really care about me, if youâve really been watching me since I was born, then······ at least once is fine, Miss Sophna, believe in me and Yujin······.â
âYou.â
Sophna opened her mouth. She shut it.
She opened it once more.
âSii, if that belief turns out wrong, how do you intend to bear that shock······?â
âThatâs also, different······.â
Sii continued while sniffling.
âYujin, Yujin said so. Since this is the most important part, he came here with the person he trusts the most······ He trusts me that much······ But, but yup, Iâm different······ Iâm also different to what Miss Sophna had said······ I, I donât trust Yujin that blindly.â
With eyes wet with tears, Sii turned to look at me.
âYup, in the end, Iâm that personâs sibling.â
Sii cleared her throat. It wasnât until after she sobbed a couple more times did she call out to me.
âYujin.â
âYes.â
Ah.
âDonât betray me. Donât abandon me. Donât break, your promise with me. I-If you do.â
âYes.â
Aah.
âIf you do, then Iâll tear you apart with my own hands.â
I most likely realized that she was this great of a child the instant I met her for the first time.
âI have to admit that I underestimated you.â
Yudia Batsand spoke.
âMaid······ Sii. I thought that you were weak. But that does not seem to be the case. I thought that you did not have the right to possess hatred. But that seems to have been wrong. I thought that you were a piece of trash consumed by fear. But it is different. AahâŻâŻâŻYou were actually a strong and marvelous person!â
He grinned widely and raised his spear.
âIf I kill Yujin right now, then how much would you detest me!? How much would you grow for me!? You! The Earl! The half-siblings who detest one another would combine their strength and detest me! How would it feel to be detested by both sides like that!? Aah, Sii! As expected, you are······.â
âStop······.â
Yudia paused abruptly.
It was Sophna.
âYou can······ stop now.â
Sophna kneeled.
She raised her head.
She looked up at me and Sii.
And then at Yudia.
âYudia Batsand······ you may leave.â
Yudia let out a groan. He glared at Sophna while grabbing his chest as if he had been struck by a poisoned arrow. However, shortly after, he set Sii down and patted her head. Sii dodged his hand in disgust, but Yudia didnât seem to mind as he put his spear away. He then turned around.
âI will see you next time.â
Similar to when he had arrived, Yudia left the prison in an instant.
TL note: Thanks for reading the chapter. Iâm sorry for taking so long with this chapter. A lot of things sort of happened at the start of this month, so I couldnât really focus on translating. I know Iâve been giving these kinds of excuses a lot for the past couple of chapters, but itâs honestly because I havenât been really feeling that great. And I donât mean health-wise. I just need some time to sort my thoughts out. I guess Iâm sort of relapsing in a way.
In any case, Iâm fine now so you guys donât have to worry. I just need to get back into my groove. Iâll see you guys in the next chapter. The last two chapters are fairly short.