âYou think that it has already been a few days since she hurt you, but that was just yesterday. She scratched youâyesterday.â
âI know.â
âYou know that, yet you are still going to invite her?â
Raven heaved a deep sigh before shaking his head.
âNo way, Molitia. She canât attend. If you are still going to invite her, Iâll be there as well.â
âDonât worry. Now that we donât have to face each other in private places anymore.â
âWhat are you talking about?â
Molitia reached out and held his hand. His hand was covered with calluses everywhere, but to her, it was absolutely soft.
She didnât have to back away if this hand was around. She even attained enough strength to face the feelings that reminded her of that terrifying day.
âIâll be referred to as âthe Duchessâ while Arjan Clemence will merely be presented as Lady Clemence. Iâd like to establish a formal relationship between the two of us in the society. Not as sisters, but within the nobility itself.â
âCanât we put it off a little while longer?â
âIf I were to do that, my feeble mind will emerge yet again. I finally realized how I really felt yesterday, thanks to you. Plus, the surge of emotions that were bubbling wildly yesterday.â
Yesterday, Molitia had cried a lot and a great deal of thoughts had crossed her mind. Her smothering and crushing emotions were finally liberated out from her.
By revealing her story to Raven, she could then ultimately face her own emotions. A dark and gloomy feeling that even she wasnât aware of. The festering feeling of being stifled in a cold room was not something that could be referred to as a mere memory.
Her debts, her sorrow and her anguish were a compilation of frail emotions that were gradually eating her. They had her locked downâcold in bedâright in the utter end.
It was caused by the terrible Count. There was once when she tried to find comfort in itselfâall alone. But even the act of dismissing it as a mere past had prevented her from doing so.
It was her very own family.
They had been taking advantage of her as a subject that was still regarded as a progressive material.
As long as they had mentioned of Molitia Clemence, who was always deemed as vulnerable and useless since forever, she would have definitely maintained that kind of reputation until the day sheâd die.
Raven looked at her determined eyes before holding her hands together. Even now, her crying face was the only one that had vividly come to his mind whenever he closed his eyes.
She cried so hard that her eyes had turned red and swollen that she even had to swallow her own cries. He couldnât get it out of his head with the way she had cried at his soothing touch.
âItâs just like a double-edged sword for you to face the wound right away. Thereâs still a way to get around it step by step, Molitia.â
It was fortunate that her bank of emotions, which she had always swallowed without knowing the proper way to express, had finally opened. However, if the proper amount wasnât exactly controlled, the bank would definitely be destroyed. Raven was worried that she might be unaware of the fact that he was such a mess under her little feet.
âThereâs only one thing that Iâm worried about. Youâhurting yourself. Iâve never cared about my reputation in all my life. So, marrying you wonât make me feel any different. If youâre worried about your job as the Duchess, you can just start out slowly.â
âWell then, Raven. Why donât we do it like this? Iâll just send an invitation to Arjan Clemence. Iâll give her the right to decide herself, whether or not sheâll attend.â
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Raven hesitated for a moment when he heard what Molitia said. From what he had discovered from the butler, Arjan was kicked out after being scolded by Molitia.
It was clear that after what had transpired, one would definitely be reluctant to come invited. Even a child would be uncomfortable, despite not being able to feel any reluctance.
âWhat if she sends you a message of rejection?â
âIf she doesnât attend⊠Then, Iâll take the other way around. I will try to tend and soothe this wound so that it will diminish into a small, insignificant grain.â
Raven could no longer say anything about her determined resolve.