EunHaâs eyes burst open. Tears were running down from her eyes.
âAre you awake?â
A tired woman was sitting by her side. She got up and approached EunHa.
ââŚWhere am I?â
EunHa frowned as an unfamiliar voice left her throat. When she tried to move, her whole body throbbed and ached as if she had been beaten all over. EunHa let out a soft groan. The unfamiliar woman kept her eyes on EunHa as she made a call.
âLee EunHa-ssi is awake.â
EunHa looked around with hazy eyes. EunHa was currently in a dull room that barely had any furniture. She thought she was in a hospital when she saw the IV in her arm, but the white clothes she was wearing didnât have a hospital logo.
âTell me. Where am I?â
EunHa looked at the unfamiliar woman and asked again.
âYouâre in a hotel.â
The woman was wearing a short dress and had a lot of makeup on. Her flashy clothes didnât seem to match her manner of speech and facial expression, but EunHa felt that she was telling the truth.
âWhat happened?â
The moment EunHa asked this question, the door opened and a man in a suit came inside holding a briefcase. He put the briefcase on the room-service tray and began to take out medical instruments.
âHow do you feel?â
The man didnât look like a doctor, but he held up an instrument to measure her blood pressure as he asked. When EunHa didnât respond, he spoke up.
âThankfully, the gunshot wound hit your shoulder, so it didnât wound any organs. Youâve had surgery, so please donât move your right arm until everything heals. Let me take a look at the wound.â
The unfamiliar woman, who had been standing silently to the side, came up and began to unbutton EunHaâs clothes and lowered it to reveal one shoulder. EunHa tilted her head and saw that her shoulder was wrapped in bandages.
âIâll change the bandages.â
Whenever the man moved his hands, she felt a cold prickle of pain run through her arm, but it allowed her hazy mind to gradually clear up.
EunHa began to go through the events that she still remembered. Before she lost consciousness, she was attending YongSungâs founding party. She followed KyungHyun and eavesdropped on his conversation.
Drugs. She had overheard that they were smuggling in Philopon and had gotten caught in the process. She was just about to run away when⌠She saw Noh HyungChul. And she shot him. At the same time, sheâd been shot as well. The room had gone dark and chaos ensued. She had been carried out of the building by someone, and that was all she remembered.
Click.
The man finally finished dressing her wound and wrapped it in bandages. He took out a syringe and a small, glass medicine bottle. EunHa shook her head.
âNo.â
âI need to inject the antibiotics.â
âHow can I trust that youâre going to give me antibiotics?â
Click. The door opened. EunHa turned her head to see KyungHyun enter the room.
âIf we didnât plan to treat you, we wouldnât have given you surgery in the first place.â
EunHa stared at him silently with her pale face.
âHow do you feel?â
KyungHyun asked her. EunHa continued to stare at him blankly before she pried open her dry lips.
âHow did you know my name?â
KyungHyun merely stared back at her. He didnât reply.
âWhen I fell after being shot, you called me âLee EunHaâ.â
ââŚâŚâ
âAnd that woman also said my name when she called someone on the phone.â
When KyungHyun continued to stare at her in silence, EunHa looked into his black eyes and asked him again in a hoarse voice.
âDid you know who I was from the start?â
âYes. Although, it was a surprise to find out that you worked for Serim.â
A silence settled in the room after KyungHyunâs reply. A frown gradually spread on EunHaâs blank face.
ââŚHow did you know?â
âI heard you speaking to Kang SungHo in your apartment.â
There was no way that was true. She had only spoken to SungHo in her apartment a few times, and sheâd only done it right around the time she started working at KeumOh.
âIf there was a listening device, thereâs no way I wouldnât have seen it.â
âYouâre right. The day I stayed over at your place, I got rid of them while you were asleep.â
EunHaâs white teeth fiercely bit down on her lips. She felt a hot flame blaze from within.
âYou knew⌠You knew that I was from Serim and you kept me by your side?â
âYeah.â
âWhyâŚ?â
EunHaâs eyes narrowed. A prick of red bled through her newly-wound bandages before spreading throughout the fabric.
âPlease donât get worked up. You need to remain calm.â
The doctor in the suit softly whispered, but EunHa didnât pay any attention. She shook her head and glared at him with all the rage in her heart.
âWhy did you do that? You donât seem like a man who has the time to fool around with a spy from a rival organization.â
EunHa raised her voice as KyungHyun remained silent.
âDid you bring me to the party so that you could execute me in front of all those people?!â
The unfamiliar woman who had kept silent throughout all this stepped forward.
âLee EunHa-ssi, please calm down.â
âAnd who are you? Are you this manâs lover? I donât care if you are, but could you mind your own business for now?â
âWe are police, Lee EunHa-ssi.â
The woman cut her off as her face hardened.
âWhat?â
EunHa looked up at her in disbelief as she frowned. No matter how one looked at her, the woman didnât look like police. No, if this woman was police, it didnât make any sense that she could stand to be in the same room as Shin KyungHyun. The type of people that couldnât stand to breathe the same air as gangsters were the police.
âWhat bullshit is that?â
âYou heard it correctly.â
KyungHyun replied indifferently. Seeing that EunHa was completely dumbfounded, the unfamiliar woman explained.
âI donât know if youâve ever heard of special forces within the police, but we specialize in infiltration.â
EunHa silently looked the woman up and down. Then her eyes went past the waiting doctor holding the syringe and went to General Manager Cha before finally landing on KyungHyun. She murmured in a hoarse voice.
âWhat are you all trying to do? If you plan on killing me, just do it. My identity has already been revealed, so whatâs the point of putting on this show?â
âYouâre right. Everyone in YongSung now knows your identity, so why do you think I would put on this show?â
KyungHyunâs black gaze captured her. EunHa frowned and bit her lip. She felt as if everything in her head was tangled up. She had a bad feeling about all of this.
âAre you telling me that youâre police?â
âGangsters are people that value affiliations more than anyone.â
âIs that so?â
âAh, and another group values it as well.â
âWho?â
âCops.â
She briefly recalled their lighthearted conversation at the traditional Korean restaurant. KyungHyun gave her a blunt affirmation.
âYes.â
âNot the mob⌠but the police.â
EunHa looked up at KyungHyun in confusion. This man, who she had thought was born to be a gangster, was actually police. For some reason, she felt more betrayed than shocked. She thought she was deceiving this man. However, it turned out that she was perfectly deceived instead.
âHahaâŚâ
When KyungHyun saw her laughing at herself, he spoke up.
âFor over 10 years, Iâve committed plenty of illegal acts, so it wouldnât be completely wrong to say that Iâm a gangster.â
The unfamiliar woman at his side coughed awkwardly with an uncomfortable expression on her face. EunHa glared at them and spoke in a cold voice.
âExplain it to me so that I can understand. Right now.â
The woman stepped forward and cautiously began to tell their story.
âAs you may know, Lee EunHa-ssi, Serim and YongSung are the longest-operating criminal organizations in Korea.â
âAnd Iâm sure the responsibility to enforce the law on them lies with the police.â
The woman didnât seem bothered by EunHaâs mocking reply.
âUp until now, there were many instances and opportunities, but because of their illegal financial dealings with politicians, they were able to escape police capture. Because of this, prosecutors and police alike were frustrated. Extremely frustrated.â
âEven in our organization, everyoneâs interests arenât the same.â
At KyungHyunâs meaningful words, the woman briefly stopped speaking before continuing.
â12 years ago, right around the time when the election was drawing near, we received orders from the higher-ups to apprehend these mobs en masse. We were also told to insert one of our own to gain information from the inside. And back then, the team leader, Superintendent Shin, was selected to be the double agent. And thatâs how it all started.â
ââŚ12 years?â
EunHa furrowed her brows.
âThatâs right. Itâs been a long time.â
KyungHyun nodded his head. EunHa looked at him and shook her head. That meant that KyungHyun had hidden within the mob for 12 years as he pretended to be one of them.
âDo you think that makes any sense?â
âI never thought it would last this long when I first started. When 5 years had passed, we had an opportunity to completely capture the leader. However, in the middle of all this, the political arena had completely shifted and everything we had worked for blew away with the wind.â
ââŚIt had to do with the higher-ups, so there was nothing we could do.â
The woman lowered her head to KyungHyun with a stiff expression. Without responding to her, KyungHyun narrowed his eyes as he gazed at EunHa and continued to speak.
âWhen I first received my assignment, I was sent to Serim, not YongSung. After 4 years had passed, Kang SungHo sent me to YongSung.â
ââŚWhat did you say?â
EunHaâs voice trembled. Her temples throbbed, and she began to get a headache.
âIt was an opportunity I couldnât refuse. This was a chance for us to know everything about both organizations. Even our higher-ups welcomed it with open arms.â
âBullshit.â
EunHa softly mumbled. YongSungâs Shin KyungHyun was a man working for Serim? She had been in Serim for 10 years, and sheâd never heard of this.
âAround that time, I was a rookie who had just entered the organization. All the members in the organization that knew me were sent to the countryside because Kang SungHo didnât want any information to be leaked out.â
âBut Kang SungHo wanted me toâŚâ
EunHa didnât finish her sentence. KyungHyun looked at her and calmly asked.
âDid Kang SungHo order you to kill me?â
EunHa looked at him in shock. KyungHyun didnât look disturbed at all. He merely looked at her with distant eyes as he continued to speak to her. Her uneasiness continued to grow.
âAs I continued to move up in YongSung, Kang SungHo began to grow suspicious of me. What Iâm telling you is that youâre not the first person he sent to spy on me.â
âThere were seven people, Lee EunHa-ssi. After they returned to Serim, they all went missing.â
âNine in total. Two of them died by my hands.â
KyungHyun corrected the woman. EunHaâs mouth was dry, but she still swallowed. There was still one thing she couldnât understand.
âThen why did you continue to keep me by your side even though you knew I was sent from Serim with orders to kill you?â
ââŚâŚâ
KyungHyun didnât answer her question. Instead, the woman spoke.
âLee EunHa-ssi, YongSungâs project of developing a new drug is actually a front to smuggle drugs into the country.â
ââŚSo?â
Before she had shot Noh HyungChul, she had already overheard this piece of information.
âWe believed that if Lee EunHa-ssi told Serim about these plans, Serim would definitely intervene. With that amount of Philopon being smuggled in, it would be enough for us to capture both YongSung and Serim in one go.â
âThen couldnât Shin KyungHyun have told Kang SungHo directly himself?â
ââŚIf Kang SungHo trusted me, he wouldnât have sent you from the start.â
âHaha.â
EunHa laughed bitterly. She felt that she finally understood what they were saying now.
âSo what youâre saying is⌠you were just using me.â
The reason why he kept her by his side even though he knew she was from Serim was because he wanted her to cloud SungHoâs judgement. Realizing that she was being used this whole time felt more wretched than expected. Why was she so disappointed? She was planning on using him as well anyway. Her cloudy eyes became fierce.
âYou must be frustrated that Iâve ruined everything. If everything went according to plan, I was supposed to relay this information to Serim. Am I right?â
KyungHyun, who had been silent, spoke up then.
âWhy did you try to kill Noh HyungChul?â
âIs he not dead yet?â
âHeâs been hospitalized and is currently hooked to a respirator.â
EunHa bit her lips until she felt them sting. If she hadnât been shot in the last moment, she would have been able to successfully hit his heart. If she had only been a second faster, she would have been able to kill him. Even if she died in the process, she would have dragged him to hell with her. She would have laughed at his miserable face.
âThereâs no way Kang SungHo ordered you to kill Noh HyungChul. He knows more than anyone that it would cause a war between the two organizations. So why did you do it?â
KyungHyun asked again in confusion. EunHa answered him with a gaunt, cold face.
âI⌠have no interest whatsoever in any of this that youâre all doing. Serim, YongSung⌠Itâs all none of my business.â
KyungHyun let out a heavy sigh as his eyes gleamed. As he had been heading over to the founding party with EunHa, he went through all the possibilities. He had originally planned to take her to China with him to leak some of the information about their smuggling plans. However, he decided it would be better to let her listen in on his conversation instead of telling her directly, so he let her follow him.
He had also set the 8th floor corridor security camera at an angle so that she wouldnât be seen so easily. The GPS he had installed in her diamond necklace showed that she was coming closer and closer.
âAre you wondering why I shot that old grump?â
âYou could have been shot and killed. Do you know that?!â
As he bellowed this, the woman at his side quietly blocked him.
âLee EunHa-ssi is a patient.â
âShut it.â
KyungHyun didnât even look at his junior and spit out the order between gritted teeth. His previously blank face was now filled with rage. Even though he recognized that he was overwhelmed with fury, he couldnât calm down. He had also considered the possibility of Lee EunHa getting caught. If she had been caught by Noh HyungChulâs bodyguard, he was going to step up and claim her as his woman to protect her.
Being the shrewd actress that she was, he trusted that she would play along. If Noh HyungChul acknowledged her as his woman, having her come with him to China would seem more natural. However, KyungHyun never expected her to behave so recklessly in a place filled with YongSungâs men.
âIâm asking you why you did something so suicidal and idiotic!â
âBecause that bastard killed my parents.â
EunHaâs thin voice suddenly caused a heavy silence to fall inside the room. Everyoneâs faces hardened as they stared at her.
âMy father was a member of Serim who was killed by that bastard.â
Not only her father, but her mother too. Her young self ran away when she saw the corpses of her parents. But not now. Her eyes became sharp as she smirked.
âI wanted to twist a knife in his stomach, but I wasnât able to. What a shame.â
The woman next to her hesitated before speaking.
âLee EunHa-ssiâŚâ
KyungHyun raised his hand and stopped her. The woman shut her mouth.
âDid you come to YongSung as a spy because of Noh HyungChul?â
âYes.â
EunHa sharply raised her eyes. Her eyes glistened as they filled with tears.
âNot because Kang SungHo sent you?â
âI did everything he asked. I waited for the day he would send me to YongSung. I imagined ripping that old man apart hundreds of times for killing my mom and dad.â
KyungHyunâs black gaze on her deepened.
âBut when I saw Noh HyungChul with my own eyes, I almost lost it. Serim or YongSung⌠Whether the organization kills me or whether everyone dies⌠It doesnât matter, you see.â
Her tears clung onto her long eyelashes.
âBut⌠What should I do⌠I wasnât able to kill him in one shot⌠And I messed up like a fucking idiotâŚâ
Her hot tears finally flowed down her dry cheeks. Watching her mock herself, KyungHyun spoke bitterly.
âI think⌠I understand now.â
âMr. Policeman, can you tell me where that son of a bitch is?â
âLee EunHa.â
ââŚJust tell me where he is. Iâll do whatever you want. Please?â
KyungHyun, who had been quietly watching EunHa become hysterical, finally let out a heavy sigh.
âThe man who killed your parents wasnât Noh HyungChul. It was Kang SungHo.â
EunHa looked at him, her mouth open in shock. Her pupils wet with tears suddenly dilated. Her pale, blank face looked like that of a corpse.
âWhat?â
KyungHyun finally solved the puzzle. He finally understood why she had stayed in the hands of Kang SungHo, the man who killed her parents.
âJust now⌠What⌠What did you⌠just say⌠What kind of bullshit are youâŚâ
EunHaâs pale lips trembled as she hastily glued her eyes to him.
âItâs just as you heard. Serimâs previous leader, President Jang, had great trust in your father, Lee EunHa-ssi. If everything went according to plan, the next leader would have been your father. Kang SungHo couldnât accept that, so he murdered your parents himself and set your house on fireâŚâ
âDonât be ridiculous!â
EunHa shouted. The unfamiliar woman shut her mouth briefly before she calmly continued.
âAfter killing your parents and setting your house on fire, he presented false evidence and framed it on YongSung. That was the beginning of the conflict between the two organizations. In the process, many men were sacrificed. After Kang SungHo killed his own boss, he was finally able to obtain the position he has now.â
âLie⌠Donât lieâŚâ
When EunHa mumbled hysterically, KyungHyun replied in a soft voice.
âItâs the truth.â
âDo you have proof? Proof⌠Iâm asking you if you have proof!â
EunHa looked at him in disbelief. KyungHyunâs voice became lower.
âThat night, the one who turned you over to the police was me. I was the one you ran into on the street.â
EunHa frowned. Suddenly, like a crazy woman, she began to laugh in a shrill voice.
âHaha, hahaha! Shove your bullshit up your ass. Aah. Youâre all so funny. What are you saying? Everything was a lie from the very beginning!â
KyungHyun took out a picture from the inside pocket of his jacket. As she fixed her dizzy eyes to it, her shoulders began to sporadically shake.
âThese are the belongings that fell out of sixteen-year-old Lee EunHaâs pocket. A cellphone with a dead battery and a dog treat. Your last call was to Arizona, USA.â
âSave me⌠Mister⌠Please, please save me⌠HuuuâŚâ
There was no way. The sharp face that gazed at her from underneath the black cap perfectly overlapped with KyungHyunâs. EunHa frantically shook her head.
âNo!â
This couldnât be. She was definitely mistaken. EunHa tried with all her might to forget that night. Her cluttered mind was filled with fog, making everything hazy. If this was true, then she wouldnât be able to sleep anymore. Her eyes shook as she lost focus.
âDo you really not remember? Kang SungHo was one of the men that entered your house!â
KyungHyun spoke through his teeth in frustration. He held her back as she tried to escape. Suddenly, all the terrible memories from that night that she had tried so hard to forget began to flood her mind. Squeak. Squeak. The sound of shoes walking across the hardwood floors were so clear. EunHaâs chin began to tremble so hard that her teeth chattered.
âWhere is our princess hidingâŚâ
Tap. Glazed in fear, a teardrop fell from her eyes without warning. In the room where her dead father laid, EunHa was hiding behind the wooden door as the terrifying voice tore through her mind. Within the memories that she had tried so hard to forget, a thin voice whispered in her ear.
âPrincess, from now on, all you have to do is follow Ahjussiâs orders.â
This was SungHoâs voice. The one she had heard countless times. EunHa shook her head and let out a piercing shriek.
âAaaaagh!â
EunHa fiercely pulled at the IV in her arm. She grabbed the bottle and shattered it before taking a broken shard.
âLee EunHa-ssi!â
âLee EunHa!â
All the eyes on her widened in shock. EunHa didnât hesitate as she pierced her jugular with the shard. She wanted to die.\n