He whispered softly in my ear, and I nodded because there wasnât really a part of me that got hurt at all.
It was a beat later than Erhan, but I also felt othersâ presence.
I never thought anyone would come to the arsenal in the middle of the night. It was because I thought it wasnât time for Kane to make a move yet.
We lay on the floor holding our breath, giving each other nervous glances.
âNo oneâs coming, right?â
It was a group of knights.
âKane said itâll be fine today, but not tomorrow.â
âWhy not tomorrow?â
âI donât know. Maybe he has a maid he meets secretly?â
âItâs the day before the succession ceremony, so weâd better lay low for the meantime.â
Erhan seemed to be embarrassed by the unexpected situation. He was also holding his breath, with his hands wrapped around my waist.
Our faces were so close that I could hear Erhanâs every breath with my ears.
I turned my head for a moment and our noses bumped into each other, making my body freeze.
âIt was the right choice to keep Zickel in check.â
âYes, the fact that theyâre always with Master Erhan feels rather stiff.â
âWeâve been guarding the castle of Cerseus all this time, itâs impossible to get along so easily.â
âSir Berkin says everyone is a part of the same OrderâŠThen thatâll put our position in even more danger.â
Calm anger fluttered in Erhanâs eyes.
In a nutshell, they were behaving like territorial gangs.
Kane provided a place for people to talk as they please, and it must have been this group of knights.
Erhan whispered in a pathetic tone in my ears.
âIt seems that he has a lot of free time. Heâs even doing useless politics inside the Knights Order.â
His lips touched my earlobe and it tickled.
âYou have to be patient.â
I also whispered a little.
âIf you get caught here, our ambush will be ruined.â
ââŠI know.â
It meant that the two of them had to stay like this until they left. Even when I was young, I had never been so close to someone where our bodies touch like this. Erhanâs frame was so huge that it almost looked like he was giving me a big hug.
âLise, are you uncomfortable?â
âItâs okay.â
Erhan brushed my hair and bit his lower lip. Even the lifting up of skin under his eyes couldnât hide the playful glint in his eyes.
I unknowingly swallowed my dried saliva.
While the knights were heating up with useless arguments, the two of us looked into each otherâs eyes and fell into silence for a while.
My eyes swept his sharp jawline, his neck, and his exposed collarbone.
âDo I look good?â
ââŠYes.â
I replied hesitantly and Erhan smiled with his eyes, tightening his hand around my waist even more.
âThen it was worth it being shirtless while training every morning.â
When he said those words, I realized the reason why he takes off his top every time he practices his sword.
âDid you take it off when you were training on purpose?!â
âI was afraid you would stare at other guys.â
He carefully hugged me. As our legs got tangled, I felt like his body was locking me up.
âSeeing you glaring at me with those hazy eyes just makes me want to hug you even tighter.â
ââŠI also didnât know myself that Iâm weak to someoneâs looks and touch.â
I mumbled with a sigh.
âAnyway, weâre very different from when we were children, so we should refrain from this much physical contact unless itâs inevitableâŠ.â
âWhy, do you want someone even more handsome and fitter than me?â
âOf course, the nicer the better, but anyway, thatâs not my point.â
âLise.â
He lifted his long finger and swept my eyes. His black eyes seemed to be holding back a lot of emotions. In the distance, the voices of the knights droned down.
I was embarrassed to feel my heart pounding from the chest that was overlapping with each other. It was difficult to avoid eye contact, making breathing difficult.
âThere were days when I wished you were already 19 years oldâŠ.â
As his slow touch swept the nape of my neck, my body temperature seemed to rise instantly.
ââŠI canât wait for you to be nineteen.â
His deep breathing was also clear in my ear.
âI donât hate being hugged, but I think you can now let me go.â
âLet go?â
Erhan said leisurely but in a deeply locked voice.
ââŠItâll be difficult.â (Erhan)
I swallowed hard.
âWellâŠ.â
He whispered in a situation where he couldnât even move in case the shields collapsed on the floor.
âYouâre right, Lise.â
âWhat?â
âI think weâre a little different now compared to when we were children.â
His whispering voice was as sweet as it used to be, but an extreme tension that Iâd never experienced in my life was winding between us.
âIâm much more desperate than I thought.â
I didnât answer.
I wanted to immediately end this conversation because my heart was pounding as if it was going to burst. The time in which I felt his trembling breath was both insanely long and short.
His red lips were touching my skin and my nerves were all on that spot.
In the midst of that, the knights who were making noise went out, and the weird midnight lurking ended just like that. It was a bit embarrassing that something didnât happen, and even though I and Diel always stayed up all night for six hours, it just happened so quickly with Erhan.
I came out of the armory, regained my reason, and said.
âDo you think it will be tomorrow?â
It was just a stakeout, and I was stuck in an unavoidable situation. In the past, there were times when we went to sleep in the same bed, so I was able to let the events that happened tonight just pass.
âIt is also the day before the succession ceremony.â
Tomorrow was the day before the ceremony. The Castle was going to be busy with various events, including preparations for guests.
It doesnât matter to me since there was nothing important to do with work anyway, however, Kane will move that day.
Iâm sure the knights said earlier that Kane couldnât tomorrow, and if I was him, I would aim for a confrontation on the morning of the ceremony.
Even if Joaquin was to be seriously injured by Erhan, it was a day that the entire Castle was busy, and it would be difficult to provide first aid. Not only that, but it would also prove difficult to investigate in detail because there were going to be a lot of people.
Moreover, since it was an unpleasant thing that happened on the day of the ceremony, it was highly likely that Joaquin himself would cover the case.
If he is seriously injured, Joaquin, who is already old, will naturally announce his retirement, and the knights, who already had a bad atmosphere, will easily weaken and collapse.
Erhan also nodded in agreement.
â±â ââââââââââââ â â°
The castle was busy preparing for the succession ceremony.
Late at night, Kane sneaked to the armory. He was a blacksmith in Baron Ishidâs fief.
Observations over the past few days have shown that Erhan couldnât really control the strength on his right side. In addition, Joaquin did not attack with all his might, just in case Erhan gets hurt.
âHow lucky.â
Erhanâs skills were already excellent, but he couldnât control his strength, it couldnât have been an even better chance. Moreover, if Joaquin gets seriously injured by Erhan, the investigation would not be carried out properly.
He even encouraged people who were trying to provoke internal strife in the Knightsâ Order to form a gathering.
After living on a low profile for several years, he could finally fulfill his orders from Wederick.
âIf only Aaron Krillso wasnât thereâŠ.â
Things were going well, but Aaron was annoying these days. He was from a fallen aristocratic family, but even so, he kept looking down at him.
He felt like he was going to die every time he told him to do the task Lise gave him, and he made him do it whenever he had the chance.
He thought it was urgent because the time and place were written on the secret note hidden under the meat pie.
âIâll do this job well, so Iâll be more recognized than him.â
Not to mention that Wederick and Baron Ishid had his family held hostage.
There was a good reason why the maids, who had been spies so far, took their own lives. The families of those two maids who died quietly were now living well-off.
If they said as much as one word, every single member of their family was going to be killed.
âOn the other hand, that guy is stuck in a greenhouse because he canât even handle a little girl properlyâŠ.â
He was also well aware of the little brown-haired girl who had appeared at the training grounds for the last few days.
Wederick has long been annoyed with that girl, and also because since she ends up sitting in the frequently changed assistant position, contact with Baron Ishid has also become difficult.
It was said that they tried to kill her before Erhan came back, but only Esther ended up dying.
âI donât know why theyâre making everything so difficult.â
Baron Ishid was extremely cautious.
âShe doesnât seem like she has any power. We can just go after her and kill her straight away.â
From his point of view, it would be enough if he just broke her neck and ran away, but the view of the higher-ups was another thing.
It was when he carefully damaged the left side of Joaquinâs armor and tweaked the durability of his sword.
âWhat are you doing right now?â
Kane almost dropped the tool for a moment due to the sudden voice.
He didnât know for how long, but Lise was leaning against the wall with her arms crossed.