Chapter 72

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Feng Fei didn’t even have the slightest impression like he was sneaking into a lover’s home though. He took a spin around Hai Xiu’s bedroom before fussing, “Why haven’t you prepared hot water for me yet? Did you even prepare clothes for me?”

Hai Xiu stammered, “I have a box of extra-large boxers for you to wear, but other than that… I’ll find some of my loose-fitting clothes for you to try on?” DJkgnA

Feng Fei smirked., “Can your loose-fitting clothes even fit me?”

Feng Fei was almost 10 centimeters taller than Hai Xiu, and his body was also much sturdier than the latter’s, making it impossible for Hai Xiu’s clothes to fit him. Hai Xiu started to feel slightly anxious. When Hai Xiu stayed over at Feng Fei’s house, the latter had attended to him so well; now that Feng Fei finally had the rare chance to stay over, he hadn’t even prepared any fresh clothes for him. A layer of sweat started seeping out from the tip of his nose. After thinking it over, an idea suddenly hit him.

Feng Fei leaned on the headboard, fiddling with Hai Xiu’s sleeping eye mask as he asked, “Why didn’t I see you using this when you were at my house?”

Hai Xiu walked closer and faltered as he spoke, “At your house…I would fall asleep right after lying on the bed, so I couldn’t use it.” MkaF9r

“So, you can’t sleep here because there’s no big brother to hold you?” Feng Fei lightly touched the satin on the black eye mask as he muttered to himself, “When we’re together in the future, wouldn’t this be even more useless….”

Feng Fei didn’t know where his train of thought went as he continued to contemplate. Feeling slightly embarrassed for letting his imagination roamrun wild, he lightly coughed. “Why don’t you give this eye mask to me? I might have a use for it later.”

Hai Xiu of course didn’t mind, but he still added, “I’ve already used this before…If you really want it, I can buy you a new one instead.”

Feng Fei shook his head and smiled. “No need. Why would I mind about something that you’ve already used? Besides, I’m not using it for myself.” Z6Lylq

Hai Xiu frowned in response, “Then who are you giving it to? ”

“Giving it to you ah.” Feng Fei replied. “Stop asking anymore, we’ll put this off till later. In the end, what are you going to prepare for me to wear?”

After tilting his head to observe Feng Fei’s body, Hai Xiu became absent-minded. “Fine, just take the eye mask. You…you go to the bathroom first, I’ll have something for you to wear later.”

Feng Fei folded the eye mask before placing it inside his pants pocket. He then asked, “What are you going to have me wear?” nhleDA

Feing Fei looked behind him before speaking again, “Is there something here? Are you going to wrap a bed sheet around me?”

“No…” Hai Xiu lightly pushed Feng Fei. “Head inside first, I’ll hand them to you in a moment.”

Feng Fei still wouldn’t move. He smiled meaningfully at Hai Xiu and said, “Why do you need to wait for a moment before handing them to me? Is it so that you can peek at me later when I’ve removed all my clothes? Youngster, why are you so perverted?”

Hai Xiu almost lost his words as he shamefully nudged at Feng Fei. “No, please just go ah….” iEs9xF

Feng Fei turned sideways and stepped aside for a little bit before stating, “What are you getting? You can take them out now.”

There was nothing else behind Feng Fei other than a large pillow. He simply wouldn’t move as he waited for Hai Xiu. With a completely reddened face, Hai Xiu had no choice but to take out the neatly and tidily folded shirt from under the pillow right in front of Feng Fei. “You…wear this. It should fit you.”

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Feng Fei did not even need to take a look to know that the shirt was his.

He took the shirt emotionlessly before asking, “Did you steal it from me?” jwG HO

Of course this was all bullshit as Feng Fei personally saw Hai Xiu taking this shirt while he was pretending to sleep a few days ago.

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Not waiting for Feng Fei to speak, Hai Xiu apologized, “Sorry….”

Feng Fei had forgotten that he even had this vest to begin with.

He took the vest for a good look. Both items of clothing were washed quite cleanly, without any wrinkles. He could see how meticulously both were kept.

Feng Fei looked downwards towards their legs and found Hai Xiu walking closer towards him. X Sbpr

Hai Xiu slowly stood before Feng Fei, his head completely lowered.

“When did you take them?” Feng Fei raised an eyebrow as he said, “Move closer for a bit and stand still.”

Hai Xiu took one step forward before explaining with a tiny voice, “The vest was taken in the winter, the shirt was…taken a few days ago.”

Feng Fei’s eyes were smiling, but his voice wasn’t quite as warm as he asked, “Why did you take them?” 4MnS8t

Hai Xiu’s ears reddened as he moved his lips, “To wear….”

The corner of Feng Fei’s mouth lifted slightly. “Come even closer.”

Hai Xiu hesitated before taking another step, his body now just inches away from Feng Fei’s chest.

“Stealing things.” Feng Fei raised his eyebrows and stared. “Tell me, do you deserve to be beaten?” VJoZ3d

Hai Xiu panicked as he looked at Feng Fei, nodding in a dazed manner. “I do….”

Before Hai Xiu could react, Feng Fei immediately restrained his wrists and pressed Hai Xiu towards his own thighs.

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Hai Xiu was shocked and instantly became scared. Didn’t Feng Fei say he wouldn’t hurt me? Didn’t he say…that he was just like his brother? That he wouldn’t dare to hurt his lover?

“I’m just joking with you. Why would I mind you taking my clothes? I wouldn’t get angry even if you took my entire estate! It’s true! However…” Feng Fei smiled in an impure manner as he lowered his voice, “Seeing how skinny you are, without an ounce of meat anywhere, why do I feel something here….”

“You! ” Hai Xiu’s face reddened to the point where he looked as though he was bleeding.

Fei Fei laughed heartily as he got up. “I’ll stop, I’ll stop. I’ll go take a shower now.” KXpysA

Feng Fei took his change of clothes and left, while Hai Xiu became vexed to the point of wanting to bang his head against the wall. Seeing Feng Fei’s vest that he had just taken out earlier, he pondered for a while. Reckoning that Feng Fei would forget about such an incident afterwards, he probably wouldn’t be able to take the shirt back, but there’s still hope for the vest, so he swiftly hid it away again.

MEDICINE SCENE START (Skip ahead if u dun wanna read)

Feng Fei came out a while later after washing himself clean. Sure enough, he had really forgotten about his own vest that Hai Xiu had stolen again. Hai Xiu then went to take a shower himself. Feng Fei waited until he heard the sprinkling sounds of the shower from inside the bathroom. After making sure that Hai Xiu wouldn’t come out, he headed towards the living room and took his schoolbag, opening the small cabinet beside Hai Xiu’s desk, before swapping the medicine that Hai Xiu had just bought.

Feng Fei silently calculated the amount of medicine in his head; he had a feeling that this should be the last time. JzI5EF

After the final examinations, the first thing he would do is to have a talk with Hai Xiu, telling him that, considering his illness…he would have Hai Xiu truly draw the line with his past.

The previous demerit on Hai Xiu’s file had already been written off, and the only thing left was for Hai Xiu to take care of the lingering feelings in his heart, having his painful memories fade into obscurity along with the memories of his time in middle school

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Feng Fei packaged the medicine that he had swapped earlier, placing it back into his schoolbag.

Feng Fei inwardly rejoiced. Although Hai Xiu has become braver, the most that Hai Xiu would do is to steal some meaningless clothing. He would never touch anything that would intrude on other people’s privacy, which was why it was so easy for Feng Fei to swap out his medicine without being noticed for an entire year. d1fWpj

MEDICINE SCENE END

 

Feng Fei felt that his darling was becoming more and more lovable. Although people say he’s pure and simple, he was still quite meticulous, never wanting to irritate anyone. His little actions made people see how cute he was, and made people say that he was very hard-working, while also sometimes acting quite foolish. He would sometimes say something romantic unknowingly, letting you feel sweet to the point of being unable to say anything for half a day, unable to conceal anything.

Feng Fei couldn’t help but think about the eye mask that he took earlier, feeling a bit fickle. He thought that eventually, when they become intimate, with his personality, wouldn’t he be willing to co-operate and do whatever he tells him to at that time? LGwi h

Feng Fei recalled that Hai Xiu has never rejected anything he said to him, always being explicit in what he says. So when they sleep together in the future, wouldn’t he be able to do whatever he says he’s going to do to him….

Hearing the bathroom door open, Feing Fei immediately withdrew from his thoughts, silently reciting the verses of a poem as he tried to suppress the feelings in his heart.

Hai Xiu was still feeling a bit embarrassed from what happened earlier, so he did not say much, only replying to Feng Fei’s questions in a simple manner. He lowered his head, and tidied up, before climbing onto his bed. Feng Fei left a small night light on and smiled. “What is it? Not feeling happy? Big brother was only playing with you earlier, how could I actually hit you?”

Hai Xiu hurriedly explained in response, “No, I’m not angry.” LsoJ O

Feng Fei chuckled. “Then can I continue to ‘beat’ you like that from now on?”

“Why are you…?” Hai Xiu stared at Feng Fei in a pitiful manner, his face reddening again as if it had become his second nature.

Feng Fei immediately followed, “Your bed is quite good.”

“What do you mean by good?” Hai Xiu didn’t understand. “It’s smaller than your own bed. It’s also not as soft as your bed either….” 7YUfOv

Feng Fei shook his head. “Actually, I don’t like sleeping in a bed that’s too soft. My house’s bed is passable, while I don’t mind this bed either…the most important thing is if the bed is at just the right size.”

Feng Fei circled his arms around Hai Xiu and smiled. “Am I right?”

Since the bed was quite small, both of them were stuck quite close together. Hai Xiu was naturally quite happy but felt too embarrassed to admit it.

“It’s a shame.” EITZLD

Feng Fei hugged Hai Xiu, feeling slightly unsatisfied. “I remembered that this afternoon, I asked you whether you had any regrets now that high school is about to end?”

Hai Xiu nodded. “I remember. I said no…You?”

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“I do.” Feng Fei said lightly, “I met you a few years too late.”

Hai Xiu felt as though his heart had stopped working. He took a deep breath and replied softly, “No…the timing is just right.” WMCjZV

Feng Fei shifted his head over and looked at him, stating, “You really don’t feel that it’s too late?”

Hai Xiu shook his head. “No. If it had been earlier…then something different might have happened.”

Considering that he was still holding on to his memories of his time in middle school, Hai Xiu’s younger self was very childish while also quite guarded. The him at that time might not have been brave enough to let down his guard and attempt to get in touch with Feng Fei so they could accept each other.

Feng Fei’s younger self back then had edges that were even sharper than when they had met. With his body covered with spikes, he might not have been warm enough or beholden enough to allow Hai Xiu to stubbornly reach into his heart with his eyes closed. 9WXQRo

Because the timing was just right, they were able to evade all the instances that would have resulted in hurting each other.

Feng Fei also thought that it was true, so he didn’t bring up the topic anymore. Hai Xiu was afraid that he had really taken that to heart, so he lightly persuaded, “In fact, it doesn’t really matter does it?”

Feng Fei licked his lower lip and hummed. “Why wouldn’t it matter? If we got to know each other earlier, I would climb up to your room’s window every night during junior high. Would I still need to wait until now to be able to sleep in this bed?”

Hai Xiu’s heart felt sweet, so he stopped speaking. Feng Fei asked, “What is it? Are you regretting it now? You didn’t live this high up during junior high, did you? We’re now on the 13th floor, which is still climbable, but it’s going to be quite a strenuous climb.” F3yaAk

Hai Xiu shook his head and spoke lightly, “You don’t need to climb up here now. You can sleep here when…whenever you want, it…it’s not like you didn’t know this already, but I’ll listen to whatever you say.”

Feng Fei felt shocked. He gritted his teeth, flipped himself over and kissed Hai Xiu for the whole night.

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WELCOME FURUSAWA NEW TRANSLATOR!!! qxrXeg

also pray for editor agni she has no internet 🙁

medicine scene make me frown :((

but fluff scene bring it back to :l

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Hi everyone, this is furusawa, your new translator helping out Soulless senpai with this novel!!! This is my first time translating, so I hope I did well

Story translated by Chrysanthemum Garden.\n