Translator: Cheonsa
Editor: Evan
Chapter 30 part 1
  That tongue… touched… touched… 
  Even though it was obvious that Agares was merely healing my wounds, seeing this type of scene naturally made my sluggish brain explode, where suddenly all sorts of bad memories and raging shame came rushing back out, making the tip of my ears and cheeks warm up in embarrassment. 
  I instantly felt that the tip of his tongue wasn’t swimming in the area of my wound, but was actually caressing a certain area that was too embarrassing to be mentioned. My entire body let out a quiver, and I quickly sprang into action and pushed him away, but I realized that my hand resembled a sponge, being soft and weak. 
  Agares took ahold of my hand, turned his face, and sniffed at my palm deeply, appearing to be very happy.
  “Don’t continue anymore.” I retracted my hand faster than being burned and stuttered, “I’m feeling much better now!” 
  ”No…” He looked down at my injury, his eyes sank into a deep pit, and his head lowered again.
  ”No, don’t! Hey!” In a flustered state, I hurriedly tried to push his head away, but both my hands were captured and pulled to one side of his shoulder. The numbness and limpness I felt before instantly returned in a swirl of dust when his tongue made contact with my skin, and like a jumping carp, I instinctively lifted my upper body into a perfect curve. The shame that was suppressed by pain was now vigorously rushing its way up my nerves. 
  The musky smell emitting from Agares made my breath quicken, and my body, which was thoroughly soaked by water, should have been cold, but instead, it was unbelievably hot. 
  I clenched my jaw in embarrassment and inhaled a couple deep breaths in order to calm down my abnormal, rapid breathing and irregular heartbeats. 
  I wouldn’t admit how sensitive my body had become or even how with just the slightest touch from Agares, I would be suffering a physiological reaction.
  The fishtail sandwiched between my crotch rubbed slightly against me whenever he moved his upper body. I knew I was starting to get hard, and Agares would definitely notice this detail very soon. 
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  Using this name to call for him seemed to be much more effective than just using the word “hey” as my waist was miraculously loosened from his evil clutches instantly. My lowered body stumbled along Agares’s entrenching, bundled up tail until I finally found a clearing where I could sink my legs back down into the water. Immediately after, I clamped my two legs together, afraid that Agares would discover the moving activity down below.
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  This was when I noticed that there were several caved-in holes scattered across the merman’s abdomen. I could see the glossy, metallic ends of the bullets lodged in, as well as a translucent membrane already solidifying from the outside, forming layers over the bullets. The bullets couldn’t completely penetrate through Agares’s tough skin, but them being stuck halfway must have hindered Agares’s own ability to heal. 
  Perhaps due to the pain, Agares suddenly extended one of his sharp claws to scratch at the forming membrane that covered the end of a bullet. Blue blood instantly flooded out from the hole that was damaged from being scratched.
  My chest instantly tightened when I saw this, and I immediately grabbed his arm before shouting for him to stop with a stern voice, “Stop, you’ll only open up your wound more! I…” 
  In this situation, I ought to help him. But if these bullets were taken out by hand, it would only tear open the wound more. It was best to suck them out using my mouth, but, oh heavens, the position of those bullets were…
  Too low.
  I stared heatedly at several of his bullet holes, one of which was close to the top edge of Agares’s scales. I could imagine how embarrassing it would be for me to help suck out that bullet for him. 
  Just when I was hesitating, Agares raised his head and used those deep, dark pupils of his to lock onto my gaze. His eyebrows were contorted together as he pleaded in a low voice. 
  “Help me……Desharow…”
  My scalp became numb from his intense stare. I shifted my gaze back down to his wounded abdomen and tried to restrain my eyes from trailing any lower with great effort, however, it didn’t stop me from feeling ashamed and embarrassed. But Agares risked his life to help me, and just now he even healed my serious injury. So of course I had to do what I could to help him recover too. Moreover, a healthy and strong Agares was undoubtedly our best hope against those nasty pirates.
  hard pressing against my chin from below, like the sky was being supported by a single large pillar!
  At the end of my patience, I bit down hard on the wound and clutched the shrapnel between my teeth, where simultaneously, a large amount of sweet, yet fishy-tasting blood flooded down my throat. 
  Did this lowly, vulgar, and wild beast do this on purpose?
  I frantically sat back into the water and spat out the last bullet together with Agares’s blood. When I glanced back at him, my attention was instantly grasped by the humongous, purple organ under his abdomen. It stood all tall and mighty with large blue veins pulsing and pumping, directly facing me like a long shotgun ready to fire. For the first time, I was able to see clearly at such a close range on how amazing the sheer size of the merman’s sexual organ was, and it was once used—
……
  No! Just thinking about this made me believe that my own mind was messed up. I got up quickly with staggering steps. I frantically tried to escape, wanting to get as far away from Agares as possible. However, the tail of the merman beneath the water pursued me closely, like a python attacking a prey underwater. The tail bypassed between my striding legs, breaking through the water in front of me and lifting my entire body out of the water all at once.
  “Ah—help!”
  I tore open my throat and let out a scream, but my body was immediately dragged backward along with the fish tail, until my back hit a wet, muscular chest behind me, and a strong pair of arms firmly wrapped around me. 
  “Desharow…” I felt Agares’s icy, yet soft lips touching my neck while his nose deeply took in my scent, before a couple of rough Russian syllables were spoken through each breath that touched my neck, “Don’t…be…scared…of me.”
  Only God would know how sincere his words were, but of course, only if his huge thing wasn’t poking eagerly between my buttocks. It was no different from a rapist requesting for permission before he raped you! 
  Even if this beast risked his life to save me, it couldn’t erase what he had done to me before, nor did it mean that he wouldn’t go into mating frenzy again. For these reasons, how could I not stop being afraid of him!?
  “Don’t touch me…” The water soaking through my sleeveless top was like an undercurrent of feelings and desires which strongly wanted to invade every inch of my body. I felt the sensitive agitation and restlessness of every cell in my body, which made my teeth tremble with shame and rage. I attempted to suppress the rising anger in my voice and kept a soft and calm tone: “Agares, you said you don’t want me to be afraid of you so don’t…do that kind of thing to me again.” 
  “Why?” Agares’s breathing sound hurried, and his lips closed on my earlobe, licking and biting with the implication of wanting to invade and occupy my body completely. “You are mine. You…also…love me…”
  “No way!”
  I immediately denounced angrily, tilting my head away to avoid his incoming lips. But then a mischievous claw slipped down from my back and around my waist to finally enter my trousers at the front, where my most vital part was grasped completely in his hand.
End of Part 1
Hello Hello Translator here! I first want to say Happy Chinese New Year!  Wish everyone have the best of luck in the next 1,000 years!
I also would like to apologize about this chapter being cut in half. I don’t have the intention to do so, but because of midterm and preparing for offerings and prayers( religious/tradition) for the new year I’ve been quite occupied. But to make up for it, both part two of chapter 30 and full Chapter 31 will be uploaded next week!
Also you guys probably already heard the news about virus outbreak around the world.  Whats happening is quite scary, and the most recent outbreak in U.S is literally an hour and half from where I live. So everybody  in my town are preparing.  I just hope all of you guys stay safe and healthy. We will get through this. Fighting!!!
-Cheonsa