ăăI vaguely felt an intense and peculiar feeling approaching my legs. It felt both itchy and painful, as if my legs were corroding under thousands of crawling ants. Yet at the same time, it felt similar to having new skin and flesh growing onto my bones
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    I subconsciously wanted to reach out and touch them, but both of my arms were firmly pressed against the top of my head by a pair of moist, powerful webbed claws, along with a wet, soft object licking around my neck. Soon enough, I felt a penetrating pain behind my ears and around my fingers. It was like thorns were forcibly breaking through my skin or having a parasitic virus struggling its way in.
ăăFrom the pain, I let out a cry from my throat and opened my heavy eyelids.Â
ăăOver the top of my head, the full moon was so close that it looked like it was within an armâs reach. Under the waterâs luminescence, it looked like a smashed, shattered glass marble. This was because my focal length was in disorder, and my vision was too scattered with my head feeling too heavy. I felt extremely dizzy, nearly to the point of vomiting. I could see that the shadow which was pressing me down was Agares, and when I opened my mouth to call him, nothing came out. As the itching began to get more and more intense, it forced me to look downââÂ
ăăOh God, what did I just see?Â
ăMy legs were densely covered with silvery, gray scales which, at first glance, looked like a fish tail. However, my two legs were still there, but there were two additional fan-shaped webbed films that sprouted on my feet, hanging in the water with its long length.Â
ăI anxiously lifted my eyes to look at Agares, but before I could see his exact expression, I fainted once again.
ăăDarkness swept in from all sides, as if there was a thick fog all around. In an instant, everything disappeared: no moonlight, no sea and no Agares. The pain was gone, and my body seemed to be sinking deeper into the sea water, yet I was aware that I was caught up in a nightmare.
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ăăI strived to turn around and swim upwards, but I felt a strong grip on my feet, dragging me down, down, downâŠ
ăăSuddenly, while my entire body was sinking down, a flash of light instantly flitted before my eyes.Â
ăăI found myself not knowing why I was in a serene, dark glass corridor. A large fish and a translucent jellyfish floated past me, brushing through mottled traces of water and shadows. They appeared so close to the point that they could be touched with just a stretch of an arm, making them look more real compared to seeing them through a transparent glass wall like before.Â
ăăI faintly felt something was wrong and reached my hand out in perplexity, only to come across a layer of glass.
ăăBut it was not between me and the fish but between me and the corridor. I was like a dolphin trapped in a large aquarium tank used for spectating. Â
ăăHey! Hey, whatâs going on!ă
ăă P sfiifv bea, yea bcis atf ufcaif rbecv bo atf oibklcu kjafg jcrkfgfv yjmx ab wf.
ăăDamn it, where am I?Â
ăăP qertfv nlubgberis jujlcra atf agjcrqjgfca yjgglfg atja rfqjgjafv wf jkjs ogbw atf bearlvf kbgiv, yea P ofia lar gfrlilfcmf. Mffilcu rbwfktja oijyyfgujrafv, P aegcfv ab ibbx jgbecv ws reggbecvlcur, jcv, revvfcis, atgbeut atf gfoifmalbc bo atf uijrr, P mjeuta j uilwqrf bo j qjlg bo vjgx jcv uibbws qeqlir.
ăăItâs Agares! Through my instinctive tendency, I leaned close to the glass wall. However, what I saw before my eyes left me utterly dumbfounded.Â
ăăAgares wore a black trench coat. The long fishtail on his lower body had shockingly vanished without a trace, replaced with a pair of slender legs in leather pants. Through the reflection in the glass, I saw my appearance instantly.
ăăMy own legs were wrapped around in a long, silver-gray fishtail, with the fan-shaped caudal fins slowly following along with the flowing current, moving up and down. Â
ăăI looked at Agares in disbelief while he was looking at me deeply with a creased eyebrow. His hands were pressed against the glass, seemingly trying to touch me, but it remained futile. His fingers were white from the pressure, and his blood vessels were visibly bulging. Agares then slowly fisted his hand and slammed it severely against the glass.Â
ăăWith a loud sounding bang, several cracks appeared and spread out. When the glass shattered, the world in front of me returned to the darkness instantly.
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ăăI tried my best to reach out. I spread my fingers, but I only caught open air.Â
The sudden feeling of panic caused me to open my eyes at once, and, when awareness returned to my body, I immediately sat up and looked at my legs.
ăăFortunately, there was nothing.Â
ăăMy legs did not turn into a fishtail. They were still perfectly normal and healthy, back to their original smooth, sleek layers of skin and were not made out of layers of fish scales. Still feeling susceptible, I raised my hand again. Only after confirming that there wasnât a thin, webbed membrane between my fingers, was I able to exhale in relief. With an overflowing amount of cold sweat, I touched my legs up and down then emotionally gave my knee a kiss, a patient whose leg was almost amputated.
ăăThank goodness, my body didnât undergo a strange transformation after all.Â
ăăSo,what exactly happened with everything beforeâŠ.
ăăI felt my emotions and my stream of consciousness all in utter chaos while carefully recalling those real, yet illusionary, like scenes. Looking around, I found myself back in Agaresâs nest.Â
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ăăMaybe I had never left here and had only fallen into an illusionary dream ever since the strange merfolk ceremony? Â I rubbed against my forehead, still not feeling so sure. The pleasure and excitement I felt when Agares took me jumping in the sea and my bodyâs painful growth just felt so real. They all mix into a conflicting feeling that left a strong aftertaste in my limbs.Â
ăăIf it all really had happened, then there must been some sort of trace left, otherwise, there was something really wrong with my brain.Â
ăăThinking about it, I raised my hand subconsciously and touched the back of my ear. My entire body stiffenedâ
ăăThere was a small crack in the back of the earlobe, even some water remained. This immediately reminded me of the feeling of sea water flowing from here when I was brought into the sea by Agares. This evidence proved that those strange transformations actually have taken place in my body. The existence of these gills suddenly shattered my wishful thinking completely.
ăăFrom the shock, a huge amount of pressure on my nerves left me feeling suffocated. I took a few deep breaths, hugged my head, and rubbed my temples violently to prevent myself from fainting again after concluding this incredulous fact; it was all in an attempt to force myself to think calmly.Â
ăăThat was right, my body was showing signs of merfolkâs traits. A few moments ago, I had webbed claws, legs that were covered in fish scales, and gills that had grown behind my ears (if they really were gills at all). Plus, I was able to freely breathe in the water. In biological terms, my body had changed, and, in other words, mutations had occurred in my genes.Â
ăăMy mind was buzzing with thoughts. I kept thinking back towards a segment in the âGene Biologyâ study:Â
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     Gene mutation is the fundamental source of biological variation. There are many factors that can cause genetic mutation, which can be grouped into three basic categories. One is a  physical factor: X-rays, lasers, etc. The other is a chemical factor, which refers to substances that can interact with DNA molecules to change the natural properties of the gene: Nitrous acid, base analogs, etc. The third category is a biological factor: including viruses and certain bacteria.
ăăAt the moment, it could only be the third category!
ăăIt must have been caused by Agares! Through sexual assaults, he had injected merfolkâs DNA into my body. Their gene cells must have had an extremely aggressive and corrosive characteristic. Like viruses and bacteria, they probably controlled, changed and recombined my chromosomesâperhaps, it was their structure, or their sheer amountâbut no matter what the hell it was able to do, those terrible, strange things had caused the death of a portion of my cells. Mine were probably replaced by newborn assimilated cellsâŠÂ
ăăThe first changeâŠ
ăăSo, that meant there was going to be a second, a third, and Nth time! The end result will be the merfolk geneâs⊠assimilation!
ăăNo, no, no, no! Fuck!Â
ăăI stood up and paced around the cave a couple of times. My hand brushed through my hair⊠each strand laced heavy with sweat.Â
ăăDammit, what am I still thinking about these for!? I shouldnât have thought about these theories at all. Even if I were to write the worldâs most amazing thesis, it practically held no meaning if I, myself, was the rotten mutated specimen here. I canât even save myself, the variant sample! Â
ăăI donât want to be a merman and stay on this island forever. I still want to go back to school and be able to lead a good life with my parents!Â
ăăCalm down. Just calm down, Desharow!Â
ăăThe only way to stop the mutation was to inject a serum that could overpower and suppress the merfolkâs genes. I must leave here immediately, and the further away, the better. I must avoid all contacts with Agares. After all, I still have a chance to get my body back to normal. Perhaps, Lafarre and the others brought snake venom serums with them. I donât know if itâll work, but itâs worth a try.
ăăWith these thoughts, I surprisingly calmed down, for I clearly knew that panicking any further would only be useless. At this time, the only person who could save me was myself.
ăăSo, I carefully leaned forward at the mouth of the cave. Looking into the sea, I did not find Agares nearby. He may have dived into the water to find food or, perhaps, went to deal with the conflicts among the ethnic groups. Apparently, not finding Agaresâs trace made me feel more confident in escaping.Â
ăăTurning back towards the small cave inside the nest where Agaresâs collection was located, I looted some essential things that were necessary for survival in the jungle. Fortunately, practically everything was available that I could ever need: a somewhat blunt dagger, a telescope, an old-fashioned compass, an iron anchor that could be used as a weapon, an unopened wine bottle that could disinfect wounds, a flint, and some random scattered things.
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ăăI quickly wrapped them into a thin cloth that looked similar to one of those flags on sailboats that was found beneath all the objects. I also tore off several pieces to wear as clothing and had used my belt, the only thing not torn apart my Agares, to tie them together.Â
ăăI looked at my âfully armed and equippedâ self. I simply resembled the stranded Robinson and his Friday
ăăOkay now, it was time for the most important step, which was the most crucial one.Â
 ăThis step determined whether I could escape this cave or not.Â
ăăI squatted down and plunged my head first into the pithole of water where Agares had led me to sea. After confirming that I could breathe smoothly in the water, I fully jumped in.
ăăIn that split second, I felt a trace of unwillingness in my heart, but it was immediately washed away by the sea water that enveloped around my entire body. Almost by instinct, I practically swam to the depths as fast as I could, like that of a quick, nimble fish shuttling in the sea at an inhuman speed. Then following the light upward, I broke through the water in a flash.
ăăAfter wiping off the water droplets on my face, I found that I had come to a low coastal area. Noticing that the dryland was close to me, I quickly climbed up to the shore and pulled out the anchor at my waist. I was on high alert for possible predators on the shore as I went into the jungle.
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ăăI needed to find a higher tree trunk to climb up in order to see where the boat we had parked from before was.
ăăHowever, just as I was about to climb a tall tree that was nearby, a low growl was suddenly heard in the distance. My entire body jolted in reaction. I didnât even need to look back to know that it was Agares coming after me. As a conditioned reflex, I immediately rolled to the ground and crouched low to hide in the small bushes. At the same time, my body was pressed against the wet mud from beneath, giving me a great idea. I grabbed two hand-fulls of mud and wiped it across the sweat glands that produce a natural scent on humans: on my neck, armpits, and also on my underpants. Â
ăăRemembering what Agares told me a while ago had made me realize that at a certain distance, he was using my scent to find my whereabouts. Merfolkâs sense of smell might be more sensitive than that of sharks. Moreover, my smell, especially to him, was stronger. It was precisely like when I smelled his own special fragrance from his body.Â
ăăI crawled around in the shadows. As I watched the coast nervously, I indeed saw a long black shadow rising from the sea and dragging its long tail into the forest, not so far away in the distance. When he turned his head to survey every direction, I obviously knew that the mud played a large role in concealing my scent. He couldnât find me.Â
ăăIn the distance, an anxious howl passed through the entire jungle, sounding as if it were right next to my ear. With my heart feeling alarmed, I trembled in fear as I covered my mouth, not even daring to breathe.
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Anyway, we are nearly half way through the novel. I want to thank all of you who had supported this novel all the way till now. All secrets and reasons behind Agaresâs, Desharowâs, and Sakarolâs actions will be revealed sooner or later. Thank you guys for being patient with the novel and us translators. Thank You!