Thatâs what Major Rahel Miller was currently thinking about. His face was wrinkled from frowning and scowling. His physique was well-trained and muscular, more so than one would expect to see on a man in his thirties. He sat with impeccable posture, and the abnormal neatness of the documents on his desk spoke to his rigid nature.
He was in his room in the Taboo Hunters Headquarters. Despite how orderly it normally was, she was making quite a mess of it.
âMy god, your rigidity has spread to your room,â she said. She ran a hand across his neatly stacked documents, then looked over them.
Miller looked up. âThose are highly classified documents. Iâd like it if you didnât read themâŚâ
He looked at her with his usual stern face, and wondered. How much of his life had passed since he met her? Ten years? No, longer. And she was just as beautiful now as when theyâd first met. She had indigo hair down to her shoulders and a sharp glint in her eyes along with her usual mischievous smile. âHmm? What could it be? Do you have top-secret lewds you donât want me to seeâŚ? Are you having an affair?â
ââŚDonât be stupid. You know best of everyone that I donât have time for an affair, Ms. Jereme Crysler,â Miller said, somewhat indignant.
Jeremeâs expression clouded over. âIâve told you not to call me by my full name. Iâm not even a Ms. Crysler anymore. I married you, so Iâm a Mrs. Miller,â she said. Then she brightened up a bit. âThough I still get embarrassed saying that out loud âĄâ
ââŚYeah. I bet you do,â Miller said and nodded. Then he looked down at her stomach. His child was inside of her now, and it wouldnât be their first. Itâd be their second. He hadnât thought about marrying her back when theyâd first met. Not at all. Instead, heâd been of the opinion that Roland was too mad to have a family in⌠so he hadnât imagined this happening at all.
That was why he still thought of her as Jereme Crysler. Sheâd been his like-minded comrade for so long that it felt odd to think of her as his wife instead.
Theyâd met back in military school. She had been exceptional. The type who always stood out. She was brilliant after leaving school, too, and before long she was a household name. They called her the water assassin, the beautiful magician, and the frenzied drunk leopardess. Miller could personally attest to the validity of the last of those. She was far too dangerous when she drank, and became uncontrollably violent and mean. Sheâd almost killed him many timesâŚ
But those nicknames were irrelevant.
More importantly, those kids were there back when heâd formed his first impression of her.
Pia Valiere, Peria Perla, Ryner Lute.
ââŚâŚâ
Time passed so quickly. Itâd already been over ten years since then. To think that that weak boy, lacking in talent as he was - the Alpha Stigma bearer Ryner Lute - had managed to find himself in the center of their country.
Miller looked up at her. She was sitting on his desk, reading his classified documents at her leisure. She moved her hand to look at the next document.
âStop that,â Miller said. âI really canât let these documents leak.â He picked the documents up so she couldnât read through them.
Jereme puffed her cheeks up. âAugh! You really are having an affair if youâre trying that hard to hide it!â
Miller said. âLike I said, Iââ
ââdonât have the time for that,â Jememe finished it. âI know that. I know you better than anyone. Because Iâm always, always, aaaalllwaaays watching you, ever since you misunderstood and thought you could jilt me. Youâre a horrible guy who only thinks about work. You always have been!â
âM, misunderstoodâ?â
She cackled, then looked a bit sad. âThatâs why I came to get in the way of your work. Youâre a bit too hardworking, you know? I understand that this country is in a tough place, but⌠do you really need to devote your whole life to fixing it?â
âIâm not trying to do it aloneââ
âDonât lie to me. Youâre always making that stern face and taking care of eeeverything yourself,â Jereme said. She scrunched her eyebrows up and scowled, but it was a poor imitation of him. It looked more like a cute pout than anything.
He could have sworn that she used to look more stern than she did now. Maybe it was due to her pregnancy?
Jereme gave up on her imitation, leaving a worried expression in its place. âYouâre allowed to rely on others too, alright? I can still work, so⌠how about I do half of your jobââ
âNope. Youâre pregnant. I wonât let you work.â
âBut we still have a few months until itâs bornââ
âNo.â
âButââ
âNo!â Miller shouted. He hadnât meant to, but it did quiet Jereme down. âSorry,â he said, flustered. âI wonder if the kid heard thatâŚâ
Jereme smiled sadly. âGeez. You donât have to worry that much. Thereâs no way something like that would bother our kid.â
ââŚIâm sorry,â Miller repeated.
ââŚI didnât come here for you to apologize to meâŚâ
Miller looked up at her worried face. He messed up, huh? Was he really so busy that he had to make her worry like this? He thought back on the past several days, filled to the brim with workâŚ
ââŚYouâre right. I need to pay attention to you too, not just work. But my scheduleâs packed for today. Can we talk once I get home tonight?â
Jeremeâs face brightened up in an instant. âReally!? Really?? Geez, of course Iâd have nothing but free time if you shut me up at home without you all day!â
ââŚSounds like thatâs why you came here,â Miller said with a bitter smile. Still, he understood that sheâd been worried about him. âNow go home.â
âWhaat? But I wanted to spend more time togeââ
âJereme.â
ââŚFiiine,â Jereme said and shrugged. She already looked bored again. She left, then yelled back through the open door, âYou better have a real conversation with me tonight!â
âYeah.â
âAnd donât overwork yourself!â
âAnd you be careful on the way back.â
âOh, my. Do you love me?â
ââŚâŚâ
âI love you, Rahel âĄâ
ââŚâŚâ
âHmhmhm? Whereâs my reply?â
âJust go home already!â
âAlrighty âŞâ
With that, she left.
Miller looked back down at the documents that Jereme had tried to take.
Ryner Luteâs return to his home country and the plan for how to deal with him moving forward.
âŚHe couldnât let Jereme learn Rynerâs whereabouts. Because she was too kind. Thatâs why he took it before she could see it. To be frank, sheâd just get in the way if she stood in the path that Roland was moving in.
ââŚâŚâ
Miller threw the papers about Ryner back down onto his desk, then looked out the window. The sun was descending the horizon. He felt that it was speaking to the direction the whole country was moving.
Their eternal peace was really forced tranquillity. In truth, the future of their country wasâŚ
ââŚNo, Iâm here to stop thatâŚâ
Miller narrowed his eyes.
Kindness, compassion, love⌠those were all handicaps on the world which needed to move forward. The fact that Jereme had taught those kids⌠the fact that Ryner was precious to her⌠meant that sheâd be unable to walk the correct path. And the fact that Jereme was dear to Miller meant that she could be used against him, should someone choose to do so. For exampleâŚ
ââŚâŚâ
Miller looked away from the window and back to his desk. A lone man had appeared there. He had pitch black hair, a perfectly handsome face, and a model-thin build. He was still young. Younger than Luke. Twenty-two or twenty-three, if he had to guess?
But his eyes were what really stood out. They were a cold and deep blue that seemed to look down on everything. Miller looked up to meet those eyes. âI didnât say that you could enter?â
The man smiled. But it was a dark one, constructed solely with malice. âHow rude of me. Seeming as the door was openâŚâ
âHm. The door was open, so you went out of your way to conceal your presence so you could sneak in like some kind of rat? Is that it? Lieutenant General Miran Froaude.â
Froaudeâs smile didnât fade. âCorrect. If I could enter as I am without you noticing, I figured I ought to just kill you,â Froaude said. He looked around the room, his eyes stopping for a moment in each of the four corners, where small magic circles were buried. Then he shrugged. âMagic traps⌠Sergeant Luke Stokkart did the same⌠You are quite well prepared. I see that there is no reason for me to raise my hand against you. As expected of the man called the key player in the revolutionâŚâ
âHah. Worthless small talk,â Miller spat.
Froaude smiled faintly. âAh, you realized? I suppose⌠Small talk is not really a strong point of mine⌠it makes it quite difficult for me to get on in this world.â
âI bet. It doesnât help that youâre so gloomy, either.â
âHaha. Yes, Iâve been told⌠but I have gone out of my way to answer your call and come here, and you still jab at my expense⌠you yourself are plenty awful at getting on in the world.â
Miller scowled. âHm. I certainly wouldnât say that Iâm good at it.â
âYou arenât, are you? Someone who was⌠would not have shown someone precious to their opponent⌠would they have?â Froaude asked. His smile deepend. It looked an awful lot like he was looking down on Miller. âFor example⌠a beautiful pregnant woman,â Froaude said and turned to look at the door.
And there it was, Miller thought. This was what happened when people found even the slightest weakness in another. âSheâs not my weakness.â
âReally, now?â
âReally.â
âYou wouldnât worry if your wife were suddenly abducted?â
âNot at all.â
âReally?â
âYeah,â Miller said and nodded. He was telling the truth. Even if Jereme were abducted, the result would be just the same as when Milk was. He wouldnât worry at all.
âYouâre cold,â Froaude said in that cold voice of his.
âI donât want to hear that from you.â
âBut it was a compliment?â
âI have no reason to accept a compliment from you,â Miller said.
âI suppose thatâs true,â Froaude said. He seemed happy. âYou are truly the same type of person as Iââ
âNope. Iâm different from you.â
Froaude looked a bit confused. âWhat exactly is the differenceâŚ?â
âYouâre more able than I am.â
âYouâre only going through with your small talk now?â
âNo.â
âThen what do you mean?â Froaude asked. âYou said that I am more able than you?â
Miller nodded. âBecause if I could be useful to you, then youâd leave me alive even if it meant that Iâd kill the people you call important. Right?â
Froaude thought for a moment. âNo, I cannot answer that⌠after all, not a single person in this world is important to me.â
âHow impressive.â
âHahaha. You are exactly the kind of person I expected you to be. Very few people would call that impressive⌠It makes me happy to hear you say thatâŚâ Froaude met his eyes. âAnd⌠I do think that youâre a frightening person. If I were to kidnap Jereme Crysler, then you would kill me despite my importance to Roland⌠thatâs what you meant to say, correct?â
Miller shook his head. âYouâre not needed in this country.â
ââŚI am⌠nonplussed⌠Are you saying that there is no place for me in the map you have drawn of the future?â
âThere isnât. Because youâre too flashy.â
ââŚYou only think so because you yourself are too slow,â Froaude said. âYou moved a bit more quickly in the scenario I had imagined⌠but you just wonât move in reality. That is why I had no choice but to move in front of you. You understand, donât you? This country doesnât have any time left to dawdle.â
He was right. They didnât have any time, and at this rate their country wouldnât have a future.
Even soâŚ
âYouâre going about it the wrong way,â Miller said, glaring at Froaude.
But Froaude just smiled faintly. âReally, now? Have I not been acting in a way that allows your plan to progress?â
That was true. Everything Froaude had done so far had been within Millerâs realm of expectation. It was almost as if Froaude had been acting with full knowledge of Millerâs plan, and had been careful not to step on his toes.
The same went for the Ryner situation. If Froaude hadnât done it, Millerâs faction would have. Because Ryner Luteâs presence would soon interfere with their countryâs progress. Theyâd passed on the opportunity to kill Ryner this time because of the possibility that heâd allow for mediation between the many Cursed Eye bearers, but his existence was inherently dangerous. Because he was capable of destroying Sion.
In other words, Froaude had made the right decision. Heâd only messed up at the very end.
âKilling Marquess Callaud⌠was outside the realm of my expectations,â Miller said. âItâs too soon for that, and I think you know that just as well as I do. Why are you rushing it?â
Froaudeâs smile disappeared entirely, and his sharp eyes narrowed further. âAhh⌠I see⌠This is quite vexing. We need to integrate our two plansâŚâ
Miller wanted to hold his head in his hands. âSo that means the one who killed Marquess Callaudââ
âIt was not me,â Froaude said. âI had been certain that it was your doingâŚâ
âThenâŚâ
Froaude nodded. âYes. It appears that it was someone working behind the scenes⌠perhaps the noble who had used his power to manipulate the late Duke Staelied. But heâŚâ
âHe wonât show himself on the center stage⌠Any guesses on who the mastermind is with that?â
Froaude shook his head. âNo⌠though I am looking into itâŚâ
This time Miller really did hold his head in his hands. He was searching with all he had. But he couldnât find him. All he knew was that the mastermind was out there. It wasnât impossible. After all, this was someone who had enough power to control a significant percent of the nobility. They had to show themself eventually - anyone that powerful would leave traces, no matter how hard they tried to hide. But they still hadnât found them.
âA shame,â Miller said.
Froaude nodded. âIt is disappointing, especially knowing that this countryâs days are numbered. If we donât set our domestic affairs in orderâŚâ
ââŚAnother country will invade,â Miller finished. âWe need some bait to lure that hidden mastermind out with.â
But what could they use as bait? How could they bait someone who they didnât know?
Were they one of the nobles who had retained power even after the reforms⌠or were they even a noble at all?
Froaude turned away. âIt appears that our conversation has come to an end⌠Our shared objective is to drag the hidden mastermind who has shamed us both to the front of the stage. I will try my hand at it.â
With that, Froaude left the room. But he seemed to remember something just as he left and looked back in.
âAh, by the way, what do you intend to do about the Ryner Lute problem?â Froaude asked. âPersonally I believe that he should be killed as soon as possible, butâŚâ
Miller thought of Jereme for a moment. What face would she make when she learned of Ryner Luteâs death? He thought of it, but⌠he faced Froaude to reply. âDo what youâd like.â
ââŚThen I will kill him,â Froaude said, then closed the door behind himself.
A comfortable silence returned to the room.
ââŚâŚâ
Miller began to think up a new plan.
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The room was full of malice. All who entered had their hopes and dreams stolen from them, losing their will to live entirely. It was dark, gloomy, and surrounded by pitch black darkness⌠okay, that last part didnât really make any sense, but anyway, it wasnât the kind of place he wanted to be. It was the plain room the devil himself lived in, inside Roland Castle.
Thatâs what Ryner truly felt. Heâd die here, and there was nothing he could do about it now. Because, because⌠for the past three days, ever since he returned, heâd been pulling all nighters one after another and being forced to work on fucking paperwork, Sion you bastaaard Ryner was seriously going to fucking kill him except he didnât have any energy left so he was just gonna die instead!!
Ryner glared at the demon king Sion Astal, who was grappling with his own mountain of paperwork at his desk. âAnyway, Iâm gonna die now.â
Sion smiled bitterly without bothering to look up from his paperwork. âHey, you said that five minutes ago too.â
âYeah, but Iâm serious this time.â
âAre you really that tired?â
âIâm literally on the verge of death.â
âSo you want to sleep?â
âYeah.â
âYou canât.â
âWhat?!â
âYou canât.â
âBut, um, Iâm seriously gonna dieââ
âYou canât. Just keep doing your best. My paperwork will take another four hours or so, and after that I think a half hour power nap would be alrightââ
âYou fucking idiooott!!â Ryner yelled, then stared at Sion, exasperated. âD, donât tell me you always work this long without sleeping?â
Sion looked up and seemed to be thinking back on it. âHmm, letâs see⌠Honestly, Iâm not sure. I lose track of time when Iâm working⌠But it looks like things will be easier now that I have you to split the work with,â Sion said and smiled.
Ryner looked at Sion like he was a rare species of animal. âThis is making it easier? Donât tell me you would have done all of this work yourself if I wasnât hereâŚâ
âYeah, I would have,â Sion said way too easily.
ââŚâŚâ
Ryner was at a loss for words. He stared at the mountains of paperwork surrounding him, and the even larger mountains surrounding Sion.
ââŚI suddenly understand why youâre so meanâŚâ
Anyoneâs personality would warp after working like this day in and day out.
Sion smiled meanly. âI guess that means youâll be getting meaner and meaner from here on out too.â
âI told you, Iâm gonna die before then.â
A bold smile rose to Sionâs face. âHeheheh. Iâm not going to let you die that easily. In my experience, as long as you power nap ever now and then, you wonât really feel like youâre going to die until you hit the six months markââ
âA-are you serious!? Y-y-y-youâre going to keep me from sleeping for six monthsâŚ?â
Sion had gone mad. He had to have. Sure, Ryner had thought that he was a workaholic before too, but this was just⌠insane.
âUuuh⌠Iâm gonna die,â Ryner said, shivering uncontrollably from fear. âYouâre gonna kill me hereâŚâ
Sion smiled happily. âCome on, Iâm joking. Youâd obviously die after six months without sleep.â
âY-yeah! I would!â
âYouâd be perfectly fine going ten days without sleep, thoughââ
âWait!! Which parts were jokes and which were serious!?â
âHm? Ahh⌠I was serious about taking a thirty minute power nap in four hours. Iâll get less efficient if I donât nap, so at about this point I rest for a little.â
For some reason, Sion looked like a god in that moment. And then he despaired that thought. This was what three days without sleep did to him. Seriously, what spell was Sion using on him right nowâŚ? Ryner spoke through his shivers. âY, youâre actually a demon inside, arenât you?â
âObviously. Youâre only just realizing that?â Sion asked.
âAh⌠Youâre not arguingâŚâ
âHeheh. Thereâs nothing I can do about you figuring out my true form. Now letâs get to work. Our six months without sleep awaits us~â
ââŚCan you stop saying that? It sounds less like a joke every timeâŚâ
Ryner was at his limit. He looked over at Sion, who was doing a pretty good impression of a demonâs face right now. He had bloodshot eyes and dark bags under his eyes from exhaustion. He seriously looked demonic.
Ryner sighed. âYouâre seriously gonna die if you keep working like this, you know.â
Sion stopped trying to look like a demon. But he still looked exhausted. âWill you be king if I die?â
âMm? Me?â
Ryner pictured it for a moment. Heâd be buried under paperwork like this day in and day out. His endless work would drive him mad. Heâd go without sleep every day, have bloodshot eyes, and walk around in a daze⌠He looked at Sion, who was currently the living picture of his imagination.
ââŚâŚâ
He wondered if the people who called him their absolutely flawless hero king had ever seen how he truly was. He was so overworked that he looked like he could just keel over dead, but he still felt like it wasnât enough and forced himself forward. Would he be able to prevent their country from being invaded and save their people? Would he be able to calm Rolandâs internal conflicts without sacrifices? Was he really leading their country down the right path?
It wasnât enough.
It would never ever ever be enough.
ââŚItâs impossible for me,â Ryner said. That was his honest impression. He wasnât capable of it.
Heâd been struggling just taking care of himself all this time, after all. He was the type of person who got so wrapped up in his own problems that he hurt others.
ââŚIâm way too lazy⌠so itâd be impossible for me to be kingâŚâ
ââŚThatâs why I think youâd be good at it,â Sion said.
âIâll try saying it another way then. Itâs way too much work. I donât wanna do it.â
âAhaha⌠yeah, itâs a lot of work. I kind of want to quit.â
âDo it, do it. Quit your job and take a nap every single day.â
Sion laughed. âNap daily, huh⌠that sounds like itâd be fun. I wonder if Iâll ever get to do that?â He wondered. His voice sounded very weak in that momentâŚ
Rynerâs voice caught in his throat. He looked down at the piles of paperwork covering his desk. It was all information on how the world was closing in on Roland. Lately one of their neighboring countries, Imperial Nelpha, had been acting suspiciously. A significant anti-Roland faction had appeared in their borders since Roland annexed Estabul, and they viewed Roland as a danger even though their two kings had pledged friendship⌠and soon that anti-Roland faction led a revolution and overtook the throne.
With the change in kings, their previous alliance had ceased to be altogether. Nelpha could invade any minute now while Roland didnât have the power to fight back.
Roland was still weak from fighting Estabul, and their two countries still werenât very well integrated. There was no guarantee that Estabulâs soldiers would follow Rolandâs orders. Honestly, they couldnât even be sure that Estabul wouldnât revolt again.
Fortunately, Nelpha appeared to be misunderstanding the situation and currently saw Roland as a great and powerful country. Should they realize that Roland was actually struggling⌠theyâd surely attack. They were attempting to prepare for it, but⌠Nelpha wasnât their only problem.
Their other neighboring country, the Runa Empire, was also acting oddly. And there was always the threat from the Gastark Empire to the far north, which was using Heroic Relics to expand rapidly. There were signs of countries all around strengthening their militaries in retaliation.
The world was changing. Ryner knew that. It was moving towards an age of war, one more chaotic than the world had ever seen before⌠and Sion was here in the midst of it, fighting all by himself.
Wasnât there a way to save his country, his people? Would he find it if he worked himself to exhaustion? Could he find a way to save the world with as few deaths as possible?
Wasnât there something he could do?
And yet⌠that line of thought left him like this, unable to spend his days nappingâŚ
ââŚItâll happen,â Ryner said. âSomeday youâll definitely get to nap. So wait for it.â
Sion smiled sincerely. âRight. Then Iâll⌠look forwardâŚâ
Heâd gotten too tired. His words faded and he fell asleep just as he was, sitting up at his desk.
âWhoa, hey, youâll cut into my sleep if you go napping first,â Ryner said.
But Sion didnât answer. He was fast asleep, the smile still plastered on his face.
Ryner watched him sleep for a few moments.
ââŚâŚâ
He couldnât help but hope that he had a good dream. Not one about politics or war. Just a normal, feel-good dream. Like⌠likeâŚ
âAugh, Iâm so sleep deprived that I canât thinkâŚâ
Ryner shuffled over to the door to leave. But then he heard Sionâs voice.
ââŚNo, that plan isnât⌠uuâŚâ
ââŚYou idiot,â Ryner mumbled and turned back around. âDonât work in your sleeeep!!â He yelled and kicked Sionâs chair over.
Naturally that woke Sion up. âHuh? What? Whatâs happening?â He looked up at Ryner. âH, huh? Was I⌠sleeping?â
âYeah.â
âAnd you of all people woke me up⌠how many hours was I out?â
âNot even five minutes.â
âHuh? Really?â Sion asked.
âYeah.â
Sion tilted his head, confused. âWhy did you wake me up?â
âBecause your face pisses me off.â
âIt does?â
âYeah! Uhh, anyway, letâs see⌠why donât you read some porn or something and get in a good mood and then go to sleep?â
âH, huh? P-porn? Why?â
âJust do it! Ugh, Iâm so sleep deprived that I canât talk right⌠Anyway, Iâm leaving!â Ryner said. âIâm gonna take three days to catch up on the sleep I missed and then come back. Donât look for me!â
âNo, wait⌠Seriously, why do you want me to read pornâŚ? And what are you so mad aboutâŚ?â
Ryner ignored him and opened the door. He was assaulted by a bright light on the other side. âWhoa⌠donât tell me itâs morning? I pulled four all nighters in a row? Iâm gonna die. Iâm seriously gonna die.â
With that, he shuffled away.
---
ââŚâŚâ
The sunâs rays were far too brilliant. Its light warmed all of Roland.
The world must be peaceful if such a calm and warm light could envelop it.
It was a complete, ideal world.
It was a perfect, ideal world.
Certainly, it brought to mind Ryner Luteâs report.
To a world where everyone smiles and itâs okay if all we do is nap.
ââŚHeh⌠hehehâŚâ
Wonderful. Truly wonderful.
A country where no one was hurt. A country where no one ever lost anything.
ââŚMany people have already died for itâŚÂ A country where no one ever loses anything⌠is nothing but a fairy tale,â Miran Froaude whispered as he watched Ryner Luteâs retreating back. He waited until Ryner was out of sight, then stood by the door. âDo you truly intend to let Ryner Lute live like this? Your Majesty.â
ââŚâŚâ
No answer. But he didnât mind. Whether Sion answered him or not was of no consequence. The result would be the same.
Froaude continued. âTruthfully⌠I had wanted Sergeant Luke Stokkart to kill him, butâŚâ
This time there was an answer. âSo that you could say that Ryner was killed on my orders?â
Exactly. It was a necessary action if they were to erase the nativity in Sionâs heart.
A country where no one was hurt. A country where no one ever lost anything. Now, wouldnât that be sweet? If they were going off ideals alone, then yes, thatâd be wonderful. It was a dreamlike, storybook country.
âAnd thanks to the effort of the great hero king, the country ceased to war, and everyone lived with a smile on their faceâŚâ
How comfortable that would be.
But reality. Reality wasâŚ
ââŚHumans and beings which must devour others to live,â Froaude said.
If one person smiled, another would cry. If one person was protected, another would be hurt. If one person lived⌠another would die. And if Roland were to continue to exist in this world, it meant that it had to destroy another country. They couldnât stay high on those sweet ideals⌠on the drug they called Ryner Lute for long.
ââŚYou must understand that by now, Your Majesty.â
That drug had other effects, too. Rynerâs effect on Sion would peak at the moment of his death. And at that very momentâŚÂ Sion Astal would become complete. He would become a king who could move forward even if he devoured darkness itself or another. He would no longer shun sacrifice, no longer question his ideals, and become a king capable of dominating the world itself.
If they could just kill Ryner Lute nowâŚ
ââŚâŚâ
No, it was already too late. Because Gastark had already begun to move.
At this rate, this countryâŚ
At that moment, Sionâs voice rang out from inside the room. âYouâre going to kill Ryner?â
âI am.â
âEven if I tell you not to?â
ââŚAfter Iâve killed him⌠I will accept my punishment.â
âAre you saying that you donât listen to my orders?â Sion asked.
ââŚI wish to exist as faithful to Your Majesty as possible.â
âThenââ
âAnd I believe that in the depths of your heart, you believe that killing Ryner Lute is what you ought to do,â Froaude interrupted.
And if that wasnât the truth, then it meant that Sion lacked the resolve needed to be king, and there was no value in following him.
Froaude watched the door⌠and waited for his orders.
âKill Ryner Lute.â
If His Majesty could just order him to do that, then he would show him that he could do it in an instant. There were countless reasons to kill him.
It was a grave sin for one who knew Rolandâs magic to leave Roland without permission. It wouldnât be odd to give him the death penalty. The fact that he was a âCursed Eye bearing monsterâ was also a reason for which he could be killed. They couldnât just leave someone prone to going berserk by the kingâs side.
âKill Ryner Lute.â
If heâd just say that, then this country could finally begin to move.
âKill Ryner Lute, then force the Runa Empire to surrender, then violate Imperial Nelpha. Then, with the entire Southern Continent unitedââ
ââŚI wonât kill Ryner Lute,â Sion said.
Froaude felt his face warp with his disappointment, to the point where he surprised himself. To think that heâd come to expect so much of the king.
ââŚYour Majesty⌠Your Majesty, what are you trying to sayââ
âCome in,â Sion interrupted.
ââŚâŚâ
Froaude didnât answer.
âDidnât you hear me?â Sion asked. âIâm telling you to enter the room,â he said, his tone stronger than before.
ââŚâŚâ
Froaude sighed softly, then opened the door.
The room was overflowing with paperwork. There had only been one desk before, but now there was also a second. It was probably put there for Ryner Luteâs sake.
For Ryner Luteâs sake.
ââŚâŚâ
He was fed up with it. So this was how blind his king wasâŚ
Froaude raised his head to look at Sion, who stood against a wall. He tapped his head lightly against the wall again and again, countless times. Froaude watched him for some time, then spoke.
âI have entered the room, just as you ordered.â
Sion hit his head against the wall one more time before stopping. âI will not kill Ryner Lute. Iâve already decided. Itâs not something you can change.â
ââŚButââ
âShut up.â
âI will not. At this rateââ
âShut up, you worm. Youâll prove your incompetence if you keep jabbering.â
ââŚâŚâ
Now Froaude was quiet. The fact that Sion had told him to shut up didnât bother him. It was because Sionâs remark just now made him uneasy.
A small smile rose to Sionâs face. âKh⌠hahaha⌠what do you mean, âkill Ryner Luteâ⌠even though you donât understand a thing. Even though youâre blind to the facts⌠you still somehow believe that the world could move on your own shallow plan, donât you?â
Sion turned to face him.
Froaude was frozen in place.
Willful eyes bore into him.
ââŚâŚâ
He shivered. His whole body shivered. This wasâŚ
The man before his eyes cut into Froaudeâs thoughts. He rose his hand high and spoke. âFine. Light. And darkness. Iâll show you the truth. The truth of the world⌠and the true form of our enemy.â
He held his hand out to Froaude.
Froaude couldnât move. He could only shiver. But it wasnât from fear. It was from pleasure. At the sight of what had appeared before him.
ââŚâŚâ
---
He was horribly tired.
ââŚUuuhâŚâ
But he had so much to do.
âAugh⌠Iâm gonna shrivel up,â Ryner, lit by the morning sun, mumbled with a voice on the brink of death. He was currently battling exhaustion as he walked through Reyludeâs castle town. He didnât have any energy at all even though it was early morning. Everyone else was still asleep.
ââŚBut I didnât get any sleep at all!â
He felt more exhausted the more he complained. He was seriously at his limit. He felt like he could just lay down and sleep here⌠but he didnât. He had to get as far away from the castle as possible. Then he had to find somewhere that Sion and Ferris didnât know about to stay.
ââŚI canât let them abuse me like thisâŚâ
Theyâd bring him the final inch closer to death. Theyâd make him return to those days of pulling all nighters one after another with Sion, that pervert who got off on working, where Ferris hit him from behind the second he reached his limit and began to doze off.
ââŚAnd then, after she gets bored for the day that traitorous bastard Ferris says sheâs gonna go home and eat dango and sleep!â
Honestly, he didnât really have the free time to be yelling about that now. He had tons of things he had to do instead.
For example, he had to get Arua to do an experiment with him to find all the differences between their powers. To do that he had to open his eyes up all the way and get his Alpha Stigma to activate. But he was too tired to do that now.
âAww, I canât do it⌠I canât get motivated when Iâm this tired⌠Iâm so exhausted that I feel like Iâm gonna barf⌠but I havenât eaten either so I donât have anything to throw upâŚâ
He was tattered and battered, just barely shuffling along. He could collapse at any moment. Even so, he forced himself to walk with his last remaining strength as he thought about where to start.
Setting the experiment with Arua aside⌠he was also interested in searching that malicious dojo in Ferrisâ house. He also had to look into what Lucile meant by âcursed bloodââŚ
ââŚThat could be pretty fast if Lucile would tell me himselfâŚâ
Ryner recalled Lucileâs face. He was absurdly handsome, just like Ferris was. Heâd smiled coldly and strangled Ryner as he spoke to him.
âWhat kind of impossible dreams do you ugly monsters have?â
And like, talking to a guy whoâd say things like that was kind ofâŚ
ââŚUmm, okay⌠so how about I leave Lucile for later,â Ryner said, his exhaustion easily reaching his voice. He crossed his arms. âAnd then, uhh. I also have to look into the other Cursed Eye bearersâ behavior⌠â But that sounded like a pain, too.
Ryner looked up to the sky on his right. Tiir had said that far to the north of here, in the Central Continent, a great number of Cursed Eyes had gathered. And even farther north than that was Gastark, which was always growing south. Basically, the Cursed Eyes were closer to Gastark, which hunted them, than Roland was.
So there were a few things that had to happen. First, Roland needed to become the kind of place that accepted Cursed Eyes. Then they had to search for the Cursed Eyes who were hiding in the Central Continent, and then they needed to make room for them in Roland and auuughhh just thinking about it was impossible, much less doing it!
âFirst of all, theyâll get offended if I call them Cursed Eyes! Second of all, the sun is way too bright! And Iâm tired! But Iâm also hungry! I feel like Iâm gonna throw up! Iâm literally gonna start crying!â
He felt so horrible that he didnât want to do anything at all. Maybe he should run away from home againâŚ
ââŚFerris would definitely kill me this time if I didâŚâ
He thought of Ferrisâ face after she followed him all the way to Nelpha. She hadnât looked angry. Honestly, sheâd been more anxious than anything.
ââŚI donât want to see her make that face ever again⌠huh? Wait, am I gonna live the rest of my life with those two pushing me around? Uwah⌠seriously? Yâknow, Iâd rather just die now.â
Nothing good had happened since he returned to Roland.
âI mean, Iâm super elite when you rank it in terms of âpeople who most hate effort and determination,â right? You canât make a guy like meâŚâ
His head was starting to hurt. He clutched it with his hands.
âThe fuck am I supposed to do my best at when Iâm this tired,â Ryner muttered, exhausted. He idly wondered where his life went to hell as he walked.
Was it when he first met Sion? Maybe it was when he first met Ferris. Or maybe before then⌠maybe it was when his master, Jereme, first started training him? Maybe none of this would have ever happened if heâd left the country with Peria and Pia back then. Or maybe it was because he took Tiirâs hand and left Roland, then met Lafra. Maybe things would have been better if heâd continued to avert his eyes from the world, full of his own despair but refusing to look at the despair of the whole worldâŚ
But Ryner had looked at it. At the despair-filled path where Sion smiled and where Ferris waited for him. They reached their hands out to him⌠and he wanted to take them. He knew that he wouldnât be able to run away anymore if he did. But he didnât want Ferris to make that face anymore. It almost felt like someone needed himâŚ
ââŚThis is getting to be a real pain.â
Ryner sighed⌠and looked up. The castle townâs exit was just up ahead. But it didnât look like he was going to get to leave. Not because it was under construction or anything, butâŚ
âIâm seriously tired of exerting effort, okay?â Ryner said.
A man wearing the exact same armor as Ryner was standing in his path. It was a special outfit with white armor and robe. Only the strongest corps in Rolandâs army, the Magical Knights, were permitted to wear it. Sion had given it to him and he was only using it because it was easy to use, thoughâŚ
The man in front of him - actually, they used a black mask to hide their identity so for all he knew it was a woman, but anyway, Ryner spoke to the person in front of him.
âSo, great Magical Knight of Roland, is there anything I can do for you?â
ââŚâŚâ
The Magical Knight didnât reply.
Ryner shrugged. âGuess weâre not talking then. Iâm getting some serious murder vibes from you, too, so I assume you came to kill me?â
No answer again.
Ryner smiled bitterly. âSo, umm⌠do Magical Knights have a new rule where they canât talk to strangers or something?â
ââŚâŚâ
Yep, no answer. The Magical Knight was filled with a killing intent strong enough to paralyze anyone who hadnât been trained to deal with it. Ryner moved his eyes to survey his surroundings. He verified that there wasnât an ambush waiting for him. This wasnât the place for that kind of tactic anyway - it was a wide and level street made for pedestrian travel. Not for hiding.
Apparently this guy planned to attack Ryner alone.
ââŚYou really think you can take me alone?â
ââŚâŚâ
Silence again. Might as well give up on the questions if his opponent wasnât in the mood to talk.
Still, it wasnât like he didnât know anything about the situation. He knew that whoever had sent this Magical Knight didnât know very much about him. Because if they did, they would have known that one Magical Knight wasnât enough.
âAt the very least⌠it means that Sion isnât the one who sent you,â Ryner whispered. He felt himself relax. But if it wasnât Sion, then who?
Wait, come to think of it, hadnât Sion disbanded the Magical Knights around when he became king? Ryner could have sworn that he heard something like that.
âMmgh?â
Didnât that mean this guy wasnât a Magical Knight?
Ryner took a good look at the Magical Knight or whoever they were.
âWhat are you?â He asked.
They finally responded in a hoarse voice, so high pitched that it grated on his ears. âRy-ner Lu-te.â
âHuh? Thatâs my name, yeah.â
ââŚRy-ner Lu-teâŚ
âUmm, yeah, thatâs my name. I asked who you wereââ
They grabbed their head and talked over him. âGy, a, a, a, hu⌠k-k-kill, ki-ki⌠aaahh hyaaa yaaaaiiiiii!!â They yelled, distressed, and their body began to break, limbs cracking and turning in ways they werenât meant to go⌠and then they rushed forward.
In the next moment, their hand was reaching for Rynerâs neck.
âUogh!â
Ryner tried to dodge. But he couldnât. The Magical Knight was far faster than heâd expected. The hand thatâd reached out for him grabbed him by the jaw and pushed him to the ground.
âGgh⌠Shit, I let my guard downâŚâ
Ryner tried to stand, but his brain was fried. His body wasnât working like he wanted it to.
âF, fuck.â
His stomach was gurgling. He frantically pushed the urge to throw up down and tried to stand again. But a lightning fast fist came for his head.
âThis sucks.â
He thought heâd be able to make it, but he didnât. He couldnât dodge, and he was sure heâd die if it hit.
âAuugh, just do it!â Ryner shouted. He stepped up⌠and the fist didnât hit his head. It hit his chest.
ââŚGahaghâŚâ
His body heaved as the wind was knocked out of him. The hit had definitely broken some bones. He began to fall backwards from the force, but his enemy wasnât done yet. Their hand straightened out and came for him like a sword. This time he was definitely gonna die.
But Rynerâs nerves chose then to wake up. He steadied his body as the feeling returned to his limbs. It was like his body was moving completely irregardless of Rynerâs will. It was the training that Jereme Crysler had drilled into him forcing him into action. His body twisted in the air, allowing him to stand upright. He didnât dodge the hit entirely, though. It still cuffed his shoulder.
Ryner grabbed his opponentâs neck with both hands, forced them back down to the ground, and squeezed hard.
But then he came back to his senses.
âShitâŚâ
At this rate, heâd kill⌠augh, he couldnât stop now⌠His opponent was raising their hands up to try to twist Rynerâs neck, too, andâŚ
The horrible sound of bones cracking rang out below him.
ââŚHuh?â
And then⌠his opponentâs neck jerked until it was back in place.
âHuh!? Why? I broke your neckâŚâ
They ignored Rynerâs surprise and sent a hand right back at him.
âW, waiiiitt!!â Ryner yelled. Breaking their neck was out, so Ryner went for grappling instead. He grabbed his opponent by the head and threw them as far as he could. The impact broke their mask, exposing their face.
âWh, what the hell,â Ryner said.
It wasnât human. It had rotting, festering skin and sunken eyes dark eyes that rattled about in its head. Its mouth had huge, beast-like fangs.
It was a monster. A monster like one heard about in legends.
âY, youâreâŚâ
But what was it? Why was it wearing a Magical Knightâs uniform? Why was it attacking Ryner?
It didnât look like it was going to give him the time to think about that stuff.
Despite appearances, the monster moved with great dexterity. It quickly drew a magic circle in the air.
âWhoa, whoa, now youâre casing magic?â
Ryner immediately started drawing in the air, too. He knew what it was going to cast the second it started even without using his Alpha Stigma. He could tell by where its hands had started and the direction it first began to draw light.
âIâll just cancel itâŚâ
Ryner finished his spell. He was both faster and more accurate when drawing his magic circle, compared to the monster.
âYouâre too late,â Ryner said. âI knew you wouldnât be able to beat meââ
âYouâre the one whoâs late, Ryner,â someone suddenly said from behind him. He hadnât even sensed that someone was there⌠there wasnât even anywhere to hide. To top it off, it was a voice that he recognized.
He recognized it⌠he really did⌠but who was it? He couldnât recall. All he knew was that he knew it. He could tell by how his heart clenched up.
He knew that voice. But he couldnât remember where he knew it from.
He just had the sensation that he was forgetting something horribly dear to him⌠but⌠what was it? WhatâŚ
âWho are youâŚ?â Ryner asked. He almost turned to look, but he stopped when he heard something in his chest. He looked down.
Something strange had happened. There was a knife there in the left side of his chest.
âAhâŚâ
That was all he could say.
Blood spurted from his chest. It was clearly a fatal wound.
ââŚAh.â
He couldnât speak. Blood. Was spurting. From his chest. Even though he finally⌠finallyâŚ
Then he⌠was gonna die here.
He hated that. To think heâd die here of all places.
ââŚâŚâ
He lost the ability to think. His consciousness began to fade, and his body rapidly lost its strength. He fell to his knees, unable to support himself.
All he could feel was a terrifying cold⌠and loneliness.
And then⌠Rynerâs life faded.
---
The man slowly ran a hand through Rynerâs dark hair. He pet it slowly, slowly, as if it was something dearly nostalgic to him.
âWelcome home,â the man said with a tired voice. A kind smile rose to his lips. âRyner.â