Ryner was at a loss for words as he stared up at the gate in front of him.
It was the gate to Ferrisâ house⊠the Eris gate. And it was absolutely massive.
ââŠWell, itâs a nobleâs house so of course itâd be big⊠but seeing it really makes it sink in. Sheâs super richâŠâ
Despite his light-hearted comments, he couldnât relax seeing something so big.
Nothing was wrong. It was just a simple, plain gate made of metal and wood. It was actually pretty plain compared to that of other noblesâ.
But it just had this air about it.
ââŠItâs like a haunted mansionâŠâ
That feeling may have been in part due to the stories people told him when he asked for directions, but still.
The Eris family.
They were a distinguished family tasked with guarding the king of the Roland Empire for generations and generations. They worked in mystery, preferring to stay backstage rather than enter the spotlight.
To be blunt, Ryner didnât really know anything about the family until he met Ferris. But apparently they were pretty infamous among the nobility for their strength.
Ryner thought of Ferris and smiled wryly. âAinât that the truth.â
Anyone would say so after seeing her fight. Even Ryner, who had been called the strongest mage in all of Roland at one point, was completely overwhelmed by her power. And she couldnât even use magic. She could outspeed Ryner when he was magically accelerated without using any magic of her own.
Her strength passed the limits of common sense.
Howâd she even get that strongâŠ? He doubted anyone knew.
And that was how the Eris family reached legendary status.
They were the strongest family, one that no one else could keep up with.
âHow stupid,â Ryner spat, his eyes sad.
Because he could imagine how Ferris became that strong.
He knew how people became strong. It was done by throwing everything else away. By saying that they didnât need what wouldnât make them strong.
That meant throwing away their joy. Their sadness. Their anger. Their pain.
ââŠâŠâ
Their dreams. Their futures. Their hopes.
And then they called that absolute strength. They had to throw everything else away to gain the title of the strongest.
That was most likely the kind of place this was.
Ryner looked up at the simple gate. âSooo⊠how do I get in? Do I just knock and say Iâm coming in? Probably not, right? Ugh, Iâve never been invited to a nobleâs house before. Iâve got no idea how this works. Anyway, Iâm goinâ homeââ
The door opened all on its own.
âHuh?â
Rynerâs eyebrows shot up in disbelief.
The path past the gate continued onto a building that looked like a dojo, and it was flanked either side by neat and orderly gardens.
It was normal.
A bit plain for a nobleâs mansion, but normal. There was nothing particularly special about any of it.
Ryner grimaced. âStill, the door opening up all on its own⊠yâknow, I think I better just go homeâŠâ
âI have been awaiting you, Sir Ryner Lute,â a voice said from within.
When Ryner looked over to where the voice came from, he saw an old man with striking posture and a neat suit.
ââŠWhoâre you?â Ryner asked.
The old man held himself formally as he replied. âI am a butler in the service of the Eris family.â
âA butler⊠a butler, huh?â Ryner said. He looked pretty tired all of a sudden. âSo butlers hide their presence when they approach guests nowadays? Youâve been hiding it since before opening the gate, too, right? Thatâs a pretty bad habit.â
The butler bowed. âMy, my⊠it appears that I have committed a horribly rude deed. You are the first who has noticed that I was hiding my presence. I should expect no less from Lady Ferrisâ acquaintanceâŠâ
âHmm. So?â
âI will accompany you inside the property,â the butler said.
âInside? But I already said I was gonna go home.â
âHm? Home, you say? Despite having come all the way here?â
âWell⊠Iâm glad I got to see it, but I suddenly feel like this is all a massive pain, so⊠I mean, the atmosphere hereâs horrible. Like, that dojo is giving me a reaaaally bad feeling⊠and like, this place is haunted, right?â
âIt is not haunted, but⊠I cannot allow you to simply leave now. My master would reprimand me.â
âThatâs none of my business,â Ryner said, and turned back around without hesitation. But then he stopped. âOh, right. I got a question for you, Old Man.â
âO, old⊠er, yes. What is it?â
âWell, you just said âmaster,â right? Dâyou mean Ferrisâ parents?â
âI refer to the current head of the family, my Lord Lucile⊠he is Lady Ferrisâ older brother.â
âAnd their parents?â
âIt is unfortunate, butâŠâ
So they were dead.
âI seeeee.â Ryner nodded a few times in understanding. Then he looked around again, his eyes settling on the dojo for a moment before looking back at the butler with tired, half-lidded eyes. âSo Ferris was freed then, right?â
The butlerâs expression had remained unchanged until the instant Ryner said those words.
Ryner continued. âYou guys hurt her a lot, didnât you? I can tell just by looking at her. But even so⊠even so, her feelings arenât dead yet. I saw countless people whoâd gone mad from their training in Rolandâs military, but I think Ferris will be okay. Just barely, though⊠So? How old was she when it stopped?â
ââŠâŠâ
The butler didnât answer.
âTell me. How old was she when it stopped?â Ryner asked, composed. No expression reached his voice.
ââŠIs that reason for you to be angry? Is it also, by chance, the reason why you do not wish to enter?â
Ryner shrugged. He was quiet for a moment before responding. âNah. I already said why. Itâs a pain so Iâm gonna go home. See, I got pretty tired coming here, and I get in a bad mood when Iâm tired⊠so Iâm gonna go home for today. Tell Ferris, Iris, and Arua and everyone that I said hi.â
Ryner turned to leave again.
But a few steps outâŠ
âFourteen years old.â
Ryner stopped in his tracks.
ââŠLady Ferris was fourteen years old when the previous head passed away.â
Fourteen.
Ryner looked up at the sky and sighed. âThatâs a really long timeâŠâ
He said so emotionlessly.
That sort of thing was common.
The degree might vary, but in general it was common in Roland.
In this crazed world⊠anyone could say it happened. Theyâd laugh. They could say it and laugh despite having given up.
But Ferris couldnât laugh. She didnât know how.
That was considered a success story.
ââŠHaha. Geez. All I can do is laughâŠâ
But his voice was strained with pain as he did.
âYes⊠yes, that is true,â the butler said. âThe fact that there are people such as you and Lord Astal by Lady Ferrisâ side now is my only salvation.â
ââŠâŠâ
Ryner turned his tired expression to the butler. âSo you were saved too, huhâŠâ
The butler laughed. âTruly⊠so please, save Lady Ferris. Now then⊠Lady Ferris is awaiting your arrival inside. Lady Iris, too, and Lord Arua and Lady Kuku are here in an annex⊠Everyone is eagerly awaiting your arrival.â
And then he suddenly heard a voice from behind the butler.
The cute voice of a young girl. âGrandad, thatâs dangerous! Donât get too close to the beast! My sister told me! She said that the beast, right? The beast will make you pregnant if he touches you, even if itâs only barely!â
A girl of nine or ten appeared from inside the gate. She was as pointlessly loud as everâŠ
She was a pretty girl with golden-blonde hair, and she wore a frilly dress. She was Ferrisâ younger sister, Iris Eris. They looked extremely similar, but their faces were different. Because Irisâ expressions changed often, just like any other kidâs would.
Ryner grimaced at Mini Ferris. âUgh, I said it was a pain so I was gonna leave and yet⊠umm, actually Iâm still leaving, so itâd be great if you closed the gate.â
The butler just smiled. âWelcome, Sir Ryner Lute.â
âDonât just welcome meeeeee!!â
Ryner tried to escape, but this timeâŠ
âAh! Professor Ryner!! Youâre back!â A boy of about six years old appeared beside Iris. He was an Alpha Stigma bearer who Ryner had taught magic before, Arua. His eyes shone. âIâm so happy you came back to us, Professor! I, Iâve been waiting for you this whole time! I learned lots of new spells⊠come see them!â
âAlrighty!â Iris said. âLetâs catch the beast before he causes anyone problems by running off!! Arua, you take the left side! Iâll take the right~!â
âYes, Big Sis!â
Another kid appeared - Aruaâs girlfriend, Kuku. âGood luck, you two!â
âGood luck with what!? And whatâs up with this? Is this a house or a kindergarten?â
Ryner tried to run with all his strength.
But then he heard the sound of metal sliding, something he was very familiar with by now.
âGeh!?â
Ryner turned around, but it was already too late.
Ferris was behind him, a dango wrapper in one hand and her sword in the other. âWhat are you doing making trouble on my doorstep?â
She whacked Ryner on the head with the blunt side of her sword - wham!
âGyah!?â
It was the same ending as always.
Ryner twitched on the ground. He glared up at the butler, a grudge growing in his eyes. âDidnât you say Ferris was waiting inside?â
The butler ignored him completely, instead bowing to Ferris. âWelcome home, Lady Ferris. Were you able to find good dango today?â
Ferris nodded enthusiastically. âMm. I found some pretty good ones today. You get some too, Croseli.â
âOoh. I do look forward to it.â
âMm. Now, Iris, Arua, Kuku. Itâs time for our dango party.â
ââYay!ââ
With that, Ferris entered the gate. The butler, Croseli, followed.
And then⊠Ryner watched from the ground as the gate closed in front of him.
It was like no one had ever said âI cannot allow you to simply leave now,â or âI, Iâve been waiting for you this whole time,â as no one even spared him a second glanceâŠ
ââŠSeriously?â
He suddenly felt ready to cry at the pointlessness of it allâŠ
But then the gate opened just a little. Ferris poked her head out, a mean smile on her face. âHeheh.â
ââŠâŠâ
Then Iris, Arua, and Kuku all poked their heads out, too, everyone cackling together.
ââŠâŠâ
The butlerâs head came last. âWe have been awaiting your arrival, Sir Ryner Lute. Welcome to the Eris home,â he said happily.
ââŠâŠâ
Strangely enough, Ryner already hated it.
---
That sort of thing was common.
The degree might vary, but in general it was common in Roland.
Thatâs what Ryner had thought.
ButâŠ
---
He passed the gate.
Apparently the dango party was going to be held in a garden on the other side of the dojo.
So they entered the dojo. It was a spacey and dark place. A bland place with nothing in it at all.
Just eerie silenceâŠ
Except for the merry voices of the kids.
âUgh, geez, be quietâŠâ
Even with the kidsâ voices⊠there was still an eerie sense of nothingness⊠that felt like it was going to swallow him up.
âWhatâs up with this place?â Ryner muttered. His eyebrows scrunched up. It was really just⊠too quiet. It was like the wide space swallowed all sound and all emotion⊠like even the kidsâ voices echoing through were just an illusion.
Why did he feel like that?
Ryner looked around. It didnât look like there was any soundproofing magic here, but⊠he couldnât help but tense his whole body.
He opened his eyes up. A shining scarlet symbol appeared in the middle - proof of the curse in his eyes. They were a brand to tell others that they would cause calamity, that they should be feared and loathed by all. They were shining red pentagrams in either eye, something called the Alpha Stigma.
They let him see and understand all the magic in the world with a glance, answering any questions he had regarding a spellâs composition, organization, how to use it, and how strong it wasâŠ
He looked around the dojo.
Into the darkness. Into the stillness.
ââŠâŠâ
But⊠it was a special stillness.
Because there was nothing there.
Nothing.
Absolute nothingness stretched on before him.
Rynerâs eyes widened. So much that it hurt.
âAhâŠâ
He couldnât do anything but whimper. His whole body was wrecked with a shiver. Absolute nothingness squeezed his heart. It was like the whole world was being painted over with black.
To think that such a thing was possibleâŠ
He was going mad. He really felt like he was going mad.
That was how empty it was.
The darkness swallowed his sight. It swallowed his heart.
He couldnât see anything past nothingness.
He fell further into it, deeper into profound darknessâŠ.
âAh, ahhh, aaahhhhhh!â
Ryner ran. He couldnât be here any longer.
He was scared. So scared.
What was with this place�
He ran and ran until the darkness lifted and nothingness turned into something.
AndâŠ
---
Yes.
That sort of thing was common.
Thatâs what Ryner had thought.
The degree might vary, but in general it was common in Roland.
ââŠThat sort of thing⊠is common?â Ryner mumbled between heaves for air.
Heâd run all the way out of the dojo. He was finally out of that darkness, but his heart still felt like it was going to jump out of his chest.
What the hell was that?
Just whatâŠ
Ferris entered his view. âWhatâs gotten into you, Ryner?â
Arua, Kuku, and Iris followed, all looking at him with uneasy faces⊠like they were afraid of something.
âHuh? Oh, umâŠâ
Ryner pressed a hand to his stomach.
âI just, uh, Iâm really hungry, see. I want to eat as soon as I can.â
âWhaaat?â Arua said. âProfessor, you start running when youâre hungry?â
Kuku laughed. âYou glutton.â
âOh!â Iris said. âUm, gluttons, right? They blow up like balloons and then fly away, you know? My sister told me. Right?â
Ferris pet Irisâ head, satisfied. âMm. You really know your stuff. Remarkable.â
âYay! You praised me!â
Arua and Kuku watched, then started gossiping right then and there. âIris likes her sister a little too much, doesnât she?â
âTrue, she does.â
And then preparations for the dango party commenced.
But Ryer didnât move. It was like he was stuck in placeâŠ
His whole body was covered in sweat. He was so afraid that he was shivering even now.
He activated his Alpha Stigma once more⊠and turned back to the dojo⊠no, to the darkness.
Then he looked back to where Arua was busy with dango party preparations.
âHey, Arua. Câmere.â
âHm? What do you need?â
âI need you to come have a man-to-man with me for a minute.â He knew that this was going to lead to more slander from Ferris, Iris, and Kuku, but he didnât care about that right now. âCan you do me a favor?â
âSure.â
âCan you look at that dojo with your Alpha Stigma?â
âThe dojo? Sure, but why?â
âJust do it.â
âIs this part of my training?â
âUh, yeah, totally. Anyway, have a look at it. If itâs hard then close your eyes as soon as you can. Okay?â
Arua looked at him, surprised. âOh, um, s-sorry. I already looked at it while you were explaining.â
âHuh!? You already looked?â
âYes,â Arua said. True to his words, there was a crimson pentagram in his eyes, the same as the one in Rynerâs.
And yet.
âSo what do you want me to do now?â Arua asked.
He was calm as could be, as if he hadnât seen the darkness at allâŠ
âBut thatâs ridiculous,â Ryner said. âYou really donât see anything?â
âI mean⊠I see the dojo?â
âAnything else?â
âUmmâŠâ
Arua looked at the dojo carefully. âUmm⊠thereâs a rock by the doorâŠâ
âOkay, thatâs enough. I get it,â Ryner said. He crossed his arms. It didnât seem like Arua saw what he saw. But if his Alpha Stigma wasnât what made him see that, then what was?
Or maybe their Alpha Stigmas just didnât see the same things or something.
Come to think of it, those spies from Gastark, Sui and Kuu, had said something that Rynerâs Alpha Stigma wasnât normal⊠so maybe this was a part of that?
What was going on�
âUh, um⊠Professor, did I do okay? Or did I failâŠ?â Arua asked, worried.
âHuh?â
Arua looked like he was about to cryâŠ
âNo, not at all,â Ryner said, flustered. âYou passed! Amazing, Arua, you were amazing.â
It didnât look like that helped much. âBut you looked so seriousâŠâ
âTh-thatâs because youâve grown so much since weâve been apart! Iâm gonna have to think up new ways to train you since youâre so much higher-level than I expected. Thatâs what I was worrying about.â
âR, really!?â Arua asked, his eyes bright and sparkling.
âYep. The truth and nothing but it,â Ryner said. Then he sighed. He watched Arua dash back off to where they were preparing for the dango party⊠then turned to find the butler. âHey, Old Man. Can I ask you something?â
âYes, of course. What is it, Sir Ryner Lute?â
Ryner pointed to the dojo. âSo⊠what exactly is in that dojo?â
âLord Lucileâs room.â
âHmm.â
Ryner looked at the dojo with his Alpha Stigma again. The same nothingness was there, spreading out before him. But he was prepared for it this time. The fear in his heart had calmed quite a bit.
So he looked back into the deep darkness. âI see. Ferrisâ older brotherâs room, huh? Iâm kinda curious about him. Mind if I go say hi?â
âI cannot grant that wish,â the butler said, apologetic. âI was instructed to not let anyone into the depths of that dojo, not even Lady Ferris or Lady Iris. For generations the only one allowed to enter is the head of the Eris familyâŠâ
âOh, so itâs like tradition.â
The butler nodded.
ââŠThatâs a shame,â Ryner said. He shrugged. But his eyes alone slid back to the dojo, to the nothingness.
It sounded like the preparations for the dango party were complete. But he couldnât tear his eyes away from the dojo. From its nothingness.
He just stared and stared, trying to understand the true nature of that nothingnessâŠ
---
That was the beginning.
There was no foreshadowing. It was sudden as could be, like a gear malfunctioned and ran the whole machine off track.
No⊠everyone already knew that the world had gone mad. By this point, all they could do was laugh. Self-deprecating as it was, it was still laughter.
It wasnât like the world was going to end, after all.
It might be tough, but the world wasnât ending or anything.
But⊠was that really true?
Everyone chose their own paths.
But⊠was that really true?
Time continued to move no matter how much was lost.
But⊠was that really true?
Familiar, nostalgic days quickly became a thing of the past. Even if one wasnât able to convince themself that the new was better than the old⊠time just kept moving. It pushed everyoneâs backs, forcing them forward, forward, forward, so that they could meet the futureâŠ
So that they could fulfill their ambitions.
So that they could stand in place.
So that they could turn back and look at the past.
So that they could nap�
Were all the paths forward really mad�
---
Anyway, something was happening.
âBut what does that meanâŠ?â First Lieutenant Milk Callaud asked, her big eyes narrowing in a way that was very unlike her. Despite being only sixteen, she was part of the Roland Empireâs effort to keep their magic secret from other countries via apprehending or even killing deserters from Rolandâs army who were able to use their countryâs magic. She was the captain of her team of Taboo Hunters, but she didnât look the part - she was more girl than woman, after all.
She had a babyface and flaxen hair pulled up in a ponytail, and her petite body was standing at attention. Her big eyes were squinting just so as she mulled something over seriously.
âAhh, Chief Milk is a good kid again today,â Sergeant Luke Stokkart said to himself. He was supposed to be Milkâs second-in-command, but he spoke of her lovingly, like a grandpa fondly watching his grandchild. He might have white hair, but he was really only twenty-five years old. He was a sharp man whoâd played a major part in the revolution alongside Sion and Claugh, and yet⊠in front of MilkâŠ
âI have to give her some candy laterâŠâ
Their surprierior, Major Rahel Miller, scrunched his stern face up with distaste. âCandyâŠâ
Sigh.
They were currently in the Taboo Huntersâ Headquarters in Roland. It was an intimidating building with plain black walls.
Milk and her team had gone from the Runa Empire to the Iyet Republic on a search for a Taboo Breaker, and now they were back in Roland for the first time in a long time to give report.
ââŠSo, Lieutenant Callaud,â Miller started. âWhat on earth are you making that face for?â
ââŠâŠâ
Milk didnât answer. She just continued to stare up at the ceiling, lost in thought.
âO-oh, Chief. You must be tired since weâve only just returned home⊠but if weâre talking about funny faces, yours is no match for MillerâsâŠâ
Miller glared at Luke, who just shrugged.
Then Miller sighed again. He looked back to Milk, but she was still staring at the ceiling, her expression completely unchangedâŠ
But then she suddenly came back. âAh! Major Miller! Lieutenant Callaud, reporting for duty!â She said, just as energetic as always.
Luke looked a bit flustered, but Miller just sighed again. âFine. Whatever. Start from the beginning then. What information do you have for me?â
But as soon as he started to talk, Milk went back to staring absentmindedly at the ceilingâŠ
âJust go home!!â Miller yelled. But it wasnât very effective. Milk was still lost in thought, like she was trying to solve some puzzle deep inside her heartâŠ
âMy promise from so long ago⊠Rolandâs⊠Taboo BreakersâŠâ
Miller looked over to Luke. âWhatâs she going on about?â
ââŠItâs about this morning,â Luke said, a bit troubled. âWe received information that the Taboo Breaker Ryner Lute returned to RolandâŠâ
Millerâs eyes narrowed. He stared at Milk for quite some time before speaking. âAnyway, Luke. Take her home. Sheâs too tired for this.â
âOh, s-sorry,â Milk said.
âHm? Are you back?â
âEr⊠Yes, sir. I do apologize. Iâve gotten my thoughts in order. Iâm fine now.â
Millerâs face got even sterner. âYour thoughts? Care to elaborate?â
âThoughts relating to my mission,â Milk said without hesitation.
âMissionâŠ? I believe your mission - your duty - is to accept your assignments from me and apprehend Taboo Breakers?â
âYes, sir.â
âSo why exactly did you need to think that hard about it?â
Her reply was, once again, immediate. âIt was about my other mission!â
She was too honest. To the point where she could be jailed for it.
Miller couldnât help but laugh, but he soon forced his face back into a grimace. âHm. I didnât assign you any other missions. I wouldnât say youâre in the best situation right now, either⊠Youâre letting yourself trip over obstacles between you and your duty. Youâll put your life as well as those of your subordinates at risk acting like that.â
She reacted to that. To the idea of putting her friends in danger. She looked ready to cry at the thought alone. âI-Iâm sorry,â she said and bowed.
It was fine as long as she understood that. She was perfectly free to worry about whatever else she wanted in addition to her work as long as she kept that in mind. And things would be fine as long as she valued her team.
Miller thought of the Taboo Hunters as family. Luke, Lach, Lear, Moe⊠even Milk. The country would be fine as long as they were the ones who were helping run it. That was true even up the line, all the way to Sion and Claugh.
People like Miller and Luke were the base they stood on. They couldnât let it crumble.
ââŠWhereâs this country headed?â
It was sudden.
Milk suddenly asked that, her eyes staring right at him.
Miller smiled wryly. She really was an interesting kid.
Where was Roland headed? Was that really what sheâd been worrying so seriously about? Sheâd only just returned, and she was already examining the country so seriouslyâŠ
Where was Roland headed? It was honestly caring to the point that Miller was enviousâŠ
Miller had to actively try to repress the urge to smile as he responded. âI wonder. Iâm not the one who decides, after all.â
Milk tilted her head. âThen who does?â She asked, just as simple and honest as ever.
He kind of felt like he was teaching a preschooler here. Miller turned to Luke for help. But Luke just watched Milk fondly⊠like his face was saying, âMilk sure is cute, isnât she? Fall captive to her charms, Miller!â
Miller glared, but his glare was completely unable to penetrate Lukeâs satisfied smile⊠he was just as much of a bastard as always.
Meanwhile, Milk was watching him with sparkling eyes. It couldnât be helped. He had to respond. But he didnât bother with a kind tone or anything. âI donât really know the answer to that either. Itâs a tough question. But I do think that time is what makes the path countries follow.â
âTime?â
âYeah. Time. The era shapes the desires of the people, of the nobility, and of the world⊠and then the one that those desires chooseâŠâ
âThey become king⊠right?â Milk finished.
âThatâs right,â Miller said with a nod. Good, she understood without him needing to finish.
She was a bright kid. Sheâd never have become chief of a Taboo Hunter team at that age otherwise, of course, and Luke would have never followed her if she werenât capable.
âThings will go well as long as the king that the world wished for is a good one,â Milk continued.
âYou could say that.â
âThings will go well as long as the âhero king,â Lord Sion Astal, leads our country.â
âThatâs what I think,â Miller said.
Milk nodded. âAll of our people think so.â
âHeâs⊠His Majestyâs the first benevolent ruler that this country has had since its founding, after allâŠâ
Milkâs face twisted in sadness, to the point where tears nearly fellâŠ
âWhyâre you making that face?â
ââŠBecause I feel bad for His MajestyâŠâ
Miller was at a loss for words.
ââŠEveryoneâs been waiting for him; heâs a great king⊠a hero king whoâs never ever wrong⊠thatâs amazing. Everyone says heâs amazing. They believe that Lord Astal will change things. That bad things wonât happen anymore. And if something bad does happen⊠then His Majesty will do something about it. But thereâs only so much he can doâŠâ
ââŠâŠâ
âSomething will have to break. But I⊠I was just so stupid. The pieces were all there. Something is going to break⊠andâŠâ
Her voice trailed off there. But sheâd said enough for him to understand what she was worried about.
âOh, um, Iâm sorry. I went off on my own again,â Milk said, flustered.
Miller shook his head. âNo, it was a good talk. Now go ahead and go home. You look tired. Iâll have Luke tell me the rest.â
She bowed, then left. She still looked worried, though⊠Millerâs eyes narrowed as he watched her leave.
Then he turned to Luke. âShe really is a nice kid.â
Luke smiled, honestly pleased. âAnd clever and sensible.â
Miller pressed a hand to his temple like he was massaging a headache. âDespite all that, she hasnât seen His Majestyâs side of things at all.â
âWell, yes, thatâs true. Sir Sion is a piece sitting on top of your very own hand drawn map. A piece that exists to change this country.â
Miller made a face. âI donât think of him like that.â
âI donât either, of course. I was only stating the reality of things. Sir Sion is far too capable. He exceeded all of your expectations, shining far brighter than you thought he would, even though it was all your plan. Itâs like he was really born to be king.â
That was true. Sion Astal was a man born for the sole purpose of being king. Miller understood that from the first moment he saw the bright flame in him during the revolution. He was chosen. Chosen by time, by the people, by the world. Everything wanted Sion.
It wasnât like Miller was the one who chose him. It was the opposite, if anything. Sion collected Miller and the others to stand below his shineâŠ
However.
ââŠIs that really the case? Did I really make the right choice?â Miller wondered.
Luke shrugged. âYouâre asking that after all this time? Really, can you imagine anyone but Sion as king?â
âNope.â
âMe neither. I have never met someone even a fraction of how suitable he is for the role.â
âRight⊠so we chose him.â
âDonât worry,â Luke said. âHis heart isnât going to break. Heâs strong, and we know that best of all.â
Miller looked at Luke. He thought about how he was blessed with subordinates, especially Luke, who had always been his right-hand man. Things wouldnât have gone anywhere near as well as they had without him.
Miller used to be called a genius. It was a thing of the old Roland now, butâŠ
People called him a genius because he was a little better at magic than others. But Lukeâs magic ability far, far exceeded his own.
People called him a genius because he was a little better at fighting hand-to-hand than others. But if he fought Luke here and now, there was no way heâd win.
Luke was the real genius here. His smiling face was hard to read, and he carried out his duties with level-headed calm seldom seen in others. He cut the unnecessary things out in order to be successful at what mattered.
His abilities by and far towered above the rest, and he calmly bestowed judgement where it was needed after cutting everything else out. But it wasnât like he was untouchable. He could still be hurt.
But right now, his current jobâŠ
ââŠItâs tough, isnât it?â
Luke smiled, calm as a clam. âNot at all. I love protecting my family. Youâre the one who taught me the joy in it, werenât you?â
ââŠYouâre always going and making things up about me, arenât you?â
Lukeâs smile didnât waver.
---
The sun had began to cloud over.
Rolandâs sky was being dyed red.
Milk usually felt happy after watching the sky here from the Taboo Hunters Headquarters, but⊠she couldnât manage that now. She was too busy beating herself up over her idiocy.
She recalled their king, Sion Astal. Recalled how he looked. He had noble silver hair and strong, willful eyes. Milk had met him countless times by now, but⊠he was always perfect. He always smiled kindly. He always moved gracefully.
Everything about him was perfect. She was sure that heâd stolen many girlsâ hearts.
She understood why the people expected such great things of him. She understood why the country as a whole expected so much of him. Everything about him was just so put together. Was that because the times willed it? Because the world itself willed it?
He was so perfectly well-made⊠too perfectly⊠to the point that it felt like heâd fall apart with a single touch.
âTheyâre similarâŠâ
She thought of the boy whoâd saved her. Heâd had unrealistic magical abilities and knowledge. His survivability and willpower both far exceeded everyone elseâs.
Power had been the only justice in the orphanage sheâd grown up in, and Ryner was treated as a star for his strength. For being a perfect battle machine.
He hadnât worried, hadnât feared, hadnât ever lost his composure. He hadnât died. He hadnât wanted. Heâd had it all, and yet he still appeared delicate enough to break with a single touch when he made that sad face of his.
âIâm really such an idiot⊠Iâve always had all the pieces, and yetâŠâ
Roland. Taboo Breakers. That promise from so long ago.
She made a promise with Ryner back then. It was one that he shouldnât have been able to forget, butâŠ
Well⊠it wasnât all that clear even when she thought back on it, though. The promise to get married wasnât, at least. But when they met again he acted like he didnât know who she was at all. And that was strange.
Why? Why did he go that far?
Why did he say that he forgot about her? Why?
Why?
Thatâs what Milk was thinking about.
Ryner was wrapped up in something bad. It was so bad that he couldnât act freely. That had to be it. It was something bad enough that he was willing to leave Roland despite knowing that heâd be branded as a Taboo Breaker and chased.
And yet the first time they met again, he saidâ
âW-weâre just here on Sionâs orders in the first placeâŠâ
Sion.
It wasnât the most common name in the world, but it wasnât unusual, either. Thatâs why Milkâs thought process had moved towards Sion being the name of the boss of the criminal organization he was involved with.
So how could she save Ryner from those criminals?
ââŠâŠâ
Stupid.
He was a genius. Why had she thought that he was caught up with criminals? She mustâve realized it all subconsciously, right? But she didnât want to. Because itâd be too hard to save him if there was a different answer. But⊠even soâŠ
âA perfect king⊠A perfect killing machineâŠâ
Milk shivered.
Their perfect king, too far out of everyone elseâs reach, sunk into deep solitude and started to crack.
The perfect killing machine, too far out of everyone elseâs reach, hurt his heart with his murderous hands and started to crack.
Milk shivered. Shivered at the thought of herself.
âIâŠâ
She was appointed chief of a team of Taboo Hunters. Sion had smiled back then when he said it. It was a perfect smile constructed by their isolated king, but sadness had lain in its depthsâŠ
But, but thenâŠ
âItâs to save RynerâŠâ
The sun had already tipped over the horizon. Her surroundings were dark. It was nighttime.
It was just nighttime.
But it felt so horribly dark.
She felt it. Felt that this countryâs future was horriblyâŠ
The darkness of night began to swell. To rise up. To surround her.
And then it took shape.
It turned to beasts, the color of night itselfâŠ
Her eyes met that of anotherâs. He had pitch black hair and cold eyes.
âI have come to see you, Lieutenant Milk Callaud. Will you join me for a while? It all starts from here.â
He smiled, wicked like a demon.
---
Several hours later, in the deep of night. The townspeople were all asleep, leaving the streets quiet.
Ryner ran from an inn, through downtown⊠and then entered the nobleâs district, where he erased his presence.
The natural light of night was dim at best due to clouds⊠so it was dark.
Too dark.
That night was surrounded by the darkness of Roland itself.
It was a new moon. Only a few stars unobscured by clouds led the way. But that was all Ryner needed. He took quick, careful steps into the darkness as quietly as possible.
Even professional assassins were unlikely to be able to follow him.
Rynerâs eyes narrowed when a massive gate came into view.
It was the same gate that heâd been invited to during the day - one that led to the Eris residence.
It was tightly shut to keep intruders away. But that didnât stop him. He got a foothold on the fence surrounding the gate, then pushed himself up. One, two, three steps⊠He climbed as quickly and quietly as possible.
His hand grasped the top, then he pushed himself up⊠and he was in.
Ryner surveyed his surroundings.
This was an enormous lot. He doubted anyone would notice even if he did make a little noiseâŠ
Arua, Kuku, Ferris, and Iris all stayed in buildings pretty far from the gate. Apparently this wasnât really the main gate⊠It was more of a gate to the mysteries of the Eris family.
ââŠâŠâ
Ryner looked up at his destination: the unpleasant, dark dojo heâd crossed through before. Its atmosphere didnât change whether it was broad daylight or the dead of night. It was in itself nothingness, like time never existed thereâŠ
âWonder where I should start investigating,â Ryner mumbled to himself. He stepped forward with a weak presence. He didnât erase it completely, though. Because this place was just too still for that. Too quiet.
This was the first time Ryner had ever experienced that kind of quiet. It was the absolute absence of sound.
âGeez⊠who even thought that was possible?â Ryner wondered out loud and grimaced.
He continued forward. Getting into the dojo was pretty easy. It was just as empty as before, wood floor stretching endlessly into the darkness. It was so quiet that he had the same urge as before to check and make sure that there wasnât any magic here to cut off sound. It was like sound here was ripped away from reality and thrown into the depths of the darkness where itâd never be heardâŠ
Ryner smiled bitterly. âI must look like an idiot trying to be quiet hereâŠâ
He completely erased his presence and tentatively searched the area.
It was horribly, horribly quiet.
He couldnât sense any people. Couldnât sense any living matter at all.
He instinctively associated the place with death as a result.
Death, nothingness⊠and fear.
Anyone would probably be afraid here in the dead of night, thoughâŠ
But real, true nothingness extended before him when he used his Alpha Stigma. It was something that he could see but Arua couldnât. So he had to investigate it, right?
He stepped farther into the dojo. His steps were soundless. Seriously, couldnât it at least sound like he was walking on a wood floor?
âActually, is this even wood?â
He touched it just to be sure. It felt like wood, alright. The small tap of his finger on it made a little sound, but it disappeared abnormally quickly, not echoing like it should in a room like this.
ââŠThis is seriously weirdâŠâ
Ryner scowled at how uncomfortable it all was. Then he stood and continued walking. He passed through countless open doors, but the scenery never changedâŠ
âThis is a pretty big placeâŠâ
Just saying so didnât really express it. The place was huge, but all there was⊠were more doors.
He opened another door in the part of the dojo that the butler said was forbidden. Apparently even Ferris and Iris couldnât go here⊠just the head of the Eris family.
ââŠâŠâ
Rynerâs eyes widened at the door, scarlet pentagrams set in their centers.
Nothingness.
But⊠this nothingness was a little different from before.
He couldnât sense anything in it. It was just nothing. And yet, the nothingness⊠hazilyâŠ
âHuh?â
That was all he could say. A deafening pressure struck his chest - the pressure of fearâŠ
Ryner took a step back as if to escape from what lie inside that door. But he couldnât tear his eyes away.
Somehow⊠somehow, something had appearedâŠ
It was a lone man. He was strange.
His blond hair was conspicuously light in the darkness, and he had calmly closed eyes and an elegant body. He was suspiciously, ominously beautiful, far past how a human ought to beâŠ
He had a peaceful sort of air about him⊠no, it was just nothingness. The same nothingness as the dojo.
ââŠAre you Ferrisâ brother?â
âYeah. Lucile Eris. And youâre Ryner Lute, right?â His voice flitted between there and not. It set off warning bells in Rynerâs head. It was overpowering despite his calm tone. It made him uneasy. âYouâve become friends with Ferris for me, havenât you⊠Iâve always, always wanted to meet you like this, just the two of us.â
ââŠâŠâ
Bloodlust poured from Lucileâs body. Far more than a person was usually capable of.
So this was Ferrisâ brother, Lucile ErisâŠ
Ryner watched him with half-lidded eyes.
He was head of the strongest family in Roland, the Swordsmanâs Clan. Would Ferris have ended up like this, too, if she hadnât been freed?
Cruel education brought about mad students like this, after all.
ââŠIs this your power?â Ryner asked.
Lucile looked a bit surprised. âHmm⊠so youâre fine despite it. Youâre like a willow. A different personality type than Sion. You just take it all, like it isnât there at all⊠So? Are you normal compared to him - the unmotivated type? Things just donât excite youââ
âI hate being analyzed,â Ryner interrupted.
Lucile smiled. âMe too.â
Everything returned to nothingness.
It was like the bloodlust from before had never been there at all.
This way was more dangerous, Ryner thought. The nothingness was far scarier.
He was stronger than Ferris, wasnât heâŠ?
Ferris was pretty up there, but she was still on a level that he understood. Lucile was probably just a little higher. No matter the crazy training heâd endured, he was still human, after all. And there was a limit to what humans could do.
The question was that nothingness.
No presence. No sound. It wasnât of this dimension. It was bottomless, infinite nothingness.
What was it�
âYouâre about as strong as Ferris, arenât you? Thatâs nothing,â Lucile said, like he could peer straight into Rynerâs mind. âYou two make a good team. It was pretty funny when Sion teamed you two up.â
Ryner scowled. âI wouldnât call it funny⊠Geez, that Sion really must hate my guts. What do they even teach the girls here? Theyâre way too violent.â
âHaha. It sounds like sheâs caused you trouble. Right. Right, sheâll start acting like an adult woman sooner or later. This would be a good time. Iâm glad that you went with her. It seems like she had fun the whole time.â
Ryner recalled Ferrisâ face. It was happy, sure, but only because she was knocking him around⊠âUh, yeah, I guess she did have fun,â Ryner said. âIâve never seen anyone as free to do whatever she wanted as her. Like when she hit me, hit me some more, and used me as a human punching bag.â
Lucile just smiled, not minding Rynerâs glum expression in the slightest. He looked like he was having fun. Like he was happy. âBut you know, I sure am glad that you went with her. Will you stay friends with her from now on? Also, hey, youâll go to Estabul as Sionâs guards, wonât you? I canât leave Roland⊠can I trust you with this?â
It was a normal conversation, just joking about family without a care in the world.
Ryner nodded. âWell, I guess you can leave it to us⊠but can I ask you something?â
âMm? What is it?â
âItâs not a big deal or anything, but⊠I looked into this, and I guess you can only protect Sion inside of Roland? Like, you canât protect him when heâs out of the country, and I was just thinking that doesnât make any sense. If you want to protect the king then you should follow him wherever, right? But you wonât. Itâs been bothering me so much that it keeps me up at night⊠okay, no, that part was a lie. But it really has been bothering me. If you tell me why, then Iâll protect both Sion and Ferris.â
Lucile didnât answer. He just smiled.
So Ryner continued. âLike, is it just an Eris family custom or something?â
Lucile just smiled.
âOr is there like, some other reason?â
Lucile just smiled. His face was kind, truly kind, and calm as could be.
Ryner glared at him. âOr another reason⊠for example, something that holds you here like chains⊠a curse, maybe?â
Lucile finally reacted, though his smile remained in place. âA curseâŠ? You sure do say some funny things.â His tone was just as calm as before. And yet⊠Ryner shivered.
There was undeniably someone other than the Lucile heâd been talking to in there. No⊠something else.
Nothingness. Nothingness was spreading out from him. It was endless, infinite nothingness.
Its face was a perfect recreation down to the fake smile. And so the nothingness spoke. âChained by a cursed⊠interesting. You really do say some funny things. Why exactly⊠do you think that?â
Ryner had to suppress the urge to shiver to keep his voice from wavering. âIâm not just thinking it. I saw it. Well, maybe itâs better to say that I didnât see it. I canât see you. You donât show up at all when I look at you with my Alpha StigmaâŠâ
The emptiness got worse and worse even as he spoke.
Ryner glared at the nihility itself, complete with its artificial smileâŠ
âWhat are you?â
ââŠâWhatâ is pretty rude. Iâm exactly who you think I am: Ferrisâ older brotherââ
âThatâs not what I mean! Ferris is human. And youâre not. So what are you?â
Lucile smiled wider than before.
That was all Ryner could see.
His presence disappeared. His body disappeared.
Something gripped his neck. It took a moment before Ryner realized that it was Lucileâs pale arm. It was strong, unthinkably, inhumanly so, and strangled him without restraint.
Lucileâs grip didnât weaken, and Ryner didnât even think of trying to remove his hand. It was far too strong for him to be able to move it.
Lucile had moved too fast to react to. It was like his arm had come straight out of another world. Ryner hadnât been able to perceive it at all. He didnât understand it at all.
Just a little stronger than Ferris? How had he ever thought that?
âKgh⊠ahh, y, youâŠâ
Lucile wrang his neck with his hand and smiled. âFerris isnât a monster, right? Ha, haha. Right. Thatâs right. Do you think I donât know that? Ferris is different. A curse doesnât run through her blood. Sheâs different from me⊠and from youâŠâ
With that, Lucile let go.
âGh⊠aughâŠâ
Ryner fell to his knees to catch his breath.
But Lucile kept talking, his words falling all around Ryner. âSo donât get the wrong idea. She doesnât need you.â
âWh, whatâre you⊠sayingâŠâ
âSheâs already freed of her cursed blood. Freed from mine. Freed from yours. So you canât put it in her. I wonât allow it.â
âWh-whatâre you even talking aboutâŠâ
ââŠMaybe itâs easier for you to understand if I say it like this. Youâre a monster who no one is ever going to accept. Okay?â
âAhâŠâ
Ryner couldnât move.
Monster.
That word left him unable to move.
A cursed⊠monsterâŠ
It made him feel numb even now. Nothingness. Too much of it.
The nothingness wasnât coming from Lucile. It was coming from inside himâŠ
Lucile smiled exactly the same as before. âYou really misunderstood things, didnât you? What were you searching for here? Hope? But you know best of all that you wonât find it here, donât you?â
The darkness spread out again. But where was it aiming? To reach in front of Ryner? To reach inside of him?
The darkness was disorienting.
Lucileâs words alone echoed inside that immeasurable darkness.
âWhat kind of impossible dreams do monsters have? You should already know. Monstersâ hands are already covered in blood. They canât grasp anything⊠and they canât make it anywhere.â
It was just Lucileâs voiceâŠ
âBut you donât need to be discouraged. See, this is why Iâm fine leaving my sister to you. You canât touch her⊠You canât touch anyone⊠Thereâs no meaning at all in your life, in you living here and now⊠Itâs not that I hate you or anything. Raise your head, now. Get along with Ferris, okay?â
With that⊠Lucile left.
Ryner was left alone in the deep, deep darkness of the dojo.
ââŠâŠâ
He couldnât stand for quite some time.
---
Several days later, Ryner received a letter on waking at the inn he was staying at.
It had no return address or name of sender, and its contents were simple.
Sion Astal gave Luke Stokkart three orders.
1. Find any Heroic Relics that the Alpha Stigma bearer Ryner Lute overlooks and fails to collect.
2. Monitor the Alpha Stigma bearer Ryner Lute.
3. Should the Alpha Stigma bearer Ryner Lute go berserk outside of Roland or show signs of betraying Roland, deal with him.
Ryner read it to the end⊠and looked up.
His face was the same as ever. Sleepy. Unmotivated. And he spoke in the same tired voice as always.