Chapter 439: The Emperorâs Daughter 439
He said it, but I couldnât get myself to sleep when I laid in bed until morning came .
I thought about it all night .
Yes, as Havel said, I immediately realized that I was too much from Assisiâs point of view . That didnât mean that I would let go of what was done . Anyway, without any other thoughts, from a third personâs point of view, I tried to rationalize the situation with a cool head .
Nevertheless, I still needed to know why Assisi did that . Thatâs my conclusion .
If Assisi did that, there had to be a reason . No, there was a reason, and it wasnât because Assisi was being considerate of the kids . I wasnât going to believe that . When I cared for someone, I tried to learn more about them . It would have been easier not to know . I could also make some kind of an excuse about not knowing the reason or demand why he did that to a man .
But I couldnât ask that .
Assisi was my guardian knight, but he was also a very precious person to me .
I did know that it wasnât possible to learn every detail about a person . I was aware of that, but I couldnât let things pass . I was the curious kind .
If they think about it, Lady Sicelia said the same; there was too much that I didnât know about Assisi .
Although we had been so close and lived together for a long time, I didnât know anything about him .
It was a natural desire to learn more about a person you like, to become close to them emotionally . I wanted to know, even if it meant digging through Assisiâs wounds .
Maybe I was doing something evil .
I donât know if I would do something painful to Assisi in the name of learning more about him .
However, I knew that if I went over there without forming a conclusion, I would always question myself . I had no idea why but seeing Assisiâs behavior, I knew a scenario like what happened last time would occur again .
Then, Iâll go and ask him again why he had to do that .
Assisi would go silent again . Then I would get angry, and the same situation as last night would happen again .
I shook my head . I couldnât let that happen .
âAssisi, are you really not going to tell me why?â
Before leaving for Bureti, I went to Assisiâs room . To finish yesterdayâs story and to bring closure to my thoughts .
Assisi was silent as ever .
Watching him say nothing, I held my desire to cry my guts out .
âAre you going to live without talking to me forever?â
My voice had resentment in it, but Assisi bowed his head and stayed silent . I was tired . It was like talking to a wall .
I already knew from the experience that thereâs nothing I could do to make him speak . In other peopleâs eyes, I would appear like someone who was messing with a good friend .
âFine . Assisi can do whatever he wants to!â
That was when Assisi raised his head .
It was the best plan I came up with in my pretty head last night .
âFrom this moment on Assisi, I am relieving you of your duty as my escort knight . â
Assisi was clearly shocked .
I felt guilty, but I spoke steadily .
âI donât need a guardian knight who canât trust me . â
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