When Ahin returned, I couldnât get rid of my thoughts so quickly .
âWhat is this? This unknown feeling?â
Usually, I wouldnât be worrying or thinking about a person, but strangely, Ahin was lingering on my mind .
âPrincess hasnât changed,â he said .
When I thought about it, it was like calling an adult cute . It made me feel weird .
âWhat the hell, itâs so stupid!â
âWhy? Why does it feel right to be treated like that?â
After taking a hot water bath, I wanted to rest my head in the inn .
No, I just wanted to die .
If I could die, I would be the first human to do so out of shame .
After a while, I thought of sleeping in the bed . The room was empty as no maids were serving us, but it wasnât awkward since I was used to living alone in the past . It felt refreshing .
At that time, I used to be too busy to even enjoy anything for myself .
Shockingly, I didnât miss my past lifeâjust some memories of myself . I should say, it was to the extent where I just smile and think, nothing much .
Even if I returned to earth, I would just miss this place more; I might even whine about returning to Agrigient .
These memories were vivid, while my past life experiences had already faded a long time ago . I didnât want to live on earth .
As I changed my clothes and dried my hair, I looked out the window . The cityâs night view from the third floor was beautiful with the city lights and the stars . The sky seemed to be alive .
Perhaps it was because the air was clear .
In my past life, the night sky was pitch black in my imagination .
Seeing the sky, I thought of my dad .
Now that I had come to think of it, ever since I got a cold after walking out late at night, my dad would walk with me; our walks would last for a while sometimes .
Uhm, I felt like we were apart . I was missing my dad .
I got up from my seat since I was feeling depressed . I would never be able to sleep .
Putting the robe over me, I stood near the door . Even as Godâs Wall guarded the place, this place was still colder .
I wanted to take Assisi and Valer out for a walk .
I opened the room to fetch them, only to meet an unexpected person . Ah, he scared the shit out of me!
I saw Havel dressed in formals . No, was he going somewhere?
Somehow, his expression seemed like he was in a bad mood .
âCouldnât sleep . â
âWhy did you come out like that?â
â⌠couldnât sleep . â
I was tired, so I didnât change my clothes .
He coughed out of embarrassment; thankfully, Havel didnât care about it .
Damn, why was he so struck after seeing a woman in nightclothes?
They couldnât even look any more vulgar than this .
Later, when I decided to get married and get myself a husband, I decided to choose a friendly man who wouldnât care about these details .
âAre you going for a walk?â
âI was about to⌠but not anymore . â
My answer made Havel frown . Why? Where I would go was not his concern .
I was so nervous that I missed the timing to enter my room . In the blink of an eye, Havel grabbed my wrist . Moving closer, he looked at me as if he had something to say .
What kind of situation was this?
I was flustered . I tried to breathe . I was worried that he would hear my heart pounding .
Why was my heart doing this? I couldnât even run!
I tried to calm myself down, but I wasnât doing a good job .
âWhat is your relationship with him?â
I couldnât get a grip over myself . What was he saying?
âThat white one earlier . â
As soon as I asked back, he answered me .
The white one, pale one, I guessed, ugh .
Quite honestly, I was shocked .
What the hell was with his attitude? My head was thinking about other things . How could he call the next ruler of the North as this one and that one? I tried to control my emotions .
âHe is a successor . Be careful of your words, Your Majesty . â
âDonât divert the topic . â
âI am not . What has it got to do with you? Our relationship is none of your concern . â
âDoes that mean you are close?â
We werenât close, but we had a special bond, so I chose to be silent . In this case, it was best just to shut up .
Havel stared at me and then smiled since I stayed silent . It was a distorted smile .
âI thought you wanted to run away, but I guess you had your reason to do that . â
Reason? What was he talking about?
I looked confused since I couldnât understand what he said, and Havel released my wrist .
âItâs tough catching you . â
I couldnât understand what Havel was saying .
He moved away in an instant .
He left a red mark on my hands, but it didnât hurt much . Havel walked back into his room .
âGood night, but I hope your dreams are dreary . â
In the end, I couldnât get any answer from him, so I sighed, wrapping a hand around my wrist .
Really, this guy and that guy .
However, one thing was for sure; he was acting weirdly .
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