Someone forced me to open my mouth and feed me something. It was so bitter, my nose was burning. That was the kind of level of bitterness it had. If I wasnāt sick, I would never eat it.
Ah, this was so not appetizing. I wanted some pudding, okay? A pudding.
I really liked that wiggly, bouncy texture. The jelly was good, too. However, right now, I myself felt like a pudding, melting away. No, my whole body felt stuffy. I was so hot. Someone took the blanket away from meā¦
āThat wonāt do, Your Majesty.ā
Thatās Seriraās voice. However, your Majestyā¦? Ah, was she with Caitel? Somewhere next to me, I heard water. My eyelids were too heavy for me to open them. I wanted to open my eyes.
āIsnāt it fine to walk a little bit?ā
āWe must keep her body warm.ā
Why was this two arguing in front of a sick patient again? Serira would lose if he fought anyway, but I never wanted Caitel to hit Serira. Of course, I didnāt believe Caitel was a madman who would beat or rape a woman.
āGive that to me.ā
My throat was burning. I wanted water. I was thirsty. Why was my body so hot? Every muscle in my body ached and my nose was stuffy. Everything was driving me crazy. Look at how bad I was suffering from not listening once. I should do as Serira said from now onā¦
As I swiveled around, my forehead suddenly felt cooler. I thought itās the wet towel. Someoneās wiping my head. It was much better when a towel washed my face. I felt comfortable breathing. Next was the neck, then the arm, then the forehead.
āHow unsightly.ā
Well sorry about that. However, his voiceā¦sounded a bit hoarse. I wonder if he knew. I tried my best to open my eyes. Oh, no. I couldnāt open them.
My eyelids really were really heavy.
āHow can such a small child become so sick?ā
His frown glided before his eyes. It was the face of Caitel who came into my eyes. Besides, I was the one whoās sick. Why was he making a face as if heās the one suffering?
Still, the towel on my forehead was really cool.
āSheās small, but she is still a human being. She can get sick and even cry.ā
āDo not lecture me.ā
He replied to her in a very sharp voice. This punk, even if he was my father, he shouldnāt dare talk to Serira like that! He shouldnāt say anything to my Serira! I wanted to stand up and give him a kick in the leg, but, oh, my f*cking body hurts so much. Anyway, heās the enemy. I hated cold. Sob sob.
āYouāre really just like your husband.ā
Huh? Seriraās husband, meaning that dead count? It seemed like they knew each other. It was a bit of a surprise to hear that Caitel knew the Count very well. Come to think of it, it was Caitel who recommended Serira to be my nanny. Itās natural for them to know each other well.
āThank you for that compliment.ā
āEven that just now, youāre alike.ā
Why did he sounded uncomfortable when he was complimenting her? How dishonest of him. Somehow, Serira seemed to be smiling, and she felt strange. I didnāt know if sheās really smiling because I couldnāt see it. Oh, I didnāt know anymore. I was going to sleep anyway. My mind was slipping down there again.
āYou may leave. Iāll stay here.ā
What would he do to me in his lonesome? I wanted to tackle Caitel, but Serira unexpectedly stepped down.
āYes, Your Majesty.ā
A deep silence floated in the room. At the moment, I shook myself with a cough that burst out of my neck. Oh, my throat hurts. I felt like my throat was about to rip apart just from coughing.
I could feel someone was moving next to me. However, something in my throat disappeared behind the neck and what came out was a cough.
Sob Sob.
āThere is simply nothingā¦ā
His sad voice was running in my ears.
āThat I can do.ā
Heās blaming himself.
āEven though I said I would take care of you.ā
A little whispering voice. I felt sorry for him. Itās my fault that Iām sick right now, itās not right for him to blame himself like that. I was hanging around that cold winter tree all day long, so itās not a surprise I was sick right now. This happened all because I was being stubborn. I was so stupid.
āDamn it.ā
That little curse was the last thing I heard⦠I was sucked back into the realm of dreams.