Caitel saw me, and his reaction was not good at all . He looked absolutely disgusted . He squinted his eyes . Gosh, he didnât have to do that to look at me better! Putting flowers on my head was too much! Even though I was beautiful, putting a flower on my head was too much .
âOh, Silvia! I hate you! Sob Sob . â
âI know that itâs a flower . â
What, this bastard! So what!? He didnât like the flower on my head!
However, I had no courage to spit it out, and my heart had already broken . I got wounded badly . I would love to take the flowers off my head right now .
âSilvia gave it to me!â
All I did was smile and grab Caitelâs hand . His lukewarm warmth reached my fingertips . His temperature was so low I never thought it was warm, but I was surprised that I liked it every time I touched it . No, maybe itâs just because I was his daughter, hmm .
âItâs a cloud flower . â
What? Did he know about this flower? I never knew my daddy was such a gentleman who knew about flowers . I looked at him, touching the flowers in my right ear .
âI heard bugs like that flower . â
⌠huh? What!? Bugs? His quiet voice stiffened my face . I shoved my hand down, touching the flowers right away . The damn world wouldnât let me go for a second . A bug! I hated almost all creatures who stood more than 4 feet . Insects, bugs! Oh, I didnât like it just by imagining .
When my face crumpled, Caitel laughed .
âDo you like to watch me suffer, Daddy?â
Caitel lifted me up and sat me down to my own dedicated infant bouncer seat and sat next to me . It was a small restaurant, but itâs still quite big . It also felt strange to have this big table for only me and him .
Come to think of it, someday, Caitel and I started to eat dinner face to face . It had been natural since I ran around and Silvia took care of me and realizing I had become used to it had really given me indescribable excitement .
âHere, your present . â
Iâm definitely not giving this to you because you said bugs like it .
Caitel got Prina from me and stiffened his face . Then he smiled a little . The same ridicule he always had on his face . Ever since I started talking, Caitel didnât show me his natural emotions anymore . Even if itâs a complete coincidental bare face .
Well, it worried me a bit, but itâs not like I could just ask him in person . I lowered my head and looked at the bowl of food Serira brought me . The appetizing spaghetti came into my eye . Farfalle! I liked butterflies . Butterfly! In Agregiant, people mainly consumed wheat instead of rice . Therefore, there was a lot of bread or pasta . I usually ate a lot of farfalle and macaroni .
Even though I was a natural born Korean, I was perfectly fine with the food here . I guessed being reborn didnât mean I would have the same taste as before .
Yeah, I thought I was amazing . Oh, I was a Korean who couldnât live without rice . However, I didnât desperately want rice . Of course, it was hard to get those here anyway . Shoot .
I could eat alone, but I sometimes spilled rice because I was not used to controlling my hand . Whenever that happened, Serira would assist me and helped me eat . She didnât feed me though . I would do it! I wanted to do this alone, so I could be good at it .
âPrincess, why donât you tell his majesty about your day today?â
âHuh? Do I have to talk about that? I donât know what to say . However, I didnât want to ignore Serraâs words . â
Besides⌠That look . Caitel, thatâs scary . He shouldnât look at me like that .
âI saw baby there . â
He questioned me dubiously, but I just nodded .
I raised my hands and made an image of a big belly . Oh, honestly, it wasnât that big . Well, you get it .
âSilviaâs belly is like this!â
Yeah, there was a baby on this big belly . I reminded the memory of feeling the baby move . It was amazing . I thought this was life . Did I move like that in my momâs belly? Hmm, I didnât know .
Strangely, I didnât remember being in my motherâs stomach . Also, a certain period of memory when I was born . I still remember the moment I opened my eyes and came to my senses .
I raised my hand and shoutd . Caitel puts down his spoon thereafter . Was that all right with him to eat that much? He didnât eat any dessert after that, so all he had left was a salad . Curiously, Caitel always ate the same amount of food . He only ate the recommended daily intake . He had never eaten more than that or less than that . That was a bit of a mystery to me since heâs in this palace where he could eat whatever foods as much as he wanted . However, he ate only the set amount without saying anything . Next to him, I was eating only what I wanted to eat!
âWas it 6 months now?â
What were they talking about all now of a sudden?
âShe should be giving birth in about 4 months, then . â
Oh, they were calculating her pregnancy . Wait, letâs see, that should be aroundâŚ
âDaddyâs birthday!â
I raise the fork and Caitel looked at me . I smiled at him since itâs an old habit when our eyes met .
âIt would be over by then . â
However, when exactly was his birthday? With a fork in my mouth, I tilted my head with curiosity . Caitel reached out to my head . His touch on my head was quite soft . I liked how he patted me . Pat me more! I put my head on his hand, but he took his hand off . He was such a big meany!
âI see you can speak very well now . â
âIâm good at talking!â
Yeah, werenât I more like a human now? I could talk well, walk around, and even run well! Most of all, I was eating food made for regular people . Didnât I look like a human being? Huh? I felt something terrible, but⌠letâs move on .
âNow youâre more like a human now . â
Huh, really? In a second, my eyes opened wide . Dad, was that true? Did I really look human? Huh? Really? Seriously? Truthfully? No lie?
When I got a definite answer from him, something rushed up in my heart . Oh, god, I was finally human to him . Now I could call myself truly human! Oh, why did my eyes felt moist all of a sudden? The sad memories of the past were passing by like a phantasmagoria . After being treated like a dog, bug, and other things, I finally redeemed myself!
Sob sob, Iâm human! Iâm human!
Was this what true victory must feel like?
I was treated like a human after he called a dog and bug before . Somethingâs wrong with the process, but itâs okay . Yeah, well, now that I was human, haha!
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