Just as I was dressed up for the party, Caitel was dressed up for his birthday too . A coat he usually never wore, a badge, and a uniform were simply perfect and flawless . Well, heâd always been perfect for his looks .
âWhy are you staring at me like that?â
I guess he felt strange looking at me dressed up .
âHowever, Dad, your eyes are making me a little uncomfortable . Will you be considerate me and stop staring?â
However, the reaction from Caitel must have excited Serira . Serira did what she would never do .
âIsnât the princess so pretty today?â
Caitelâs eyes go straight to Serira . I was a little nervous . There were some unwritten rules in this palace, although it wasnât necessarily a law-set issue, one of them was one should never ask Caitel first .
âUgh, Mom, why did you do that!â
Daddy, killing my nanny on his birthday wouldnât happen, did it? Right? Could I trust you?
Maybe my faith worked, Caitel turned to me again without saying anything . I grabbed him by the collar and smiled .
âOh, nice daddy . How nice . â
I was a little dazed by his praise because I didnât expect to hear it .
Really? Not like I looked like a monster or something, but I looked pretty? Really?!
âIâll see you later, then . â
âYes, Your Majesty . â
Whatâs going on with him?
I was a little thrilled . It was my fatherâs birthday, so I guess he was normal after a while .
Hereâs your toast! Sob, sob . I was so happy . I had lived to see this day .
Caitel entered the connecting bridge, which led directly to the palace of Lunare . At the same time, Dranste, who popped out of nowhere, pretended to know me .
âHello, my princess . â
âWhatâs he saying? Get out of here . â
âOh, you are so mean . â
The attendants in the back were briefly agitated, but that was all . As if it was familiar, they avoided my gaze and kept on their job .
Why! Look at that! Why was nobody asking questions! Itâs weird . Heâs weird!
In the meantime, I held my hand on Caitelâs shoulder . I glared at Dranste, and at the same time, the eyes of Caitel directed our way .
âOkay, okay! I will not get close to her!â
Perhaps because he had suffered before, Dransteâs actions were swift and quick .
Why did he touch me when he would run away like this?
I didnât understand him at all . I clicked my tongue . He smiled a little when he saw me . It was a very dry smile, a sort of habit .
âItâs already your birthday . Time flies . â
âYou didnât even come last year and you talk a lot . â
Still, it was fun to listen to the conversations between the two . It seemed like Dranste was getting scolded by Caitel, but it was a little different when I was listening to their conversation . Caitelâs tone was different than usual . Thereâs something looser, something moreâŚâŚ .
Yes, something felt sharper .
âDonât you feel happy? Why is your face so-â
Dranste was Dransthe, but my dadâs my dad, too . I still didnât understand my dad, Caitel . Dranste laughed . His smile seemed cooler than usual .
âBut itâs your birthday . Be a little more pleased . â
Kaitel glanced at Dranste, of course, his steps were not at all slowed down . However, the look was a little different . I could see the face of Caitel, which somehow seemed to have been torn down .
The tone of the word birthday was bitter, and it felt a little strange .
I looked up at him . The hard-to-speak feeling weighed down on my chest . I wasnât the type to wait so long for my birthday . However, I was happy enough when it was my birthday . Of course, itâs the day I was born . Everyone blessed me . SoâŚ
Now Caitel was different . Having had his birthday, he was neither happy nor having fun . That was what it revealed
At the moment something was emotional inside me . Something got stuck in my throat .
It was a bit embarrassingly intense, it was .
Iâm used to that empty look . Smiling but also not smiling, the empty smile was now somewhat used to it .
However, I donât know what this feeling was . What was it called?
âWould I ever be blessed to be born?â
Under the still-sinking voice, I quietly clasped his collar in my hand and looked up carefully . His eyes were still cool . Itâs sad .
âIf you consider the life Iâve killed with this hands and the weight of the country and blood Iâve shed, no one in this palace will be able to celebrate . â
I could hear a âtskâ sound behind me, but I could not reproach my father with any words . He was saying the right thing .
Right, who could celebrate his birthday among all the people who were here? Some of them must have trampled on their country, others who had lost their parents .
Caitel was never a beloved Emperor . Who would celebrate the birth of a tyrant? He was right . Therefore, I felt even sadder .
âEven I am cursing today, who are truly celebrating? Isnât that right, my daughter?â
Kaitel laughed . The sour smile was a little pitiful today .
I couldnât hate this bad guy, the bastard, even if I tried to hate him .
Even though I hated him like this, he made me fold my mind up . Itâs been setup since I recognized him as my father . What could I do? Heâs my dad .
However, I can celebrate my own birthday .
Iâm sorry for him who couldnât and felt pity for him . At the same time, I felt sad . I left this guy as my dad .
At that moment, the gate of Lunare Palace opened .
The gate was directly connected to the imperial palace, so it was a hall where it arrived as soon as it was opened . It seemed like the party had just begun, and the faces I had never seen before looked up in surprise .
Caitel broke into the position without any agitation, as always, expressionless . Thatâs when the real party begins .
âWelcome to all of you who have gathered together for my birthday . Letâs all drink and enjoy todayâs party . â
I could see a lot of people bowing their heads at that word .
There was a sudden sense of rejection of the unfamiliar place . Iâd rather be stuck somewhere . Maybe he felt me struggling in his arms, Caitel looked down at me with an expressionless look .
âDaddy, Iâm afraid your daughter is going to die . Let go of me . â
Whether the prayer worked or not, Caitel puts me on the throne .
Oh, I felt good sitting on the kingâs chair, but could I sit here? Is that right?
Smiling little, he walked away . Fortunately, the throne was inside, so I could breathe .
I didnât know, but there were a lot of people . Like, a lot .
It was more than what I had I thought, and in the number of people, I realized how big my fatherâs empire was . Caitel seemed to be greeted only by those who had quite a bit of power, but that number was still quite large . In the meantime, Ferdel was busy enjoying socializing .
The more I saw him, the more amazing he was .
I wanted to go home now, really . However, I remembered Seriraâs words that I have to stay for at least an hour .
Itâs screwed . The world was rotten . Why was this chair so hard?
I was not comfortable in a dress, and I was uncomfortable in a chair too . Was Caitel always sitting on a chair like this?
âMy father, is your butt okay?â
The seat was so uncomfortable, I wiggled my body and my clothes slipped . The body flowed under the chair .
Oh, Iâm not in a chair, but under it .
Whatâs wrong with this filthy chair thatâs slipping because thereâs no cushion?
My dad told me to sit quietly . When I looked up, the chair was too high .
I reached out and grab the chair and gave strength to the leg .
I had to go up! I had to go up!
All of a sudden, there was a small burst of exclamations everywhere . Did they get something to see?
I tried to get up to the chair somehow . I would go up to the chair and see what they were watching . However, why couldnât I even stand up?
No, we had to go up . I had to go up!
Whatâs wrong with them?
Holding the chair, I was about to lean up, and peopleâs eyes quickly turned on me .
I think I did something, but I didnât know . Whatâs this reaction? I was just gathering my lips in embarrassment, but I was a little scared because of my familiar sharp gaze .
I turned head, and there was Caitel . He had a somewhat unusual look on his face . A little surprised?
However, what surprised you? What, daddy .
Did I borrow money from you without my knowledge? I didnât borrow anything .
I was his lovely daughter, and I didnât know whatâs going on, but he was not going to kill me . Would he? I called him with my arms wide open .
Come on, come and hug me . Turn that eyes around .
However, I was a fool . Normally, I sat down and opened my arms, but now I was standing . Holding the chair .
When I let go of the chair I was leaning on, my body tilts back .
My bodyâs going over! Dad, come and do something!
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