âWhy in the world are we here?â
Eleneâs voice was put to rest by Serira . Serira looked down into my eyes . As soon as our eyes met, she gave me a pretty smile . I heard that it was important to make eye contact with your baby as you fed them . Serira was a seriously immaculate mother who gave it her all in child rearing .
I know itâs strange to ask now, but I think I am already developed mentally, so does this really affect my development at this point? Itâs true that these small details can help a childâs development but I am a reincarnator . My mind is developed due to the twenty-five years Iâve previously lived, so will these actions really make a difference in my life? I can not say I am not curious .
Well, itâs not like I hate it .
âHave you finished feeding her?â
With Caitelâs sudden appearance, I could hear a small gasp in the area . Seriraâs body slightly stiffened and, of course, I was surprised too .
Oh my God . Is his hobby jumping out and scaring people? Seriously .
âWhy is there no answer?â
As Elene exclaimed earlier, this place was not my room . It was one of the Emperorâs rooms . The Emperorâs study .
âYes, she has finished eating, your majesty . â
Serira put down the bottle I had emptied, and bowed her head . I was lying down so I couldnât bow my head even if I wanted to . Of course, I am a baby so I didnât have to .
However, in the future, after I start talking, crawling and walking, I will have to take etiquette lessons . Then, I would have to bow my head like Serira .
It felt odd to suddenly not want to grow up when usually children will want to grow up as soon as possible . Damn it!
I donât want to go . I grabbed my nannyâs sleeve frantically . Nanny, donât send me!
I said donât send me! Why are you sending me over? Donât send me! You canât send me this way! I donât want us to part this way!
However, Seriraâs hands handed me over to Caitel . And I am already in his embrace! This world is shit!
âUm, Your majesty . â
Caitel, who kidnapped me, seemed to have no other business as he immediately turned around and tried to leave the room .
It was at that moment, Serira grabbed him before he could take off .
At my nurseâs sudden bravery, I felt a sliver of hope . At the sound of Seriraâs delicate voice, Caitel turned around .
He obviously wanted to ask why she called out to him, but this arrogant jerk just looked down at her coolly . Serira laughed awkwardly .
âInstead of holding a child like thatâŚâ
⌠. . You werenât going to ask for me back? Nanny! How can you do this to me?! How?! I feel as if I was a young girl betrayed by my first love! How could you do this?!
However, my cold-hearted nanny was teaching that plague of a father how to correctly hold me .
âYou have to make sure her head is not crooked, so hold her like this . â
Well, I guess thanks to you my neck is more relaxed today . As I turned three months old I was able to move my neck around a bit, but what is uncomfortable is uncomfortable .
Usually, he would never hold me, but after the princess incident, this damn father of mine must have suddenly discovered the fun in holding me .
Well, it wasnât like he was holding me at odd hours at any random day .
Caitel who had been calmly listening to Seriraâs teaching asked . Serira pondered it over for a while as she stood still and suddenly held out her right hand .
âLike this, you must support the babyâs neckâŚâ
A professionalâs skill is truly different!
The person holding me has changed so the feeling of skin texture was different, but it wasnât uncomfortable to the point I wanted to cry . In fact, I felt incredibly comfortable in his arms .
Then, I felt depressed as I felt a rush of regret for getting so comfortable in his arms when I met Seriraâs eyes . She laughed . At her smile, I cheerfully laughed back . Then I immediately regretted it .
âYes, your majesty . â
As soon as he got what he wanted he immediately turned his body around to leave . Then he looked down at me in his arms . So what? Do I owe you money?
I just sullenly looked at him when our eyes met . His crimson and bright red eyes looked into mine .
⌠. . Donât call me pathetic .
I tried to stare sullenly, but I was swept away by his overwhelming charisma and looked away first . Then, I tried to change this awkward atmosphere by waving my two arms in the air and giggling cutely .
Fuck . Even I find myself pathetic . But what can I do? I lost the staring contest in two seconds flat .
Some people use charisma as a sword, but I felt like there was a real sword in those eyes of his . Fierce bastard!
âSheâs gotten heavier . â
That is an insult to a lady! Iâm only 64 centimeters and 7 kilograms . He weighs about the same as a rice pallet, so how dare he try to pick a fight with someone whoâs 7 kilos?!
If I could talk, I would have told him off with some pointed words, but unfortunately, I am still a mute . Thereâs no choice . I have to show my will as proof that there is more to human beings than just words .
Seriously, those are not human words .
I cried endless tears inwardly . Speaking is just something I couldnât do .
Does that sound show how displeased I am? I probably just look like a child confused about her mommy and daddy . Ah . I should wipe my tears away . I feel so sore, how can I live from now on?
âŚâŚâŚShould I just die? To think that my fatherâŚI have no hope in my life . Thatâs right . There are no dreams, hope or great emotions . Thereâs not even a future for me .
Hah! If I could, I would like to grab Godâs collar and start shaking it furiously .
You bastard! Do you have a grudge against me?!
âI wonât order you to cry . â
Father, were you seriously considering on ordering me to cry? This fucker is seriously off . There really is something off about him . Itâs terrifying . I mean, itâs not easy to be this off your rocker .
âYou are uglier when you cry . â
Ah Damn! Fuck this . I wonât do it! I wonât! Iâm not going to do it! I wonât do it! I seriously donât want to live anymore . Whatâs wrong with him?
Someone, save me . If I stay with him any longer, my common sense will be destroyed .
Of course, my mind will be destroyed too . Society will also be destroyed on top of that . Then this country will be destroyed . In this way, the world will end .
I thought he would go somewhere else with me in his arms but he immediately sat down . It was a closed place but this place was fucking large for a study .
There was a separate area to organize paperwork and another area to work . The area I was currently in was the back of the study, which was used as a separate break room .
I could feel the plush couchâs fluffy texture through Caitel .
This sofa is lavish . Dude, I envy you showing off your money .
Caitel picked up some paperwork while holding me in one arm . I guess he really was busy . I peeked at his monotonous writing then turned my head away . The thought of having to learn new letters caused my head to hurt .
When will I find the time to learn all of that? I can use three languages Korean, English, and Japanese but to be honest, I wasnât that good at all three . Fuck this .
He looked at me since the child was whimpering .
I wanted to shake my head but I was too lazy, so I sat still .
Itâs so annoying, from the moment you held me, I felt all the energy inside me wither away . Since there was no response Caitel lowered his papers .
From the stack of papers, it looked like he already read ten of them .
Youâre a pretty fast bastard . I donât know what he was thinking, but he put his hands on my sides and made me stand upright . When he made me stand, obviously it required energy to go to my legs . As such, I wasnât able to stand . He then held me up so it looked like I was standing . As I stood there with both my arms hovering in the air I looked at Caitelâs laughing face, it made my stomach squirm .
I already kinda knew you were treating me like a toy, but last nightâs conversation was a bit shocking in its own way . To say I am not your daughter but I am yours, am I just a possession?
What kind of backward thinking is this?! What kind of shitty reasoning is this?!â
I sighed . Then, I spontaneously grabbed clumps of his hair . His silver hair, that had a reddish light to them, was in my hands .
I was only able to grab a little with my baby hands but it felt so soft . Are you using some kind of treatment on your hair?
As soon as I grabbed his hair I tried to bring it to my mouth . I am going to bite it . I didnât have teeth so I couldnât bite his arms, instead, I wanted to chew out his hair .
Despite my ambition filled outburst, when I tried to chew on his hair, I felt Caitelâs eyes on me and it was not his usual look .
⌠. Am I doing something crazy right now? I thought that only for a moment when Caitel started chuckling . Ah? Ah, this is a bit scary .
He started laughing on his own which shocked me so I stopped trying to chew his hair and just sat there . Thank God at that moment my superman rescued me .
âPrincess, you must not do that . Thatâs not something to eat . â
Serira! My nanny immediately ran over to me and removed the silver hair from my mouth . Then in a stern voice, she said,
âThat dirty . Donât eat that . It bad . â
Thereâs only you for me .
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