According to the whispering maids, I was a baby that was really fun to raise. When I think about it, I think the reason behind it was rather obvious. I mean even I too, would want to raise a baby just like me.
If I could find a baby just like me who would not only listen well but also never cry or whine, then I too will want to go get that baby immediately to raise.
âNot only am I all that, but arenât I pretty to boot?
Hah, this devastating loveliness of mine!â
âYou grew a lot taller and your body weight is good. Our princess, you are working hard to grow up so well.â
Cerera wiped my mouth with a handkerchief and smiled brightly.
Her face brightened up so much that you could no longer find any trace of the shadow that used to hang over her face when we first met. It was still an uncertain period for me so she could only meet her child once a month, but when the time comes that I am more stable and I no longer need her as much as before, then she can go meet her son more often.
When I heard what she said, it made me want to work harder to grow up quickly, but itâs not something I can just do because I try to work at it.
âThis is not something I can control on my own! Hmph.
Ah, I feel down.â
âEven within a short moment, her face changed numerous times.â
âAh, you. Did you come again?â
I turned my head, expressing my annoyance.
Cerera and Elaine were busy clearing my meal away so they werenât paying any attention to where I was. Thanks to that, I could glare at the invisible guy as much as my heart desired.
âI feel a bit hurt. Youâre still happy to see me right?â
âYouâre kidding me, right? Who are you trying to sell medicine to?â (T/N as in snake oil AKA scam)
I put all my disbelief and contempt in my eyes as I glared at him, which made him laugh so hard that his neck bent over.
âAh, a crazy fucker.â
As if he wasnât hanging out with another crazy guy, heâs off his rocker too. Of course, he still insists heâs normalâŚ
âUsually, as a rule, crazy people donât know that they are crazy. Tsk, tsk.â
âIâm hurt. Your love for me must have cooled off!â
âGet lost. Stop shoving your weird face in front of my eyes.â
As I freaked out and tried to pull away, the guy actually came closer. The guy immediately came to the crib started to beam a smile right in front of my eyes.
âHey, youâre the one who said I was the only one you could talk to. Who was the one who said that was a good thing?â
âItâs over. I donât want to talk with a crazy guy like you! Get lost!â
*Groan* I am going to die of anger. How did I get entangled with a crazy guy like him?
âI resent myself for waking up in the middle of the night two months ago.
Yeah, thatâs right it all because of these teeth!â
I scrunched up my face as I resented the pointy teeth that appeared at the bottom. It turns out I woke up a lot during the night because I was teething.
Even If I was going to wake up I woke up in front of a guy like that. *Groan*
I shouldnât have cheered for joy at that time. I really shouldnât have. *Sob Sob*
He didnât seem to get hurt by my exaggerated dislike of him. Instead, with the mentality of a crazy person, he would turn my insides out. That was the same as what he was doing now.
âActing hard to get is quite attractive, our princess.â
âAgh, fuck off! You!!! Yes you, I am talking to you!â
He chewed my animosity filled words as lightly as if they were gum. That son of a bitch.
âI donât want to?â
âGo fuck yourself. Donât just go, but make sure you fall over too.â *Sob sob*
He didnât even blink at my outpour of curses.
He simply came over to the front of my face and patted my head.
It felt a bit different from the way Keitel patted my head. How do I explain it? I guess Keitel always gave me the feeling that he was petting a pet, but this fucker gives me the feeling like he pacifying a pet instead?
âAh, me. What is the difference? Tell me whatâs the difference!â (T/N o_o I think she asking herself)
âI find this fascinating. Even Keitel canât see me when Iâm like this.â
As Dranste said this, he looked unusually honest.
I just looked up at him with a âwhateverâ expression.
Even in the daylight the dimly glowing blue lights coming from his cold eyes looked strange. He was definitely not human.
âYou said it too, that it was fascinating to be able to talk with me.â
Ah, that really was true. However, it is not fascinating enough for it to be worthwhile for me to endure your harassment! I put my foot down. But he just let my words flow in one ear and out the other ear.
âAgh! That son of a bitch.â *Sob Sob*
What did he say it was? It was supposedly some kind of telepathy.
Thatâs right, he seemed to find it too troublesome to explain so he gave me such a half-hearted explanation. It made me want to punch him, but from what I heard it really seem to be that type of power.
I guess, in a few words, I was the one dropping my thoughts around anywhere and he just happened to pick up them up. My dad and Cerera canât hear because they were perfectly human and their code didnât match. Something about no permission to approach?
âAh, whatever. I no longer need you, so can you go. Huh?
Read my Heart (mind)!â
âUnfortunately, I donât have that kind of ability.â
Dranste hatefully talked back to me with a bright smile. I wanted to pinch that face at least once with a lot of hate and force behind it!
âEven a guy like me has limits.â
âUgh, this ***â
His overconfident smile was so *** I really wanted to ask my dad to go beat him up.
*Sob Sob*Â âAbei, your daughter is being bullied!â
Now that I think about it I heard this voice somewhere. Yes, thatâs right. I did hear this voice before. Was it when I was around 3 months? Yeah, in the middle of the night he came with the guy called dad and they equally broke into my room together.
Ah, I would like to send my past self who thought this guy was a normal person the middle finger through UPS. What kind of fucking normal person was this?!
âCute. How many years old are you?â
âI am not your pet okay, why are you asking how many years I lived?
Ugh, my insides are about to explode.â *Flinch flinch*
He kept poking me in a sore spot!
âThatâs right, I only lived 8 months so what are you going to do about it?!â
âAre you saying you were only born eight months ago?â
âStop asking when you already know the answer! Donât confirm what you already know!â
âCute. So lovely.â
âYeah, thanks for the compliments.
However, donât think you can win me over with this.
That a mistake. (T/N in Korean mistake end with the same word for mountain.)
Mountains of Gyeonggi Province mistake. (Korean play on words)
âŚ..Ah sorry. That was lame. *Sob Sob*
The one who should go fuck off was me. *sob sob*
I feel really sore.â
I felt so sore I just sat there with puffed up cheeks. The guy started laughing again.
âWhat the- Not only Keitel but that guy too? Why do they all laugh at me?
Am I funny? Perhaps I look funny?â
I havenât seen a mirror yet so I have no idea how I looked like. Someone needs to actually hand me the thing called a mirror so I can actually see myself.
*Sigh* For some reason I been sighing a lot today.
Then, my bottom lips started to stick out for some reason.
âAnyway, why do I have this ability?â
âHuh? What?â
âThe ability to see you, you piece of gum wad.â
âI told you last time. Itâs because of your bloodline.â
He gave a half-assed answer as he stroked my cheek. I started to get miffed.
âWhat do you mean by my bloodline?â
âHow the hell would I know?â
âWhat the hell do you know?â
My look of contempt shot right through him.
If it had been someone else they would not be able to decipher such an odd look from me, but this guy instantly knew what I meant. To think this guy could understand even things like this with his 100 percent telepathy toward me.
Tsk, tsk.
I used my small arm to slap his arm annoyingly which made him pull his hand back.
I should have done this from the start.
He used the hand he pulled away to support his chin instead.
âYou have better sight than normal babies. From what I can see, thatâs all thanks to your good bloodline.
Of course, your current development is also thanks to that too. Your Cognitive and Intellectual development is already over. And your mental development at this point is, well, good enough. Isnât your mental growth practically over at this point and just your body is still a baby?â
âCan you not proudly show off something that I already know.â
So If I follow his logic, the fact that I have the whole previous life memories might be thanks to the influence of my bloodline. Or maybe not.
âIf the blood mixed in your genetics ran a bit thicker, your physical development wouldnât have lagged behind your mental growth and would have been as fastâŚwith the exception of the eyes- Well. Tsk.
Unfortunately, it looks like it isnât so.â
âAre you saying I am not human?â
The question I threw out made him laugh.
That night, I couldnât see him well but Dranste under the sun was a beauty that didnât lose to Keitel.
If you had to compare them, technically it was a victory for my daddy. If you think about it, no one could beat Keitelâs beauty. If you only analyze that human(Keitel), his beauty was not even human at all.
âPerhaps, in this world, there are all kinds of people. If I had to specify, youâre about 98.2 percent human?â
âThen thatâs just human. Do you want to fucking die?â
âUh huh! But a lady must not be so foul-mouthed.â
Heâs the one who started it with his teasing and now heâs acting like this again. I feel as if my insides will explode from all this inner fire.
âHwabyeong, Ah it Hwabyeong.
If I faint due to Hwabyeong at this tender age itâs all thanks to that guy.
Someone beat that guy up.â *sob sob*
As my insides were exploding Dranste looked down above me with a big cheerful grin.
âThat damn guy, that rotten fucker, that fucker that deserved to die!â
In the end, I glared at him with a death glare and picked a fight with him.
âI hate the sight of him laughing to death!â
I peered at him with my slitted eyes and threw a question at him.
âWhat the hell are you?â
âHuh?â
Drantse, who shortly laughed, cocked his head. Thanks to that, Drantseâs seductive smile disappeared from his mouth.
âAh, now my inwards feel better.â
His short black hair with blue lights shook. The blue eyes that couldnât be hidden in the dark looked at me.
âTo say âWhatâ, youâre pretty good. Really good, actually.â
âWhat the hell are you saying?â
Keitel wasnât a person who made sense but this guy took the cake for coming out of left field.
âAh, even just talking is tiring. This damn guy.â
âWhat do you think ?â (What am I?)
âPig.â
âDo you want to die?â
âDonât threaten me as you laugh. Even if you do that itâs not going to work.â
Dranste must have felt wronged because he made a crying face.
âItâs not going to work.â
From above me, I could hear him go, âChi!â
âUgh! Why is everyone who tries to play with me a bratty kid? Am I not suppose to be the bratty baby or are they the bratty baby? Ah, Cerera is the exception.
Anyway, thatâs thatâŚ
Ah, there is no answer coming to mind. I canât even grasp an idea or feeling. He said he wasnât a ghost.
Heâs too wretched to be a god so exclude that. Dragon? There canât be a creature like thatâŚ
Of course, celestial beings are also excluded. Then from what left isâŚ
Demon?â
âKeitel does call me that.â
âThen are you saying youâre not?â
He laughed at my reply. His laughing form as he went âkh kh khâ looked like a crazy person, so I didnât even want to be close to him.
The problem was that I couldnât crawl away! Yet that person could walk!
âWe will see each other often until the day Keitel dies so you donât have to abuse your head anymore. Someday you may figure it out.â
âAre you trying to comfort me? Wanna die? No, Iâm curious now. Tell me. Now.â
âUh huh, you have an impatient personality, lady.â
âAhâŚ
God, If you can make my hand and body grow up right now so I could just hit that knucklehead once I will sell my soul. Yes?
You say you wonât receive my soul?
Ugh, thatâs messed up.â
I felt dispirited and leaned against the safety rail of the crib. As I let out several deep sighs, Dranste reached his hand out for me. Then he held my hand up and laid a kiss on it.
It was something he did so often that I just left him alone when suddenly his eyes that were on me sparkled.
âWhat wrong with this thing(Dranste)?â
At that moment he laughed.
âWhen you grow up will you like to be my bride?â
Cerera was randomly giving it her all at playing dressing up doll with me.
The custom fitted white dress was put on me. The clothes were pretty, but being dressed up so suddenly was also quite burdensome.
âWhatâs going on, everyone?â
âThis outfit seems to be the best one.â
Elaine, who was at the side, took out something from the mountain of clothes piled up.
Cerera reached out with just one hand and took the outfit. Then she handed me over to Elaine to hold instead.
I noticed that Elaineâs embrace was softer then Cereraâs.
If youâre asking me if I like it more then the answer is no. Iâm afraid her strength will overflow in her grip in her attempt to hold me and fall over. Ugh.
âThatâs right, hold her for a bit.â
Then she started to go through the clothes with more decisiveness.
âAh, Iâm dizzy. This is good and all but can I go sit down somewhere?
I know itâs comfortable since Iâm being held, but I feel the most relaxed when Iâm sitting by myself.â
âOohah ooh ahh.â
âPrincess, you like it too right?â
ââŚDo I have a communication disability? Look at what comes out of my mouth!â
Cerera canât understand what I am saying and neither can Elaine.
âHah! Such a cruel world! I give up. *Whine Whine* *Sniff Sniff*
Thatâs right, itâs easier if you just give upâ
âThis outfit? Or this outfit?â
She measured a red dress then a blue dress on my body. Elaine seriously pondered.
âI think a red dress is better than blue. A dress with a reddish hue is prettier.â
âIf you think about it the hair is..â
Both people were dead silent as they looked at the two dresses in front of them.
âWhat does it matter what I wear? I can wear whatever.â
I started to get a headache just watching them waste so much energy thinking over a dress.
âThish one! Thish one!â
I ended up having to get involved.
Cerera smiled as I pointed to the red dress.
âThis one, does Princess like this one?â
She asked while smiling.
âNo, but I donât want to worried about it any longer.â
I busied myself by nodding and laughing.
Elaine and Cerera didnât look completely satisfied with the dress I picked but they felt they had no choice since that was the one I liked.
âNow it turns out that the purpose of this dress âŚ
was for a party being held tomorrow.â
In Korea a gum wad refers to someone sticky who stuck on you like gum.