Iām no longer worried. Right now Iām in a perfect condition and is ready to take on any kind of mankindās wisdom.
My have a faceless enemy called programming. My only ally is this computer. Actually itās kinda like enemyās spy since I donāt know how to use this thing.
Time limit is one week.
I just canāt overworked my self and not sleeping too. I still have Misaki to take care off. The actual time I have available would be around just hundred hours.
In that time. Iāll have to remember both how to use computer and how to do programming, while making a game.
Iāve asked that lolicon if thisās really possible.
He boasted I can clear it in just two days.
If itās so then one week is more than enough.
One week, If I keep doing without running away first thenāā
ā¦ā¦Hey, Tendou Ryuusei. Just how far, can you push yourself, for Misakiās sake?
Iāve made a great effort to change myself up until now. Iāve stop both smoking and drinking, I didnāt go to the pachinko either. Iāve worked a short-term part-time job. And also got beaten up badly in interviews while Iām searching for a decent job.
Iāve worked so hard.
I think Iāve worked myself very hard.
Itās as you can see. A scumbag worked so desperately so far, for the sake of a kid someone just pushed to me. Thatās right Iāve worked hard. Iāve worked very hard.
Then, what of it?
Did anything changed at all?
Iām still on the bottom of society as always. Misakiās still cautious around me, and since I know that, Iāve set my goal as to become a good parent, but I canāt even hold Misakiās yet as of now. What if tomorrow, Misaki and me got separated , I bet Misaki wouldnāt even cry. And I would get back to my usual life in just a few days too. I think I wonāt even try to chase after Misaki.
Nothing has changed at all.
And yet would I still keep this on?
Honestly, itās harsh.
I just want to have an easy time.
I donāt have to work hard. I can just live like a scumbag as always and Iāll still receive 200,000 yen monthly. That much money is enough for Misaki to support herself.
ā¦ā¦But, Iām not satisfied.
Iām so angry that I canāt stand it anymore.
I donāt know if itās just sympathy or not.
But seeing Misaki got abandoned by her parents just like me, I got angry.
It really irritated me. For those irresponsible adults, if I donāt make them surprised somehow I canāt be settled. For those parents that abandoned their kids just because they donāt want them anymore, Iāll show it to them that even if the kid is abandoned they can still be the happiest in the world.
That is my motive.
This is my own battle.
Donāt use Misaki as an excuse. Such an excuse like, itās for Misaki, Donāt lie to myself using those cool words.
Itās because I really donāt like it.
For my own sake, Iāll challenge this enemy.
Iāll be the victor no matter what. For the reward, if Misaki clapped even just one time thatās more than enough.
After I ended my own self-questioning embarassingly, I opened my laptop.
I pressed the power button, and while waiting for it to start up I opened the āC language that even monkeys can understand.ā book.
Itās my first textbook that I read after a long time. And what my excited eyes saw is.
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If you write a lwot of (*ćĻć)
Pwograms then(/Ļļ¼¼)
Youāll ewventually get bwetter(*Ā“Ļ`*)
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I closed the book.
Under the book title, thereās the authorās name written on it.
Wazaki Yuuto.
Wazaki, Yuuto.
Itās the same name as that lolicon freak.
āā¦ā¦Are you kidding me.ā
I didnāt get angry.
After just one page, my heart is already gone.
And so like that, my challenge has begun.
ļ¼ ćDay 1 ćļ¼
The first thing Iāll challenge isāā typing.
āDammit, so you can at least write decently huh.ā
I muttered while holding the C language that even monkeys can understand in one hand. No matter how many pages I turned itās all full of these stupid writing style, but at least the content is decent.
The book says, the highest priority for beginners is typing. Since experiences is important for programming, to accumulate a lot of experiences fast typing is a must.
āEven though the content is good, why the hell is it written in such a crazy styleā¦ā¦ā
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If ywour typing spweed is fwast. (Ā“āļ½)
Then ywour growth would be fwast too.ļ¼ļ¼¾Ī½ļ¼¾ļ¼
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My will to read is disappearing. But if you read it seriously then its content is quite superb. Itās like a book for monkeys that a monkey wrote.
āWell then, so my practice method would be this huh.ā
The objective for beginners is, to be able to type at least 3 letters within 1 second. FYI, for average people it would be 5 letters, and pro 7 letters, and for people that has already rejected humanity theyāll reach up to about 10 letters.
10 letters. Me and them has the same number of fingers. So does that mean they used all fingers inā¦ā¦ one second? Did they use little finger too?
Well whatever, letās get started first.
The practice materials are, fifty Japanese syllables, four basic arithmetic operations, the materials is required to write down some symbols in order.
āOpen the notepad andā¦ā¦ā
Where is āaā located atā¦ā¦ Ah, on the leftmost.
And ābā isā¦ā¦ on the middle huh. place them next to each other dammit.
And āć (a)ā is on the upperleftāā Itās the 3 button!?
And you write it as a āćā button dammit!
And while Iām desperately struggling like that, I started typing eagerly. I tried to use different fingers other than the index finger as much as I can, and by the time I repeat the materials about ten rounds, Iāve finally achieved the speed of about 1 letter per second.
āIsnāt this surprisingly easy?ā
Clack-clack-clack-clackā¦ā¦
Itās such a simple atmosphere.
Well at first it went pretty smoothly, but after that it becomes harder. My speed wonāt go up that much.
50 times, and after repeating it for the hundred times, my fingers start moving faster than the speed that my eyes can track them. But itās still 2 letters per second. It still doesnāt reach 3 letters per second yet.
ā¦ā¦Rather than 10 letters per second, even reaching 5 letters per second is already an achievement, seriously.
āā¦ā¦Un?ā
āOh, sorry, is it too noisy?ā
Misakiās standing next to me.
Maybe she got annoyed of these clack-clack-clack-clack sound, and finally open her eyes.
āReally sorry, Iāve not yet sleptāā ā
And then, I noticed.
The time I started practicing, was immediately after I finished talking with the ero manga artist-san.
It was at midnight. Itās all dark around me at that time.
And at that time Iām so motivated that I felt like Iāll become the master of typing by the morning.