Short-term part-time. Itās my first time experiencing thiāā no thatās not right, if itās just a 1 week part-time job, then I had plenty of those experiences.
Though all of it was manual labor work. If we compare both of the job in term of harshness, then I can say for sure that the part-time this time is like a heaven.
But, I can still say confidently that.
A job this intense, itās the first time for me.
āThat shelf is the last one. Donāt cut corners.
āI understand that already.ā
Today, Iām going to graduate from this part-time. When I think about it that thisās going to be the last time Iāll ever hear Tenchouās deep voiceā¦ā¦ Well, how do I say it. Time sure flies I guess.
āAlright, you passed. Well done not running away first.ā
āWell if I run Iāll be killed.ā
āOh, so youāve come to understand that too huh.ā
Tenchou said that while hitting my shoulder when heās done with his closing procedures. I replied back with my bad honorifics-using words that I picked up a bit in this one week, then I sit down at the counter seat.
Thinking back about it, in this one week I really did my best to be patience. Well I did meet a lot of customers, the one that made me clenched my fist so hard my nails pierce into the skin and starts bleeding, and the one that attacked me with no reason at allā¦ā¦ Really, I think Iāve done well enduring those timesā¦
āAlright, as I promised today is your last day.ā
āTime sure flies.ā
āYour bad choice of words has already come back you damn kid.ā
āOops, It was pretty quick isnāt it.ā 1
Tenchou nods when I corrected my wording.
So todayās the last day I can see this disgusting smile huh. Thinking about that made me a bit lonely. Itās just a bit, really just a bit alright.
āSo I guessed that youāve already looked for a new job yeah?ā
ā¦ā¦Looking, for a, new job?
āYour face says that you didnāt think of anything at all.ā
āā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦Well, Iāll just play it by ear.ā
āThe reality isnāt that sweet you know?ā
āI already understand that, itās harsh I know.ā
23 years old junior high graduated and unemployed. A scumbag who up until now did nothing at all would be rewarded for his small efforts. Such a sweet story, doesnāt exist. and would not exist. Or otherwiseāā
āYouāre just a kid that said something cocky just now but, sometimes I sense a strange persuasiveness from you and it make me feels creepy. Did something happened it your past?ā 2
āWell thereās one or two epic tales of mine for sure. I didnāt become an unemployed person just for show.ā
āHah, As I thought youāll always be a goddamn cocky kid.ā
I tried to talk about it as vague as possible, and Tenchou only laugh at it a bit, he didnāt pry into it any futher.
āWell, our relationship is an unhealthy one but itās still a good one. If youāre troubled then come here with some money. Iāll serve you something.
āWhen that time comes Iāll be sure to ask you to put it on a tab. Then Iāll eat without paying.ā
āReally youāre not a cute kid at all huh.ā
āSince Iām not a kid after all.ā
I am,
āFrom now on Iām a parent now.ā
I said that on a whim, and instantly regrets it when I noticed that Tenchou is looking at me with his eyes widen. That line made even a tall man like me a bit embarrassed. If Iām laughed at then I wonāt even be angry for that.
āā¦ā¦ Bring her here someday. Your daughter I mean.ā
Tenchou didnāt laugh at me.
For a moment Iām so subservient and made a carefree face such that I might be embarrassed later, I quietly said the words of encouragement. 3
āWho would even bring her to this dangerous shop.ā
āHey hey, your mouth is all foul again.ā
I speak impolitely to hide my embarrassment.
Doing something like this, I feels like as if Iām an actual kid now.
āGeez, I want you to take after me.ā
Seeing him spreading his hands wide in a funny way, made me laughed. Maybe the reason I can continue working despite having to serve such shitty customers, might be that because his personalities play a big part here.
I honestly think.
That I, respected this old man here.
Dirty shop. Have few customers. And also the peopleās culture level here is the lowest of the low.
This place, Iām sure that this is where I belong.
Tenchou has, made a place for a scumbag like me to relax. Iām sure heās operation at a loss. Thereās no way heād profit from a shop like this.
And even with that, he still opens the shop everyday. Working at the hours that normal people would be asleep.
āThose epic tales of yours, I think theyāre interesting one for sure.ā
āWhatās with you suddenly. Thatās creepy.ā
āBrush it aside. It just flashed in my mind. Just that.ā
I want to ask him the reason for that.
But this, itās as if an elementary school kid want to ask for an answer. Facing a knotty problem, and cannot do anything except waiting for his answer to be given easily. 4
I have to overcome this with my own power.
āā¦ā¦Iāll come again.ā
āOh, is that so.ā
I give him a short goodbye, and stood up.
Itās a very narrow corridor as only one adult can pass through at a time. I walk along it, and opened the door with noisy gić¼ gić¼ sound.
The sun just started rising.
I squinted my eyes at the dazzling sunlight. But even so, no matter how hard I squinted my eyes, the light is still too bright, so I canāt help but turn my back to the sun.
āā¦ā¦Thank you very muchfor taking care of me.ā
And so, Iāve graduated from this short-term part-time job.
Iāve not decided what Iād do next. However, the time Iāve been with Tenchou, even though itās a short time, but I think Iāve grown up a lot.
Thay guy, why did he pick me up I wonder.
Hiring people just for one week is a very short time, just what did he think he can achieved with that.
And the answer for that, Iām sure, than me in the future would know it. With such a feeling in my heart, I head back to my room where Misakiās waiting.
And when I get back, Itās unusual but Misakiās still sleeping.
The little Misaki is, hugging my pillow thatās as big as her body tightly, and is sleeping with such an angelic sleeping face. No, thatās wrong. Sheās the angel is Misaki herself. Misakiās charm is about the highest in this universe.
Beside Misaki are a kanji practice book, a notebook and a paperbook. Iām sure sheās studying hard until sheās fallen asleep.
ā¦ā¦Paperbook? I donāt think I remember buying it?
I picked it up, and slowly turning it over.
Yui.
Thereās a big, cute handwriting on it.
āā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā
I placed the book back without making a sound, then look at Misakiās sleeping face.
Since Iāve decided to raise Misaki, Iāve changed a lot. But Iām not taking pride in it. Changing myself just this much, itās a matter of course that I can do it. The various stuff that Iāve been doing this past few days, if a normal person try to do it then theyāll cleared it as if theyāre just breathing normally.
I myself, still, hasnāt even reached the start line yet.
āā¦ā¦Misaki is really incredible.ā
Misakiās growth is very remarkable. She didnāt know a lot of stuff, sheās a clumsy kid who always blunder at her first time, but she always remember the things she has been taught. When she has remembered something once, sheāll never forget it.
She immediately made a friend at nursery school. And the nursery teacher-san also thinks highly of her.
Misaki isnāt just any ordinary person.
Since the one whoās always beside her like me said it, then it canāt be wrong. Sheāll surely, grow up and not become an adult like me.
No no, thatās wrong isnāt it.
Iām the one who raises Misaki.
Iām going to become a good parent to raise her to become a good adult. Iām going to make her thinks sheās glad to be born.
ā¦ā¦I had to give it my all.
I shrug my shoulder at my self-deprecation feelings, and lie my body down.
I close my eyes, and the sleepiness has bested me.