Claudine found herself strolling along the rose garden. Their thin vines arched overhead on the pergola they walked under through, allowing the morning sun to seep through the gaps, but enough to make them remain in the shaded area.
She stopped for a moment, glancing around with a pleasant smile on the garden, before she finally turned to her companion.
âAh, donât you think the weather today is nice? Seems like spring really is arriving any day now! Donât you think so too, Leyla?â She inquired, trying to engage the other woman in light conversation.
Leyla stood away from her, a few paces behind, and her head bowed pitifully as a stiff smile was held on her lips. She remained silent. Claudine tilted her head, raising a brow over to the girl.
âLeyla?â She prompted once more, and Leyla finally let out a grimace of a smile.
She was very pale as she stood in front of the Dukeâs fiance, and her damp hair was tied haphazardly behind her, as she was prompted to come quickly in front of Lady Brandt. She barely had time to pick out some proper clothes.
She couldnât help shivering at the droplets that drizzled down her hair and landed on her back.
âI- I agree as well, my Lady.â She answered softly. Claudine shot her a satisfied smile, before turning her attention back to the rose garden.
Leyla was acting just as she expected. Then again, Claudine also firmly believed if the Duke were to ever have just one mistress, it would always, and remained to be, one Leyla Lewellin.
Mistresses in the aristocratic class were not unheard of. In fact, having one was hardly special. But while the Lords would parade their mistresses like trophies on their arm, a mistress was a direct blow to a Ladyâs worth.
Sheâs seen and heard of the many Lords who fell for the less desirable sorts. People like their own maids, or prostitutes. They all ended up being humiliated in front of society, especially when their husbands proceeded to make a fool of themselves for everyone to bore witness to.
Thatâs why, as far as wives and fiances were concerned, having a mistress of high stature in society was far better.
So perhaps Leyla wasnât too much of a bad choice. She knew many wives who wished their husbandâs mistresses knew their place to not act above a wife, and someone who wasnât crude or vulgar. Leyla fit that criteria.
Additionally, she was considered to be intelligent among her peers, and beautiful. Despite her lower stature, sheâs garnered a reputable life. People would think her, Claudine, a fool to ever complain about her fiance having such a mistress.
But as she thought earlier, all those qualities would be attributed as a praise for the Duke . Rumours about the Dukeâs affair couldnât be stopped, Claudine knew. And society will praise him for having found such a one-of-a-kind mistress! And where would that leave Claudine?
Sheâd be shamed twice. One for being an insufficient wife, and two, for the Dukeâs mistress to be of lesser stature than her.
Claudine approached a nearby bench, flapping her handkerchief over a spot with a flick of her wrists before sitting down. The rose garden was in a transition between winter to spring season. She could spot the light dew glinting with sunlight and the lessened thickness of the snow around the ground.
A gentle breeze went past them, brushing lightly up against her rosy cheeks, billowing some locks of her hair and ribbons on her hat, behind her gently.
Events of last night came back to her, remembering the way she stood right outside the door as she listened to their love making. It was unmistakably Matthias. She would recognize his voice everywhere, but the words did not hear his profile.
Those gentle words, they did not seem as though they belonged to be said by such a foul man. If she were an idiot, she would have burst through the doors just to really see it for herself that he was the one saying them, and not someone else who just sounded like him!
But alasâŚ
âShould I have done that instead?â Claudine mused to herself. It would probably have quieted the incessant disbelief she had in the back of her mind ever since she listened to them.
Ever since she returned to the mansion last night, Claudine had kept pacing in front of the window, which brought her a massive view of the forest path. She would have no trouble tracking Matthiasâ return at that spot in the mansion.
So troubled, she hardly felt the need to sleep. And she was rewarded soon when Matthias returned at the crack of dawn.
She watched as he went up the stairs looking a little worse for wear, before he abruptly stopped in his steps, and looked back from where heâd come from. Almost like he was expecting for something to follow.
He stood there longer than just a moment, before finally continuing on his path, a sullen look on his face. Claudine had reached her decision by then.
She must act now. She didnât have any more luxury to wait.
Matthias was becoming less and less of the Matthias she grew up around in her youth. He was getting harder to predict, and the same could be said about Leyla. Last nightâs events bore witness to that.
She never expected Leyla to be writhing wantonly in the arms of her tormentor as though Kyle hadnât just witnessed them moments before. She was getting bolder, and Claudine didnât like that.
She finally spared her companion another glance. Leyla flinched when Claudineâs eyes went back to her.
âWhy do you appear so nervous?â Claudine asked, taking off her gloves and holding them daintily in one hand, âPeople might begin to think Iâm bothering you, if you act like that Leyla.â She smiled at her prettily, âArenât we just taking a walk together as friends?â
Leyla flinched as Claudine practically called her out.
âO-of course we are, m-my Lady.â She stuttered, resolutely standing away from her, turning pale in complexion.
âAh well, that eases my troubles then.â Claudine hummed, shrugging her shoulders before adjusting her hat with ungloved hands.
Leyla couldnât help but recall earlier events with Lady Brandtâs maid.
Mary had been insistent they needed to leave right away, barely giving Leyla enough time to get dressed and dry herself into a presentable manner. Even before Leyla had come to open the door, she kept calling and yelling for her nameâŚ
A repeated demand for her to hurry up and answer the door.
As soon as Leyla swung the door open, she was met with a cold and calculating gaze from Mary.
âI have been given a request to invite you over for a morning stroll Miss Lewellin.â She immediately said. But despite her polite words, her tone implied Leyla had no room to refuse her mistressâ orders.
And that there was no further time for delay.
Hence Leylaâs less than presentable state of dress. Even her hair was a mess! As soon as they arrived, Leyla felt fear grip her heart at the sight of Matthiasâ fiance waiting for her by the garden trail, smiling so amicably as though she was another one of her friends.
The two women remained in the garden in pregnant silence. The tension between them remained so thick, you could have cut it with a knife, even as Claudine sat down on the bench, and Leyla remained standing a few paces away beside her.
CLANG!
The sound of a bracelet hitting the stone floor broke the silence around them, as both looked down and saw the way the bracelet rolled on the floor, before wobbling to a stop. It was Claudineâs platinum bracelet, glinting on the stone floor as the sunâs rays hit it beautifully.
Claudine frowned as she felt her wrist grow light before hearing it fall. It seemed as though the clasp had gotten loose and broken through the many times she wore it.
âOh my, can you help me Leyla?â She called out softly, and Leyla blinked, unmoving.
âY-yes, my Lady?â
Leyla felt a little frustrated over this whole thing. Why was it that she had to be here? But when she met his fianceâs eyes, she immediately understood what Claudine was asking of her as soon as she shot her that toothy smile.
With an inaudible sigh, Leyla leant down to grab the fallen bracelet. Just as she was about to straighten out, Claudineâs foot moved, and stepped on the bracelet.
âAh, m-my Lady-â Leylaâs breath hitched as she landed on her knees and looked up at Claudine, before her eyes widened in surprise and the intense look Claudine was giving her.
âOn second thought, I think you should have it.â Claudine hummed, Leyla gulped up at her. âOh, why do you look at me in such a way?â She wondered, before her foot moved up, and stepped right over Leylaâs fingers.
She didnât make any sound, but her eyes started glinting and shimmering as Claudine pressed harder on her.
âArenât you happy Iâm giving you something thatâs rightfully mine?â she asked, tilting her head at the speechless girl, âAfter all, you have a knack for wanting whatâs mine, donât you?â She hummed thoughtfully, assessing her own pristine fingers before looking back down on Leyla.
Leyla refused to make any sound, though Claudine saw them twitch the more she applied pressure over Leylaâs fingers. Her tone was patient with Leyla, as though she was speaking to a naughty child.
Claudine felt a tinge of pity at how pathetic Leyla looked. Almost like sheâs got a noose over her neck, waiting to snap it apart.
âOh, donât look at me like that, Leyla. Itâs true isnât it?â Claudine continued.
She bent down, and grasped Leylaâs face gently, caressing it softly with the tip of her sharpened fingernails. Leylaâs breath hitched once more.
âAfter all, donât you seem so fond of my fiance ?â
Leylaâs eyes widened in fear at Lady Brandtâs words.
âSo why should my jewels be any different? Letâs stop kidding ourselves Leyla, itâs so unbecoming.â Claudine sighed in slight disappointment as she whispered against the poor womanâs ears.
Somewhere by the edge of the garden, stood Claudineâs aide, Mary. She had been tasked by her mistress moments before she left to fetch the Leyla girl to be on a lookout for the Duke.
She was to warn her mistress if he arrived unexpectedly.
In her vantage point, she could see what was happening by the balcony. She knew before that her orders, though simple, were of vital importance. But what could her mistress be discussing with a lowly orphan?
She tried to take a peek out of curiosity at what was going on, but the pergola blocked most of the view of the women from where she stood. Which was a disappointing moment, because she really wanted to see how her mistress was putting that cheeky girl in her place.
Mary remembered the first moment she saw Leyla, and immediately felt unnerved about her presence. Sheâd known the girl since childhood, yet something about her was off, especially when she remained so stiff and ungrateful even as she was being paid to do honest hard work.
She took an assessing gaze around the mansion, jaw clenching as she performed her duties.
The Duke had mentioned he had a gathering to attend to, and thus couldnât come home until evening at the earliest moment. It was far from evening, but the Duke was well-known to be prone to finishing things earlier than he said he would. He could even return a day earlier.
She needed to remain vigilant, even against the sunâs glaring rays.
Leyla remained frozen in place, her heart thundering in her chest as she grew numb to the way Claudine was putting more pressure over her fingers.
Everything around her was muffled, as though she was seeing and hearing things under water. It almost felt like a dreamâŚ
But if it was, then this was just a cruel nightmare.
âYou poor thing,â Claudine cooed at her, âLook at how much youâre trembling right now.â
She continued to caress Leylaâs cheeks gently.
âOh, but fret not Leyla, I could hardly do anything to my fianceâs precious mistress.â She sighed out, âHe adores you too much for me to be able to do anything.â
Her hands stopped caressing Leyla, before it moved to cup her chin gently, lifting it up enticingly to make Leyla look up at her. Claudine looked so innocent and kind, but her eyes held a visceral anger towards Leyla.
âContrary to how I usually treat you Leyla, I donât hate you that much.â Claudine admitted, âIn fact, I find that I am rather sympathetic to your plight, after all how could this have been your fault to begin with?â
Finally she removed her feet off Leylaâs fingers. The poor girl let out a shaky breath as she looked up at the woman in confusion with a hint of fear.
âM-my Lady?â Leylaâs eyes began to glimmer as tears pooled on the corners.
âShh,â Claudine hushed softly, âAre you going to cry in front of me?â She then let out a knowing smile, âIâm sorry to say Leyla, but they donât work on me as well as they do with my fiance.â
And then the smile slipped away from her face, and the look in her eyes darkened as she continued to look down on Leyla.
Leyla felt as though her heart was being seized, her chest tightening as she tried to breath properly, yet the chill in her bones kept her frozen!
She couldnât help but let out a gasp, praying for the deities above to spare her!
âIâll tell you a story of a maid just like that, Leyla.â Claudine told her, releasing her chin, before she began petting Leyla on the head like one would with a well-behaved dog.
She began her tale about a daughter, she came from a high ranked family. She was getting married, but before that, she made a request from her maid. She asked if she would sleep with her soon-to-be husband, just to give her an assessment on what kind of a man he would be.
After all, no noble lady such as her must engage in premarital acts. It was frowned upon. And she trusted her maid, sheâd been proven to be very loyal to her lady, and accepted the task readily.
âOur situation is very similar to that one, donât you think so, Leyla?â Claudine asked the unresponsive girl, âTruthfully, affairs are no problem to me. Iâve learned to navigate around them. So Iâm thankful for you.â
She watched as the faint hope in Leylaâs eyes began to dim the more she spoke.
It was like she was already being sentenced to hang, and suddenly, the wooden floor beneath her feet was pulled right under her and the noose tightened up around her neck with a painful snap!
Claudine had a feeling this could be the final blow for Leyla, and soon she wouldnât have to endure the incessant cries of noisy birds in the background. She might have gotten down and dirty against her fianceâs mistress, but who could fault her for trying to create a perfect marriage?
âAre you surprised?â Claudine piped up once more, âTo be honest, I was really surprised. All this time I thought my fiance would always be such a cold and calculating man. He probably wouldnât even break a sweat when our wedding night arrives.â
She gasped, and then tilted her head towards Leyla.
âIs he good in bed? Iâve been dying to know. Perhaps itâll be the only thing I can look forward to in a wedding with him.â
Leyla remained trembling in place. With Claudine no longer holding her chin up, she could only remain resolutely staring at the ground beneath her, wishing for the ground to swallow her up now and never return her to this place.
âCome now, donât be shy. After all, the maid in the story was very thorough in describing them to her lady.â Claudine teased, âAlso, I heard you moaning so wantonly last night, so he must be good at it!â
Suddenly, the gentle caresses stopped as Claudine gripped a handful of Leylaâs damp locks in her hand, and pulled her up, smiling when Leyla gasped at the sudden harsh treatment she got. Claudine drew closer to Leyla, their breath intermingling with each other.
âTell me Leyla, tell me how much you loved it.â she softly demanded.
Leylaâs eyes could only glisten blankly as she stared into Lady Brandtâs icy glares. The glassy look in Leylaâs eyes was grating at Claudineâs nerves, but she also found some satisfaction in them, and let it be.
âCome now Leyla, your Lady is asking you how much you love basking in the arms of the man who keeps ruining your life?!â