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Not long after Li Miao Lianâs wedding, Zhuoâer and Yi Yi celebrated their first birthday.
They didnât really celebrate their third wash ceremony, but the same couldnât be done for their first birthday. Even though the Jing Prince had started preparing himself for this over a year ago, he still didnât feel quite proper once it arrived.
Instead, it was Xiao Hua who didnât express anything. The palace maids and eunuchs also had happy expressions, and didnât mention any birthday feast or what not.
The day of their birthday, the western pavilion was busily setting up for Zhuoâer and Yi Yiâs lot drawing.
Xiao Hua and the Jing Prince were both present, as well as Eunuch Fu, Eunuch Chang, Auntie Qi and the rest. A large table covered in red cloth was placed in the center of the reception. There were various objects placed on the table. There was a brush, ink, paper, inkwell, book, abacus, coins, account ledger, seal, bow and arrow and so on. Because of Yi Yi, there were also some objects for women such as scissors, jewelry and makeup.
Zhuoâer was the older brother so he had to go first.
The little fellow was already able to crawl smoothly by himself. Xiao Hua placed him on the table but he didnât move, sitting there looking at his mom.
âGood Zhuoâer. Look at all these things. Choose one randomly and give it to mom.â Xiao Hua spoke and pointed to towards the table.
Zhuoâer looked at the tableâs surface and gave Xiao Hua another glance before crawling to the center. He liked to simplify matters, and after crawling for a bit he sat down and picked up what was right by his hand.
Eunuch Fu was staring the entire time, and seeing Zhuoâer grab the seal, he immediately said: âThe little young master will embody heavenâs grace and our ancestorâs virtues when he grows up. He will be extraordinary.â
Next it was Yi Yiâs turn. She was much livelier than her brother, and crawled to the center of the table without Xiao Hua saying anything. She looked left and then right, picking up one thing and then another, unwilling to leave anything behind. In the end, she decided to gather everything in front of her.
Everyone watching started laughing. Eunuch Fu laughed until his tears started flowing. His lips trembled but he couldnât get any words out.
âOur Yi Yi will be a master of all trades in the future. The key point is that her personality wonât let her lose out on anything.â
The Jing Princeâs gaze was soft, and his lips also curved in a smile. But he then seemed to recall something and furrowed his brow.
The small kitchen prepared several tables of food for lunch. One table was placed in the main residence, and the rest were placed elsewhere.
Seeing the smiling Xiao Hua instruct Ding Xiang to bring a jug of wine over, the Jing Prince felt for the first time that it wasnât good for her to be so sensible. He would rather her be able to cry and complain about being wronged instead of busying herself while pretending everything was fine. It made him feel rather upset, and he even felt like scolding himself harshly.
The other places were lively but the main residence was silent. It might be because the Jing Princeâs expression wasnât good, making Ding Xiang, Ding Lan and the rest keep quiet out of fear.
âWhatâs wrong, highness? Why arenât you eating? This is tasty, eat more of it.â
Seeing the dish, the Jing Prince silently grabbed some with his chopsticks and put it in his mouth. His other hand lifted his cup of alcohol and slowly poured it into his mouth. The Jing Prince normally didnât drink, but for some reason he had drank several cups today.
Xiao Hua put her chopsticks down and said while smiling: âForgot there was alcohol. This servant concubine will give highness a toast.â
The white jade cup contained rose colored Drunken Rouge. This was precisely the âDrunken Rougeâ that women could drink a lot of. The Jing Princeâs cup was filled and he lifted it up and drained it once more.
With the presence of alcohol, the two people didnât just focus on eating anymore. The two finished the jug of alcohol and ate a little more before clearing the table.
The room fell silent once again. Xiao Hua looked at the Jing Prince who sat there stuffily, and finally opened her mouth and said: âHighness, are you feeling uncomfortable?â
The Jing Prince gave her a glance and didnât speak.
âI donât mind and the children donât mind. What need is there to brood over things?â
The Jing Prince wasnât able to say anything about making up for it in the future. He felt such words would sound superficial if said out loud. He couldnât only pull her into his arms and quietly stroke her hair.
The sound of Yi Yiâs laughter rang out. Only then did Xiao Hua remember she had Ding Xiang go bring the two children over so the wet nurses could enjoy the feast as well. She hurriedly sat up from the Jing Princeâs arms and received the children, putting their daughter in the Jing Princeâs arms while holding her son.
âAlright, you guys can leave. Itâs a good day today, no need to remain on duty.â
Yi Yi was very happy to see her father, and warbled several unclear notes, smiling extremely brightly in his arms. The things she had gathered up in the morning were all sent to her room. The wet nurses had sorted through them and given her everything that she was able to play with. Yi Yi was pleased to death.
âMatron Xu said that after turning a year old, children can slowly learn to speak. Iâve tried teaching them many times but nothing seems to work.â
âOnly just turned one, no hurry.â
Xiao Hua nodded, but still teased Zhuoâer with her mouth, âGood Zhuoâer. Say father.â
She wasnât expecting anything this time, but Zhuoâer hummed a couple of times, and from his little mouth came the word âwolfâ.
Wolf?
Xiao Hua extrapolated and figured out that her son was calling mom.
âOur Zhuoâer actually knows how to say mom?â She teased him while she spoke, âSay it again.â
This time the sound was clearer, âwolf.â
âNot wolf. Mom.â
âWolf.â
âItâs mom, not wolf.â
After emphasizing it several times, it still didnât work. Xiao Hua thus helplessly became a wolf. Only then did she remember there was still dad. She gave the Jing Prince a glance and hurriedly turned her son towards him.
âZhuoâer, say faâ-ther.â
Zhuoâer glanced at the Jing Prince and turned his head away again.
Who told you to only cherish our daughter normally? Now heâs ignoring you. Xiao Hua secretly thought in amusement, but was also afraid of making the Jing Princeâs mood even worse. She left her son to play by himself and tried to make Yi Yi say father.
Unfortunately, after trying for a long while, Yi Yi only looked confused, letting out yips and yaps with her mouth.
âLittle Yi Yi is too dumb.â Mom said in jest.
âDaughter isnât dumb.â
Fine. This biased father immediately spoke on her behalf.
***
The people on the crown princeâs side felt as though someone had forcibly fed them a fly.
They wanted to spit it out but they couldnât. They had to force down their disgust and swallow it.
Emperor Xiâs decree called on famous doctors from all over, and thus they came. The crown princeâs side also sent people to find doctors.
Wasnât this just like swallowing a fly?
They felt unjustly accused to begin with, and now they couldnât justify it. They clearly wanted to cry out, but instead had to fake a smile, act magnanimous and act unconcerned. They pinned their hopes on being able to find a doctor to cure the Jin Princeâs leg and have him scram back to his vassal state, not letting him continue hanging around the capital.
Of course, the crown princeâs side also doubted the Jin Princeâs limp. But countless imperial physicians had said that this problem truly might be due to things not healing properly.
The key point was that his majesty seemed to believe it. Could anyone say otherwise? Even if they didnât believe in their hearts, they couldnât show it on the surface. The crown princeâs side could only shove famous doctors at the Jin Prince, hoping to expose his deception.
But the results showed that it was of no use. The Jin Prince still walked with a limp.
âŚ..
In the Fengqi Palace.
All the palace maids had left, leaving only Empress Xiao and the crown prince.
âMother empress, your son doesnât want to endure any longer. The Jin Prince is so shameless. This humble one can guarantee that no matter what doctor we find, his leg still wouldnât be cured. Heâs clearly pretending!â
The crown prince had been tormented quite harshly this past year. He had to suffer his fatherâs accusations on one side while still handling the eastern palaceâs various matters. Even when he had free time he would feel disgusted by the Jin Prince.
The upright and dignified man seemed to be extremely haggard these days, and his temper became more and more violent, his eyes bloodshot. Many people would walk the other way when they saw him, deeply afraid they would get whipped by the increasingly irritable crown prince.
âZhaoâer, mother can understand your feelings. But the closer we get to the end, the more we have to endure. Your impetuousness wonât do us any good. What we rely on now is our patience. You must adjust your temper. The palace is filled with talk of your violent temper, having palace maids and eunuchs whipped for no reason. You even had Imperial Tutor Bai beaten the day beforeâŚ.youâre breaking your motherâs heart with worryâŚ.â
Empress Xiao sat on the phoenix throne, her heart and soul weary. The pitch black hair from the past had turned white on the sides.
The crown prince paced back and forth like a caged animal, his fists clenching and unclenching.
âHe deserved a beating, lecturing this humble one all day, telling this humble one to endure all dayâŚ.endureâŚ.Iâve enduredâŚâŚâ
He mumbled neurotically, the whip in his hand striking at the red carpet on the floor. After a few strokes, the fine Persian rug was left full of marks.
Empress Xiaoâs insides split as she watched. She knew her son had a restless personality, and that he was unsteady. He had suffered quite a lot of humiliation in this past year. Although his majesty didnât say it, his gaze grew more and more frightening every day. It was clearly full of loathing for Zhaoâer.
Even if she tried harder, she wouldnât be able to resolve things. As of now, Empress Xiao could no longer confidently say she understood Emperor Xi. The man whom she married when they were both teenagers had become extremely frightening, his mood changing with the weather. It wasnât clear if it was related to his health, or whether it was because he knew he didnât have much time left.
Empress Xiao thought that it probably had to do with both, but she was helpless. She no longer had the energy to worry about Emperor Xi. She couldnât even take care of her own son, and there was still the Jin Prince who was messing things up on the side.
âZhaoâer, donât be like this. Mother empress will definitely think of a way to deal with the Jin Prince.â
âMother empress, you have to think faster, think faster, fasterâŚ..kill him, once heâs dead, killed offâŚthis humble one doesnât want to see him anymore. He limps around in front of this humble one every day, limping around in front of royal fatherâŚ..this humble one wants him dead, deadâŚ..â
The crown princeâs gaze froze, his mouth continuously repeating the same thing. Suddenly, his eyes shone with a peculiar light.
âMother empress, wouldnât you say that if we killed him off, this humble one would naturally become the emperor?â
The crown prince suddenly spoke, his voice exceedingly low. He let out a neurotic smile, looking both sinister and nefarious. The quiet words echoed around the hall, adding a few degrees of eeriness.
Empress Xiao couldnât help but shiver, squeezing out her words through her throat, âWho? Who are you talking about?â
âWho am I talking about?â The crown prince suddenly yelled loudly before muttering in a low voice once again, âYes, this is a great plan. Killing him off would naturally make this humble one the emperorâŚ..â
Empress Xiao turned pale with fright as she rushed forward and held the crown prince fast, âZhaoâer, snap out of it. Such thoughts are heresy. He is your royal fatherâŚ.â
The crown princeâs gaze snapped back into focus, his appearance becoming normal. He patted Empress Xiao and said softly: âMother empress, do you feel like heâs treating me as a son? Do you? At this rate, the Jin Princeâs power will only continue to grow, and our chances of victory continues to diminish. We might as well take care of things earlier. He doesnât have much time left anyone, itâs no big deal if it happens a little earlier. Itâs the one last thing he can do for his sonâŚ..â
âIs thisâŚ.okâŚâŚ?â
Hearing these words, Empress Xiaoâs eyes were vacant. The words were mumbled and her hand involuntarily clenched and unclenched.
âItâs ok, mother empress.â
Seeing Empress Xiaoâs attitude wavering, the crown prince seized upon it like a lifeline. âMother empress, this humble one is still the crown prince today. If he dies, itâs only natural for me to inherit the throne. If he suddenly changes his mind and strips this humble oneâs position and gives it to the Jin Prince, itâll be too late.â
The crown princeâs words weighed heavily on Empress Xiao. She should have scoffed at this possibility, but the current her no longer had the confidence to do so.
Emperor Xiâs temper was too weird recently, making his thoughts impossible to figure out. He seemed to favor the Jin Prince a lotâŚ.if the Jin Princeâs leg turned out to be fine, would he end up handing Zhaoâerâs position to himâŚ.or was this a plan he and that bitch surnamed Xu had cooked up all along to swindle her and ZhaoâerâŚ.
Empress Xiao looked at her sonâs excited face and bloodshot eyes.
Zhaoâer was under too much pressureâŚ..
Rumors were going around the palace recently about the crown princeâs viciousness. Empress Xiao had tried to suppress them several times but hadnât been successful. There was even an imperial censor who moved to impeach the crown prince for his lack of morals a couple days agoâŚ..
The crown prince getting impeached was Empress Xiaoâs biggest taboo and her biggest fear. The Grand Xi Dynasty had always emphasized the principal wife and seniority. As long as he was the crown prince, if there wasnât sufficient reason, even Emperor Xi couldnât randomly strip him of his title. Impeachment due to lack of morals was one way it could happenâŚ
This was also why Empress Xiao continuously asked the crown prince to endure. The crown prince couldnât make mistakes. Any mistake would be magnified endlessly. There would be those trying to fish in troubled waters. Those who supported their side would waver, giving those with designs an opportunity.
But the Jin Princeâs injury kept adding onto the crown princeâs worsening reputation, and along with his unsteady temperament, Empress Xiao could sense the voices crying for impeachment grow louderâŚ.currently there was only one imperial censor behind it, but Empress Xiao believed there would only be more people over time, whether or not there was someone egging them onâŚ..
Could they still endure?
For some reason, Empress Xiao actually felt a thrill in her heart upon hearing her sonâs words!
But she had always been cautious, and would think things through carefully. Despite knowing her answer in her heart, she still said: âLet your mother empress think it over. You canât do anything until Iâm done. Behave, and donât provoke anymore troubleâŚ.â
The crown prince looked closely at Empress Xiaoâs face, and slowly noddedâŚ