At this point, I had no way of knowing this, but at exactly the same time that Kimojima and Mai stepped into the school for questioning, I let out a deep sigh at the reflection of myself in the show window.
No matter how much of a disguise I use, this is terrible.
Sunglasses like the compound eyes of a dragonfly. A light blue medical mask and a baseball cap of a local team. To top it all off, Kyoko found a ridiculously tacky tour T-shirt of a Western death metal band in her closet.
âăNee-chan, you have unexpected taste in musicăŒăâ
Kyoko-san laughed when she said that, but it is an unbelievable object to belong to that cool Ryoko-san.
An illustration of a muscular, upper-body naked man raising a hammer above a pile of corpses. If you look at it favourably, it does resemble Rubensâs painting of ăThe Resurrection of Christă. Only the macho part, though.
The bottom is a pair of black skinny jeans borrowed from Kyoko. Thatâs okay, but thereâs nothing I can do about the shoes, so they are loafers that I wore to match my uniform, which is also tacky.
As a reader model, I wanted to say,ăKill me already!ă because itâs so hopelessly lame.
I thought the world was really crazy because I would get into a situation where I had to dress like this just to see my boyfriend.
When I arrived at the meeting place while avoiding being seen, Jun-kun was already there looking at his phone.
As soon as he saw me, he made a face as if he was shocked. Then he gave a mending smile.
âWell, âŠâŠ, you know, it looks good on you.â
ââŠ.. you donât have to. I had no choice but to wear this as a disguise. I know itâs lameâŠ..â
Rather, this ălooks good on youă is not a compliment.
When I lowered my mask and pouted my lips, Jun-kun smiled bitterly and changed the subject.
âSo, where should we go? We can go to a cafe or an arcadeâŠâŠâ
âWellâŠâŠIâm dressed like this, and I donât want the press to find me, so weâve got to find a placeâŠ.where I can be out of the public eye.â
âSoâŠ.then, you know, thatâŠâŠâ
Through his sunglasses, I could see his expression, as if he were stiff and stifled with excitement.
This is exactly what Kyoko said.
âI knew Jun-kun would make a face like that tooâŠ. Aree? Jun-kun too? What do I mean by ătooă?â
Iâm not disappointed by this, but I thinkâŠ..boys are like that, after all. But that doesnât mean that Iâm not annoyed by the way they keep moping around with a look on their face like they donât want to be disliked.
Well, what I want is Jun-kunâs shirt. So, I grabbed the cuff of his shirt and whispered to him.
âWherever Jun-kun wants to go, Iâm fineâŠâŠ.â
ĂĂĂ
In the end, Jun-kun pulled me by the hand and we entered a hotel called La Vian Rose behind the station.
I knew that there was a hotel here, but it was the first time for me and him to go to a love hotel and we were both a bit confused when we chose our rooms from the panel.
When we somehow arrived at the room, we both let out a big sigh, as if we had finished a job at the same time.
âHaaâŠâŠ that was nerve-wrackingâŠ..â
âTrueâŠ..but somehow, I feel tired.â
When I took off my mask, hat and sunglasses and sat down on the bed next to him. Jun-kun looked into my face and smiled. I thought again that I wanted to see this smile.
âI wanted to see you. I was really worried about you, you know. Iâm really glad that you came back safelyâ
âYeah, Iâm sorryâŠâŠ.â
I donât remember anything about the time I was missing. I told Jun-kun that too. Or rather, thatâs all I can say. I remember some things, but I canât say them out loud.
But this is how I came back. I came back to Jun-kun.
I was embraced by someone other than Jun-kun. That is an undeniable fact but since I donât even know who the other person is, itâs like an accident and itâs silly to even worry about it. The relationship that was temporarily interrupted will be spun back together again and I will start all over again as Junâs girlfriend, just like before.
When I closed my eyes, Jun-kun quietly put his lips on me.
A long deep kiss. But his tongue doesnât enter at all. Is this a sudden play to rush me? Unable to resist, I put my hands around his neck and inserted my tongue.
âMugo?!â
I heard Jun-kunâs surprised voice. But I canât stop anymore. Because I love it.
I lick his mouth, gums and tongue with love. Eventually, our lips parted and a white thread was drawn between our lips.
Jun-kunâs eyes looked as if they were meltingly prodigal. At the same time, he seemed to be pulling back slightly.
âAâŠAree?? Iâve never kissed Jun-kun with my tongue in it, have I?â
âI-is that soâŠâŠ? But the thought of being with Jun-kun for the first time in a long time made me âŠâŠ happyâ
When I mentioned this, he smiled happily.
ââŠ.. I love you, Misuzu.â
âYaaaan.â
He pushes me down on the bed, rolls up my T-shirt and touches my breasts over my bra.
Jun-kun has very gentle hands. Yes, it was. It was like this on that first day, too.
For the time being, Iâm glad I refused Kyoko-sanâs recommendation of the egregious underwear.
âăHyohăŒ! Nee-chan, youâve got some amazing stuff!ăâ
What Kyoko-san showed me with a big smile on her face, a black see-through. It was such a substitute that nothing could be hidden.
Heâs already a bit drawn in by the kiss earlier. If I had worn that thing, I donât know if he would have been surprised seeing me donning it. I really have to be careful.
Normally, today is the second time that I and Jun-kun have had sex. But Iâve already had a lot of experience. If I show him that Iâm used to it, even Jun-kun wonât be able to help but be suspicious.
Iâm not saying Iâm innocent but even though I was able to come back, if my relationship with Jun is strained, I canât see myself getting along with Jun-kun.
âIt may be frustratingâŠ.even soâŠâŠâ
Jun-kun is still rubbing my covered breasts. Itâs not that it doesnât feel good at all but itâs not so much that I canât hold back my voice.
âWas it like this the first time we had sex?â
At that time, I was so embarrassed and ashamed that I covered my face with my hands all the time.
I just accepted what Jun-kun was doing as he was doing it and when it came time to insert it, it was painful and it was hard to insert it and I remember it took a long time.
When I was thinking about this, Jun-kunâs hand suddenly stopped.
âCan I take it off?â
âehâŠyesâŠâ
My T-shirt was easily taken off but the skinny jeans were apparently difficult to take off.
âI wondered if I should have taken them off first. However, if I do that, I feel like he might be reluctant.â
But I felt frustrated that he kept failing to unbutton my jeans, so I finally said.
âJun-kun, wait a minute, Iâm going toâŠ..take them off.â
âOoouâŠâŠâ
I get off the bed, take off my jeans and lie down next to him again.
I donât know. I feel a little awkward. As if to cover up the awkwardness, Jun-kun kissed me softly and began to rub my breasts again from the top of my bra.
âAh, whatâs this? He still hasnât moved onâŠ..? Itâs not that I donât feel it, but⊠isnât it a little too long? I think thereâs a limit to how long I can play along with my impatience growingâŠâŠâ
After another five minutes from there, Jun-kun finally pushes up my bra.
It was not long before I exhaled with relief. Jun-kun suddenly pressed his thumb on my nipple.
âNo, even if he presses it like a buttonâŠ..â
It would be so much easier if it was designed so that if he pressed the button, Iâd cum.
After rolling my nipple a little with his fingertips, he asked again.
âCan I lick it?â
âSu,sureâŠâ
When my nipple is rolled in the mouth, the rough feel of the tip of his tongue is still pleasant.
âAh, anh, anhâŠ..â
When my voice begins to leak out, Jun-kun becomes excited and begins to rub my breasts a little harder with my nipples in his mouth.
But it also took him longer. So much so that my nipples hurt with saliva, all the way through it.
ââŠâŠNo, no, donât get frustrated. This is only your second time, Jun-kun. This is the kind of thing you get better at over time.â
And finally, or probably finallyâŠâŠJun-kunâs fingertips touch my crotch. Of course, he still starts by caressing my underwear.
It would be unbearable if he continued kneading over my underwear for another ten or twenty minutes.
I love Jun-kun.But this is a different matter.
âHey, Jun-kunâŠ..I ă»am ă»wetâĄâ
I whisper this in her ear and cover my face in embarrassment. Even I can give an act like this.
âOo,OuuuâŠâ
Jun-kun looks a little excited at my belovedâs pleas and hurriedly pulls down my underwear.
âFuhaaaaâŠ..!!â
As he exhaled excitedly, he pressed my clitoris with his fingertips. Like a button.
âWhy! Nothing is gonna go out!!â
What is it? Is there a misconception that if a man presses on the protruding part, it will make a woman feel better?
If I could press on my clitoris and a beam would come out of my eyes, I would feel good all the way around, but in a different way.
While I was thinking about this, Jun-kun traced around my labia and inserted the tip of his finger into my vagina.
âAa..ahnnnmmâŠâ
I can feel his finger inside it. But he withdrew his finger when he had inserted it up to the first joint and smiled happily.
âMisuzuâŠâŠis already very wet.â
Iâm glad heâs happy. ButâŠâŠitâs a little complicated. Itâs not so much that I feel it, but that the result of being rushed. Well⊠if Iâve beenâŠâŠrushed like that, Iâm going to get wet naturally.
âNo. I canât take it anymore, can I put it in?â
âEeeââââ! Wait a minute! Isnât the pacing wrong?ăArenât you too focused on my breasts? Or rather, havenât you only touched her breasts?â
I thought thatâŠâŠ but of course I couldnât say it out loud. I canât be drawn any further.
ââŠâŠuun.â
With a small nod, he raises himself up and stares at my crotch.
âEh? Wa,wait a minute!! This is too embarrassing! ăItâs a shame to come here and start the shame play.â
When I involuntarily covered my face with my hands in embarrassment, I heard him mutter, [Well, here we are, arenât we?].
I thought it was a shame play, but I didnât think it was just confirmation. Then, after some kind of fumbling movement, the tip of his penis touches a slightly misplaced place.
âNâno, not there, just a little lower, just a little lower. Itâs too close! Not that hole!â
After a while, I felt a nyunrun and his cock finally entered my vagina.
âAnhâŠâŠâ
An unintentional voice leaked out. I felt a tingle in the pit of my stomach at the long-awaited sensation.
âYes, yes! This feeling! This ânyurunâ feeling feels so good!â
âMisuzu, are you alright? Does it hurt?â
âU-uh, donât worry âŠâŠ Iâm fine.â
I canât blame him for being worried. Because the first time I did it, it already hurt so much that I cried raggedly. I remember now, it hurt so much that I honestly thought I was lucky that Jun-kun came so quickly.
âWell thenâŠ..can I start the move?â
âYes.â
Jun-kun begins to move his hips awkwardly and I tilt my head involuntarily.
I can feel it rubbing around the entrance area but it doesnât hit anything pleasant at all.
âKuu! Thatâs amazing, itâs so tight inside Misuzuâs vaginaâŠ..â
âEeeeâŠ..?â
âIt doesnât look any better âŠâŠ maybe Atashi âŠâŠ is not feeling well?â
âAh, Ah, Ah, Ah, Ah, Jun-kun, go deeper, pleaseâ
âYe,yeah..â
I begged him despite it being just an act and he seemed very happy and started to move his hips violently. But it didnât make much difference.
âReally, whatâs wrong with meâŠ..?â
âMisuzu, does it feel good?â
âEh? Umm, yesâŠâŠ it feels good.â
âOh, Iâm already feeling too good, Iâm cuming!â
âEee?â
Immediately, there was a sensation of a cock jiggling and quivering in my vagina. Immediately afterwards, a warm sensation slowly spread to my lower abdomen.
âW-what? Why? Even though he let it out insideâŠ..â
I donât have that good feeling. I only feel a lukewarm, unsatisfying sensation.
âCould it be that Iâve become insensitive?â
âFuuâŠâŠ Misuzu, it felt really goodâŠâ
âUmm, yes. I alsoâŠâŠâ
I smile back at Jun-kun, who smiles with satisfaction, while being inwardly upset. Then, looking at the cock being slowly pulled out, I realised something I shouldnât have.
âWhatâŠâŠ? Itâs smallâŠâŠ?â
It looked one size smaller than the one in my memory.
âW,what am I thinking! It doesnât matter how big or small it is!â
While I desperately tell myself otherwise, Jun-kun lies down next to me with a look of accomplishment on his face, saying, [FuuuuuâŠ..]
âMisuzuâŠâŠ is the best, it felt so good.â
âY,yeahâŠâ
While nodding back at him as he hugged me, I gently stole another look at Jun-kunâs cock.
âI knew it was smallâŠ.but I had a feeling it was bigger when I first started..â
I thought about it properly.
âMaybe the size of a penis changes depending on how good he feels? Maybe I didnât do anything earlier, thatâs why Jun-kun didnât get a full erection. Yes, Iâm sure thatâs right. If I lick it, it will get biggerâ
With that, I raised myself up and put my face close to Jun-kunâs penis.
âWai, Misuzu, w,what?â
He sounds surprised. But I donât have time to worry about holding back or anything like that anymore.
âIâve been studying in a book for the next time I have sex with Jun-kunâŠâŠâ
âMi-Misuzu!?â
I twisted around, clucked and took his thing in his mouth.
âUuuuâŠ..â
When I sucked it up, the taste of semen left in the urethra spread into my mouth.
âDelicious but âŠâŠitâs a bit thinâŠ..â
After finishing sucking up his cock,I immediately started handling and squeezing it with my lips.
Jupup, Jupup, Rerororororor, Jupup.
I licked up the wilting cock and rubbed it desperately with my lips. The feeling of hardness gradually increases. The cock gradually gets bigger and bigger in my mouth.
âIt feels good,more like this, moreee!!!â
âWait,too much, thatâs too intense! Misuzu! If you do it to me like thatâŠ..â
While listening to Jun-kunâs impatient voice, I continued to handle and squeeze him further, Gugu! I felt a big swelling sensation.
âYayăŒ! It got a bit bigger again!â
However, at the moment when I was celebrating in my chest, Jun-kun let out a moaning voice.
âUgh!â
Pyu! BururuâŠ
Feeling of raw, warm liquid flooding the back of the throat. The taste of semen again spreads in my mouth.
âI canât believe itâŠ.you just ejacualte?â
I was surprised, but it didnât have that sobbing rush, the amount wasnât too much and it tasted light. It was an easy-to-drink semen with a refreshing taste.
Again, the shrivelling penis makes me release from my mouth, while letting out a grief cry in the depths of my chest, [AaaaâŠ..].
âItâs smallâŠâŠ quickâŠâŠâ
I unintentionally dropped my shoulders,and Jun-kun smiled at me as if he was out of breath.
âHaaâŠâŠ haaâŠâŠ Misuzu, I didnât expect you to suck me, so I cum right away.â
âAa, thatâs true! It was like a surprise, soâŠâŠ. Ehehe, right! Otherwise he wouldnât have cum so quickly!â
I was convinced and a little relieved.
âDid it feel good?â
âYeah, it felt really good.â
âWell, Iâll make you cum again soon.â
âHeh?â
When I put his cock in my mouth again, Jun-kun made a panicked noise.
âWait! Wait a minute!ăMisuzu, you canât do it that quickly!â
âItâs not over yet!â
I donât know who it was but I remember being held all night long. Even though itâs impossible to go that far, thereâs no reason why it canât be done once or twice.