Vol. 1 Chapter 1.6

Translated by SoundDestiny Edited by SoundDestiny

‘I am hungry. I am hungry. I’m hungry. Hungry. hungry. Hungry. Hungry.’

That’s all I can think about.

My consciousness is fading. I’m kind of flustered and I’m starting to feel a bit better, which is really scary.

I feel dizzy and I feel like I’m going round and round all the time, even when I’m lying on the floor.

‘Is this what it feels like to be on a turntable?’

As I was thinking about such unintelligible thoughts while recalling the scenery of a DJ event I attended for work a while ago, I suddenly heard a creaking sound of wood, and the shape of a door framed by light appeared in the dark room.

‘Oh, here he comes……that disgusting man.’

I’m a little pissed off, but I waited for him. Finally, he came. I’m relieved. But I’m scared. I’m so scared. I’m happy. What’s that? I’m happy? But I don’t like it. It’s disgusting.

My emotions are all mixed up. I don’t know what’s going on anymore.

I don’t like it, I should not like it, but I was definitely relieved.

The silhouette of the disgusting man emerges in the backlight, and a sharp light pierces my retinas.

‘It’s too bright……’

My eyes flickered as the flashlight was unkindly pointed at me. I involuntarily squint.

“O—i, Kurosawa-san. Are you still alive?”

I heard such a dumb voice from the disguthing guy, and I was helplessly annoyed.

“I told you I’m dying…..”

I don’t know whether he heard my mutterings or not, but the disgusthing man came up to me with a footstep that lacked even a shred of discretion, and looked into my face as if he was superior.

“What, you seem to be alright.”

Immediately, a seething anger welled up through the chorus of 『I’m hungry』 that had been swirling around in my head.

‘What part of this is okay? He looks as if it’s someone else’s problem.’

I was hungry and simply irritated, but the way he said it, without a trace of nervousness, made my blood boil.

“Get me out of here……you disgusting man. It’s really pathetic that you resent me for making fun of you…..”

I don’t think it was that loud. In the first place, I don’t have the energy to raise my voice anymore.

But I saw the colour of the disgusting guy’s face change instantly, and I came to my senses.

‘This is bad!’

By the time I thought that, it was too late.

“Kya!?”

As I saw the disgusting guy swing his hand in a big gesture, the next moment, I suddenly felt a pain in my cheek.

[Bashin] My ears were ringing and my cheek was zinging and hot.

‘I’ve been slapped!?’

As soon as I thought that, tears started to well up from the corners of my eyes.

When I looked up, the disgusting guy was staring at me.

‘This is bad! I’m scared, scared, scared!’

Even though I try to get up in a panic, my body becomes very stiff and I can’t really move very well. It didn’t really hurt but that wasn’t the point. it’s just too scary.

“Ahahah, I-I…was just joking, kidding with you so…”

I no longer knew what she looked like. An affectionate smile, a flirtatious smile.

It was probably an ingratiating smile to flatter the other party. I desperately tried to retreat, kicking the floor.

“No, no. It’s not……!?”

Just as I was in the middle of talking, the disgusting guy lifts up his thighs.

“It hurts!! I’m sorry! I’m really sorry! Uuu…..”

An unintentional scream-like voice leaks out. The man was still silent, looking down at me.

‘I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared!　I can’t do it anymore! I’m scared!’

My back teeth make a rattling sound. I can’t stop my body from shaking. When I think I’m going to be killed like this, tears are spilling out.

I have no idea what to do. I couldn’t look away and could only wait for the disgusting guy to say something.

“…… Kurosawa-san.”

“Un-unn!”

“You said……that you would let me do you, didn’t you?”

At that moment, I felt like I found a method to escape from this unbearable fear. I became desperate.

“Ehh…Aa..Uu..Unn!! I will let you do me! I will definitely let you! So please  don’t get angry, okay?”

He can hold me, a beautiful model girl. Any man would be delighted. That’s what I thought. I didn’t doubt it. But instead of being pleased, this disgusting guy grabbed me by the bosom and put his face right in front of my nose.

“You will let me do you? What kind of mouth are you talking like that with?”

“Eh? Eh? Eh?”

I had no idea what the disgusting guy was trying to say and I just scrunched up.

“If I wanted to do something like that, I could have done that forcibly without you being able to resist, right? Like this.!”

“Hiih!?”

The disgusting guy started groping my chest and twisted them up violently. But I couldn’t shake him off. All I could do was to tense myself up.

“You have nothing to offer Kurosawa-san except your body, so how can you say 『I’ll let you do it』 from a superior position?”

“Because, you see, I’m a model and I’m ……”

“So?”

Two alphabets. Just two letters. With that, I couldn’t say anything back.

“Uuu……”

All I could do was groan. I could only think of myself as very weak and very miserable.

I don’t know what to do anymore. My stomach hurts. It’s hard, it’s sad, I can’t stop crying. But in the corner of my head, I was really, really miserable that I thought that crying would be a waste of water.

But then, suddenly – the disgusting guy smiled at me.

‘What? Why? I thought he was angry.’

Immediately, I was in turmoil. My mind, which was already hazy, became a jumbled mess and I couldn’t understand what was going on.

“You’re worthless, but you’ve got it all wrong. Poor Kurosawa-san.”

‘Was I having a misunderstanding? Oh so that was it….’

“It’s all right. I’ll teach you. I’ll show you how to get out of here.”

I couldn’t believe my ears.

“So you’re going to let me out? Are you going to let me go home?”

“It’s up to Kurosawa-san. But if you want such help, don’t you think it’s reasonable to bow down and ask for it? Not to let me hold you, but to ask you to hold me, don’t you think?”

“Eh, eh, eh?”

I didn’t understand what was being said.

“Eh? You still don’t understand?  For example, if I had sex with Kurosawa–san and fell in love with her, I would naturally want to take good care of her, wouldn’t I? If that happens, you will naturally be able to get out from here.”

‘I see, all I have to do is make him fall in love with me!’

I thought vaguely in my hazy mind.

I was convinced. That’s the only way, I thought.

In fact, I felt as if I had found a way out, and I was even happy.

Before I knew it, the disgusting guy’s hands were squeezing my breasts. Unlike before, his hands are gentle and I was relieved.

“Who has the advantage of being ecchi?”

“M,Me!”

“Yes, that’s right. And who should be the one bowing their heads and begging for it?”

“…..I–it’s me, right?”

Somehow, I thought it was strange, but I couldn’t deny it. I just couldn’t let go of this chance! And that thought was swirling around in my head.

“Jyaa, what should you say, then, Kurosawa-san?”

“Well…..please hold me in your …… arms.”

“That doesn’t motivate me. Look, you’ve read ecchi manga and novels, haven’t you? There are more naughty ways to ask, aren’t there?”

“Eh , Eh, umm let’s see..umm.”

I remember an explicit female manga I read in the past and the female character was in the back of the dressing room. I never thought I’d be the one to say it.

“Please… I beg of you. Please violate M-Misuzu to your heart’s content…”

I said it. I’m so embarrassed. My face is hot.

Then, the disgusthing guy gently stroked my head.

“Good, well done.  If you say that much, then it can’t be helped. You must have been waiting for me to violate you. However, it is Kurosawa-san who has the advantage. I’ll sleep peacefully, so think for yourself how you can satisfy me.”

“U, Uun…I’ll do my best……”

×××

I strip naked and lie on the cold floor.

It’s a dumb outfit but as long as I turned off my torch, the room would be pitch-black. I’m not ashamed of it.

But still……it went so well that it was scary.

It appears to be true that Kurosawa–san is down to the level of drunken intelligence.

I chuckle and recall my exchange with Lili.

×××

“If you don’t want people to laugh at your bad sex, just let them do it all, Devi.”

“What do you mean?”

“In order words, Fumi Fumi can just lie down-devi and order her to satisfy you. Fumihumi doesn’t need to do anything, so if she fails, it’s all the girl’s fault.”

“Ehー, but doesn’t that mean she, Kurosawa-san, has to be willing to do it herself?”

Lili points her finger at me.

“That’s the point Devi. Fortunately, the other party can’t think straight. Even if you introduce a slightly illogical suggestion, she will only be a little confused by it but still accept it Devi..”

“I wonder if it will work that well……So what, exactly, do I have to do?”

“First, you have to name something you don’t like, then you have to punch or kick her and scare her into a corner so that she doesn’t want get hurt”

“EhーI don’t really want to get violent”

“Don’t worry Devi. She is weak, so a light tap on the cheek or stomp on them should be quite bearable, Devi. The most important thing is to pretend to be angry. If she makes you angry, you will get violent and she will get scared. This is what you have to engrave in her mind. On the other hand, if she obeys you obediently, give her a reward.”

“Carrot and the stick”

“Yes, Devi.  So, the first important point is to prepare an escape route for her Devi, after you’ve driven her a lot with the whip. That will be the deciding factor.”

“What do you mean?”

“A way out of that room, Devi.”

“Ehh?!! We’re letting her go?”

“Don’t be too hasty, Devi. In other words, if Fumifumi can make her fall in love with you, you can teach her the way out. Humans are creatures who cannot live without a goal or purpose, Devi. With this, that girl’s goal will be to make FumiFumi fall in love with her, Devi.”

“……I see, so you’re saying that Kurosawa-san will try her best to make me fall in love with her and start doing ecchi things? I wonder if it will work that well……”

“It’s okay Devi. But today is just the first step. The first step is to make the fact that you have sex, Devi.”

“Is that so?”

“If you don’t feed her anything for a long time, she will die, Devi. But if you give her something to eat then her level of intelligence will return to normal. Still if you do it at least once with her, the hurdle for next time decreases a lot.”

“…… I see.”

“Then you will brainwash her over time, Devi. By gradually changing the way you treat her, using the stick and carrot in moderation, you can make her a lovely pet……. In two weeks, she’ll be a cute pet for you. It’s fun to make her fall madly in love with you and then throw them away, or to keep them as convenient women who can be held at any time. Selling her off to the sex industry is also a thrilling Devi!”

“Lili.”

“What Devi?”

“You really are the devil.”

“What do you mean by that Devi!”

×××

What’s the obvious?And remembering Lili’s appearance as if to say so, I involuntarily twist my mouth into a smile. At about the same time, I heard Kurosawa-san’s voice.

“Nn–Nee….. I-I can’t really see you because it’s so dark, w-where are you?”

“It can’t be helped.”

I turn on the flashlight and point it directly at my crotch.

I could see Kurosawa-san’s face as she crawled on all fours towards me in the dark. Because of the expectation of what is about to come, my penis grew to its full size and was towering in front of her.

“Hihh!?”

Kurosawa–san’s eyes opened wife. It is natural to be surprised when something like that suddenly jumps into your eyes.

She stares at my thing in amazement and a surprised look on her face.

The scene was so contrived that I tried my best to hold back my laughter and pretended to be annoyed.

“If you keep staring, I’m going to end it. Do you understand?”

“W-Wait! I-I will start right away so please!”

I bit down on the laughter that was rising in me as I watched Kurosawa-san’s flustered appearance.

I was just having so much fun right now it is truly enjoyable.

I was having fun, enjoying myself, I am really enjoying myself.

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