Vol. 1 Chapter 2.8

Translated by SoundDestiny Edited by SoundDestiny

“I’m scared……I’m scared……I don’t want to disappear….”

If the voice had a form, I must have been crushed by my own voice which is flooding this room right now.

A voice that echoes in the emptiness of the room. The murmur of [I’m scared]. At least as long as I can hear it, it means that I haven’t disappeared yet.

That creep was staring at me with his finger on the execution button. Such a fantasy was sitting in my head.

But still, how much time has passed since that cosplay woman left?

A day or two…..No, I don’t think it’s been that long, maybe.

『How many times a day do you think about things?　Two hundred million times. Two hundred million times. That’s why. I don’t think it would be at all wrong if we used a few of those times for teaching.』

Without any context, I recalled that chemistry teacher Inaba-sensei had given such a sermon to Tachioka-kun, who had been making a fuss during class.

My thoughts are endless. Various people’s faces, various landscapes, various thoughts float in and out of my mind without any connection.

But the 200 million times I’ve thought about it today. The majority of them are occupied by fear. The next most was probably…… regret.

Why did I do that at the time?

What did the creep do wrong? He just sent a letter to a girl he liked, that’s all.

But at that time, I thought it was the right thing to do, that’s what I thought.

Because that guy is unworthy of Masaki. It’s a shame that he doesn’t know what he’s doing. Look in the mirror and come back.

Masaki is a kind and honest girl, so she could be talked into doing something bad. I just thought that I had to protect Masaki, that’s all.

…… Excuses. I know. I already know.

When I stomped on her head, I was definitely enjoying myself. I was enjoying tormenting him.

The reward for that is……this.

This is what Freesia-san said.

The choice left for me is 『love or die』.

I don’t want to die, so in fact there is only one way. There is only one way to get back to Jun-kun.

I will survive by lewdly flirting with that man, clinging to him miserably, and talking about false love.

I will make him fall madly in love with me, be captivated by me, and make him think that I want to fulfil his wish.

That’s all there is. That is the only way.

But only if that man comes to me again……

At the moment when I let out a sigh of self-mockery, I suddenly heard a creaking sound like wood, and I jumped involuntarily.

‘It’s here! He’s here!’

Subconsciously, my chest was shaking with joy. I looked up at the ceiling to prevent tears from spilling.

‘Don’t panic……it’s just the beginning.’

It’s too early to rejoice. This could be my last chance.

I put my hand on her chest and regulated my breathing.

If that creep comes, how will I seduce him? I had thought about that, of course.

The first time is important. In a pampering way. In a naughty way.

『Ahah~n. I can’t hold back any longer. Hey, you, hurry up!』

It’s the image of a new wife waiting for her beloved husband’s return.

I know it’s silly. Of course I’m embarrassed. But I have no choice but to do it.

Light shone into the room in the shape of a door, revealing the silhouette of that creep.

‘First of all, I start with a shinny, [ahah~n]…..all will be okay, go for it, me!’

The creep slowly walks up to me. His throat made a gurgling sound.

‘Okay, okay, [ahah~n].’

But almost as soon as I swallow my breath to speak, he blurts out.

“Lamp installed.”

Instantly, a lamp appeared out of nowhere and lit a small light in the corner of the room.

Its pale light illuminated the stone wall, and my shadows and that creep’s shadow appeared on the wall.

“Eh? What happened?”

I was so startled by the suddenness of the situation that all the arrangements I had been thinking about were blown away. I couldn’t think of anything to say besides [ahah~n]. I saw the creep reach out his hand towards me, who was panicking unintentionally

“Hiii?!”

My voice chokes in the back of my throat and my body involuntarily stiffens.

‘Oh no! He’s going to mess me up again!’

However, he held me in his arms and whispered to me in a voice that sounded like he was talking to a small child.

‘It’s okay. You don’t need to push yourself’

At that moment, I heard the sound of a taut thread snapping.

‘Who do you think is to blame?’

Even as I screamed this in my chest, what loomed up from the back of my throat was an unspoken sob.

“U, uu……gususu…… uuu, eeesu”

Tears flowed unceasingly. And I clutched at the chest of the creep and broke down crying.

“Gusu…… hikuu, uuu….. Hicc……”

No,I can’t do this. He won’t like me. I have to make him like me. If he thinks I’m a pain in the ass, everything is over.

The more impatient I get, the more I can’t stop crying.

However, while stroking my head, the creep whispered in my ear again.

“I don’t care if you’re crying……I’ll love you just the same.”

Then, he raises my face with his fingertips and forcefully takes her lips.

“Nnnn!!? Nnnn……nnn…..”

I couldn’t help but widen my eyes. I felt my breath choking. My head is dizzy. And I can’t move my body to resist.

“Nnnn!!!”

His lips parted and his tongue entered me. As our tongues entwined, I felt an electric current running up my spine, numbing the core of my head.

Chu, chu, chu……

The disgusting sound of the water rubbed my eardrums and my body gradually relaxed. The next thing I knew, I had my hands around his neck.

A long, long kiss. When our lips eventually part, a thin, disgusting string of saliva is drawn between.

“Haa.. haa….wait, wait ……”

“I won’t wait.”

As I was still confused, the creep slowly pushed me down.

“Set up the bed”

As soon as he muttered that, I suddenly felt something soft against my back. There should have been nothing there, but before I knew it, a bed was lying there.

‘Eh? What? How? A bed?’

I was confused. As I was looking around left and right, suddenly he called my name.

“Misuzu”

When I turned my head, he was staring at me. Strangely, I didn’t feel bad about being called. The stabbing gaze made me cower and I opened my mouth as if to moan.

“Wha…what ……?”

“Become my woman”

He then covered my lips with his own again.

“Nnnn!? Nnnn……”

He broke my lips again and forced his tongue inside me. The hot tip of the tongue traces the gums and strokes the oral cavity.  His tongue’s tip traces my gums and strokes the oral cavity. Every sensation I feel is raw.

“Nn…..ah, ah…… nn…….”

Our tongues entwined with each other, [chup, chup, chup, chup] the sound of the water sounded so nasty. The rough texture of the tongue’s tip conquered my insides, leaving me helpless.

“Hinn!!”

Suddenly, an electric current ran down my spine, and I involuntarily turned my head back.

Before I knew it, my negligee had been pulled up to my chest, and he was reaching for my breasts.

His fingertips crawl around my nipples on my underwear. I can feel my body becoming more sensitive in response.

“It’s embarrassing.”

My face is hot, my cheeks are hot. I unintentionally covered my face with my hands. My ears are also red by now.

“You’re a …… nasty girl, Misuzu, to ask me out in this kind of underwear”

‘Hmm, he’s looking at my…… underwear?’

Fearfully, I open my eyelids and look at my body. And I unintentionally let out a voice with no trace of sex appeal, [Wait!?] I let out a voice that lacked any semblance of sex appeal.

What I was wearing was a small triangular piece of white fabric that barely covered her nipples and crotch. The rest was string.

It was extremely revealing – a so-called micro bikini.

‘What are you making me wear? Freesia–sannnn!’

The image of a silver-haired maid, smiling with a peace sign, flashed through my mind.

But wait, the aim is to seduce this man. I know it sounds crazy, but in this case, it should never be wrong.

I look at the creepy guy and somehow he looks embarrassed and averts his gaze.

“Aa, um, …… this underwear, its…….”

“Give me a break. If you ask me out dressed like that, I won’t be able to resist. Tonight, I want to take my time and make you feel pretty. …..”

‘Aa,Aree? Is he embarrassed? It’s kind of cute…….’

Then, he covers my lips again in embarrassment. This time, he kisses me gently, as if he is pecking. Again and again, the kisses are loving and playful.

His fingertips were crawling all over my body while we were kissing.

“Mmm, ah…… ah…… mmm, hah…… hah…….”

His gentle touch, as if I was being stroked with a feather, gradually makes my voice unbearable. The warmth of the bare skin touching each other is pleasant, and I want more and more of it.

“Nee, Kimo, I mean……Ki-kijima-kun …….”

“You know my name?”

“Of course. ……We’re classmates, after all”

It was a lie. I had a very hazy memory, but somehow I remembered.

“Please …… take off your clothes too, Kijima-kun. I’m embarrassed that I’m the only one dressed like this…..”

“Then, Misuzu, unbutton it for me”

“Y-yes”

I didn’t want to disobey him. So, I unbuttoned his buttons one by one. Meanwhile, his finger kept stroking my hair.

‘Hehe, I feel like I’m being praised…..’

For some reason, I felt both happy and embarrassed.

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