The morning after training [beast and a gentleman], I stepped into the classroom absentmindedly.
Come to think of it, the only time Iâve had any sleep in the last three days was in the infirmary.
I think this crazy endurance is thanks to that nutritional drink, but even so, I feel a little tired.
Lili gave me another bottle of nutritional drink, but she said, ăIf youâre going to drink it, drink a little at a time, Devi! You mustnât drink it all in one gulp!ă She strongly reminded me not to drink it all at once.
Well, I did have such a big outburst. I donât think it can be helped that Lili is being stern about it.
When I took my seat, was it by chance? Masaki-chan, sitting two rows next to me, third from the front, turned to look at me.
When she notices me, she secretly waves her hand under her desk and smiles wryly.
âAkan, Soo cute. Sheâs an angel, âŠâŠ. Thereâs an angel hereâŠ..â
(Akan: in kansai dialect: This is bad)
Not many days have passed since I started thinking about taking revenge and Masaki-chan being equally guilty, and yet here I am. Yes, Iâm a bit of a fool myself.
So, as I was lazily stretching the bridge of my nose, Ms Fujiwara entered the classroom with a languid greeting, [ChoriăŒssuâŠâŠ].
(Hello)
She scratches her blonde side-tail hair, her steps seeming to be full of trouble. Wheat-coloured skin and dark make-up. Her bare feet stretching out from her absurdly short skirt are unabashedly erotic. From the bosom of her sloppily worn blouse, a glimpse of a black bra trimmed in pink could be seen.
She tossed her bag, decorated with badges, onto the desk and entered the circle of top caste people hanging around Kasuya-kunâs desk.
I almost followed it with my eyes and I panicked and fell on my face.
âI shouldnât, I shouldnât.â
If Kasuya-kun gets involved with me again, I wonât be able to stand it.
I secretly peeked at her while pretending to be asleep, propped up on the desk.
âIt doesnât look like that at allâŠâŠ.â
Fujiwara-san is really a bully, her flamboyant appearance is just intimidation, and she has a habit of dependencyâŠâŠ Lili said.
âButâŠâŠI can see it.â
I didnât think it was possible, but if I change the way I usually look at it, I can notice the oddity.
For example, she is now headed towards where the boys are hanging out. While other girls from the top caste are chatting and laughing elsewhere.
Up until now, I thought she just preferred boys to girls. I donât think she would have cared that she was called a bitch. But on second thought, Iâve never seen her talking to other girls without Kurosawa-san at her side.
Rather than being good friends with the boys, it may be more accurate to say that she has remarkably little relationship with girls other than Kurosawaâsan. She is good friends with Kurosawaâsan, whom everyone takes a shine to. It is only in this position that she is in contact with other girls.
In other words, she was using Kurosawaâsan as a shield to protect herself from the other girls.
It is basically girls who bully girls. I hear that their bullying is even more harsh and insidious than that of boys.
If, as Lili says, she had been bullied in the past, it seemed to make sense for her to be so careful in distancing herself from the girls.
However, once Kurosawaâsan is gone, her situation changes. Even if she wanted to defend herself, she would have no shield.
Itâs not often that she finds someone like Kurosawa-san who makes other girls take a second glance just by being with her.
So, I consider that she slipped up on Kasuya-kun, the top of the class caste, in search of a replacement for Kurosawaâsan, it explains all her behaviour.
Of course, she may not have done so with that in mind.
However, slipping up on Kasuya-kun was a mistake she shouldnât have made, no matter how I look at it. I think it was a huge mistake.
Even if the way Fujiwaraâsan treats people remains the same, the way the people around her perceive will change if the other person is a boy or a girl.
While I was thinking about this, I heard a girl diagonally in front of me give a small click of her tongue.
Teruya Hikari â she has no make-up, but has a well-defined face with thick eyebrows. She is a short-cut, muscular, athletic girl. She is an ace in the track and field team and has been selected as a strengthened athlete by the association, and is very popular with the younger girls because of her boyish appearance.
The coach of the track and field team fell in love with her talent and scouted her all the way from another prefecture to enrol her.
After Kurosawa-san, she would probably be the next most famous person in our grade, but I suppose that even the quintessential Fujiwara-san could not have rubbed up against someone so diametrically opposed to her.
However, that is not the problem.
It is a rather well-known story that Teruya-san has a crush on Kasuya-kun. It seems that she used to approach him quite a bit, but after Kurosawa-san and Kasuya-kun started going out together, she stopped showing any signs of it.
Well, I can well understand that with Kurosawa-san as a partner, she has no choice but to give up.
However, since Kurosawa-san is gone, there must be many others, including Teruya-san, who think they have a chance. For them, the presence of Fujiwara-san, who casually clings to Kasuya-kun, must be an eyesore.
I looked beyond Teruya-sanâs displeased gaze and saw Fujiwara-san chatting and laughing, and I felt a faint twinge of pity.
It is the same as a bullied child.
ĂĂĂ
I was not surprised as I let out a big sigh.
I was supposed to have fallen asleep in a soft bed, but when I woke up, I found myself on a rugged stone floor.
I thought I was dreaming, but when I checked what I was wearing with my hand, the texture was that of the lovely negligee I had worn to bed.
âWhat is going onâŠâŠ?â
A pitch-dark room without a single light. Where there is not the slightest source of light, darkness will always remain darkness.
My eyes will never get used to it.
I sit up and grope for a wall, then lean against it and hold my knees.
Iâm back in this dark room again.
ââŠ.this is a terrible joke.â
The thought of having to suffer hunger and thirst again really makes me want to cry. I feel like my heart is going to break.
I try to think about how I can get out of this, but the answer comes to me straight away.
I canât. I did everything I could when I first got locked in.
âUuuâŠâŠâ
As soon as the back of my eyes began to moisten and tears were slowly welling up, I hurriedly held them back.
I donât know when I will be able to drink water again. When I think about it, Iâm afraid of losing even a little bit of water from my body. I donât even have the freedom to cry right now.
âI guess I have to make him fall in love with me. But I donât like himâŠ.â
Do I pretend to fall in love with him?ăDo I try to be sweet to him?ăWhen I thought I had to do such a thing to a creepy guy at the bottom of the class, I felt my pride crack.
âBut maybe thatâs the only way to go after allâŠâŠ.Itâs not like Iâm a virgin, and Iâve already been fucked so many times, itâs gross, but if I just put up with itâŠâŠâ
Iâve been fucked many times. The moment I thought that, the sensation of being raped by that creep suddenly came back to me. Thatâs right. I was raped in this room.
âIt was amazingâŠ.â
It was like being pushed up into the deepest part of my stomach, forcing the pleasure into me. I can only remember being tossed around helplessly, panting madly and screaming.
Every time his big dick rubbed up and down my vagina, an electric current ran through me, and stars were flying in front of my eyes all the time.
Iâm going to turn into a fool. While I was thinking that I was going to be destroyed, I went blank and faded out. There, my memory is cut off.
The sex with Jun-kun was gentle and warm, and I feel like it was over as soon as I stayed still.
To be honest, I canât remember much about it now.
In comparison, sex with that creep was like being devoured by a predator. At that time, I had become mere prey.
When I remember, I get a tingling sensation in the pit of my stomach and my body starts to heat up.
âThis is weirdâŠ..me.â
But there is no sign that it will ever stop.
âJust a littleâŠ..â
Unable to resist, I gently crawled a finger between my legs.
âNnâŠ..â
As I stroked my fingers in a circular motion over my underwear, I could feel the moisture deep inside my body.
âHaa, haaâŠâŠ ah, ahâŠâŠ nnnnâŠâŠâ
My fingers did not stop. With my other hand, I touched my breast over my clothes and found that my nipple was painfully swollen.
âHaaâŠ..haaâŠ..when did I become such a naughty girl?â
The reason why I feel so comfortable is because that creep has been forcing on me a lot.
âItâs that guyâs faultâŠ..KuuâŠ. AnnâŠ..â
Pushing all the guilt coiled up in my chest to that creep, I touch my breasts and stroke up the sensitive area between my legs with my fingers.
âHiunâŠâŠ!â
Immediately, a tingling electric current rushes up my spine, and my body unknowingly bends over. The sweet pleasure rushes in as it spreads slowly.
I had never thought about comforting myself until now. And yet, I canât stop my fingers.
The image of his fingertips roughly playing with me flashed through my mind. The sound of the water echoing in my head, I felt like my head was going to explode.
âAaah, Nnn, AaahâŠâŠâ
I canât stand it. The moment I gently shifted my underwear and finally tried to insert a fingerâŠ
âKurosawa-chan. Breakfast Devi.â
âHiiii!?â
I jumped up a few centimetres when she suddenly appeared.