My life has always been on hard mode simply because I have a communication disorder. The reason why I died already.
For instance, I canât give good impressions to other people,or like how I canât tell others what is on my mind, or like how I canât look eye to eye with people. On those reasons, I didnât get to have such an easy life.
Well, since Iâm just thinking around before I die then Iâll just leave it at that.
Right now I have something more important to think about and that is, what happens to people after dying.
I donât think I would be called back to heaven though
Even though this life of mine that I got from my parents was important, I have easily threw it out like garbage. Just for the reason of saving a crying childhood friend from danger.
ăButâŚâŚ.I still have my consciousness, whatâs happening?ă
Even though I have communication disorder, I can still talk to myself. Talking to other people would be a sudden hurdle rise for me though.
First of all, I canât look eye to eye with people. On my childhood days, my teacher arbitrarily decided that I was deaf on a class discussion. Even at that time of Parent-Student-Teacher meeting, I couldnât speak straight.
Iâve been told, âLook at my eyes and speak to meâ for 10,000 times through out my whole life. Even my parents would apologize to the teachers for having a hard time with me.
ăâŚâŚit seems that all Iâm recalling is the past huh.ă
When I confirmed the place Iâm now in, First of all its pitch black. Also, even though my consciousness is here, my body isnât.
This feeling of being thrown out here and this weightlessness, I donât really understand. Itâs like in a gameâs ăThinking modeă, itâs that sort of feeling.
(TL note: ăGamerâs mindă Han Jee-Han.)
There is a sense of sight but the body is nonexistent, Itâs possible to think but is impossible to move.
ăSo this is what happens after one diesâŚâŚâŚdammit, I really did die.ă
âŚâŚit seems that all Iâm recalling is the past huh.
If this was going to happen then I shouldnât have went outside. I should have just stayed inside and continue playing my game even though my account was hacked along with my belongings that were all lost.
ăEternal MagiaăThe game where I spent 1/3rd of my short life on.
On my elementary days, I couldnât have friends in real life. However, inside the world of Net Games, miraculously I could talk with other people there. Considering the quarter view MMORPGs, one didnât have to match eyes with other people just so that they could talk with each other.
Also with a keyboard, those things that I want to say but couldnât express for the reason that what I say and what I want to say always becomes different in real life. In spite of the fact that inside net games, I had high sociability.
ăAh, that was dangerousâŚâŚI became depressed again.ă
Thereâs no point in being sociable inside a game if you canât speak properly in real life. I suddenly remembered another childhood friend of mine telling me that. This boy has been with me up until I died as a first year high school student. In other words, we have been together for 10 years.
That guy and this other childhood friend which I sacrificed my life in order to save with an âI made it in time!â were both the reason why I became a shut-in. Despite that, I didnât think of hating them. âPlease become happy for meâ, is at least what I thought.
ăWell, I did gave up my life to save her didnât IâŚâŚ.ă
Yup, because I am a guy whose true feelings turn out to be different when articulated. That is why for the friend who tried to take me to the outside world when I was a shut-in, Iâm truly thankful butâŚâŚAs always, the words I say were different from what I truly feel.
To make a good report, shouldnât you make a deal with a teacher? or something like that. (Tl note: brain burn in this part ăĺ çłăčŻăăŞăăăăŤăĺ çă¨ĺăĺźăă§ăăăăŽăďźăă¨ăăă) (ED: Itâs very likely that this is a reference.) (TL: I see, thanks for that)
Iâm the most joyful in this place. To the people on the outside world, I wish you all a miserable life. Reality is ShitâŚ..
ăâŚâŚNevertheless, you really understand donât you? The existence of you who has been thrown out and alienated by the society, ăPitifulă is the right title for you.ă
ăUwah!?! âŚâŚâŚWh-what is that so suddenly, where did that come from!?ă
There was a voice who suddenly have been heard, thatâs why I became very suspicious of my surroundings. This is what I hate the most, like the moment Iâve been talked to, or calming myself while dealing with people. Oh please donât talk to me.
ăWhy are you so afraid of talking to people? Inside your heart, I canât even see a trauma that stands out though.ă
ăA-As I said, where the hell are you talking from!ă
In this pitch black spacious place, nobody is there but a voice can be heard. I do play horror games but I lower the volumes like those coward characters in a Moe anime. If there was a monster who came out of the screen, I would panic and hide while telling myself that Iâm not alone. Who the hell am I talking to?
(Tl note: Yar talking to me master kyaaaaa >////< hazukashi desuuu)
ăIf youâll be relieved by seeing my appearance thenâŚ..Here! So howâs it?ă
ăâŚâŚă
Whatâs this ăso howâs it?ă, but before that, my field of vision suddenly became bright.
Where is thisâŚâŚAre those clouds I see outside? This place looks like a ăSky Templeăfrom the games Iâve played.
Anyway, Iâm in a place like a temple in those fantasy games. Nevertheless I still have no body.
Also, in my presence is a woman standing before I was even aware. She looked younger than the me from when I was alive, she have beautiful silver hair also, her ears seems long.
(TL note: ELFFFFFF MUST RAPE!!!!!)
In the game I played ăEternal Magiaă, There were also Elves who live in the forest parts and were great at using magic. She looked like those elves in my game.
ăGood, it seems that you remember properly. Even though youâre in ăSpirită state, you still have your memories so this talk will be faster. Normally in that state, no one would even remember themselves.ă
ăS-Spirit What the hellâŚ.donât joke around, I donât understand thisâŚ..ă
Though, to the me whose words are contrasting from what I want to say which was really ăI understandă. I have different categories and kinds of communication disorder, like my ăAnyway, Iâm not skilled in speaking, expressing my will doesnât go wellă who is a leading factor of my communication disorder.
Even though what I think about is this, the things that go out of my mouth is different from what I wanted to say. It is as if even though Iâm in a spirit state, I still canât change myself.
ăSpirităâŚâŚis it. The manga I liked is what comes out of my mind so maybe itâs that.
ăI understandâŚ.despite being really cautious, you panic and speak in a hurry when being talked to, in addition to that, you say aggressive words which are different from what you really think. In other words ăYouâre having a hard time being true to yourselfă.ă
(TL note: AKA Male tsundere + trauma + low self esteem) (ED: Iâm offensive and I find it like this)
ăWh-what the hellâŚ..Evaluating a person like that. Since you are in a temple like this, Are you playing god or something? Haha, donât make me laughă
[However, she might be a god. But what does she want from someone like me? Itâs been so long since Iâve spoken to other people and it makes me glad. Be that as it may, Iâm a very annoying guyâŚâŚsheâs beautiful, so I donât want her to hate me]
ââWh-what the hell is this. Even though Iâm only speaking in my mind, audible words are coming out from nowhere.
ăHeheâŚ..âIâm gladâ, âsheâs beautifulâ. If you can think about that then you should clearly say it to the other party. You, itâs always like that right? You canât say what you really intend to say, have you not been misunderstood by other people?ă
ăN-NoâŚ..ă
[Perhaps Hina had also misunderstood.. because that girl uses the same barrette the whole time. She wears it often, the present that I gave on a whim. Isnât it childish? LikeâŚ.. She isnât wearing others anymore after that. If that would be lost, perhaps,   she would also go to Kyousukeâs place. Ahh~. Iâm the worst. What a bitter end]
I-Iâm thinking all about this againâŚthis is bad, all the things Iâve been thinking is being sent to her. And this time, itâs about the useless me who has communication disorder.
ăHmmmâŚ..You like that Hina-chan donât you? That girl who got NTRâd by the other childhood friend named Kyousuke. Furthermore, thereâs another unfortunate thing that happened right?ă
ăYou can see all of it huhâŚ.haa, so doesnât this mean that I donât need to say anything right?ă
[When I became a shut-in, I thought of ways so that I wonât be a burden to my parents. I thought of using the RMT method inside the game. I know that itâs a bad thing but I didnât have any choice. I made a deal on 10,000,000 yen but I was fooled by the same guild mate. My password was stolen coupled with my account being hacked.]
At that moment when I logged in, My level and skills were still the same but all my items and money were gone.
From the first time I logged in up till now, my total logged in time was 20,000 hours of play time, and all the fortunes I summed up were gone in a blink of an eye.
Several days passed. At that time I didnât think that I would die.
On a certain rainy day of a shut-in who hasnât gone out of his house for several days. There was a figure outside my house which belonged to Kyousuke and Hina who were having a fight.
That Hina who ran away from Kyousuke after having a fight, I wondered why he didnât run after her. For someone like me who couldnât do anything, I went out of my house and ran after her.
(TL note: I knew it, he has a brave heart. I respect this protag.)
ăâŚ.Wait, I have something to say. The players of the game ăEternal Magiaă will be sent from their present world to the Eternal Magia world Iâm handling.ă
ăEhâŚ..?ă
[W-wait a minute, I donât understand anything right now. That wasnât just a game? Why the hell is there a Real and Fake of that world?]
ăI donât need to give an explanation concerning that. You dying was outside of my expectations and thatâs why weâre having this interview now.ă
ăO-outside your expectationâŚ.ă
[The me on that day, where I went out of the house and saved Hina by dyingâŚâŚto a god like her, it was outside of her expectation]
(TL note: As expected of my master)
What Iâm saying in my heart and mind is transmitted to the other party means that this talk should be easier. Although itâs really embarrassing when youâre heartfelt words are being transmitted, and it might become a 100% misunderstanding to the other party.
If it was like this when I was aliveâŚnope, That would also be a hard life in itâs own way. Thereâs no other method in thinking about that.
ăFirst of all, The person who played ă20,000 hoursă of ăEternal Magiaă out of all the other people who only played ă15,000 hoursă. Only a single person has accomplished ă20,000 hoursă and that is you, ăMorioka Hiroto-kună. You who was the ăTOP PLAYER of JAPANă. Your account was targeted to be hacked. Your play time was useless so they just took your money and items.ă
ăDammitâŚâŚI was using level capped equipment, so how did they find out that I was saving all my items in a bank.ă
ăThatâs simple, itâs because of the abundant envy you collected from the surroundings. In Eternal Magia, there was a powerful guild and the leader of that guild was you right?ă
My communication power in net games is Ultimately High. Not only to other characters but even those NPCs were kind to me. For the reason of being liked by many, I poured 100 bonus points on the skill ăNegotiation skillă, level cap is 75 and 1 level costs 3 bonus points.
Nobody other than me would level up their ăNegotiation skillă to level 10. Bargain skill will be unlocked on level 10 ăNegotiation skillă which is a useful active skill. Thereâs also a skill unlocked after hitting level 30 ăNegotiation skillă and that is the skill with a small chance of success rate called ăPersuasionă. That is why no on would use their points on ăNegotiation skillă.
Leveling it up would take a dreadful amount of time and you canât delete characters in Eternal Magiaăă. ăEternal Magiaă has several hundred variety of skills.
Thereâs been rumors that there was someone who had all those skill and became peerless with power according to what was being heard in the net game. Eternal Magiaâs status has a very hard protection that no one could tamper with the game. Even a popular hacker tried to analyze itâs game client, he couldnât even open the black box
(TL note: Of course since the programmer is a goddess herself lel joking here xD )
Well aside from that, only I who have 100 points for the ăNegotiation skillăknows of the other world.
At that time when my ăNegotiation skillă still isnât level 100,
I had a talk with the king and bowed down his head to me. He begged me to defeat the demon lord.
I proceeded to negotiate with him and got to employ some mercenaries as soldiers.
I used those soldiers to sneak my way past the eyes of people and conquered a super hard Dungeon that no one has yet to conquer. I then offered information bit by bit to build up a number of friends.
My companions increased by a great number and as a result, I was asked to establish a guild.
I became a guild Master!
Prologue part 2
A set of people in Eternal Magia called ăCapture groupă immediately took the information that I used as bait and defeated the Boss who re spawned from the dungeon I captured.
Because I couldnât reveal my secret skills and build, I couldnât live up to the title of ăGuild Masteră.
2 years passed by and the fortune my guild had collected since then became 2 Trillion Etana (TL note: Etana is the currency in game i think?).
I also earned some by Solo Playing.
âI became the figure of a guild masterâŚâŚbut I pushed off the management of the guild to another person.â
[Mikoto-san and Maromayu-san who became my assistants. No matter how much I wish to express my gratitude towards them, itâs still not enough.
Despite the fact that until now Iâm still confused of Maromayu-sanâs name]
âYou even neatly applied honorifics on their names on your mind. Donât you just have to speak in real life similar to how you type using keyboard?â
âD-Donât say something so stupidâŚâŚSaying something like that when itâs already over for me.â
In case of the world of anime and games, even if you speak through the means of writing, itâs likely that a character like that would be permitted to do it.
In the game world, I who was known as ăAmazing Solo player who gave information to allă ăMost Respected Guild Masteră, I was permitted to become a character like that.
Even though I became a burden to my parents and i died, I never once thought of regretting the fact that I became a net game player.
Alhough I want to apologize to my parents for being a burden, I canât do it after all since Iâm dead already.
âS-soâŚ..Why meâŚ..â
[Of all the people in this world, Why did a god like you call someone like me?]
Although I havenât seen her face straight yet, this god, sheâs truly beautiful.
She is more cuter than Hina is what I thought, oops, my heart wavered there for a second.
P-perhaps she is interested in meâŚâŚ.is what I thought.
Because Iâve been talking about games for a while now, maybe this goddess likes games too is what my mind have been conceiving according to what Iâve analyzed from our conversation.
âUmm, Thatâs right. As I thought so, your head is really cut open. All the things youâve thought are exactly true.â
âWha-whatâŚâŚ.Y-You can even read what Iâm thinkingâŚâŚand what the hell is a god who likes games, Thatâs impossibleâ
(TL note: Last time the goddess was reading his mind who was having a monologue in his mind which is represented with a [] but now she read what he was thinking which didnât have any [] )
[S-seriouslyâŚâŚDoes she really like games? Is there a god who picks up abandoned people?
But if the Goddess is a beauty like this, damn, I want to be picked up please.
Wait, why am I thinking about this.]
As I thought so, even useless mind monologues like these are transmitted to her.
Supposing that the other party is a goddess, a beautiful goddess or something like that, itâs amazing to just think about itâŚâŚ.thereâs no helping it if I canât hide what Iâm saying in my mind.
âIâll omit some detailed circumstances in my explanation since it will be unfair to other people who will be transported later.
However, Iâm really having fun having this ăInterviewă with a person Iâm interested inâ
âA-A person like me, why meâŚ..â
The goddess smiled to me like a Western girl I saw in the internet who has long hair and is combing it so gracefully and majestically.
âItâs because you were in despair. For someone like you who gave your all in playing ăEternal Magiaă and lost it all in a blink of an eyeâ
ââŚ.AhâŚ..I seeâŚ..the pitiful me. I was so pitiful that you got interested in me. Thatâs some good taste you got there.â
[So Iâm being sympathized here huhâŚ.Well certainly, in an objective view, I am really unfortunate, since I focused on Net Games and threw away reality. To a guy like thatâŚâŚ]
âI made a different world which is a replica of the game you enjoyed called ăEternal Magiaă of which I am ruling right now.
At least to you, who enjoyed the game candidly.
I thought that you would like to go to the world I made which is the same as the world you enjoyed.
Donât you think that the true meaning of your death is so that you will be reincarnated in that world?â
ââŚâŚ.Seriously? I who died will be able to reincarnate in that worldâŚ.?â
The fascinated me didnât stop, there was a possibility that Iâll be able to go to the world of ăEternal Magiaă.
âŚ.However, if itâs up to me, being reincarnated is much better than being transported there
âYes, you will now be able to start over again. About Hina, itâs sad that you couldnât get her back again.â
âFor someone like me, Kyousuke suits her better than me.
Wait, she didnât got taken away from me.
We werenât even going out with each other, so why are you talking like that? Are you stupid?â
[Besides, Iâm just stupid for even thinking about it.
At the time when I heard from my little brother that Hina and Kyousuke were going out, that news inspired me to become a shut-in.
I couldnât face them.
Even up to when I died, I had no idea what Hina and Kyousuke were fighting over outside my house.
That doesnât matter now anymore to me though.
âYesâŚ.That ăFeeling of being deprivedă is another point about you that made me get interested.
Those 2 unfortunate feelings that you possess and the last one, to repay the other party of your unrequitted love by protecting her with your only life.
This will be the reason why I will give you some bonus points when you reincarnate to the other world.â
âWh-whatâŚâŚ.B-bonus points? Leaving aside Hina, I was just unfortunate and sadâ
[The conclusion of my atonement huh.
Protecting someone on my own accord and dying for her on my own volition. Iâm getting bonus points just because of that? Isnât this a bit too convenient?]
âYouâre so serious after allâŚâŚ.though that part of you is also a reason why I got interested on you.
Putting aside protecting someone on your own accord and dying for her on your own volition, what do you think about how the side whoâs being protected feels right now?â
[According to what I know, Hina is a gentle girl. Though it would be good if she wouldnât blame herself]
I should quickly forget the things about me.
ButâŚ.did I really save Hina? On that rainy day, she was about to be run over by the truck. I pushed her awayâŚâŚ.and my consciousness stopped there.
âAbout the answer to that, I will not tell you right nowâ
âWh-whyâŚ..?â
[Why arenât you saying the answer? I, did I just died for naught?]
âEven if you say Iâm a goddess, Iâm not here to teach you anything. I only came here to assess you. Though self introductions time went longer, Iâll be starting now.â
âI-I donât understandâŚ..What do you mean by saying âto assessâ me.â
[Is she talking about the Bonus points when Iâm going to be reincarnated?]
The goddess laughed happily and raised her hand in my presence.
âFirst of all, after you get reincarnated, you can call your ăWindow menuă like this. You can do all the things youâve been doing in ăEternal Magiaă in that world like what youâre thinking right nowâ
ââŚ.E-even if you say that.â
[W-wonât I become a cheat like existence for being the only one that can use ăWindow menuă. What should I do if the NPCs and other people who will be transported there get suspicious of meâŚ..]
âYou just have to see and test it yourself.
If itâs you then you can understand your surroundings at once.
Since the Reality that you know, which is ăEternal Magiaă, is absolutely same with it.â
Sheâs not fooling around, this goddess is only saying the truth.
Aside from myself in real life, I am just a gamer. Iâm much more skillful when it comes to games.
However, ăEternal Magiaă is the kind of RPG game to unite 2D and 3D, though the graphics didnât look that realisticâŚ..
âJust enjoy those after youâve seen it yourself. The simplified graphics shown in that game, just think that I made it all realistic.â
(TL note: Goddess Best programmer + High tech PC, please teach me.)
Map and character, the system is the sameâŚ..thatâs what she said.
At first, I thought of an ăEternal Magiaăworld with ultra high graphics.
âYes, itâs just like what you imagined. Compared to the world you once lived in, youâd have an easier life there.â
ââŚ..Hmmâ
[Well, that might be trueâŚ..but, without the ăNegotiation Skillă, I wouldâŚ..]
âAfter this, I will be giving you your bonus points. For the reason of being the top player of ăEternal Magiaă and lastly, to you who have experienced misfortune in your past life.â
âWh-why is that even a bonusâŚâŚâ
Usually, Bonus points are given when one does great deeds in his past lifeâŚ..is what i thought.
I looked over the words that had come out in the window and was being displayed before my eyes by the goddess.
1. The person whose one sided love(Childhood friend) got taken                  96 points
2. Account hacked as well as his entire fortune gone in a blink of an eye     150 points
3. Got ran over by a truck                                                                              10 bonus points
Total points: 255
âWhâŚâŚwhat is it so manyâŚ..and isnât the total wrong?â
[Also, why is being ran over by a truck treated like a freebieâŚ.Isnât that the most unfortunate thing in the list? If considered rationally.]
âYour bonus is capped to 255. Isnât it also like that in ăEternal Magiaă? Although I could give more points. In the early part of the game, players get only 10 points so isnât 255 points already extraordinary. The points youâve acquired in youâre whole game play was 230 pointsâŚ.if that is still insufficient then you should just burgeon in my world.â
Am I unfortunate because my bonus points got capped in my new lifeâŚâŚaside from the misfortune, isnât there a lot of people who is working hard to live?âŚ.
Anyways, even with a bonus points of 100, a person can already be considered as someone over powered if applied well.
However, with 255 points, a person can be more over powered if used wisely.
âOnly players of ăEternal Magiaă will be transported to the other world. Of all of those people, only you who had experienced misfortune pleased meâŚâŚjust thinking about it sends shivers to my whole bodyâ
[Now thatâs a strange hobby you have thereâŚ.so thatâs what you mean by being ran over by a truckâs assessment to be low. Is that fine Goddess-sama? Though Iâm glad for the given bonus points to meâŚ.]
âYes, take it all. Iâll be living a life of a shut in and observe the ăMorioka Hirotoă that Iâve given a new life to. From now on your character name will be ăHiroto Sigridă.â
Sigrid. The 3rd character I made in ăEternal Magiaă who is also my favorite among all those characters.
My guild which was called ăStarry Heavenă had 1000 guild mates since 1000 was the limit of guild members.
Prologue part 3
ââŚ.Wait, is this a dream? The development of this happening is too convenient for me.
Itâs like slowly opening my eyes then Iâll fund myself looking up at the ceiling of the hospital, or something like that.â
Only my real intention is steady. While my tension was going up from being able to go to another world, I ponder about the bonus points were too convenient.
âWhether this is a dream or not, think about the way you assign your bonus points.
You still remember your skill build right?â
âHmmâŚâŚwell, yeah.â
[CertainlyâŚ.I still remember what skills I had assigned my points to.
If I was really going to revive in another world then I really have to brood this over.]
Even if what Iâm thinking is being transmitted to her, this goddess seemed to be in a good moodâŚâŚ..Youâre even interested on what I would do, huh.
However, even if she said I could freely spend my bonus points on anything i wantâŚ..Iâll just get even more points once I leveled up.
To myself who has a substantial knowledge of ăEternal Magiaă, using those bonus points on trivial things isnât a possibility on the plans I have.
To myself who needs this in order to liveâŚ.to Sigrid who needs this in order to survive
Thereâs no need to think, I only needed one thing to survive
âcoâŚâŚcomâŚâŚ..COM!â
[COMMUNICATION SKILL!! First of all, I need to make this LEVEL 100]
Albeit being unable to say it from my mouth, the voice of my mind shouts ăMash on that Buttonă.
A reckless confidence could be felt drifting out of my mind.
âAs I expectedâŚ..I wonder what to do about the remaining 155 points?â
ââŚ.this is ok for nowâ
I said shortly and afterwards I proceed to think again in my mind. Doing this would make the voice of my mind explain what I want to sayâŚthough itâs still embarrassing even if itâs convenient.
[Though there is a mountain lot of strong skills, there are a lot of skills that are obtainable even if you donât spend any bonus points.
If thatâs the case, Iâll leave these bonus points for times when I need itâŚâŚI seem to be an unlucky kind of guy so Iâll put some points in luck. 30 seems fine as of now.]
Because bonus points can be allotted to any acquired skills later, Iâll just save these 125 points for future use.
Since Iâm someone fond of saving, I might not be able to use it later too.
âIf you use 30 points for the luck skill, ăGood luckă would be unlockedâŚâŚ..is that right?â
âYes, as the first stage of ăLuck skillă is released, ăGood luckă will be unlocked which is good when used at the capital while gambling. Good luck also has other good effects so itâs a good passive skill.â
In ăEternal Magiaă if you level up an acquired skill, you could get special attacks, magic, and other action skills like ăSteală and such.
Just like ăGood luckă which is always on effect, you only need to set the passive skill on for it to take effect.
Even though I had some skills that werenât good in my game play, ăNegotiation skillă and ăLuck skillă were perfectly useful.
Those 2 skills were pretty useful when I was still low leveled.
After that is what job I should take. itâs necessary to change the utilized skillsâŚ..eh?.
I have to choose a job right?
âAbout jobs, when you get reincarnated in the other world, your job will be randomly chosen.
Though thereâs a 90% chance of it being a ăVillageră.â
âThe hellâŚ.you should have let me choose my job.â
[ ăVillageră huhâŚâŚ..when i was just a beginner, it was very hard to do a job change. I turned into a ăSuper Villageră in the end though.
Well, thereâs no problem with that though.
Aristocrat play is also good but there are many bindings if you become an aristocrat.]
A ăVillagerăcan get all kinds of skills in ăEternal Magiaă though a certain skill will be more effective if the job suits the skill.
A ăVillageră can neither be a ăSwordsmană nor a ăMusiciană because the status also increases when getting a new skill.
When leveling up, you also get 3 skill points. In which to be used for skills.
There are all kinds of Character builds that have been done in this game.
There are more than 300 kinds of skills and frighteningly, itâs been 6 years already since ăEternal Magiaăâs release but the skills list hasnât been completed yet.
The world of ăEternal Magiaă is too wide and the assumed scenario was ten in all but the only scenarios that got published was 3.
ââŚ.I myself donât even know why itâs become like that.â
[Although I do think that the scale of ăEternal Magiaă is too uncommon, I agree with how she chose the people who will be taken to the other worldâŚ..nah, thereâs still no sense of reality in this world transfer talk.]
âTo this world and my world, thereâs a small connection between them.
Think of that as one of the main quests of yours.
Reincarnate into that world and show me how you solve all the mysteries in there.
After that, find a way to go back to me again.
Now! Give me an ANSWER!â
To reincarnate to a different world which was the stage of the game which has become reality and take on the quest of meeting the goddess again.
Though it doesnât sound badâŚâŚWell, for the time being, Iâll live desperately.
As a resident of a different world.
I have for so long wanted to say that. therefore, To my death, I have no feelings or regret any longer.
ââŚ.Oh wellâ
[Iâm not thinking that âI didnât dieâ anymore.
Itâs not like I regret offering my life to save Hina or anything. Just that, itâs not like I gave my life for you or anything, I just voluntarily died, is what i wanted to say to her.]
Even though I made a joke like that, I didnât think that the goddess would laugh at that.
Nevertheless, itâs too late, sheâs looking at me intensely while I burn in chagrin.
âYes, Itâs not how you were unfortunate in your past life or how pitiful you were, I didnât get interested on you just for those things.
Itâs because your smile shows how you are a kind person. That is the best reason why I like youâ
ââŚ.the heckâ
[I want to correct you on that part. Iâm just a good for nothing guy.]
With that answer I gave, I slightly looked at the goddess.
Of course, Even if I didnât have a communication disorder, I still wouldnât have the guts to look straight at a beautiful girl like her.
Itâs in the level of all beautiful moe girls in my games to be lessened to sub-heroines because her beauty outshines all others.
âTo you who had hated real life, will now become Sigrid.
I wonder how you will changeâŚ..please enjoy yourself then.â
When the goddess held her hand up high in front of me, the display of the window changed
[Do you want to reincarnate to a different world?     Yes/No]
A little, I hesitated only a little right now.
After this I will be living in a world like ăEternal Magiaă
If Morioka Hiroto disappears then that means Iâm throwing away the parents who raised me up is what i thought about.
ââahh, I did make some money before my account was hacked, even though how I got that money was bad, I wanted to repay my parentâs kindness even a little.
However, the truth was.
I didnât want to regret that I played my games with my whole life.
Anyways, after finishing the very long conversation I had with the goddess.
My consciousness became distant from the temple of the goddessâŚâŚnext moment when I awakened.
âCongratulations! Itâs a boy.â
âUwohâŚ.Itâs born! Thank you for your hard work, Remiliaâ
âhaâŚ.haâŚ.HoneyâŚ.please show me the babyâs face.â
After the babyâs body was soaked in water, itâs body was wiped
The baby who was being held by his father while his face was being shown to his mother.  It seems thatâs me .
For the time being, I cried terribly because I havenât cried for almost a year now.
A baby cries because itâs cursing itâs birth, is a story that Iâve heard a long time ago.
Seems like I really have been reincarnated to a different world, leaving the memories of my hateful past behind me, which now pleases me
(TL note: he remembers his past but now heâs facing his new life with a new determination meaning heâs putting the past behind him. )
Now is the start of world conquering. Even though I only know the three scenarios from the gameâŚâŚregarding those other seven, I donât have any idea.
There wonât be a problem in proceeding with the 3 scenarios I know of. Those another untouched seven scenarios remaining as it is will likely pose as a problem.
A chance to conquer ăEternal Magiaă, such a happy thing like this truly exists huh?
âHoneyâŚ..what will you name this child with?â
âYeah, this child to which we prayed and asked to the priests have finally been given to us by god. This childâs name will beâŚ..â
My father who has chestnut color hair and face who looks like a good looking man from an anime, he proudly spoke of the name of the child who god gave them.
Hiroto Sigrid
Wait a minute! The family name was Sigrid!
Well even if I stare at this world and to my father with this sightless eyes, it wonât work well.
I could only shout on my mind too.
By the way, the official language of ăEternal Magiaă is called ăElgeară language.
Basically itâs written in alphabet and if you know English then you can read it without trouble.
When I saw my name written in cursive style, it reminded me of the time when I was going to school especially English class, and it made me feel something I canât portray.
At any rate, my reincarnation is complete.
Iâm finally alone after 3 days since my birth then I summoned the window in the space between my mother and the helper of my mother to check my status.