Luisen was a wayward fool, even before the civil war. Abandoning his lordly duties, he squandered his youth playing, eating, and drinking in the capital. He was indolent, apathetic, and made light of the world. Although he repented for his many mistakes after meeting the saint, he was still a fallen soul whom hell would welcome with both hands.
âPerhapsâŚdid mister one-armed pilgrim, my saint, help me?â
A strong feeling overwhelmed Luisenâs heart. Yes, such a devoted and merciful man could definitely have created this opportunity for this pitiful life. Or maybe he was included in the saintâs grand plan in the past somehow! Anyways, everything was in debt to his grace.
âDuke-nim, Duke-nim 1. We must hurry, there wonât be another opportunity.â
âWait a minute.â He wanted to give his last thanks to the saint in a prayer.
However, Ruger did not give Luisen a chance to pray.
âThis isnât the time to relax. My lord knows well how vicious the butcher can be. He killed one man by tying all four of his limbs to a horse and letting it rip him apart. The remaining torso was spat on and cursed at. Heâs a cruel and villainous man. I heard he despises nobles, does he not? If he catches you, you wonât have a gentle death. Heâs coming here with full tyrannical power. I donât know what heâll do to you, my lord!â
Ruger trembled. âItâs now or never. Weâre going to loseâweâre definitely going to lose, no matter what.â
âSo, you want us to abandon the territory and run away? In the midst of battle?â
âWhatâs wrong with that? Those men are all fighting to protect you; thereâs no meaning if you die.â
Luisen swallowed a sigh. His past self had agreed with Rugertâand then ran away. At the time, he had believed fleeing was his only chance for survival. He couldnât even imagine the life heâd live afterwards. He had just been relieved to be alive. Just as he had lived before, carefree, he had been vaguely confident things would work out.
So stupid and lackadaisical!!!
âThatâs enough,â Luisen said.
âI have no intention to run. If you want to leave, do whatever you want. I wonât blame you.â
âWhat are you saying?!â
âI wonât run away.â For the sake of those who had died, and for the sake of Luisenâs own life, this was the right choice. He couldnât go through what he did twice.
âIâd rather die as a noble.â
How could he squander his new life? Heâll live like a nobleman. Heâll formally surrender.
That way, everyone will survive.
The dukedomâs military strength was deficient, but it was holding up well for now. Maybe that was why in the past he thought he could take on his opponent. But, Carlton was deliberately dragging his feet, biding time.
After he realized Luisen had fled, he took the castle in less than half a day.
So, why was he now deliberately stalling for time?
Carlton was aggressiveâhis hands spread crueltyâand he never retreated in battle. His favorite pastime was to trample, humiliate, and subjugate snobby nobles. The higher the nobleâs ego, the more pathetic they would become in the end. Luisen would have been his favorite prey.
He would have been excited to occupy noble castles, trample upon centuries-old traditions and honors. Nevertheless, one could assume the first prince had a reason to make Carlton drag his feet.
âThis is what the saint explained.â
Luisen had faith in the saintâs bountiful knowledge and keen insight.
The Anies Duchy was one of the four grand lordly families. They held power comparable to the authority of a king. Though the first prince believed a centralized ruling system was ideal, he lacked the legitimacy to pull it off. He had a long-standing complex regarding how few nobles supported him compared to his younger brother.
After winning the civil war, he attempted to shore up those weaknesses by winning the loyalty of the nobles. The Duke of Anies was someone who had the right to elect a king. Even though the first prince won the war, the loyalties of the great lords held deep meaning.
The saint said that Luisenâs lifeline depended on his loyalty to Prince Ellion.
âIt would have been better for you to have bent over for him. Itâs best to surrender before being occupied.â
Holding out until he broke would go against the will of the first prince. A Duke of Anies who didnât obey until the bitter end would become a scar upon the princeâs legitimacy. Prince Ellion would not tolerate such disgrace. At that point, the force of Carltonâs cruel pleasure would be unleashed, and there was no way of knowing what would happen to the duke.
Luisen was ignorant of all of this in the past. He was just terrified to hear about the execution of the second prince. He only thought that the first prince would try to murder him as well, so he insisted on fighting him.
And in the end, he abandoned everything.
Luisen bit his lips and opened the door to the conference room. The room, which was used as a base for military strategy operations, was filled with a heavy tension. The general and treasurer, as well as other officials and the butler, were standing in front of a table laden with tactical maps. As the battle was in full swing, the knight commander and his knights were not present.
When Luisen appeared, all eyes in the conference room became fixated on him. They all looked at him with confused and surprised gazes.
âMy lord, for what reason have you come to this humble place? Do you need anything else?â the treasurer welcomed him warmly.
Though the man had gained ample weight throughout the years and had a generous, kind-looking face, his words contained a sharp backbone. It would have been commonplace for a lord to present at meetings that concerned the territory. However, he was shocked at Luisenâs appearance. He had inwardly sneered when he heard Luisen had locked himself up in his room.
In the past, Luisen would not have been able to detect the treasurerâs sarcasm, but a life of wandering had made him develop some sense. He flushed red with embarrassment.
âHe is your lord. Watch what you say.â
The butler sided with Luisen, but Luisen couldnât bear to see him. Before the regression, Carlton was said to have tortured the butler for information on Luisenâs whereabouts. He did not reveal anything until the end, and was eventually abandoned in some gutter with all of his limbs torn off.
âWhatâs the matter? We were just discussing something very important,â the general said. In the face of his stern gaze, Luisenâs shoulders lightly trembled.
The general was always hard on him. On behalf of his parents who had died when Luisen was young, the general was his foster parent and his proxy in estate matters. He was always a strict teacher and became a very competent thorn in his side. When the castle was occupied, he committed suicide. Carlton decapitated the corpse and hung it over the wall. When Luisen tried to return to the estate, he saw the generalâs rotten and decayed head.
The same was true of the other officials. All of the people who worked at the dukeâs castle had been decapitated and hung over the wall. This was Carltonâs revenge.
Luisen fidgeted with his thumbnails. Their corpsesâ deathly appearance and stench were still vivid in his mind. Anxiety and nervousness filled him all the way up to his chin. It was harder than heâd thought to see the dead roaming alive again.
But, he couldnât back down.
âRemember how much you regretted this day, Luisen Anies.â
âPlease, Saint, give me courage.â
Luisen drew a small cross over his heart with his hand, heartbeat flickering like dim lamplight. He steeled himself and said, âWe must surrender.â
The generalâs face distorted with disappointment at his words. The same was true of the treasurer and the others.
âWhy do you say this now, my lord? You may have forgotten since you locked yourself in your room, but weâre currently in the midst of battle.â
Just then, an unnamed soldier shrieked from the outside. Everyone in the room knew immediately that the soldier was now dead, and the air became heavier.
ââŚ.I know,â Luisen said.
âThen, you know just how ridiculous your words are.â
âI know. But, we still have to surrender. Weâre no match for Carltonâs power. Itâs only a matter of time before we are occupied.â
âOur soldiers are still enduring well.â
âHow long can they last?â
âThe reinforcements will arrive soon. Aniesâ vassals will come to our aid.â
âReinforcements are not coming. Theyâve already abandoned us.â
None of the reinforcements came last time. All of the dukeâs vassals had turned their backs on them. Luisen had experienced this firsthand in the future (of the first timeline), but the officials all strongly protested.
âBefore there was a kingdom, the Anies Duchy was the master of this territory. Thereâs no way the vassals would abandon us and join hands with the royal family. They are our subjects and we are their sole liege. Didnât we always teach you to not forget what kind of existence you are to the south?â
The general agreed with the rest of the officials. âThatâs correct. The loyalty of the southern territory is different from those greedy nobles in the capital.â
âMy lord, you may not know anything about this since youâve spent all your time in the Capital,â another official added.
âNo⌠the times have changed.â
Even before the civil war broke out, both princes had been building their factions. The first prince attracted small and medium-ranked lords to his side. He tempted them through the promise of breaking old contracts and installing a new system. As a result, the vassals would not see the Duke of Anies as a lord to protect but rather plump prey to gorge upon.
As if they were waiting for the duchy to crumble, the vassals did not put their heart into the battle to protect their own counties.
âMy words would never be enough to convince them anyway.â
The dukeâs advisors were competent, but they had immense pride in their ducal history and were quite conservative.
âThink about it carefully,â Luisen said. âIf they were truly going to help us, they would have sent soldiers even before Carlton unsheathed his sword. Has any family sent us their auxiliary troops?â
The treasurer became slightly disturbed. Luisenâs words werenât without sense.
TN: Iâll try to come out with Chpt 4 sometime later in this week/weekend!
Nim here is the suffix for respect. Think of the japanese 'sanâ