âHere.â Luisen scooped some soup into a wooden bowl and handed it to the boy. Though the boy looked up at him suspiciously, he accepted it cautiously. âEat this and wait. The castle will distribute rations tomorrow, so tell the grown-ups, okay?â
âReally?â The boyâs eyes widened in shock.
âThatâs right, things like flour and firewoodâŠBut do you all have the energy to make bread?â
It would have been better to bake and distribute the food over distributing food ingredients, but, regrettably, the castle had too little manpower.
Could the starving properly cook and prepare their dishes? Hunger often claimed reason. It would be a big problem if in their hunger-driven craze the people simply ate the raw ingredients; thus, Luisen went down to the village to boil soup for them.
âItâs a bit difficult right now, but Iâll even return what we requisitioned to the castle, eventually,â Luisen said.
âReally? When? My lord, do you have money? Actually, are you sure youâre our lord? Iâve never seen you before.â
âIâm really the lord of this land. Of course youâve never seen me before. When would you get a chance to see someone like me?â Luisen answered each and every rambling question, voice gentle compared to his aloof face.
The boy began to speak more courageously, âBut, are we ruined because we lost the war?â
âRuined? Do you think the Anies duchy would be ruined over something like that? Once the gates open, itâll all somehow work out.â
He wasnât bluffing; he had spoken the truth. Now that the locusts had been exterminated, the plentiful valleys of wheat had been harvested and gathered in many warehouses across the territory. Itâs just that those bushels couldnât be transported inside the estate gates. The duchyâs economic situation was not dire.
Though the civil war had left holes in the administration and personnel affairs, Luisen predicted it would quickly stabilize after those ministers held captive were released in return for the duchyâs gold, jewels, and bonds.
Come to think of it, Carlton was the only major problem left. Why wouldnât he just unlock the gates?
However, it was hard to bad-mouth the mercenary. After all, it was Luisen himself who instilled the fear of the first princeâs nobles within him.
âAnyway, donât worry about it. I promise to you, with the dukeâs honor, that it will be alright. And Iâm so sorry to have made you all suffer.â
The boyâs ears turned red at the unexpected apology. He never could have imagined that such a sky-high, untouchable lord would apologize directly to an ordinary villager like him. And above all, at that moment, Luisenâs face was so pretty.
âUm, thatâsâŠ.â
âGo and eat; you must be hungry.â Luisen patted the boy on the shoulder. The boy began to walk away in a daze, looked back at the lord, and began to hurriedly slurp the soup. Though it was watery and contained no spices, the taste was strangely good. Above all, it warmed up his icy body.
The villagers, after watching the boyâs interaction with Luisen, slowly approached. They carefully asked, âIs this really okay for us to eat?â
âEat, eat.â
âDid you just say that rationing will resume soon?â
âThatâs correct. Weâre aiming to restore food distribution as quickly as possible. Everyone is discussing the details in the castle.â Luisen continued to answer every question while scooping soup. He answered calmly while keeping in mind the possible consequences of his words. He wouldnât forget the promises and apologies he made to the young boy.
As a result, each response was quite slow, but the people could see his words were authentic and thoughtful. Luisenâs heartfelt feelings and promises were delivered with every bowl of warm soup.
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Had another person distributed the soup, the promises wouldnât have felt so genuine. The words were so effective because Luisen, the Duke of Anies, was standing there, holding a ladle.
Though Luisen had long been known as a scoundrel who neglected the territory, the people did not easily forget their regard for the Anies household as a whole. Watching Luisenâs actions, the villagers were reminded of their long-forgotten faith in their noble of the golden fields.
âThatâs rightâŠif the duke is doing this muchâŠâ
âHeâs our lordâŠwe must trust in himâŠ.â
âEven though heâs been unreliable, we have no choice but to wait and believeâŠâ
Those who at first stared at Luisen with distrust and resentment slowly began to soften their stance.
The people of the duchy were originally as generous and laid back as the territoryâs mild climate. While the wartime fears ruined their easy-going attitude, the original personality did not disappear. When their lord personally came to the village to comfort the people, the rough villagers began to return to their gentle, sheep-like disposition.
Even though the sun had set and night had flooded the square, more and more people began to crowd around. The arm holding the ladle felt numb, and Luisenâs throat was sore. Still, Luisen did not budge from his spot.
âDraw more water and pour it into the pot. Tear more bread into the soup. And you guys, help those that have mobility impairments.â Luisen barked out orders as he continued to distribute the food. Knowing how miraculous one bowl of warm soup could be, he couldnât afford to grow tired.
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Soon one could see the bottom of the pot that had originally held what seemed to be an endless amount of soup. Torches had to be lit, as no lingering rays of sunlight were left in the sky. Moving at night wasnât good for either Luisen or the villagers.
âWe should return to the castle now. Staying longer than this would be dangerous.â
âBut there are still people leftâŠâ Luisen looked at those gathered. Would it be better to continue or to return? As he was agonizing over the decision, he spotted Carlton standing alone among the crowd. No matter how many people flooded the area, it wasnât hard to recognize him, as he stood a full head over the others.
Since when had he been standing there?
As soon as their eyes met, Carlton drew closer.
âWhy didnât you call to me after you arrived?â Luisen asked.
âIt was hard to squeeze through. Itâs late, so letâs call it a day.â
ââŠ..Okay.â Luisen had no choice but to listen to Carltonâs words.
As he began to leave, the villagers chimed in.
âLet us handle the cleanup!â
âMy lord, you canât bear that weight. Weâll carry that.â
Luisen left the villagers to their own devices. During that time, Carlton simply stared at him. âWhatâs wrong with him?â Luisen thought.
Luisen, feeling burdened by his insistent gaze, asked, âWhy do you look at me like that?â
âAh, noâŠ.â Carlton bit back what he had originally intended to blurt out. âHow did you find the resolve to return to the village after what happened during the day?â
âHuh?â
âI donât know what you believed in for you to act so recklessly.â Carlton stepped closer. Luisen felt nervous as the giant manâs body approached him. Carltonâs uniquely sharp gaze pierced through him. âSeeing you now, itâs not as if youâre fearless.â
âAre you mocking me?â Luisen asked.
âNothing like that. Iâm just fascinated.â
âWith me?â
âI didnât know youâd go to this extent,â Carlton explained.
âI couldnât just sit around and do nothingâŠâ
âI thought youâd be participating in the meetings in the castle, and instead you came hereâŠout of nowhere. I was quite shocked.â
ââŠI had to check on my citizensâŠBesides, this time I came with the knights. Iâve been keeping safety in mind.â
âYeah, well, if you didnât bring the knights, I would have thought youâd actually gone mad.â
Luisen looked up at Carlton. Did the mercenary perhapsâŠfollow him because he was worried? âNo wayâŠItâs CarltonâŠ.thereâs no way heâs worried me.â Luisen threw those suspicions far, far away.
âI was thinking that things were too orderly. Maybe it was because you were watching?â Luisen asked.
âI didnât help any. Iâve just been watching.â
âDid I say anything about helping? Why is he so serious about it anyway?â Luisen inwardly vented his annoyed feelings.
Carlton continued, âNext time you decide to do something unexpected, let me know in advance.â
âWould something like this happen again?â Luisen said. However, Carlton didnât seem to believe his slight denials. He looked at Luisen as if he were an alcoholic who had vowed to quit drinking.
âLetâs return together. If the duke gets hurt, Iâll be held responsible,â Carlton said.
Luisen wondered about his abrupt change in heart but felt it was strange to insist upon returning separately.
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The advisorsâ meeting was almost over by the time Luisen returned to the castle. The people of the castle were bustling, waiting for the sun to rise and their duties to resume. Each minister scattered to deal with their respective departments. Since Luisen had no further business, he returned to his room at the urging of his advisors.
He washed up, changed his clothes, and laid in bed, thinking about the roller-coaster of a day he had. âFrom leaving for war, falling behind, getting involved in riots, Carlton and IâŠ..we almostâŠif Carlton hadnât stopped meâŠ.â
Luisen quickly jumped out of bed.
He couldnât fall asleep because he kept thinking about useless things. His arms and legs were heavy; his whole body throbbed, but his mind was wide awake.
Sitting still in bed reminded him of the people he saw during the day.
âWill the villagers make it through the night okay?â
They had something to eat today, but tomorrow? The day after? When would Carlton open the gates?
Thinking about this and that, anxiety began to weigh down upon Luisenâs shoulders.
âI canât do this.â Luisen got out of bed and threw off his pajamas messily. âYou have to move your body at times like this.â He quickly put on his outdoor clothes and left the room.
The castle was quiet at night. Only the occasional torches held by the patrolling soldiers were visible. In the dead of night, it was too burdensome to call on either Ruger or the soldiers, so Luisen quietly headed to the barn alone.
The duchy was large, and people did not often travel to the less plodded areas, full of unknown grasses and trees. In particular, the area near the barn was incredibly dense because it was not managed by the groundskeeper.
Luisen dragged a shovel by his side and wandered among the weeds, searching for something. He couldnât see well because of the lack of light.