Chapter 42.1 \nWe were able to come back safely yesterday before it got dark after making the grave for Bluerinās parents. I roughly explained what we were doing in the forest to Salura-san who was looking after Amako. However in doing so, I ended up receiving these spiky fruits called Apacho⦠More than I could carry with my two arms.\n
Itād be rude to refuse so I accepted it and passed along the fruits to Alek when I got back. Alek then used the fruits to make todayās dessert after dinner. As expected of the person in charge of the Rescue Squadās meals, his cooking actually tasted the most normal. Compared to the hazardous substance I had before.. It was the difference between Heaven and Earth.
As for today, I would be training with Rose. I wore my white uniform and went to the usual training spot. Rose was there in deep thought as she silently stared at me with folded arms.
āI was only thinking of doing training with you since itās been so long but the matter you brought up yesterday⦠I donāt have much say in it.ā
āEh? But the illness is probably complicated, I donāt think Iāll be able to cure itā¦ā
āYouāll naturally become more experienced and will be able to do so. Either way, itās impossible for you right now.ā
When you say it so bluntly like that, I already feel like giving up. Then I wonder what should I do? Should I just continue strengthening my body? After running yesterday, my body is more or less back to its top condition. I have quite a bit of stamina and strength now.
āYou receive passing marks for your physical and mental strength butā¦ā
I stand corrected⦠In front of Rose, I still had much more to improve on. I just wonder how far she wants me to goā¦
āThen, just what should I do?ā
After saying so, Rose distanced herself from me a bit. She then started winding up an arm as if warming up. I have a really bad feeling about thisā¦
āIām going to hit you right now.ā
āā¦.Ahaha, good joke.ā
āIāll be punching at a speed that you canāt react to. You wonāt be able to dodge or defend.ā\nāYou really hate me that much!? More importantly, Iāll blow up if I receive one of your punches!!!ā
I remembered the scene of Rose who smashed that snakeās head. Even with my amount of strength, I couldnāt do anything against that snakeās scales. Understanding that, I knew Roseās strength was abnormal⦠I would surely meet my Dead End here if I received her punch.
āYou rely on healing magic too much. Well, thatās how I trained you to use it but⦠Itās time for you to proceed to the next step.ā
Whatās with this ridiculous step-up!? You think Iāll just take it!?
With lightning speed, I started running away⦠Only to be caught by my hoodā¦
āI-I donāt want toā! I-Iāll be killed! Did Amako not foresee this futureā!?!?ā
āIf you were to head outside right now, you would still be too defenseless⦠Until now, youāve got through each situation one way or another but you wonāt be able to cure wounds caused by curses⦠Learn to evade.ā
I havenāt been confident in my evasion before but why would it be at a level I canāt react to? Didnāt speed = power? This person probably had her reasons that were related to healing magic.
āWell, itās not like Iām a demon. Iāll start off easy.ā
āNo, I mean.. Isnāt it bad in the first place to hit your own subordinate? Is that head of yours empty inside⦠Ah. Iām sorry.ā
āI see! You want me to be serious!! Iām really happy! Youāre so enthusiastic about your training!!ā
Just why does my mouth unintentionally say things like that� Rose was already ready to start⦠While giving a lifeless laugh, I used all my healing magic and coated myself.
There were thoughts floating inside my head⦠Like if I would be blown 10 meters away before hitting the ground⦠and barely being able to stand.\nāLike I said, youāll be avoiding⦠not blocking.ā
āDonāt ask for the impossibleāā
In that instant, I felt the strongest impact in my life as I was assaulted by a force that went through the opening of my arm. While feeling the intense pain of a fist drilling into my body, I felt my vision rotating round and round.
I would probably be able to understand what happened later on.
I never received an impact like this beforeā¦
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āHah!?ā
I woke up under a tree in the training area. This felt nice⦠I was wrapped in the shade of the tree. Thatās right, I didnāt start training with Rose. Did I do too much training before? What a nightmare I had⦠My impression of Rose was deteriorating lately. No, I canāt think like that⦠Uluru-san said that Rose was someone who was hurt easily⦠I canāt always be scared of her like thisā¦
āOh, youāre awake? Then letās do it again.ā
ā¦..I was a little too quick to escape from the truth.
What happened before was real and Uluru-sanās remark about Rose feels very far away now⦠I guess I have no choice but to face reality.
āā¦.Yes.ā
Yeah⦠Just because there was nothing unusual with my body, I shouldnāt just assume what happened was just a dream. As expected of Rose, she really was a good role model for a master. Really, a master like her was too good for someone like me. In fact, itās such a waste to have her as my master⦠Someone else should take my place instead.\n\nā¦She seemed to be behaving herself after we talked last time. But the Kingdom didnāt really know what to do with her after getting their answers. There were extreme opinions such as getting rid of her because she was dangerous. But since it was Lloyd-sama, he obstinately refused to give permission for it.
I donāt know if Lloyd-samaās judgment is good but I personally agree. I donāt want something like the death penalty in a peaceful country like this. The Black Knight also had to bear the responsibility for the people she had hurt in the war. However, the scary fellows back at the squad seemed to have taken care of most of them. It mightāve been fortunate that Inukami-senpai and Kazuki fought a long battle against the Black Knight in this scenario.
āWhat will you do now?ā
āā¦Nothing really⦠Iāll just be here.ā
āAre you fine with that?ā
āThatās not something I can decide, right? Thatās up to you guys.ā
She has a point but I really didnāt know what would happen. Well, I did capture her after all. I felt a sense of responsibility here. I also wouldnāt like to see her go through the death penalty.
āYou areā¦ā
āNn..?ā
āā¦Itās nothing. Hurry up and leave.ā
āā¦Haah, I understand.ā
Doing as she said, I left the cell. But maybe Rose was settling the Black Knightās matters right now. I might not even have to do anything. Should I consult Rose about this?