Chapter 42.1 \nWe were able to come back safely yesterday before it got dark after making the grave for Bluerinâs parents. I roughly explained what we were doing in the forest to Salura-san who was looking after Amako. However in doing so, I ended up receiving these spiky fruits called Apacho⊠More than I could carry with my two arms.\n
Itâd be rude to refuse so I accepted it and passed along the fruits to Alek when I got back. Alek then used the fruits to make todayâs dessert after dinner. As expected of the person in charge of the Rescue Squadâs meals, his cooking actually tasted the most normal. Compared to the hazardous substance I had before.. It was the difference between Heaven and Earth.
As for today, I would be training with Rose. I wore my white uniform and went to the usual training spot. Rose was there in deep thought as she silently stared at me with folded arms.
âI was only thinking of doing training with you since itâs been so long but the matter you brought up yesterday⊠I donât have much say in it.â
âEh? But the illness is probably complicated, I donât think Iâll be able to cure itâŠâ
âYouâll naturally become more experienced and will be able to do so. Either way, itâs impossible for you right now.â
When you say it so bluntly like that, I already feel like giving up. Then I wonder what should I do? Should I just continue strengthening my body? After running yesterday, my body is more or less back to its top condition. I have quite a bit of stamina and strength now.
âYou receive passing marks for your physical and mental strength butâŠâ
I stand corrected⊠In front of Rose, I still had much more to improve on. I just wonder how far she wants me to goâŠ
âThen, just what should I do?â
After saying so, Rose distanced herself from me a bit. She then started winding up an arm as if warming up. I have a really bad feeling about thisâŠ
âIâm going to hit you right now.â
ââŠ.Ahaha, good joke.â
âIâll be punching at a speed that you canât react to. You wonât be able to dodge or defend.â\nâYou really hate me that much!? More importantly, Iâll blow up if I receive one of your punches!!!â
I remembered the scene of Rose who smashed that snakeâs head. Even with my amount of strength, I couldnât do anything against that snakeâs scales. Understanding that, I knew Roseâs strength was abnormal⊠I would surely meet my Dead End here if I received her punch.
âYou rely on healing magic too much. Well, thatâs how I trained you to use it but⊠Itâs time for you to proceed to the next step.â
Whatâs with this ridiculous step-up!? You think Iâll just take it!?
With lightning speed, I started running away⊠Only to be caught by my hoodâŠ
âI-I donât want toâ! I-Iâll be killed! Did Amako not foresee this futureâ!?!?â
âIf you were to head outside right now, you would still be too defenseless⊠Until now, youâve got through each situation one way or another but you wonât be able to cure wounds caused by curses⊠Learn to evade.â
I havenât been confident in my evasion before but why would it be at a level I canât react to? Didnât speed = power? This person probably had her reasons that were related to healing magic.
âWell, itâs not like Iâm a demon. Iâll start off easy.â
âNo, I mean.. Isnât it bad in the first place to hit your own subordinate? Is that head of yours empty inside⊠Ah. Iâm sorry.â
âI see! You want me to be serious!! Iâm really happy! Youâre so enthusiastic about your training!!â
Just why does my mouth unintentionally say things like that� Rose was already ready to start⊠While giving a lifeless laugh, I used all my healing magic and coated myself.
There were thoughts floating inside my head⊠Like if I would be blown 10 meters away before hitting the ground⊠and barely being able to stand.\nâLike I said, youâll be avoiding⊠not blocking.â
âDonât ask for the impossibleââ
In that instant, I felt the strongest impact in my life as I was assaulted by a force that went through the opening of my arm. While feeling the intense pain of a fist drilling into my body, I felt my vision rotating round and round.
I would probably be able to understand what happened later on.
I never received an impact like this beforeâŠ
I woke up under a tree in the training area. This felt nice⊠I was wrapped in the shade of the tree. Thatâs right, I didnât start training with Rose. Did I do too much training before? What a nightmare I had⊠My impression of Rose was deteriorating lately. No, I canât think like that⊠Uluru-san said that Rose was someone who was hurt easily⊠I canât always be scared of her like thisâŠ
âOh, youâre awake? Then letâs do it again.â
âŠ..I was a little too quick to escape from the truth.
What happened before was real and Uluru-sanâs remark about Rose feels very far away now⊠I guess I have no choice but to face reality.
Yeah⊠Just because there was nothing unusual with my body, I shouldnât just assume what happened was just a dream. As expected of Rose, she really was a good role model for a master. Really, a master like her was too good for someone like me. In fact, itâs such a waste to have her as my master⊠Someone else should take my place instead.\n\nâŠShe seemed to be behaving herself after we talked last time. But the Kingdom didnât really know what to do with her after getting their answers. There were extreme opinions such as getting rid of her because she was dangerous. But since it was Lloyd-sama, he obstinately refused to give permission for it.
I donât know if Lloyd-samaâs judgment is good but I personally agree. I donât want something like the death penalty in a peaceful country like this. The Black Knight also had to bear the responsibility for the people she had hurt in the war. However, the scary fellows back at the squad seemed to have taken care of most of them. It mightâve been fortunate that Inukami-senpai and Kazuki fought a long battle against the Black Knight in this scenario.
âWhat will you do now?â
ââŠNothing really⊠Iâll just be here.â
âAre you fine with that?â
âThatâs not something I can decide, right? Thatâs up to you guys.â
She has a point but I really didnât know what would happen. Well, I did capture her after all. I felt a sense of responsibility here. I also wouldnât like to see her go through the death penalty.
ââŠItâs nothing. Hurry up and leave.â
ââŠHaah, I understand.â
Doing as she said, I left the cell. But maybe Rose was settling the Black Knightâs matters right now. I might not even have to do anything. Should I consult Rose about this?