I didnāt like the āmeā who could do everything. When people started talking about what they wanted to do in the future, I would be envious. Since I could do everything, I lacked the motivation and the passion⦠Everyone else had dreams that they could earnestly pursue.
I liked to read fiction, fantasy, and sci-fi⦠My heart would throb with excitement whenever I imagined myself as the protagonist living in a fantasy world. Love, suspense, and history⦠I wasnāt excited because of these elements in a novel, but rather, I really simply liked the fact that these stories were very far apart from reality.
Basically, I was someone who was charmed by things that didnāt exist in reality.
Because of my parentās expectations, my Otoutoās jealousy, and other peopleās envy, I directed all of that stress towards novels as if I was escaping from everything.
(Otouto = little brother)
I thought doing so would sever my ties with society, even if only for a bit.
āSomeone like Nee-san, it would be better if you didnāt exist!!ā
Those were the words from my one and only Otouto.
While his eyes were overflowing with tears, his voice kept trembling as he shouted hurtful words to me.
Normally, as the older sister, I should be able to get along better with him.
I wonder if I made a mistake somewhere.
No, that was just an excuse. There was definitely something.
At almost every opportunity, my parents would use me as a reference and compare me with my Otouto. As he was constantly being compared to me, his mind steadily started wearing down.
I knew my parents didnāt mean any harm. But it was because my Otouto knew that my parents had no malice behind their words that their words were able to get through to him.
My Otouto wanted love from our parents. He was yelling at me simply because I was the one receiving that love. That was all there was to it.
Thatās right, everything was my fault.
I just pretended that I didnāt notice it, and this was why the current situation became like this⦠My outward appearance, something like that, itād be good if it vanished or went somewhere far awayā¦ā¦
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āAhā¦ā¦.Wahā¦.ā
I just ended up seeing an unpleasant dream.
Although my languid body had a sense of discomfort, I tried to raise myself up. Shortly after, I realized it was because my clothes were drenched.
Examining my surroundings, there were overgrown trees and a river with a gentle stream.
Just how did I end up in a place like this? If I remember correctly, Usato-kun and I went out of the kingdom for training early in the morning, then we encountered bandits, then monsters attackedā¦ā¦.
āThatās right! Usato-kun!!ā
Having finally remembered everything, my face went pale and I searched for Usato-kun who protected me.
āā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦.Uuu.ā
āThank godā¦ā¦. Youāre hereā¦..ā
Usato-kun was just next to me; he was unconscious and lying down with his face buried in the ground.
He had countless wounds etched onto his body within his tattered clothes. We were launched up in the skies together because he covered me from the monsterās direct attacks. I couldnāt remember anything after that but I assumed that afterwards we fell into a river and drifted all the way here.\nIf that was the caseā
āUsato-kun, you carried me all the way here didnāt youā¦ā
Following the river with my eyes, I could see that there was a large waterfall about 20 meters in height that was separating the upper and lower streams.
āSorryā¦ā¦ā
It mustāve been difficult to carry me all the way here.
For now, I should search for a safe placeāāā
While I lifted Usato-kunās body, I placed him on my back.
Uuu, heavyā¦..
āIām a woman who repays her gratitude without exceptionā¦.ā
To begin with, it was originally my fault that he ended up in this world.
Which was why I definitely couldnāt let him die.
Hold on Usato-kun!
āInukami-senpai. Itās alright. I woke up just now.ā
āDonāt you wake up a little too fastā¦ā
My determination was wasted now you know.
Usato-kun got off my back and checked on his injuries. He seemed to have used healing magic as his whole body was now wrapped in a thin green aura. But you know Usato-kun, I still didnāt know what I should do with all this determination. I felt like an extremely embarrassing side of mine was seen by you too.
āAre you alright, Inukami-senpai?ā
āThatās what I should be asking you knowā¦ā
āIām okay. Iām used to it thatās why.ā
I donāt think it was something you should get used to.
Still, this was awkward.
Iām talking about how Usato-kun protected me from those monsters, thinking about it, I just ended up being constantly saved.
I felt that I wasnāt very useful.
āā¦ā¦.Inukami-senpai, for now, I should explain about our situation.ā
āEhā¦ā¦. Ah, aah.ā
Usato-kun showed a serious expression as he explained the current state of affairs. From his explanation, Usato-kun and I were launched into this forest because of the wild boars, known as Fall Boars. After landing, we fell into a river and drifted ashore here.
Due to these events, it seemed Usato-kun accumulated a lot of fatigue and ended up faintingā¦ā¦
It was just as I expected but still, a lot of burden was placed onto Usato-kun.
āā¦ā¦Sorry, Usato-kun.ā
āYou donāt need to apologize. It was something I did on my own accord. Apart from that, I still have to explain what kind of place weāre in right now.ā
Even so, I still minded it.
But I couldnāt keep feeling down so I did my best to look composed on the surface.
āThis forest was where I did my survival training for 10 days. Itās also known as Dark Lyngle.ā\nāThis is the place where you stayed beforeā¦ā
If so, wasnāt this a considerably dangerous spot?
Iām really thankful for the fact that we didnāt get attacked by monsters when we were still unconscious.
āThen, we should quickly get out of hereā¦ā
āItās dangerous. If you look at the sky, it looks like itāll turn dark soon. No matter how strong Senpai is, wouldnāt it be unreasonable to fight monsters that could pop out from anywhere?ā
āUuā¦..ā
It was certainly impossible for the current me to fight against monsters in the dark.
āWhich is why we should be walking while itās still bright.ā
āBut itāll get dark soonā¦ā
āIāve gotten used to climbing on top of trees and using them to move around, I will know immediately if thereās a monster nearby by looking on top. Are you able to climb trees, Senpai?ā
āIāve never done something like tree climbing so I donāt have much confidenceā¦ā
I was never able to play like that before as a kid after all.
It was different for Usato-kun since he was used to climbing on trees, it was possible I might die just from the fall.
Usato-kun looked troubled because of my words as he crossed both of his arms in deep thought.
After some lengthy consideration, the answer that came out wasā
āThen, letās just stay here.ā
āWhat!?ā
That was Usato-kunās answer as he pointed towards the ground.
Wouldnāt there be a lot of monsters at night?
āThis place is close to water and we might be attacked by monsters anyways if we went out of our way and tried to find another location.ā
āā¦..C-Certainly, thatās true too.ā
āItās decided then.ā
After saying so, Usato-kun started gathering leaves from tree branches; he seemed to be very familiar with this process. After a while, a large pile was created⦠Just what was Usato-kun doing? I didnāt know anything about camping out so I couldnāt really help him out.
āInukami-senpai, could you make a fire with your magic? If we have a fire, most monsters would be afraid and wonāt draw near it.ā
āAh, I see. I understand.ā
Acting in accordance with Usato-kunās words, I used my lightning magic to start a fire.
The air around us started getting warmer and a large fire was created with smoke rising towards the skies.
I held both my hands near the fire to warm up since my clothes were still drenched.
āSenpai, how are your belongings?ā
āAah, I still have my rucksack and sword.ā
Fortunately, I had spare clothes inside my bag too so I could change.
Other than that, I had a knife and a map. The map couldnāt be used but the knife would be helpful. Looking closer inside the rucksack, it seemed to be dry⦠Was it because all the water went into my spare clothes and dried already or did no water enter in the first place?
āThank god. Nothing is wet inside.ā\n\nAfterwards, we prepared and ate about two small animalās worth of fish. We only cooked it over a fire which is why there wasnāt much taste but it helped to suppress our hunger.
Once we finished eating, Usato-kun suddenly started a conversation with me.
āBut really, itās just so different with Inukami-senpai here you know.ā
āNo no, youāre exaggerating too much.ā
āWith Inukami-senpai, itās possible to survive for 3 months here.ā
āEh? I-Is that so?ā
Thatās a bit embarrassing.
But as expected, being with someone else was better than being alone. But Usato-kun, youāre a little too direct you know.
Normally, people would be embarrassed saying things like that.
āYeah, for sure. After all, you can make a fire and catch fish. You remind me of some of the convenient machines back in our home world.ā
āAm I supposed to be an electrical appliance!?ā
I take back what I thought before about him being direct.
Certainly, I could use lightning magic but I would never have thought he would compare me to an electrical appliance.
However, to be toyed with by my Kouhai⦠I felt like I needed to show my dignity as the Senpai here.
āThatās cruel, Usato-kun. Just what do you think of me as?ā
āā¦ā¦A weird person?ā
Guhaaā¦..!
They were my own words but to think they would be returned back to me like that! What kind of image of me has been painted in your mind Usato-kun!? But the frustrating part was that my actions up till now couldnāt deny his words! Still, having these words being told to me so directly causes a great deal of damage!
After some time passed while still feeling down due to Usato-kun labeling me as a āweird personā, Usato-kun who had been watching the fire till now started to speak,
āItās already pretty dark so, I think itās time to sleep soon. Just leave it to me to look after the fire.ā
āNo no, I canāt leave everything to only Usato-kun, right? I shouldā¦ā
āā¦ā¦Then, letās do rotations. When it seems to be a suitable time, Iāll wake you up. Please have a good rest till then.ā
If you say it like that, I guess I should just accept it.
But, I wonāt be tricked. You were probably just saying that to get me to sleep. Youāre not going to wake me up till its morning. That kindness has the opposite effect on me. I would only feel troubled due to feelings of guilt.
However, I really did feel tired. Once I rested enough, Iāll wake up on my own and switch with him.
āAah, then Iāll rest a bit then I guessā¦. Donāt assault me, okay?ā
āā¦..No chance of that happening.ā
ā!?ā
You donāt have to say it like thatā¦..
Lying down, I closed my eyes. Iāll only sleep for a bit⦠only a bit. I donāt intend to sleep for long. While constantly think so, my conscious gradually started fading away, until I was finally asleepāāāāā
āInukami-senpai, itās time to switch.ā
āā¦ā¦..Youāre a man who completely exceeds my expectations huh.ā
My surroundings were still dark. He was waking me up normally.