Chapter 175 \nAfter visiting Gladys-san, I decided to take a quick stroll around the city of Lukvis with Amako, who joined us later.\n
ăIâve been training and meeting with people all day and havenât had any free time, so I thought it would be nice to take a break and enjoy the city of Lukvis.
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âHow are Suzune and Kazuki doing?â
âKazukiâs off to check out the Great Library, while senpai is playing with Eva.â
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ăKazuki seemed to have some books that he was interested in.
ăBefore the meeting, I took a quick look at the books in the grand library, and they all seemed to be difficult.
ăThere were all kinds of thought-provoking titles like âGetting to the Root of Magicâ and âLost Technology, Gained Peaceâ.
ăI donât read technical books, so I think itâs great that I can accumulate knowledge while having fun.
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âIs Suzune with Eva?â
âYes. Weâre going back to our respective countries tomorrow, so she came to say hello one last time. Weâve got some time, so we decided to have tea and go.â
âHeh.â
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ăI was invited too, but I had promised to walk around the city with Amako first, so I prioritized this.
ăI was glad that Eva got along well with senpai. Being the same age and a girl, they would have different things to talk about.
ăSenpai was also damaged by Evaâs innocence, but she seemed to be enjoying herself. So, I guess itâs okay.
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âHow did it go for you?â
âIâve been âŚâŚ having a normal day. I helped Kiriha with the housework, took care of Satsuki, and woke up Kyou when he didnât wake up in the middle of the day.â
âI- I seeâŚâŚ.â
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ăI canât help but understand Kyouâs desire to coast through his days off.
ăSometimes when schoolâs not in session, I tend to sleep until midday. Then, in the afternoon, you realize that youâve wasted half your day off and regret it, and thatâs the sequence of events.
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âIt was kind of a normal life, but it was fun.â
âThatâs good to hear. It was a good decision to leave it to Kiriha and the others, after all.â
âYes, it was. âŚâŚ Hmm?â
ââŚâŚWhatâs up?â
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ăI look in a certain direction and notice Amako, who is worried about something.
ăI follow her gaze as she looks at the end of the alley with a somewhat surprised expression on her face, and itâs a place I remember too.
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âSo this is where you and Nack first met. âŚâŚâ
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ăThe square at the end of the alley where he had fallen wounded.
ăThere, a girl was practicing her magic.
ăMeena, a girl with bright red hair in twin tails, noticed me on the street and gave me a disgusted look, as if she had encountered a demon.
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âUsato. Is that the face that looks like youâve encountered an ogre in the city?â
âAmako, first of all, let me tell you that there are no ogres in the city, okay?â
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âWhy are you looking at me and tilting your head?â
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ăAre you trying to tell me that Iâm the Ogre himself, Oi.
ăWhile I was doubly shocked, I noticed a grim-faced Meena beckoning to us.
ăTo be honest, I was expecting her to avoid us if she saw our faces, so I was a little surprised and headed with Amako to the square where she was.
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ăHowever, when we finally got to Meenaâs side, we couldnât start a conversation.
ăShe was twirling the ends of her own hair and glancing at me, but there was no sign of her talking to me. Even if I wanted to talk to her, I didnât know what to say.
ăAt any rate, I donât have much contact with this girl to begin with.
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âNack is doing well, right?â
â!ăNo, I didnât hear that!â\n
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ăI tried to intervene, but was immediately rebuffed in a snippy manner.
ăHowever, she did respond when she heard Nackâs name, so it wouldnât be difficult to continue the conversation.
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âWell, anyway, do you remember me?â
âA monster like you, how could I forget? Besides, you didnât even move like a human yesterday.â
ââŚâŚ about the exchange game?â
âIn the morning, I was fighting with the hero. Itâs a mystery how you can accelerate in an unnatural position, and most of all itâs a mystery that youâre a healing magician doing it!â
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ăSheâs quite direct, huh. What? Am I a mystery to you?
ăAnd the little fox behind me, donât agree in a small voice. Itâs not âI understand. No, I totally do.â
ăâŚâŚ Iâve been wondering about this for a while now, but there are traces of soot and a burning smell in the square weâre in. From this smell, did Meena use magic here?
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âYouâve been training here?â
ââŚâŚ Is that bad?â
âNo, itâs not bad. But why here?â
âI canât use the training area I usually use, so Iâm just using this place today.â
âOh, I see.â
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ăThe exchange game was held yesterday at the training field, so itâs not usable right now because itâs in the middle of maintenance.
ăI was wondering why they were training in such a small place, but it made sense.
ăNow that I was satisfied with the situation, Meena started talking to me.
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âNack said youâre doing well. âŚâŚâ
âHmm? Oh.â
âWhat did he say about me?â
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ăIs that what you wanted to hear, âŚâŚ?
ăIâll be honest with you, itâs about my impression of Nack.
ăIâll tell Meena what Nack had told me before we left Lukvis.
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âI heard that heâs not too bad with you.â
ââŚâŚ Heâs as sweet as ever. I wish heâll just hate me.â
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ăMeena muttered with a somber look on her face.
ăI questioned her words and actions, which were different from her previous image, and asked her what was bothering her.
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âDo you regret it? What you did to Nack?â
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ăMeena falls silent.
ăI heard Nack say something like, âItâs my fault for being so cautious,â but at least he didnât seem to think so.
ăIf he didnât, he wouldnât have closed his mouth with such an expression.
ăAfter about a dozen seconds of silence, Meena finally opened her mouth.ă
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âCome with me for a minute to talk.â
âWhat? I donât mind, but what do you want to talk about?â
âItâs about Nack and me, and I know youâre wondering about it.â
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ăIâd be lying if I said I wasnât curious, but what is âŚâŚ? Itâs a bit abrupt, isnât it?
ăShe sat down in a gymnastic position in the shade of a nearby tree, as if she was already planning to talk.
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âDid you hear that Nack and I were childhood friends?â
âYeah, Nack told me about it.â
âYeah. Then I guess I donât have to explain why that guy was put in Lukvis.â
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ăNack was originally supposed to be awakened to water magic, but instead he was awakened to healing magic.\năBecause of that, he was treated coldly by his parents and was thrown out of the house and put into Lukvis, right?
ăLooking back on it now, I think itâs a terrible story.
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âThis is how it is now, but I used to play with Nack when I was little.â
âI canât imagineâŚâŚ the relationship you have now?â
ââŚâŚYeah. But I do remember that âŚâŚ we had fun.â
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ăSurprisingly theyâre quite close, huh.
ăBut when we first visited Lukvis, Nack, the guy we were supposed to be playing with, was in such a mess.
ăIs there a reason for that too?
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âWe used to be close enough to play together, but about a year before I entered Lukvis, I suddenly stopped seeing him.â
âYou canât see him anymore?â
âThey wouldnât let me see him at the mansion. His parents encourage me to play with his sister rather than him, and they treat him like heâs not there, which is âŚâŚ creepy.â
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ăâŚâŚ Was he under house arrest?
ăItâs pretty bad to say, but like putting a lid on something that stinks, maybe Nackâs parents were desperately trying to hide the fact that they didnât have the powers they wanted.
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âThen I happened to overhear that Nack was going to be placed in Lukvis.â
ââŚâŚ So youâre in Lukvis, too?â
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ăMeena nodded her head.
ăThe hand that grasped her dressing gown seemed to have more strength in it.
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âWhen I was sent to Lukvis Academy, Nack was like a âŚâŚ shell. You can learn magic in the best environment at Lukvis Academy, but he just looked down and looked like it was the end of the world.â
âThatâs right, itâs like he was kicked out. âŚâŚâ
âIt was only then that my father finally told me why Nack was put in Lukvis.â
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ăFrom Nackâs own point of view, there would have been no hope.
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âStill, I tried to talk to him many times, but he was scared of everything around him, even me. That was irresistible to me at the time, and I didnât like it.â
âYou donât like it? âŚâŚâ
âJust because I woke up to healing magic doesnât mean I did anything but just accept my current situation.â
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ăMaybe Nack had given up at that point.
ăThe moment his magic wasnât water-based, he was treated coldly by his parents, who were the closest thing to him, and in the end, he was kicked out and sent to Lukvis all alone.
ăAt the age of just under ten, it is not surprising that heâs emotionally devastated.
ăAs I was thinking about this, Meenaâs voice became a little hoarse, as if she remembered that time, and she continued to speak.
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âIf you had made a solid effort in Lukvis, even healing magic would have been appreciated. Iâm sure youâll be able to find something that will help you. Even then âŚâŚ Nack gave up on everything and didnât even try to move on.â
âYou didnât look down on healing magicians?â
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ăAt least, thatâs what Meena seemed to be when she was abusing Nack.
ăMy question made Meena shake her head.
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âFor me, it didnât matter if Nack was waking up to healing magic or not. I just wanted him to get up. But no matter how many times I tried to get him to do so, he just kept looking down and wouldnât look at the hand I held out to him or ask for help from anyone. I couldnât stand him, so I went to âŚâŚâ
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âI got so irritated with Nack for not doing what I wanted that I started to get violent with him. Somewhere along the line, it became the norm for âŚâŚ me, and even though it wasnât really what I âŚâŚ wanted to do, I found myself at a point where I couldnât go back.â
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ăSo thatâs how you ended up in the situation where Nack was abused.
ăDoes that mean that what I was doing for the best of reasons at first gradually deviated from my purpose and became distorted?
ăWhen I was silent, Meena smiled at me as if she was mocking herself.
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âThereâs no way I can honestly apologize now. What Iâve done was so âŚâŚ terrible.â
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ăâŚâŚ I wish I could give solid advice at times like this, but Nack and Meenaâs relationship isnât something that can be managed with advice that comes to mind on the spot.
ăBut even so, the reason why she announced that I would go to the Lingle Kingdom with Nack after graduating from the academy was probably because she wanted a reason to see him again.\nVisit wuxiaworld.eu for extra chapters.
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âSo youâre saying youâre going to visit Nack in the Lingle Kingdom after graduation?â
âYou heard from Nack. Even âŚâŚ has no other reason to show his face. Oh, thereâs also a reason why Iâm frustrated that Iâm still losing to Nack, so Iâll meet him when Iâm stronger.â
âYeah, I see. âŚâŚâ
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ăIs it possible that youâre quite worried about being defeated by Nack?
ăEven if you take that out, maybe this is her way of coming to terms with it, but I donât knowâŚ
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âYouâre clumsy, arenât you?â
âShut up. I know that better than anyone.â
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ăI chuckle at Meena, who frowns and removes her gaze from me.
ăI guess Meena was trying to move on, just like Nack was.
ăAs I was thinking this, she stood up, dropping the dirt and leaves, and opened her mouth without looking at me.
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âI feel a little better after talking to you, who had nothing to do with it.â
âYou talked to me because âŚâŚ.â
âIf I told anyone in the school, theyâd start weird rumours, so I thought you, an outsider, would be perfect.â
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ăI was surprised to find out that she was so easy to talk to. âŚâŚ What a gutsy kid she is in many ways.
ăI may have misunderstood this girl.
ăWhen I was training Nack, I thought she was a child who was abusing Nack for no reason, but there were some differences between the two of us before we got there.
ăIâm not going to say anything too clever, but Iâll try to say what I can. âŚâŚ
ăIâm not sure if Iâve said everything I wanted to say, but Iâm going to call out to her as sheâs about to return to her training.
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âYou canât erase the things youâve done to Nack.â
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âBut it should be different from now on.â
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ăI continue to speak to Meena, who shakes her shoulders slightly without looking at me.
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âYou and Nack are still kids, and you have a long life ahead of you. If thatâs the case, then I think itâs a good idea to take some time to come to terms with it.â
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ăThe amount of time they had been at odds with each other was negligible. They should have more than enough time to make up for it.
ăAnd unlike Fegnis, who committed the âŚâŚ crime, Meena can still start over.
ăMeena rolled her eyes at my words and smiled somewhat dismissively.
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âItâs true, master and disciple have similar sweet personalities, donât they?â
âWell, Nack is my apprentice, you know. Itâs only natural for us to resemble each other.â
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ăIâve often been told that I look like Rose too, though.
ăMainly in terms of mood and face.
ăIf you think about it, there is a possibility that Nack will eventually look like Rose. âŚâŚ? No, Iâll try not to think about that.
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âThanks, for sticking around to talk about it. And, Iâll let Nack know about this at âŚâŚ.â
âI know. Iâll keep it from him.â
âRight. Well, Iâm going to go back to my independent training at âŚâŚ.â
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ăRelaxing her shoulders as if relieved, Meena turned her back on me and walked to the center of the square.
ăI couldnât stand in her way, so I left and went back the way I came.
ăIt was an unexpected encounter, but I think it turned out to be a good one.
ăWith that in mind, I turned down an alley and Amako tugged on the sleeve of my troupe uniform.
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âHmm?â
âNow Usato, your speech just now sounded like an uncle.â
âGuhaâŚâŚ!â
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\năThe moment I turned around, a strong blow was struck from Amako with the weapon of words.
ăIâve been trying not to worry about it, but itâs not working. âŚâŚ! What was that? âYouâve got a long life ahead of youâ! What is a 17 year old telling a 5 year old girl about her life? Seriously.
ăTo be honest, halfway through the conversation with Meena, I had the urge to fall back on the spot.
ăI regained my composure and spoke to Amako.
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âWell, well, what are you going to do after this?â
âWeâll tell Nea and the others about it later.â
âOkay, okay. What do you want? Iâll buy you anything you want.â
âWhat? If you say so, Iâll indulge you.â
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ăWow, what a dazzling smile.
ăIâm almost crying from happiness at how strong youâve become.
ăAs I was walking down the street, checking my hand, I saw a woman with light blue hair, Welshey-san, running towards me from the end of the street.
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âHey Welshey-san?â
âWhatâs going on?â
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ăTilting our heads, Amako and I ran over to her.
ăShe had her hands on her knees and was breathing hard. She must have been running as fast as she could, because she was so out of breath that she couldnât even speak.
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âW-Welshey-san, are you okay?â
âT-This is badâŚ..!â
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ăI cast a healing spell on Welshey-san, who seemed to be out of breath.
ăThis panic is not normal.
ăI have a bad feeling about this, but Welshey-san, who had calmed down her breathing, spoke up with a grim expression.
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âWe have just received a message from the Lingle Kingdom by Hoot Bird! They have confirmed a shadow that looks like a scouting party of the Demon Kingâs army near the border!â
âHuh?â
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ăI couldnât react to Welshey-sanâs words for a while.
ăWhat I remembered was the scenery of the battlefield filled with killing intent and fear.
ăI have to run through that place again.
ăI clenched my fist unconsciously, and Amakoâs hand came to rest on mine. I quickly look at her, and sheâs looking up at me as if sheâs worried about my safety.
ăAmakoâs gaze makes me even more determined.
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âItâs starting all over again, isnât it?â
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ăThe end of my peaceful life.
ăWhat comes next is a battle against the Demon Kingâs army ââ a battlefield where death is a constant companion.
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Authorâs Note:
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After writing this story, I realized that Meena is a character that people like and dislike very differently.
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The story about Nackâs past and Meenaâs relationship with him reflects a little more of the setting than the book version.
Please donât worry about this, it wonât affect the main story.
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Since this chapter is a kind of preparation period, there were no major battles involving life and death.
Instead, the focus will be on the new characters and the ones who have reappeared.
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After updating the quiet story and introduction of the characters, I will move on to the next chapter.
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Looking at the feedback section, I canât help but nod my head at the variety of thoughts and opinions from readers.
There were many comments like âI guess thereâs this way of looking at it âŚâŚâ and âI canât help feeling that wayâ that I myself, the writer of this story, could understand and sympathize with.
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