âMy father doesnât have a sickening hobby of making a bright actress his mistress and killing her.â
Sarah was startled by my blatant remarks.
âHeâs not even a rude person who flirts with a girl the age of his daughter.â
ââŠâ
Leaving Sarah speechless with a surprised look, I went back to my seat. Unlike before, Sarah followed me with wary eyes and sat face to face.
âYouâre not upset, arenât you? You want to live a comfortable life as a mistress, but I kicked Count Erghetti out without knowing your feelings?â
âNot at all!â
âRight, I thought so. Donât get me wrong, I just helped you because you looked tired.â
âThen youâre saying you didnât come here for any other reason?â
âI can at least tell you that Iâm not here for the reason youâre worried about. And if you donât mind, Iâd like to help you.â
âHelpâŠme?â
âI can try to come to your play regularly. Then soon it will be known Duke Diollus has his eyes on Sarah.â
ââŠâ
âThen, perhaps, the nobles who have made proposals to you will naturally fall out?â
As I shrugged my shoulders, Sarah, who had been listening silently, opened her mouth with a suspicious expression.
âMay I ask why you are trying to help me so much?â
âThatâs right. There is no favor without reason. To be honest, I also have something I want from Sarah.â
I added, trying to placate Sarah, who was hesitant.
âBut more than that, I sincerely hope that a genius actress like Sarah can do the acting that she loves, comfortably.â
âWhat do you want from me?â
âMm. I want to get a little help from Sarah in the business I want to start. Iâm not forcing you, itâs okay to say no. Iâll keep coming to see your play.â
Sarah looked at me with a slightly softened expression, as if boundaries had been lifted by my sincere words.
I smiled and said to her, who was curious about my real proposal.
âWhat do you think? Do you want to listen to it?â
***
âThen Iâm afraid weâll have dinner laterâŠâ
As I left the waiting room after finishing our conversation.
Sarah Hugo was terrified.
Because Duke Diollus, the father of Princess Rubette, was waiting outside.
âDad? Why are you waiting here?â
ââŠâ
The duke narrowed his brows, looking down at Rubette with discontent.
âAre you out of your mind to walk around alone without an escort?â
âUmm, what could happen in a crowded theaterâŠâ
âHaâŠâ
The duke sighed with a disapproving look, and pushed Rubetteâs back to the front.
âLetâs go, hurry.â
Rubette, who was in his power, waved at Sarah.
âOh, right, Sarah! I will contact you!â
âAh! Y-YesâŠâ
Sarah, who had forgotten that she had to greet the duke, was dazed, nodded her head and waved her hand.
The father and daughter left the theater in a flash.
âSarah, are you okay? As expected, Duke Diollus is here to make a proposal, right?â
A colleague in charge of theater management asked in a worried voice.
Sarah, who had been chasing the back of the father and daughter with her eyes, shook her head slowly.
âNoâŠâ
In fact, she was skeptical when she heard Rubetteâs suggestion.
âI am preparing a business. I plan to run a boutique that sells clothes and accessories for noble ladies.â
âCould Sarah be a model for me?â
âOf course, I will pay the model fee that wonât leave you disappointed. Base salary plus additional charges depending on sales. If only Sarah agrees, I hope we can sign a contract when we meet again. I will meet all the condition you want.â
Instead of becoming the mistress of Duke Diollus, Sarah will be the model and promote a boutique.
Even if she refused, they would continue to come to see her play, so to be precise, the word âinsteadâ was not appropriate.
Rubetteâs proposal was ideally in Sarahâs interest, so she couldnât raise any doubts even until the conversation was finished.
However.
âItâs true.â
Sarah was convinced by the meeting a while ago that Rubetteâs words that Duke Diollus did not come here because of an ulterior motive were true.
From the moment the door opened to the moment he took Rubette away.
The duke was only interested in his daughter, and didnât send a single glance to Sarah.
For a brief moment, Sarah was so confused as to whether or not she had become invisible.
âThe princess must have been really sincere. No way. This is ridiculous.â
She was surprised and overwhelmed at the moment. Sarah raised her hands and pressed down on her chest.
âI-Itâs not a dream, is it?â
Actually, today was her last performance. This was because Count Noven Erghetti threatened Sarah, saying he could not wait any longer, threatening the survival of the theater company.
She didnât want the people in the theater because of herself, so she finally made a bitter decisionâŠ
Sarah survived with a helping hand that came to her like a dream and a lie.
She can continue acting.
Freely, without being bothered by dirty, arrogant nobles.
âWhat are you talking about? What do you mean dream? Huh? Sarah? Sarah? Are you crying? Did Young Lady Diollus scare you?â
ââŠâ
Sarah shook her head as hard as she could with her tear-filled eyes. Contrary to her crying eyes, the corners of her lips kept curling up.
It had been a long time since she shed tears.
***
In the carriage heading to the restaurant after separating with Sarah.
One warm summer day, remembering our first meeting.
With love, Sarah Hugo.
My dad asked me as I looked over and over again at the white handkerchief with her autograph.
âIs it that good?â
âItâs fine.â
Sarah, fortunately, accepted my offer of being a model for the boutique <Blanc de Ruby> that I will launch.
âIt was such an unconventional condition that she seemed to doubt it until the end, but well, thatâs a misunderstanding that will be solved naturally after a few more encountersâŠâ
It was a tremendous harvest as it saved the unfortunate genius Sarah Hugo and succeeded in borrowing her popularity.
âSuccessfully secured the model for womanâs clothing! All I have to do now is make money!â
Laughing with satisfaction at the smell of money already passing through my nose, I looked at the scenery outside the passing carriage.
As I was looking around the city, which was packed with cute buildings with a foreign feeling, I was excited.
âDad, Dad. How much is a house on the outskirts?â
âWhy are you asking that?â
âWhen I make money, I want to buy a house and become independent.â
âWhat?â
Leaving behind my bewildered fatherâs voice, I recalled some bitter memories.
A tearful recollection of Rubette, who was sentenced to die after living as an ugly duckling in the Diollus Duchy for the rest of her life.
âWishit. I wanted to build a small house and live in a place with good air.â
âIâm going to build a small house with a good atmosphere.â
âI also wanted to have a cat. A cat with black, yellow, and white fur.â
âI also want a cat with tricolored fur.â
Rubette, who just wished for a little happiness, eventually saved me, who wasnât even aware of her existence, and disappeared.
âThatâs the life you want, huh? Build a pretty house and raise a cat in the forest.â
Trying to listen to her wishes, I turned my head and looked at my dad and asked again.
âHow much does a house on the outskirts cost?â
âHow old are you now, and you want to live outside? Youâre going to go out without getting married and live alone?â
Dad looked a little angry.
âWhy do you look angry?â
âBecause you are talking nonsense.â
âCanât I go out and live alone? Do I have to get Dadâs permission?â
âIsnât it obvious?â
âA person who has never been interested in me even though we have lived under one roof?â
ââŠâ
My father, who became speechless, soon said with a long sigh,
âIn any case, no. Youâre still too young. Itâs dangerousâŠâ
âHow strange. I thought Dad would be happy if I said Iâd leave the house.â
âMe?â
I continued to speak as I looked at my father who was asking as if I was saying something absurd.
âYes. Didnât you think of me as the family shame?â
ââŠâ
Dadâs eyes widened.
I was a little choked up, but I shrugged and added, pretending it didnât matter.
âDonât you think Iâm a cripple? Born into a chosen family who can wield spiritsâŠâ
ââŠâ
ââŠbut is an incompetent fellow who canât even sign a contract with a spirit.â
Depressed, I looked out the window again.
A fat body, a timid and gloomy personality from constant abuse. Such surroundings certainly helped to isolate Rubette.
However.
âThere is another reason why everyone ignored Rubette, both inside and outside.â
Even though Rubette was a member of the Diollus family, she was the only one who couldnât sign a contract with a spirit.
âWell, to be precise, everyone knows that she didnât do well.â
But whatever the circumstances, I donât think thatâs a good reason for Rubette to be lonely all her life.
âYou know, Iâve always wanted to eat with my dad, come out to play, have a little chat.â
ââŠâ
âSo I am happy now. But once in a while, when I think of the expression my dad used to make, my heartâŠâ
I pressed my hand on my tight chest.
ââŠhurts.â
Even as I was casually talking to my dad face to face, I was caught up by a certain memory that came to mind.
âDo you remember when I failed to sign a contract with a spirit?â
I looked back at my dad.
âThe expression on Dadâs face at that time is so engraved in my heart that I canât forget it.â
Dad was staring at me with trembling eyes.
âYou looked like me like I was a failure, and left me alone and just walked away.â
Looking at my fatherâs frozen face, I thought of that terrible winter that year, that is, my 15th birthday.