Chapter 63

Edited by beary and Erin

Lin Yanchen was stunned. He thought Chu Xun would be, more or less, happy. Unexpectedly, not only was Chu Xun unhappy, he also seemed angry.

Why? Lin Yanchen was baffled.

Chu Xun interrogated him, “Did you just come here for a business trip and come to see me out of convenience, or do you plan to develop a business in Y City later?”

Lin Yanchen confessed, “Our group plans to enter the field of electronic information technology, and start a new company in Y City. I am in charge.”

As soon as Chu Xun heard this, he understood. “Is that what you proposed? Was it necessary to go this far? Didn’t I tell you not to come here specially? Work is work, life is life. I don’t like to muddle them. You were doing a good job in the headquarters in B City. The development was smooth. Yet, suddenly, you just put it all down without a care, coming here and starting over again? Was your head caught in a door?”

If Chu Xun wasn’t happy, then whatever, but he was also scolding him. Lin Yanchen’s dissatisfaction was building up. “For the purpose of putting my family first, what’s wrong with choosing a method that doesn’t interfere with my work? Aren’t I doing it all for you?”

This was simply adding fuel to the fire, and Chu Xun became even angrier. “Did you discuss it with me in advance? You even said it was for me.”

Lin Yanchen had loud and powerful lungs. “I told you about it before.”

Chu Xun replied, “I said I didn’t agree. I told you not to come.”

Lin Yanchen’s face was cold, and he didn’t give in. “That’s not a clear refusal. You’re actually not happy I wanted to come be with you?” He had yielded enough. This time, he couldn’t yield any more.

Chu Xun: “I……”

Lin Yanchen burst out with conviction, “Chu Xun, you can’t be like this. Do you really care about me? I know you don’t love me that much, but I love you more and don’t care about that. I am willing to invest time and energy for you. You said you don’t want to come to B city, and I understand. OK, I won’t force you. Then, I came here, but you still don’t agree. You still want to ignore me and say what I did was wrong. Do you have a conscience? Do you really like me? Is this how you feel about being together with me?”

Chu Xun, hearing it put like that, felt a little guilty, but still wasn’t convinced. “I’m thinking about your work and your future.”

Lin Yanchen said, “My father always put work before my mother and me. At that time I had thought I would definitely become a man who takes care of his family more. I’m not quitting my work for you, I just want to be with you more. Am I wrong for wanting that?”

Chu Xun was about to speak when someone came from outside. Lin Yanchen pulled him into the innermost stall of the men’s toilets and locked the door. The two stopped quarreling and looked at each other angrily.

When the people outside finally left, Chu Xun said in a low voice, “Go back, don’t throw your life away.”

Lin Yanchen was so angry, his liver hurt. “How can you say I am throwing my life away by spending it beside you?”

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Lin Yanchen was full of anger. He had restrained himself from Chu Xun for a long time now. He couldn’t bear it anymore! He pressed Chu Xun against the wall, bent down, and kissed him passionately, as if he wanted to devour Chu Xun into his stomach.

There was but a fine line between fury and lust.

…

Lin Yanchen whispered in his ear, “Are you still rational? Mr Chu.”

Chu Xun’s face was crimson. “You stupid rascal…”

……

Lin Yanchen didn’t quarrel with him, and took Chu Xun’s glasses off. Chu Xun suddenly became weak after losing his glasses. He wanted to snatch them back, but Lin Yanchen’s big hand clasped his wrists together and pressed them above his head. Lin Yanchen’s other hand put the glasses into his pocket, then pulled off his own tie with one hand and bound Chu Xun’s wrists.

Lin Yanchen pressed Chu Xun under his body and imprisoned him in his arms.

…

Lin Yanchen said, “You told me before that you liked me doing it like this, but you don’t like it anymore? You also don’t like me anymore? Why are you so mean to me? Have you ever really liked me, or do you just like my body?”

Chu Xun sobbed, “If I didn’t like you, why would I have given birth to Jiu Jiu? I almost died, and Jiu Jiu too. Bastard. I just… don’t want to become your burden. If your family knows you abandoned your work in B City and came to Y City because of me, then what kind of person will I have become? Wouldn’t I have just done harm to you? Doing it like this, what kind of position have you put me in?”

Lin Yanchen’s heart was softened by his crying and he gently kissed the tears on his face. “Don’t cry… Can’t you just properly talk to me like this? Then we wouldn’t have to fight. What position I put you in, I put you in the depths of my heart ah.”

Chu Xun said stubbornly, “I’m just like this. I am just this horrid of a person. Do you like it or not? If you don’t like it, then whatever, don’t like me anymore. Then I also won’t have to suffer so much.”

Lin Yanchen asked in a depressed voice, “How did I make you suffer ah?”

Chu Xun had also held back for a long time. He said, “I know that we are not well matched and I’m not worthy of you. My family background is not good, my occupation is average, my appearance is average, and I’m also six years older than you. Of course I’m not worthy of you. It was only a freak combination of factors that we were together for a month. How much can you even like me? I also gave birth to Jiu Jiu without your consent. I didn’t even discuss it with you beforehand, suddenly making you become a father.”

“I want to make myself look respectable and dignified, but compared to you I am just those little things. Can’t you at least let me keep those?”

Lin Yanchen didn’t expect Chu Xun to have thought about it like this. He asked, “What are you foolishly thinking? I’ve said for a long time that if you question anything else, that’s fine, but you can’t doubt that I don’t like you enough. I don’t like you enough? How do you want me to express it? You tell me, because I really hate that I can’t just take out my heart and give it to you to see. Why didn’t you think about all this negative stuff when we were together before?”

Teardrops hung in the corners of Chu Xun’s eyes. Dazed, he frowned at Lin Yanchen and said forcefully, “Marriage and love are different! Marriage is a lifetime, love is not.”

……

Lin Yanchen was stunned and laughed angrily, “It turns out you were ready to run away at any time back then ah, and from the start you hadn’t thought about spending a lifetime with me, huh? Ah? After sleeping with me, you were just going to run? Even after saying you didn’t want to just have a one-night stand and leave, you still have the face to scold me and call me a bastard? You are the most heartless.”

…

Chu Xun was a little angry. “I said not inside…”

This matter was really his fault. Lin Yanchen’s tone weakened and he said in a panic, “I… I’ll buy you some emergency contraceptive.”

The corners of Chu Xun’s eyes were still red, staring at him with tears hanging off his lashes. When he blinked, the tears fell. He was a special type of cute. After he finished feeling pleasurable, he would immediately turn hostile. He said fiercely, “You did it on purpose.”

Lin Yanchen hugged him and kissed him many times on the cheek. He didn’t want to fight with him. “I really didn’t mean to. Don’t be angry with me, ok? Ah Xun, your Xiao Lin really didn’t mean to.”

Chu Xun accused him, “You tore the pants on purpose.”

Lin Yanchen kissed the corner of his mouth, “Ok ok, I did tear the pants on purpose.”

Chu Xun was livid. “How do you want me to go out to meet people now?”

Lin Yanchen: “Then I’ll sneak you out through the back door. Tell your master your stomach suddenly feels sick or something.”

Chu Xun thought to himself, he was in such a mess that he definitely couldn’t go back to the party. He could only call his master to say he was not feeling well. His master didn’t ask much and told him to see a doctor.

This pair of dog men pulled up their pants, their clothes in disarray. They almost completely covered their faces and ran furtively out through the back door.

Chu Xun got in Lin Yanchen’s car and said, “I can drive myself back. Do you need to return to the reception?”

Lin Yanchen said, “I was there to see you. Why would I go back? I’ll send you home.”

Chu Xun’s thick-skinned face turned red.

Just now, he had fled in a hurry. His body still felt sticky; he didn’t even have time to clean up.

That was not the point. The point was that he had just gotten a taste from Lin Yanchen. Before he could taste it carefully, it was over… And now, there was an itch in his heart that was difficult to endure.

Chu Xun hesitated for a long time, then looked at Lin Yanchen. Today, he was truly very handsome. In the end, it was people’s great desires that prevail. Suddenly, his rationality was overwhelmed and blurted out, “Don’t go to my house. I won’t go home tonight.”

Lin Yanchen didn’t realize. “Where are you going then? You aren’t going to work overtime in the company, are you? Your health isn’t good, don’t go all right?”

Chu Xun’s heart was jumping in his chest. He said ambiguously, “There is a hotel in front. Do you see it? You stop there. I want to stay in a hotel.”

Lin Yanchen didn’t understand: “You’re not going home but staying in a hotel? Why?”

This stupid rascal, did he really not understand, or was he pretending not to understand? Did he have to be that clear? Chu Xun blushed and said, “You stay with me! If you don’t want to then whatever.”

Lin Yanchen stared blankly before understanding… Excited, his eyes brightened. He also wished to continue. “Ah? Yes… Ok! I do, I do, I want to.”

Chu Xun was a little vexed at himself, but thought that since he had already cracked the jar, he might as well completely break it. “I need to take the medicine anyway. Let’s do it a few more times.”

Chu Xun called home. “Dad, I have work tonight and can’t make it back. I’ll sleep at the company. Take care of Jiu Jiu for me please… En, yes, I’ll pay attention to my health…”

Chu Xun felt rather guilty. Jiu Jiu, Dad is really sorry…

Lin Yanchen held his breath listening to the voices and joked, “Pay attention to your body oh.”

Chu Xun glanced at him, became furious, and smiled coldly. “Ah, then I won’t go! I’ll tell my dad I’m not working overtime. I’ll go home!”

Lin Yanchen snatched away his cell phone. “Hey, hey, Ah Xun, I was wrong, I was wrong!”

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