Chapter 56: Bright Emotional Comprehension
âThis subordinate is not the Empress, this subordinate is just an ordinary person. If a person who is more important than his life jumps off the cliff in front of him, their life and death are uncertain, naturally, one will be afraid!â Although Anhui was calm on the surface, his heart was still full of anxiety and fear. In addition to anxiety and fear, the scene of the Empress jumping off the cliff kept repeating in front of his eyes, making his heartache almost become numb, and because of this constant numbness, he had a feeling of giving it all up. Some words are held in his heart for too long, so he really couldnât help but say his thoughts out loud.
Being teased, bullied, and looked down upon was not important. Even if he knew he shouldnât say such things, he just couldnât help it. He wanted the Empress to understand his feelings. If one day, that unexpected matter were to become reality and she disappeared for no reason, he would have to keep his regret and anguish a forever, lifetime secret.
âThose who are more important than life, if I were to never climb up again, youâŠâ Qianhe Liyou wanted to ask âWhat would you do?â, but when she said it, she felt a little childish. When would she ask such a question, it was is ridiculously stupid.
But if she doesnât ask, it doesnât mean that the other wouldnât say it.
âEverything this subordinate has was given by the Empress. If the Empress is no longer there, it doesnât make any sense for this subordinate to live!â Maybe he was too surprised at the time. He hadnât thought too much at the time, but if the Empress couldnât come back then, he would have followed without hesitation. Just like what he said, without the Empress, he would not have any meaning to live, he didnât want to live in eternal longing and pain.
Qianhe Liyouâs heart moved because of Anhuiâs reply, but at the same time she thought of Qin Ning. Was it possible that he jumped after her with similar thoughts at the time? No, no, Qin Ning was not Anhui, Qin Ningâs thoughts were much more complicated, but in any case, Qin Ning jumped after her, and she had treated him like that.
Suddenly, Qianhe Liyou had a rare thread of guilt pierce her heart, which was very light, but it also left the shadow of Qin Ningâs matter in her heart.
âAnhui, donât talk about life or death so lightly. Even if you see zhenâs corpse, donât give up the hope that zhen may still be alive. This is an order, do you understand?â Ten thousand years of cultivation, even if it was Heavenâs Thunder Nine Tribulations, it was impossible to erase her existence. Although she was not immortal, she was already an immortal-like existence, and the so-called gods in this world were nothing more than spiritual practitioners of all walks of life with high spiritual power. Some were human beings, some were demons and ghosts, or in other words, there were no gods in this world, but there were merely existences with powerful ability, and only then will there be the existence of the word âImmortalâ.
ââŠâ Anhui became taciturn, because he understood the order, but he did not expect he could follow through. The Empress said that this is an order, and the order must be respected, but he was not sure that he would be able to act according to her orders!
âZhen will not die, trust zhen.â Qianhe Liyou walked to Anhui and pulled him up from the ground, letting her take a look at him face to face, so that he could believe in her!
Anhui became confused, of course he believed in the Empress, but who would not die in the end? How could he believe her promise? But he couldnât help but believe it, because what he saw from the Empressâs eyes was incomparable self-confidence and seriousness. It seems that what she stated was fact, absolutely irrefutable.
âThe safety of the Empress is more important than everything. Of course, this subordinate is willing to believe the Empressâs words!â Anhuiâs reply was somewhat forced, but he had just experienced such a stimulus, so he could only reluctantly reply. He was long clear on his own principles of life and death, but he would never be able to forget the scene he had just witnessed.
A gleam of bloodthirst flashed through Qianhe Liyouâs deep eyes, which meant that her mood was experiencing extreme fluctuations. She couldnât control her bloodthirsty desire any longer. She slowly wrapped her hand around her neck and pulled him closer.
Anhui was a little surprised, but quickly seemed to understand. He closed his eyes lightly, he had seen the Empressâs expression, and he knew what the Empress wanted to do, and he felt that such a thing was a kind of honor!
Qianhe Liyouâs blood fangs plunged deep into Anhuiâs skin, and the strong pungent smell of blood made Qianhe Liyouâs eyes turn completely red, but this was only an instant change at the moment.. This time, Qianhe Liyou didnât suck too much blood, quickly retracting her fangs and gently kissing the nape of Anhuiâs neck!
Anhuiâs whole body trembled and opened his eyes abruptly, but he could only see the head buried between his neck, âThe EmpressâŠEmpressâŠâ Anhui called out to the Empress in an unsteady voice. He was not sure what the Empress was doing to him, but if it was along the lines of what he was thinkingâŠ
Thinking of this, Anhuiâs expression turned awkward, and his ears quietly flushed red.
âDonât move, donât you want it?â Qianhe Liyou said a bit vilely while licking Anhuiâs neck. Even if she was ignorant of feelings, she understood the feelings Anhui felt towards her, and towards Anhui, of course she was quite fond of him. The kiss from last time illustrated this point. She was very picky, not willing to let everyone get close to her.
Anhui felt that there was a roaring fire burning all over his body, but no matter how hot he felt, it couldnât compare with the heat that the Empress gave him. Could he do this? Was he allowed to enjoy all that the Empress gave him? He didnât know the answer, but he knew he didnât want to refuse them at all.
It was not whether he can or cannot. He has already seen through life and death, and he would not wrong himself over life and death. If he was unwilling, even if the object was the nationâs dignity, he would rather die than agree. However, the person in front of him was not only the Empress, not only his benefactor who gave him all this, but more importantly, she was the person he cared for the most in his heart. His heartfelt intentions had been changed unknowingly. Such a change came too suddenly and he could not control it at all. Maybe it was because she let him take off his mask and personally destroyed the wall he had built for herself. Perhaps it was because of her trust in him, assigning him to be the only acceptable shadow guard for her. Perhaps, it was after seeing her indifferent gentleness towards those other men, making him envious and full of admiration. Maybe there were many possibilities, making him sink further and further, unable to extricate himself.
Anhui thought back to all of this and after understanding everything, closed his eyes tightly again. But his expression was no longer calm, but rather flushed with tension and his breathing was short of breath as he panted.
âDonât be too nervous, relax.â Perceiving the tension emanating from Anui, Qianhe Liyou gently murmured this in his ear. She didnât intend to do anything, she just wanted to kiss him. But now seeing him like this, like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered, this made her suddenly reluctant to stop and she wanted to continue.
Anhui wanted to relax too, but how could he relax? âThe Empress⊠the Empress, this subordinate does not know what to doâŠâ
As the leader of the Anbu Black Ops, it was only natural that he understood the thing of interest. Many of the spies would undergo this training and were scattered among the brothels of various countries. He just understood, but he had never experienced it personally, especially if the person he was desiring was in front of him. His mind felt like a tangled mess, he couldnât remember anything at all, how would he know where to relax.
âLeave it up to feeling, donât force anything, donât restrainâŠâ In fact, she didnât know much either, but she had prior experience with Luo Weiqing and she also understood the men here. Most of the men were very cautious and reserved because of the customs here. The matter of the boudoir was similar to the ancient unmarried daughters of a noble house, it made her feel like the matter was funny and cute, just like Anhuiâs reaction in front of her. Even though he was so different from the average man, even after experiencing all the things in this world, he was still jerky and cautious at this time, giving her a sense of pity.
âDonât be afraid,  zhen will spoil you very muchâŠâ Qianhe Liyou took Anhuiâs hand and half-embraced him towards the sofa. Anhuiâs face became redder and redder until he was pressed down by Qianhe Liyou and he did not dare to open his eyes to take a look.