The river water was cold, fragments of ice cut her skin, and her stiff limbs were too numb to feel pain. As she swam forward, her speed became slower and slower, but she didnât dare to stop.
Suddenly she choked on the water, and in a panic, Su Su grabbed onto a piece of driftwood. Half of her body lay on top of it and the other half was still submerged, helplessly floating along with the wood.
It began to snow again and snowflakes fell on her cheeks.
Su Su closed her eyes. She couldnât even move a finger and fell asleep, exhausted.
Someone gently carried her up, and then her body became warm.
Without knowing how long had passed, Su Su regained consciousness, she heard the sounds of street vendors, gongs, and childrenâs laughter. Someone was discussing something in a hushed voice.
She opened her eyes and realised that she was lying on a soft bed. Next to it was a short window, and from nearby came the cracking of burning coals.
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Fw Fw pyv wr qasx vbl cle yde pyo yv y tzydnl vbyv vos xld olal pkvvkdt yv y vyczl.
Dkys Nkd pyke, âMbkae Nyeu, esdâv zkpvld vs Zw Ckdtâp dsdpldpl. Zsw pyhle swa zkhlp, ps ol yal vbl sdlp obs pbswze vbydj usw. Gnnsaekdt vs pldvkxldv yde alypsd, ol pbswze yzps ldpwal uswa pyqlvu.â
Zw Ckdt ypjle, âEbu olal usw kd vbl akhla?â
Su Su replied, âTantai Jin wanted me to write a letter to my brother to let them through Jiayu Pass, so I jumped into the river and fled.â
Yu Qing clicked his tongue in astonishment, âThis husband of yours is really amazing.â It wasnât sarcasm. Yu Qing sincerely felt that the person was a man of great depth. He was quite amazing to be able to endure humiliation in silence for so many years. Before this, neither him nor King Zhao had seen that he was actually a ruthless person.
Su Su hurriedly asked, âHowâs my Eldest Brother? Is he all right?â
Xiao Lin poured a cup of warm tea for Su Su and said, âYouâve been asleep for two days. Tantai Jinâs ship has already passed through Jiayu Pass. Young General Ye was poisoned and was sent back to the imperial city for treatment.â
Seeing Su Suâs face turned pale, Xiao Lin reassuringly said, âDonât worry, itâs not a life-threatening poison. Heâll be fine soon after he returns to the imperial city.â
Su Su sighed in relief, Thatâs great. At least he didnât need to commit treason. Ye Qingyuâs life is saved.
After she finished her tea, Xiao Lin once again thoughtfully ordered food for her. Su Su was so hungry that she held up the bowl and started digging in.
Yu Qing looked at her with great interest, âPreviously, I heard that Third Miss Ye was condescending, arrogant, and tyrannical, but why are you so different from the rumours?â When they picked up Third Ye, she was almost frozen into a little figure of ice. A girl actually had the guts to jump into the winter river. Many men couldnât compare to her courage.
Su Su smiled and said, âIâve also heard that King Zhaoâs guest, Mister Yu, has a gentle temperament and is a refined gentleman. Mister Yu, thereâs a great disparity between you and the rumours.â
So rumours couldnât be trusted.
Yu Qingâs face darkened and he snorted.
Xiao Lin looked at Su Su and couldnât hold back a smile from appearing at the corners of his mouth.
Su Su said, âThereâs one more thing. What about the seven-tailed fox demon?â
âIâve tried to contact my Martial Uncle. He should have countermeasures.â Xiao Lin said.
Although Su Su was worried, she knew that this was all that could be done. She must go to the Abyss of Desolation to look for the Tortoise Deity, and regarding that seven-tailed fox, she could only put her hope on Xiao Linâs Martial Uncle. There was no way to defeat the fox demon with her current level.
After Su Su finished eating, Xiao Lin said, âThird Lady Ye, this is Qingshui Town. Itâs a five day trip from the imperial city. Once youâre well rested, weâll return. Donât worry, regarding Tantai Jin, Father Emperor is astute in even the smallest matters, and the Great General is loyal and courageous, so he naturally wonât blame your family.â
Su Su hurriedly said, âIâve something else to do so for the time being, I canât go back. Your Highness King Xuan, can you and Mister Yu tell my father and grandmother that Iâm fine and Iâll go home once Iâm done?â
âThird Lady, what things do you have to do, and is it something I can help you with?â
He was dressed in white and had ink-colored hair. He looked serious, sincerely wanting to repay Su Su for saving his life earlier.
Su Suâs heart felt warm. Before coming to this world, her father had comforted her by telling her that she might meet old friends and asked her to take it easy. Su Suâs Eldest Senior Brother was called Gongye Jiwu, and he was the son of a noble family from the mortal world. He was twelve when he entered the immortal sect, and with a mortal body, he had cultivated to the God Transformation Stage. He was only 300 plus years old at that time, making him a rightful genius.
If she was right, Xiao Lin must be her Eldest Senior Brotherâs past life.
But the word âpast lifeâ was unpleasant, for a person could only be reincarnated if they died with their soul still intact.
Seeing Su Su staring blankly at Xiao Lin, Yu Qing said, âLittle girl, what are you looking at? Do you still yearn for my Senior Brother?â
Xiao Lin reprimanded in a low voice, âYu Qing!â
Yu Qing said, âAlright, alright, alright. My mouth is despicable. Iâll shut up.â
Su Su hurriedly waved her hands, âYour Highness King Xuan, donât misunderstand. I was thinking about something and got a little lost in thought. In the past, I was foolish, but Iâll be sensible from now on.â
Xiao Lin nodded and his smile was gentle, âI know that Third LadyâŠâŠ is somewhat different from the past. Yu Qing has a loose tongue, Third Lady, donât take it personally.â
Only after Su Su had eaten and drunk her fill did she realise that her clothes had been changed.
Yu Qing explained, âIt was the innkeeperâs daughter who changed your clothes for you. Donât worry, we donât dare take advantage of you.â
Su Su had regained her spirit and was brimming with energy1Â again.
Su Su wasnât overly courteous with Xiao Lin either, as she indeed needed his help now. She said, âIâm going to a faraway place and it might take a long time before I return. If itâs convenient for Your Highness King Xuan, can you lend me some silver2? Iâll write a letter and ask Chun Tao to repay you.â
Xiao Lin took out a few silver notes3. Su Su took a glance, My God! Thatâs at least several thousand taels.
Su Su only took one, âThis is enough. Your Highness. Mister Yu, take care.â
Although she also hoped that someone would walk with her on this path of turning fate around, Su Su knew that it was impossible. Xiao Lin hadnât become Gongye Jiwu yet. He was the prince of Great Xia. The two countries were about to go to war and he had his own mission as a prince. Meanwhile, Su Suâs mission was destined to be a lonely path.
She waved at them and went down the innâs stairs.
Yu Qing looked at her carefree back and teased, âSenior Brother, this girl is full of vitality and quite cute. Back then, if she had looked like this, would you have married her?â
Xiao Lin frowned and said, âBe careful of what you say.â There wonât be any ifs.
In their line of sight, the young girl bought a young chestnut horse, then disappeared into the wind and snow.
*****
âHow long has it been since weâve been back to our hometown?â Jing Lan An reached out her hand to catch a snowflake, looking somewhat in a trance.
Five days after passing through Jiayu Pass, they had finally arrived at the border of the Zhou Kingdom. As they headed further in, the climate would become warmer and warmer.
The snowflake had melted on Jing Lan Anâs palm and was likely the last snow that they would see.
Tantai Jin asked, âDid Aunt miss the Zhou Kingdom?â
âI canât say I missed it, but itâs a falling leaf returning to its roots4. Everyone is born with their own roots. Itâs very emotional to return to our homeland,â Jing Lan An said, âSpeaking of which, previously Your Highness had asked me for the antidote to the âspring knot silkwormâ, but this drug is extremely difficult to make. A few days ago, the clanâs sage used up all the remaining snow lotus petals to create the antidote, does Your Highness need it?â
She took out a delicate green jade porcelain bottle, and didnât ask Tantai Jin who he used the âspring knot silkwormâ on.
Tantai Jin took it. The porcelain bottle was warm. He subconsciously rubbed it for a moment, then said, âNo need.â
He lifted his hand and threw the antidote into the river.
âWould Your Highness care to play a game of Go5?â
âAlright.â Tantai Jin replied.
He lifted the hem of his cloak and sat across from Jing Lan An. She played the black pieces while he played the white.
âYour Highness, I seldom asked you about your affairs in Great Xia. Back then, I sent Liu shi to take care of you. After that, I heard that she had gone mad.â Jing Lan An placed a piece, âDid she protect you well?â
The white Go chess piece was placed down with a murderous aura. Remembering the mad nanny from the cold palace, Tantai Jinâs expression remained unchanged, âYou suspect that I drove her mad?â
Jing Lan An remained silent for a moment, âOf course not.â
Tantai Jin fiddled with a chess piece and suddenly threw out a shocking statement, âWhat youâve suspected is correct. At first, she wasnât crazy and wanted to protect me well, hoping that one day, I could return to the Zhou Kingdom and continue to be an imperial prince, and she could live a sweet after sweat life6.â
âWhat pitiful notions, to look forward to escaping one day when youâre clearly in purgatory. The days in the cold palace were too long and she finally realised that it was a foolish idea.â
âThe Fifth Prince of Great Xia is a pedophile.â As Tantai Jin calmly said this sentence, Jing Lan Anâs expression changed.
âYourâŠâŠ Your Highness.â
Tantai Jin placed down a piece with a crisp clack. He propped up his chin and recalled, âLiu shi added something into my meal. Unfortunately, that meal was too rich for me to bear. I gave her the meal and took her to Zhegui Garden.â
âAunt, Iâm afraid you donât know what kind of place Zhegui Garden is. All the filthy old palace eunuchs live there.â Tantai Jin bent his lips compassionately and said, âLiu shi went in and came back mad.â
Jing Lan An closed her eyes and sadly said, âYour Highness, itâs my fault.â
Tantai Jin shook his head and placed the final piece. âYou have lost.â
Jing Lan An looked at the chessboard. It was said that observing a game of chess was like observing a personâs life, and the placement of their chess pieces would reveal a personâs character. Tantai Jinâs chess moves were murderous and decisive, and he did not care about the death of his soldiers at all.
Many of his chess pieces were dead, but he was the winner.
Tantai Jin had no interest in playing a second game. He abruptly got up and went back to the hold of the ship.
Jing Lan An picked up the chess pieces one by one and placed them back into the chess boxes. Even though she had raised Tantai Jin, she didnât understand him at all. For instance, regarding Su Suâs matter. After she jumped into the river, Jing Lan An thought that he would send someone to hunt her down or chase her, but so many days had passed and he remained indifferent.
This indifference made Jing Lan Anâs fingertips grow slightly chilly.
The sky would turn dark soon, and on the water, the shadow of another ship faintly appeared.
Jing Lan An stood at the bow of the ship, looking over to the other ship as someone whispered, âMadam, theyâre the people who will be picking us up.â
Jing Lan An said, âThese last few days have been tiring. Ask His Highness to get a good rest and order the kitchen to prepare an elaborate meal tonight. Whereâs the famous Chinese opera actress I bought a few days ago?â
Not long after, an enchanting and beautiful woman crept softly to Jing Lan Anâs feet.
Jing Lan An said, âI heard that you still havenât budded yet, but you should know what you should know. Serve His Highness well and make him happy.â
âYes.â Xiqin shyly and expectantly said.
She had seen His Highness. He was so good looking that she even felt inferior to him. Her heart beat faster at the thought of accompanying a man like him.
After Xiqin left in an elegant and graceful manner, the servant girl appeared at Jing Lan Anâs side.
âWill His Highness use her?â
âIt doesnât matter.â Jing Lan An said, and her finger pointed at her heart, âHe doesnât have anyone here, so whatever doesnât matter.â
But if there is someone in his heart.
Jing Lan An thought to herself, Perhaps, I can hope that things arenât so desperate.
*****
Warning: Might contain explicit content
Xiqin pushed open the door of the room.
The young man in black was sitting cross-legged on the bed. His eyes were closed and his black eyelashes were like dark raven feathers.
Sensing someone come in, he opened his eyes. Xiqin had seen countless people before, but for the first time, her legs went slightly soft just from the look in a personâs eyes.
She was a little scared, but she also admired the man in front of her even more. Xiqin knelt down and crawled closer to him.
Her red lips were slightly trembling as she uttered the pitiful words, âMadam has sent this slave to serve His Highness in bed.â
âJing Lan An asked you to come here?â Tantai Jin asked.
âYes.â Xiqinâs hands unbuckled her belt, holding back the stirring in her heart as she removed her clothes.
The womanâs skin was exposed to the cold air. She had a good figure and fair skin, having a body that could seduce any man.
Xiqin thought that she would see strong l*st in Tantai Jinâs eyes, but he showed no sorrow or joy, as if he was looking at a puddle of dead flesh. She tried desperately to entice him, unable to resist checking to see if there was a reaction three inches below his navel.
However, the young man was as calm as ever, and his thin lips were slightly curled, âWhy? Are you very surprised?â
Xiqin hurriedly knelt down in a panic.
She couldnât help but wonder if His Highness, who couldnât feel anything for a womanâs beautiful body, wasâŠâŠ
Tantai Jin raised his hand and blood fell on Xiqinâs shoulder as a venomous insect crawled out from the womanâs body. Xiqin saw the squirming insect and wanted to scream, but she found that her throat couldnât make any sound.
âOne Night Sunrise7.â Tantai Jin squeezed the venomous insect and sighed, âItâs really sad that Lan An wants me to die a happy death.â
His mouth spoke sad words, but there was no hint of it in his eyes. A Scarlet Flame Wasp flew through Xiqinâs skull and she fell straight down with wide eyes.
She didnât even know what had happened until she died.
Tantai Jinâs face was expressionless as he walked past the corpse. Fourteen years in the cold palace, what had he not seen?
Tantai Jin had not told anyone that in his eyes, everything in this world was nothing but dead stones, grass and trees, soil and skeletons. A body was just a puddle of dead flesh and couldnât emotionally move him.
In the future, there wouldnât be any human being who could make him lose his self-control.