A short while later, Lin Qin canât help but start chatting with XĂŒ Beijin already.
He asks, âhow long until weâre there?â
âMaybe a quarter of an hour?â XĂŒ Beijin estimates in his mind, âor possibly longer. Whatâs wrong? Are you bored?â
âIâm not,â Lin Qin says, and immediately adds, âbut maybe we can talk along the way?â
XĂŒ Beijin is a bit amused by how easy to read Lin Qin really is. Not giving away any comment on that, he asks, âwhat do you want to talk about?â
âIf we left the Tower, what would you want to do?â Lin Qin thinks, then asks.
XĂŒ Beijin thinks about the question and then replies, ânothing much, really.â
Lin Qin is a little anxious, but heâs still trying to maintain his poker face and asking, ânothing⊠nothing youâd feel like doing with someone else?â
XĂŒ Beijin glances at him.
The shortcut is too narrow for them to walk closely without their limbs touching. XĂŒ Beijin can see that Lin Qinâs eyebrows are twitching a little from anxiety.
So XĂŒ Beijin smiles and asks, âyou mean, with you?â
Lin Qin canât stop himself from nodding and just spilling everything, âyes, with me. Isnât there something youâd like to do with me?â
No longer keeping the veil of decency up has instead made his tone genuine. Lin Qin has never been a good liar, as heâs straightforward and his emotions show up too much whenever heâs anxious.
His whole self is bare in front of XĂŒ Beijin for him to see clearly; XĂŒ Beijin can even colour and change it as he likes.
Lin Qinâs eyes look like shining stars in this dark, empty space.
He says, âonly⊠with me,â then he mumbles and scratches his hair, and seems to remember something, and adds, ânever mind. Like you said, important things first.â
XĂŒ Beijin doesnât reply, and only looks at him quietly.
Lin Qin surely has no way of realising that he looks almost like a pitiful, drenched puppy that is panting under the roof and tilting its head to look at its master.
Meanwhile, Lin Qin is still mumbling, looking a little cross but also not being able to do anything about it, âIâll let you keep up the serious act for a while longer⊠Just a while, and no longer. Or Iâll be angry.â
XĂŒ Beijin finds this hilarious, and asks, âdo you actually ever get angry?â
Lin Qin has to take a deep breath. How is it that someone like XĂŒ Beijin can exist? How did he even fall in love with him in the first place?
But when he stops and turns to look at him, he sees XĂŒ Beijinâs pale face and colourless lips, slightly sunken cheeks, and also, a pair of eyes that are threateningly teasing. He sees himself reflected in them, and widens his own eyes in response.
Then he gives up, and just says, âno. Never. I will never be angry at you.â
He seems to fall into thought, before reasserting, ânever in eternity. I will only love you, always.â
That is the moment when XĂŒ Beijin can feel his own heart jumping in response.
Does Lin Qin really know, what it truly meant to him, to hear âeternityâ right now?
So he tells Lin Qin,
âIâve told you, I might never be able to leave the Tower. Forever.â
âIâll be with youâŠâ
âBut if I reallyâŠâ
âIâll be there. ForeverâŠâ interrupts Lin Qin, âhow many times do I have to repeat it for you to believe me? Iâve already told you; you donât have to overthink itâŠâ
XĂŒ Beijin has nothing he can say, so he pulls Lin Qin towards him.
Lin Qin unexpectedly bumps right onto XĂŒ Beijin. A warm guff of air passes by his cheeks. Then, he hears XĂŒ Beijinâs voice gently ringing next to his ears.
âAs you wish.â
Then, a soft, dry pair of lips cover up his own.
In a daze, Lin Qin thinks that his Beijinâs lips are so parched they might crack at any time⊠He should tell him to drink more water.
The rather unrelated thought only crosses his mind for a brief second before his thoughts go blank completely; he is completely taken by the joy of physical closeness.
When XĂŒ Beijinâs breathing is slightly heavier and heâs retreating, Lin Qin suddenly widens his eyes and hugs XĂŒ Beijin closely, whispering, âletâs keep kissingâŠâ
XĂŒ Beijin ââŠâ
Fine. Have your kisses.
They just stand there, kissing in this dark space with only the occasional bits of jumbled code as their witness. A suggestive aura threatens to spread out, and XĂŒ Beijin lets it. Everything is quiet, and they only have themselves.
A while later, XĂŒ Beijin puts an end to the âunserious stuffâ Lin Qin is trying to keep up.
Lin Qin licks his lips and then comments, âitâs sweet. Maybe the taste data on drinks have made its way into your lips and tongue?
Earlier, XĂŒ Beijin told him that this darkness had mojibake of immense danger, and he took it to heart.
Well, taking it to his tongue in this case, possibly.
Heâs wondering if XĂŒ Beijin drank the drinks in the Tower too much, making the sweetness permeate through his entire physical self.
XĂŒ Beijin ââŠâ
He bites his lips, and doesnât say a word.
Oddly enough, the kiss has made him look better, with his lips regaining some red colour. And his earlobes, too, which Lin Qin is happy with, as he observes his handiwork.
XĂŒ Beijin doesnât know why Lin Qin is looking a little⊠mischievous, right now.
Nor does he want to.
He says, âletâs⊠kuhum, letâs keep going.â
His voice was unexpected hoarse, so he cleared his throat.
Lin Qin immediately looks closely at XĂŒ Beijin, to confirm that he isnât feeling ill, before continuing.
As he does, he mumbles,
âso, are we dating right now?â
âWhat do you think?â
âBeijin, I just realised you really donât like speaking your mind. Itâs a bad habit.â
âWe are dating right now.â
And Lin Qin appears happy.
XĂŒ Beijin sighs, then canât help but smile.
Oh, Lin Qin, the little apple⊠so easily cheered up by a simple affirmation.
Though shadows still lie ahead of them, and perhaps they will only ever be able to live in this fake, artificially created world forever, butâŠ
Nothing could stop XĂŒ Beijin from feeling happy right now.
He looks at Lin Qin, and he canât stop himself from smiling.
While Lin Qin tilts his head to look at XĂŒ Beijin every so often, and finally stops to plant a kiss on XĂŒ Beijinâs mouth.
XĂŒ Beijin is stunned, asking,
âWhatâs wrong?â
âI just wanted to kiss.â
âPervertâŠâ
âYou said weâre dating.â
âYou didnât tell me youâre going to kiss.â
âThen Iâm going to kiss you now, what say you?â
âYou do youâŠâ
So Lin Qin happily plants another kiss and whispers to XĂŒ Beijin, âso this is finally the moment Iâve been waiting for, where I should, and you would let me do it, right?â
XĂŒ Beijin doesnât answer for a moment, merely nodding at first. Then he exhales and chuckles, telling Lin Qin, ânow, itâs your prerogative.â
Lin Qin looks very proud indeed, his steps having a spring in them.
Then a bit later, he asks, âso, when can we⊠go further?â
âWe canât.â
Lin Qin ââŠâ
Thatâs why he said XĂŒ Beijin is really such a pain in the arse for a guy!
They continue walking along, stopping a few times, and time passes, when finally, they are at the end of the shortcut.
Itâs a screen of light, approximately a person tall, slightly glowing white, which makes it painfully obvious in the darkness. This is the exit of the boundary of the Tower.
They walk over.
XĂŒ Beijin tells Lin Qin, âslowly, extend your hand forward, and then turn to step through it sidewaysâŠâ
They extend their hands at the same time.
XĂŒ Beijinâs hand passes without issue, but Lin Qinâs hand is blocked off.