Eyes widened, he is looking at XĂŒ Beijin with terror in his eyes.
He would scream, but his voice actually lowers in volume instead, creating an almost threatening tone, âhow can you say that! How dare you⊠How would you even do it?!â
âIâve done nothing yet, and youâre already saying I canât?â XĂŒ Beijin throws the question back at him, âwhy do you think I canât do it?â
Chen Simiao just stares at him, like some kind of monster; after all these years, with humanity trapped in the Tower, too, someone jumps out to say, he can save humanity.
Chen Simiao finds it laughable.
How amusing.
If he could do it, why didnât he do anything back then? Instead of now?
Humans have already lost hope, and are going to live and die in the Tower. Then he jumps out, and says, he will save the humans?
Wow. What a saviour you are. You jump out when you want to, but faff about when you donât want to?
After that brief shock and disbelief, Chen Simiao is fuming instead.
Not just from XĂŒ Beijinâs calm attitude, but also⊠because of a feeling of inferiority.
What XĂŒ Beijin just said is ringing about his earsââWhy did he immediately rule out his success?
What if he could? If he really could, then why is he, why is Chen Simiao trying to stop him?
So what if he told him about the gap?
Chen Simiao doesnât believe anything other than âthemâ could take advantage of it anyway⊠Or rather, he doesnât believe humans would be able to exploit it at all.
So whatâs the worst that could happen if he told XĂŒ Beijin? If itâs all the same to humanity, then isnât it the same if he told or didnât tell him?
He says itâs useless so he doesnât tell XĂŒ Beijin, butâŠ
Chen Simiao finally comes to a conclusion.
He, Chen Simiao, is a coward.
He canât bring himself to face the fact that the student he is most proud of, is a traitor; he does not have the courage to go up against the ones who locked them up in this damned prison; he doesnât even dare to help others in their struggles for freedom.
XĂŒ Beijin looks at him in silence, before saying, âif you told me, and we succeeded, youâre part of it; if you didnât, and we failed because of that, then, just like your studentâŠâ
Youâd be a traitor to all humanity.
âShut up!â
As if the words are threatening to trigger some trauma of his, Chen Simiao screeches, with bloodied eyes and popping veins.
No longer looking like an intelligent, educated professor, but more a patient for the psychiatric hospital.
He probably knows it, too, as he drags on his tie and collar. His tattered, dirtied suit becoming even more ragged after the brutal treatment.
Then he just sits on the ground where he stood, his head hanging low and watching the colours dance on the ground, which in turn, colours his expression changing and unreadable.
A bit later, he says, âIâve never⊠Iâve never betrayed humans,â his tone turns sombre, âI love my species, I love Earth. I love my family, my friends, my studentsâŠâ
âBut that student never loved you. He betrayed you; he betrayed all humanity.â
Chen Simiao shudders like someone who just woke up from a nightmare. He stays quiet.
XĂŒ Beijin continues, âI think you know what I want to say enough. Youâre wavering, too. Why are you not willing to tell us where that gapâŠÂ cough, gap, is?â
XĂŒ Beijin felt a wave of dizziness washing over him as the sentence progressed. He coughed and forced himself to finish the sentence.
His face is as white as paint at this point.
Chen Simiao canât see XĂŒ Beijinâs plight, as he is too absorbed in his own thoughts.
He mumbles, âthe gapâs whereabouts⊠whereabouts⊠is that even useful?â
He doesnât hear XĂŒ Beijin answer.
After a bit, Chen Simiao looks up, to see the man who has been sternly coercing his cooperation, all limp, having slipped down the wall, without so much as a whimper.
His eyes are shut. His head is hanging on his shoulders. The myriad of lights makes it impossible to tell the colour of his face, but it doesnât hide how handsome or⊠weakened, he is.
Chen Simiaoâs eyes widen, and he hurriedly stands to walk to XĂŒ Beijinâs side. He doesnât know what happened to this young man, or if itâs safe to touch him. He just asks, âwhatâs wrong? Um⊠Mr, Mr XĂŒ? Are you alright?â
Though calling out to him doesnât draw any responses.
Remembering that this manâs companions said to return in half an hour, heâs panicking a little.
Uncharacteristic for someone of Chen Simiaoâs age, and certainly worse than how youâd expect him to react in such a situation.
Being trapped in the middle of this labyrinth for years has clearly and irreversibly hampered his brainâs logic and reaction capabilities.
His memories and his sanity have been slipping. He is behaving unlike a man his age should behave. He has become ignorant, easily triggered, and paranoid. So right now, he doesnât know what he should do.
Then, Chen Simiao stares at the unconscious XĂŒ Beijin, and says, âIâll tell you where the gap is, so please wake upâŠâ
Heâs about to say it when he stops to mumble, âno, wait, thatâs wrong. I should go look for your companions. You canât hear what Iâm saying right now. NoâŠâ
After saying that, he turns to leave the central, flat area of the labyrinth.
Leaving behind only XĂŒ Beijin, with furrowed brows and ghostly pale face, half-leaning, half-sitting on the wall, trapped in whatever nightmares the mind has conjured.
Lin Qinâs heart skips a beat.
It makes him stop in his tracks and his expression clouds over immediately.
A-Two is with him; the two of them headed to the right at the end of the middle path of the labyrinth.
Itâs been about ten minutes, but they havenât run into anyone; Lin Qin has stopped, though.
Given Lin Qinâs inexplicably intact sense of direction in the labyrinth, A-Two is trusting the young manâs lead without question. So he asks him, âdalao, whatâs wrong?â
It was a momentary feeling, but his danger senses are blaring in full force.
Lin Qin seems to fall into thought about how to describe the feeling, but gives up soon enough, and turns around without any hesitation.
Not even uttering a word to A-Two in the meantime.
Shocked, A-Two quickly follows, but unfortunately, heâs completely unable to keep up with Lin Qinâs rather inhuman speed.
Though he also has an inkling of what must be going through Lin Qinâs mindââWhat could cause Lin Qin to react so drastically and worriedly?
Of everything that is in this labyrinth, only XĂŒ Beijin could possibly elicit such a response.
Though, XĂŒ Beijin should be with Chen Simiao right now, so that conclusion is making him deeply concerned. Whatâs going on?
Why is Lin Qin hurrying back that way? Could something have happened to XĂŒ Beijin?
While thinking like that, theyâve already returned to the middle of the labyrinth â here, he sees Chen Simiao lying on the side, whimpering, like he was thrown there.
Then A-Two sees Lin Qin and XĂŒ Beijin, who is in his lap; apparently, heâs fainted. He thinks he is able to work out what happened.
Itâs most likely that XĂŒ Beijin fainted, and so Chen Simiao wanted to get help, running into Lin Qin who was rushing back, and was then dragged right back here.
Examining Chen Simiao closely, he can see him looking at Lin Qin with confusion and fear. It seems that is whatâs happened.