Her young body, which had been struggling to sit still for a while now, lost its grip on rational judgment the moment she heard her fatherâs words.
She wanted to live a life where she wouldnât be misunderstood, but she was afraid that the Emperor would reprimand her ferociously that sheâd be left in tears.
She was scared that she wouldnât be able to hear that awkward nickname anymore.
Thoughts: I didnât know that you were such a smart child that youâd understand.
But before she cried, she managed to read the status window.
Still, her rationality wouldnât return to her body. Even so, after reading this, she had one thought.
That her fatherâs decisions had the peopleâs best interests in mind all this time.
âI d-dun want people to get hurt. You have to p-pwomise.â
She wanted him to know that she wasnât blaming him, but asking out of curiosity. Maybe thatâs why the things she was thinking about in her head went straight out of her lips before she could cover her mouth.
It wasnât something she personally thought. It was proper etiquette. Moreover, itâs not like the Emperor needed to promise something like that.
But because of her bodyâs age, she couldnât think of anything to say. Her mind had turned blank and she couldnât come up with the right words.
Eventually, her unwanted tears were about to burst the dam.
Her father answered casually, as though it was nothing.
âI made a mwista⊠Huh?â
She was about to ask for forgiveness reflexively, but she widened her eyes and looked up.
The Emperor who was leaning back on his chair still looked indifferent. As if what his daughter had asked for was to have a different flavored macaron instead of something like that.
âGood faith is more important than anything else. The Princess knows this well.â
âSo go and deliver the order of the Princess immediately.â
Just now, the order that the Emperor had given under his authority was quickly nullified.
Cowering in this sudden situation, Siervian looked at the chancellorâs status window this time. She was sure that he wouldnât like her because he didnât approve of the idea earlier.
Apart from that, she had opposed the Emperorâs will and the order had become âThe Princessâ order.â
âI didnât want this!â
Her mind was in disarray. She knew that this matter wasnât something that a child should be involved in. Thatâs why she was scared to see his thoughts.
Thoughts: I canât believe sheâs already so virtuous. I wasnât thinking straight earlier.
However, when she looked at his status window, Siervian could only widen her eyes in surprise.
âYour hands got dirty. You can eat a new one here.â
A group of faint while lights flocked over to the hands that were holding the crumbled macaron. Just now, she forgot that she was scared, and she looked at her hands, captivated.
A refreshing small stream of water wrapped around her small hands, then soon disappeared. There was no trace of the crumbled macaron.
âHurry up and eat now.â
Immersed in her own thoughts, she blindly picked up another macaron in front of her.
The Emperor looked calm as though he had never issued his own order a while ago. She was even about to cry already, but this was too different from what she expected.
âWhy didnât he get angry?â
The Emperorâs authority was absolute, and Alderuan was considered to be the most powerful monarch in the empire ever since the first emperor.
But he changed his mind⊠just because his daughter said something?
âIf you donât like macarons, this time, you can try this one.â
âChancellor, return to issue the order now. And make a follow-up report.â
Siervian stared blankly at Hex as he turned around. But shouldnât he oppose the inclusion of the Princessâ name on it even now?
Thoughts: You must have been frightened at the mention of an epidemic. But Iâm glad you didnât cry.
She felt awkward, thinking that her father wasnât taking this situation seriously. Even so, she was happy that her father understood her rambling words even though she was scared.
Earlier, her father was definitely determined not to send any aid to Garambell. And in the history she knew, thatâs why the kingdom fell to ruin, even if that wasnât the intention of the empire.
Thoughts: Youâre so kind that youâre worried about people you donât even know. Thatâs my daughter.
And it was even more strange that her words had this much effect on her father.
Her heart wasnât at ease.
She kept feeling awkward and uncomfortable. To the point where she couldnât even taste the sweetness of the macaron anymore.
Her body was relaxed though. She wasnât against the Emperor thinking this way. Right now, she was just a scared child.
âWhere are you going?â
âPwetty flowers! Iâll go look at them!â
But as soon as she relaxed and let go of her anxiety, she soon lost control over her body.
In this serious situation, Siervian began to skip away cheerfully with a macaron still in one hand. She went straight to where she sat earlier and watched the flowers.
She needed to stay by her fatherâs side and be vigilant! She needed to observe him to see If he was offended!
Resenting her body for moving regardless of her will, she could only sigh inwardly.
âThis is something big.â
The Princess, who was only five years old, caused a great stir.
It wasnât like the Emperor to have allowed this. Of course, the ministers were thrown into a state of chaos because they had to know what His Majesty was trying to do.
âItâs not good to stand out.â
Hex seemed to have heard about those who were eagerly looking into why her name abruptly came up.
When the Princess changed the Emperorâs mind, there were a lot of terrifying rumors brought up.
âWonât Your Highness go out today either?â
Thoughts: Is Your Highness feeling weak again today? This is bad.
It was impossible to forget this fact. Ever since that day, every time she went out, the eyes looking at her had become strange.
âI dun wanna go outâŠâ
If it was only that, she could just pretend not to mind them. But then, Siervian could also read their thoughts one after another.
Thoughts: You donât have a fever⊠Maybe itâs a stomachache.
Siervian even refused to eat the snacks that Ellie had prepared, so she was very worried.
âItâs not strange that Ellieâs worried like this.â
But she couldnât smile this time. There were so many concerns that were bothering her.
âWhat if history wouldnât go the way they should?â
It was certainly good that many people in Garambell wouldnât be in danger anymore.
However, if history would change because the epidemic didnât break out, it would be a very dangerous situation for Siervian. It would look like the empire had suffered huge losses because the princess had begged to save Garambell.
âBut I couldnât just stay still.â
No matter how much she thought about it, she still concluded that it was right to help out Garambell at this time. Her eyes quickly brimmed with tears.
The Imperial family was in that position. In an instant, a trivial act turned into a huge decision that would cause many rumors.
âWhat if thereâs a rumor again that I was a terrible princess?â
And she was very frightened that there would be a horrifying rumor about her changing the Emperorâs decision. She only wanted to live unnoticed, and as soon as she became an adult, she was going to leave right away.
Because of these worries, Siervian held onto the doll that she had been hugging for the past few days.
âUmm. Perhaps there is something that Your Highness wants to eat?â
Strangely, she didnât even have an appetite.
Coincidentally, breakfasts with her father and brother stopped a few days ago. There was only a message that they were busy dealing with the preparations for the storm season, and the problem of urgently dispatching medicinal herbs to Garambell.
âItâll be very difficult to go out when the storm season is close.â
She had never seen it, but she heard that even monsters would come out when the weather would grow turbulent.
Her brother was busy as well because she heard he was assisting the Emperor.
âI donât have any motivation.â
Thankfully, the Emperorâs Palace and the Crown Princeâs Palace had sent messengers in advance to inform the Princess of the news.
However, after she started eating breakfast alone again, she strangely had no appetite. It hadnât been long since they started eating together, but it now felt empty eating alone.
âI have to get it together.â
Touching the doll again, Siervian tried to control her state of mind.
She didnât know when they would come again. Since the breakfasts they had together started so abruptly, it was entirely possible for it to end just as suddenly. So she shouldnât be sad even if it was natural for no one to come anymore.
âPrincess, Iâll bring you some warm milk.â
When she didnât even eat snacks, Ellie went out. But Siervian saw how Ellie was having scary thoughts as she left the room.
Thoughts: Iâll have to ask His Majesty.
Startled, Siervian got up in a hurry and grabbed Ellie. If she would send such a useless report to the busy Emperor, it would only be a disaster.
âDo you want anything other than milk, Princess?â
Because she was flustered, she couldnât explain why she wanted Ellie to stay. Itâs not like she could say that she read Ellieâs thoughts.
When Siervian clung to the maidâs clothes and recklessly begged her not to go, Ellie had a puzzled expression on her face.
Thoughts: Your Highness doesnât want to be alone. Okay, Iâll be here for you.