Siervian didnât know who the âold manâ Karmen kept mentioning in his thoughts.
However, after having a glimpse into his thoughts, she wondered why he had become so taciturn later when heâd later be an adult.
âYou shouldnât be alone this late. You donât know just how scary the palace guards are.â
âBut youâre also alone.â
âI-Iâm fine though? Iâm taller than you!â
Was he someone else? He was so different from the cold Karmen that she knew, so she had reasonable grounds to doubt him.
Come to think of it, the status window next to him was also quite strange.
Karmen, the Magic Towerâs Lord, was from the slums and had no last name. She never heard of him having one.
It was also mentioned as such when he was formally appointed by the Emperor as the youngest master of the tower in history.
âEven my father refused to give me a last name. He said that I was not fit for it.â
What was Karmen doing here so late at night? And he was close to the Princessâ Palace.
She was on her way to investigate the food waste incident, but this encounter made her nervous. He was one of the people who despised Siervian for the incident.
âWhatâre you doinâ here?â
ââŚI was taking a break from my Masterâs* lessons.â
{ tl/n: not like an âownerâ, but he refers to him like this, just like how martial artists call their teachers âmasterâ. }
Thoughts: That tower lord old man. I ran out to avoid his scolding, but heâll be furious once I go back. I donât wanna go.
Siervian took a peek at his status window, startled to find out who the old man he was talking about was. She was curious why he was so scared to go back just to be scolded.
In her memories, he was the fearsome Karmen whose magic talent could rival even the Emperorâs abilities.
âOh, thatâs whyâŚâ
As he mentioned his master, Karmen kicked the ground in front of him. His full lashes, which glimmered subtly, matched this secret lilac garden very well.
This time, Siervian was amazed by Karmenâs face instead of the flowers. He had a reticent expression on his face, but his handsome looks didnât go away.
Thoughts: I wanna go home. But I have to work hard so they can eat⌠Annoying. Those fellows are doing well.
He looked livelier now instead of being aloof, and the thoughts he had made Siervian see him in a new light, too.
She knew that he didnât have a family, but he must have been continuing to work hard with his magic training because of the kids he considered younger siblings.
When she came to her senses, Siervian realized that she was patting his head unintentionally. Karmen, embarrassed, revealed his emotions slightly. It was an angry expression.
However, his body was frozen and he didnât back away from her hand. He even bowed his head so that the short Siervian could pat him better.
Seeing that, she wanted to cheer him up again.
The mageâs robe that he laid down on the ground was obviously too big for a child.
He was the same age as the Crown Prince, three years older than Siervian. However, right now, he was only an eight-year-old child.
âI guess itâs really hard to learn magic.â
In her previous life, she had no talent in magic, so she wasnât given any magic lessons. She didnât know how difficult they were.
But it must have been so hard that he had to find a hiding place like this while he thought of his younger siblings.
âMustâve been hardâŚâ
So Siervian patted his head for a long time. It was a little awkward to pat someoneâs head who was much taller than her.
It wasnât long until Karmen stepped back, then spoke aggressively.
But when he moved away, she saw how his ears were extremely red. And it was like he was hesitating to move away from her.
While thinking his hair was as soft as it looked, Siervian still somehow felt sorry for him.
Thoughts: Damn⌠I want you to pat me more, but my pride is hurt.
Rubbing his ears roughly, Karmen went far away from her.
She replied, not being hurt by what he said. Her body was a childâs, but her mind was an adultâs, so she could comfort him this much.
Thoughts: Your hands are so so so cute, too. How can you be so small?
Although she didnât know why Karmenâs thoughts were more mature than how he spoke rudely.
âBut you. What are you doing here?â
Karmen looked down as he asked.
After getting up to pat his head earlier, she sat back down again. Maybe because she was a little tired, but she felt like she needed to use this opportunity well.
âIâm looking for somethwing.â
âTell me what it is. Itâs annoying, but Iâll listen to you.â
Thoughts: Then Iâll have to come with you to find it. Itâs dark and dangerous at night, so I canât let you go alone.
Unlike his words, Siervian looked at his inner thoughts that seemed to be cooperative, then chose her words well. It would look suspicious to others if she said she wanted to go to the towerâs garden, so she should just say sheâs looking for flowers.
âItâs a pwetty flower like this.â
A detailed description was difficult to enunciate, so Siervian took a small stone from the grown and did her best to draw the Cassia flower on the ground.
Karmen was being very cooperative, and he focused intently on the drawing that Siervianâs dainty hands drew.
She thought heâd definitely recognize it, but the status window betrayed her expectations.
Thoughts: What is that⌠A worm? I thought youâre looking for a flower.
Siervian looked at Karmen with complex emotions. She thought he was a blunt person so heâd just blurt out thoughts like this, but it was surprising that he was being considerate.
When their eyes met, the status window changed again.
Thoughts: It really looks like a worm, but itâs cute. How can your cute fingers do that?
Even though inside, he was full of rude thoughts.
âLike this⌠small and yellow.â
She stammered for a long time trying to describe the flowerâs appearance, but she eventually said the name.
Karmen tilted his head to the side as if he was lost in thought.
Thoughts: Is it the flower in the old manâs garden?
Her eyes glistened and she jumped up. Karmenâs expression twisted as he looked at her, who had her hands clasped together.
âWhat are you looking at?â
Thoughts: I must be crazy. Youâre so cute. Iâll have to pick all the flowers in that old manâs garden. Iâll get you a whole cart of it.
No, wait, she didnât need that much.
âUm⌠only thiiis much.â
If Karmen went to pillage the garden, heâd be in big trouble.
So Siervian opened her open palm up to him and said that, meaning that she only needed about five.
Then suddenly, the status window flashed so much that she got dizzy.
Karmen flinched back as she reached out her hand. His heart was beating dangerously.
âS-Stay away from me.â
Since Karmen knew where the flowers were, Siervian decided to listen to him. But when she stepped back a bit, Karmenâs face looked like it was twisted in pain.
Thoughts: Ahh, youâre so far away now. Crazy. Why did I say that? Idiot!
His inner thoughts were full of bitter self-criticism.
Thatâs why Siervian, who was still being cautious, took one step closer to Karmen.
âAhem. Um. Itâs dark out, so stay really close to me.â
It occurred to her that it was a bit difficult to match his mood swings.
âThereâs about five over there.â
âYeah. Come with me.â
Karmen scurried out through a gap between the branches of the lilac tree without waiting for her answer. The rows of lilac trees were shining softly under the moonlight.
âHere. Is it this one?â
As Karmen said, there was a patch of Cassia flowers under a large tree nearby.
Siervian rushed on her tiny legs toward that spot.
She was wobbling as she ran, so Karmen followed closeby, pretending not to be worried.
Siervian slowed down and found the Cassia flowers, then immediately sat on the ground to dig out some flowers.
But it was hard for her to dig up the soil with her small hands. In the first place, she was an Imperial Princess, so she had never done this before.
âSo youâre just gonna take it like that? Stand up.â
Watching her from behind, Karmen said this as if he was frustrated, then crouched to the ground and dug out the flowers for her.
Although his tone was blunt, Siervian knew he was working hard for her, so she thanked him.
Karmen turned around, then suddenly spoke.
ââŚIâm just trying to do this quickly because I donât have time. Understand?â
Thoughts: How could I make your small hands do this. Let me do it.
âIâm really lazy. This is a one time thing.â
Siervian was really thankful. But she still thought he was a difficult person to deal with.
Was Karmen like this in her previous life?
âBut why do you need the roots? Are you going to plant it somewhere else?â
Diligently digging the soil on Siervianâs behalf, Karmenâs face crumpled. She realized that she didnât explain well, thatâs why she got to see this expression.
âThis one⌠for ouchies.â
However, despite her clearer explanation, Karmenâs suspicions were still not cleared.
âYouâll use this flower for medicine? Are you hurt?â