Last yearâŚâŚ Three monthsâŚâŚ North AmericaâŚâŚ
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Yu Yangâs throat suddenly felt tight.
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That was when they had just broken up.
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âIâŚâŚâ The smile of Yu Yangâs face dimmed, his voice hoarse, âI thoughtâŚâŚâ
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Qi Zui laughed and said in a low voice, âThought that I didnât give a shit about you then, right?â
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Yu Yang didnât say a word, he had thought that way when they had first broken up.
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Qi Zui was gone for half a year and Yu Yang had just realised what had happened back then.
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Qi Zui had left in a hurry, and he had asked for the break-up when Yu Yan wasnât feeling well, so Yu Yang spent a long time trying to recall the details of what transpired then. He was too slow on the uptake and he wasnât sure of what Qi Zui had meant. A few days after Qi Zui left, Yu Yang tried all sorts of ways to contact Qi Zui but he had already been blocked on all the messaging platforms. He tried sending a text message to Qi Zui, asking awkwardly due to his urgency, âWhat are you doing?â
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Qi Zuiâs phone, then, was connected to American service providers and only had data, so the text Yu Yang sent him went unseen.
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The two had just gotten together during the training for the Goblet of Fire, and it hadnât been convenient for them to meet in private; Yu Yang was uncomfortable with it and Qi Zui was afraid of people flaming Yu Yang, saying that he had gotten awards only because of Qi Zuiâs help. The few times they had to talk was also through their messaging apps only.
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Qi Zui had joked with Yu Yang, asking if Yu Yang could send him photos of himself with his clothes casually half-off.
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Qi Zui was only teasing Yu Yang when he suggested that. Yu Yang was shy too, so nothing ever came out of that.
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Yu Yang waited a few days after sending that text message but did not receive Qi Zuiâs reply. He remembered Qi Zuiâs joke from before, and in a desperate attempt, he sent Qi Zui a photo of himself half-naked.
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He wanted to make Qi Zui happy.
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During that period, Yu Yang thought that Qi Zui was just giving him the cold shoulder.
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A month passed. Yu Yang read about Qi Zui bringing his team to North America to compete, and how they had been gone for over half a month.
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At that time, HOG had already made a name for themselves. There were numerous articles about them, and they were interviewed often. Qi Zui had quite a number of female fans in North America, and during an interview, when an e-sports reporter asked if Qi Zui was single, Qi Zui replied with yes.
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Qi Zui said yes, so Yu Yangâs short and sweet first relationship came to an end.
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A long time passed before Yu Yang finally understood what happened. Qi Zui thought that he had lied to him, that he was pretending to be gay to get on his good side and gain an advantage.
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So he tried all that he could to enter HOG, but the criteria to enter HOG was stacked too high, and he didnât have connections either. In the end, he even went to make a deal with Yu QianxiâŚâŚ
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âI thoughtâŚâŚâ Yu Yang paused for a moment, eyes reddening. He took a deep breath, âI thoughtâŚâŚ you forgot about that really quickly.â
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Yu Yang could not imagine how Qi Zui, who had been far away in North America, held in all his anger for three months but still lost his wits when he saw a statue who just looked 30% similar to Yu Yang.
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Qi Zui felt helpless, âI knew youâd think that way.â
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âSo I intentionally told you this, to let you know thatâŚâŚâ Qi Zui looked up at Yu Yang, saying softly, âI like you more than you think I do.â
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âBut I was in the wrong,â Qi Zui laughed in spite of himself, âIf I had knownâŚâŚ I would have been more patient.â
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If it wasnât for Yu Yang putting his pride aside and risking Qi Zui taking revenge on him in HOG, Qi Zui didnât want to even think about what he would have missed out on.
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Yu Yang said in a muffled voice, âThat wasnât your fault.â
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âCrying?â Qi Zui turned to the side to look at Yu Yang, saying with a laugh, âI did want to tell you a joke to make you happy, but somehowâŚâŚâ
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âNo,â Yu Yang looked up and he cleared his throat, âI justâŚâŚ missed you.â
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QI Zuiâs heart was all warm. His goal of letting Yu Yang know about his feelings had been reached, and he didnât want Yu Yang to brood on the past. As such, he said casually, âThen, Iâll continue? Do you still want to listen?â
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Yu Yangâs head lowered to peel prawns for Qi Zui, nodding vigorously.
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He wanted to listen to everything that had to do with Qi Zui.
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âI didnât admit that I was the one who wanted it, and He Xiaoxu was so upset with me. He spent quite a lot of money on it and most importantlyâŚâŚ the bunch of them transported it in the snow for so long,â Qi Zui couldnât bear to relive the memory, but he pushed on forward, saying, âBu Nana said that because of the bonds forged during the transportation process, the statue had to be brought back. There was no way they were going to leave it behind.â
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Yu Yang: ââŚâŚâ
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âThey said they would bring it back even if they had to put it on a wheelchair. If everyone worked together and held it in place, it would be easier to push it back.â Qi Zui felt helpless, âNo matter what, they insisted on shipping it back, saying that it was already a part of HOG. Pure bronzeâŚâŚ.. Do you know how much they spent on shipping?â
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Yu Yang was trying his best to hold in his laughter. They had just confessed their feelings for each other, and at all costs, he shouldnât laugh now.
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âThey wrapped the thing into a mummy and we got checked so many times when going through customs. It even got confiscated for a few days for a thorough inspection to ensure that we werenât smuggling ancient artifacts,â Qi Zui said in a vexed tone, âAnyway, in the end, we got it back and I sent it to my mother.â
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From what little he knew of Qi Zuiâs mother, Yu Yang didnât think that she would have liked the gift.
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Yu Yang asked, awkwardly, âAuntieâŚâŚâ\nÂ
Qi Zui replied lightly, âI told her that it was a local speciality I got for her.â
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Yu Yang felt like he was suffocating a little.
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âMy mother wanted to throw it out then and there but my father stopped her. Itâs in the basement now, with the rest of my fatherâs collectibles,â Qi Zui looked at Yu Yang, âWhen you go home with me, Iâll show it to you?â
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Yu Yang nodded dazedly, clearly having fallen into the trap Qi Zui had laid, and agreeing to the pre-condition of the statement: going home with Qi Zui.
Qi Zui was satisfied.
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âWhat are you two doing?â Soso came over to grab some alcohol and he looked at them, with an expression that seemed to reflect jealousy, âOther people are here for a gathering and you two are here on a date?â
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Qi Zui drawled, âYeah, youâre rightâŚâŚ We donât have the free time when weâre in base. The coach and manager have their eyes on us all the time as well. Itâs so nice to be out.â
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âShameless,â Soso looked at Yu Yang from top to toe, wanting to just pull him away from Qi Zui, âEh! Youth, you two, if you guys break up one dayâŚâŚâ
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Qi Zui took his can of cola and splashed it towards Soso with a natural expression, Soso quickly avoided the attack and apologised before sitting down and saying, âI wasnât the one who said that, I overheard someone else saying itâŚâŚ theyâre wishing and wanting for the day you two break up and then theyâll sign Youth.â
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Soso looked at Yu Yang, âDo you know how popular you are right now? Haixiaoâs solo is considered top of the class and today, you beat himâŚâŚ Currently, you should be the strongest in solo matches in the country, right?â
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Yu Yang shook his head.
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Soso raised a brow, âThis little kid is still quite humble, not bad, I likeâŚâŚâ
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âI canât beat my team captain,â Yu Yang said calmly, âBut Iâm unafraid of other people.â
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Qi Zui laughed.
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âFuck!â
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The wait staff brought more small crayfish in and Soso carried two plates over, saying as he peeled the crayfish, âYou know NCNC, yes?â
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Yu Yang had heard of the name vaguely but he didnât remember where from.
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Qi Zui explained, âItâs a team from another part of the country, itâs not very big. Thatâs the team that Yu Qianxi went to.â
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âNot very big, my ass,â Soso laughed dryly, âItâs gone now. Didnât you realise that there were so many teams here for the competition today, but they werenât?â
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âThe team has already disbanded.â\n\nÂ
QI Zui and Yu Yang were seated in the last row. Qi Zui gently held Yu Yangâs wrist and Yu Yangâs head was on his shoulder.
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Qi Zui was pleased and he picked up his phone to see a few unread messages.
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He Xiaoxu: I saw the results, tell the rest that itâs all good, they did their best.
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He Xiaoxu: Fuck, we didnât get the sponsorship.
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He Xiaoxu: Come home early, donât play till too late. Especially Youth, keep an eye on him and donât let him drink too much.
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He Xiaoxu: Qi Zui, Iâll tell you something but you canât tell anyone else yet.
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Qi Zui replied, âWhatâs the matter?â
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He Xiaoxu replied immediately, âThereâs troubleâŚâŚ Letâs not worry the team first. I was talking to the boss about the sponsorship thing today and I feltâŚâŚ that there was something wrong with his tone.â
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He Xiaoxu: âI suspect heâs going to sell the team off, and from that conversation, it may be very soon.â
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He Xiaoxu: âWhat do we do? Iâm really panicking.â
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Qi Zui closed his eyes, his body completely relaxing.
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Qi Zui: âFantastic.â
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He Xiaoxu, who was waiting at base for the team to return,: ââŚâŚâ
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He Xiaoxu thought that Qi Zui had gone insane from the blow and he sobbed loudly, wiping his tears as he typed: âDonât be like this! Letâs be more open-minded!â
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He Xiaoxu lingered at each piece of furniture on the first floor, touching them fondly as he wailed while typing: âI donât know if the new boss would accept me as the manager, and I donât know if he would be willing to spend so much money on a cripple like you, and I donât know if he would despise Nana who eats too much, and I donât know if heâs going to kick poor Simba out, I donât know, I donât know, I donât know anything!!! Iâm useless!!!â
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He Xiaoxu was heaving from all the crying: âLetâs not train these few days? Letâs go do things weâve always wanted to but never had a chance to doâŚâŚ Do you have any regrets? Do you? While Iâm still here, Iâll satisfy all your desires! As long as I, He Xiaoxu, am here, I wonât let you guys suffer!â
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Qi Zui, in the car: ââŚâŚâ
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Qi Zui typed: âAbout thatâŚâŚâ
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Qi Zui: âActually, I have always wanted to play on our teamâs Official Weibo account.â
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He Xiaoxu, who had always been wary of Qi Zui on social media, wailed loudly as he typed, âIâll satisfy you! Iâll send you the account details later! WuwuwuwuâŚâŚâ