It had been half a year, but Qi Zui never let his injury get the best of him.
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Heād played eSports for eight years, and had seen countless legends, as well as witnessed the fall of countless āGodsā. Retirement was not something foreign to Qi Zui. Heād entered HOGās Team One while he was seventeen years old because his captainās captain, the previous, previous captain of HOG, had acknowledged that he could not beat Qi Zui, who was not even an adult then, and decided to retire automatically, vacating his gaming chair1Ā for the new force of the eSports team to take his place.
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Qi Zui had ended the legends of countless people but he never felt that that was something to be proud of, he also did not feel that what he was about to face was something shameful.
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Born in spring and growing in the summer, harvesting in the autumn and storing in the winter2. Making oneās way to the peak, then falling, was the path that every professional eSports player needed to take.
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Anyway, compared to Lai Hua, a professional player who had fallen all the way to the bottom of the valley and was scolded till he had to retire, Qi Zuiās luck was already very good.
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His old captain was quietly protecting his glory. His partially confirmed successor had automatically taken on the flag of the team of his own accord. Qi Zuiās career was practically perfect.
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Drunk, this ID, could die a natural death, quitting the eSports circle at the peak, leaving behind a myth of the light of eSports forever.
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If HOG really declined and withered in the future, every time Qi Zui was mentioned, everyone would sigh in regret. They would feel that if he had not retired, he would certainly be able to maintain the glory of HOG.
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Without Qi Zui, HOG was bound to go downhill, and the people who knew insider information were already expecting it, and were all fighting to take responsibility3.
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They were not only fightingā¦ Yu Yang had already carved the responsibility4Ā onto his shoulders.
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āYouā¦ā
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Qi Zuiās voice was a bit hoarse.
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Qi Zui frowned in disgust5, turned his head to the side, clenched his right hand into a fist, pressed it against his forehead and took a deep breath.
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In the mirror, Qi Zuiās Adamās apple was twitching as he tried to keep calm.
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It had been half a year already, and this was the first time Qi Zui felt so unreconciled6.
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Everything said before was all bullshit.
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No one looked forward to retiring, even if it was retiring in glory.
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Yu Yangās hard work, Qi Zui was aware of, but he was still too lacking in many ways.
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He could foresee the stress that Yu Yang would face in the many large competitions ahead if Qi Zui was not playing.
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It was incredibly difficult to win, so after losing, Yu Yang, who would directly replace Qi Zuiās position as the leader, was bound to become the target for hate.
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Yu Yang was only nineteen years oldā¦
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āIf you donāt want to,ā Qi Zui calmed himself down, āI can find Nana and communicate with him, orā¦ā
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āAll of you have played together for too long,ā Yu Yang interrupted Qi Zui, grabbing his team jacket and putting it on, then he lowered his voice and said, āItās been too long, and youāve worked together for too long7, the two of them are already used to it, furthermoreā¦ā
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Yu Yang raised his head to look at Qi Zui, āYou havenāt thought of how to tell them yet, right?ā
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Qi Zui was stunned momentarily, then laughed self-mockingly.
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If it was not for the fact that he had to prepare the team, he had wanted to keep it a secret from Lai Hua and He Xiaoxu as well.
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Qi Zui was not good at goodbyes.
Ā \nThe closer you were to a person, the more you did not know how to say some things to them.
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The flag of HOG had been carried by Qi Zui for too long, he no longer knew how to explain things to the players under the team flag, he was already tired.
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Qi Zui took a deep breath, his gaze complicated as he looked at Yu Yang, āHow do you know about that?ā
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āYou guys didnāt close the door properly, I came out to smokeā¦ā Yu Yang lowered his gaze, tears accidentally flowing down. Yu Yang wiped his face in annoyance, asking in a low voice, āIs it that serious?ā
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Qi Zui was quiet.
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Yu Yang nodded, āUnderstood.ā
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āBusanā¦ā Yu Yang wiped away the tears on his face. āIāll definitely try my best.ā
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Yu Yang had originally been able to control himself, but just guessing was different from Qi Zuiās own admission. As soon as that wound opened, the worries and pressure from the past few days surged up all at once, and instantly, Yu Yangās eyes seemed like a dam had been broken and he could not control his tears no matter how hard he tried.
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Yu Yang was unwilling to be like that in front of Qi Zui. He lowered his head to take his already wet T-shirt and walked away, wanting to go and hide in his room.
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āIāll go to Busan,ā Qi Zui blocked the exit and stopped Yu Yang in his tracks. He said suddenly, āIāll play.ā
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Yu Yang raised his head, asking hesitantly, āDidnāt you tell Manager Heā¦ Coach Lai didnāt want to let you play because he was scared that if you made a mistake, then the Right Hand of Godā¦ā
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āFuck the Right Hand of God.ā
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Qi Zui felt relieved, the foul feeling8in his chest was suddenly completely swept away.
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Qi Zui leaned on the door frame, gently exhaling before he said to himself, āI choose the second path.ā
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āO-K9.ā Qi Zui kept scoping in to confirm the otherās position. āThe fucker10Ā hasnāt seen you yet, continue, continue, continueā¦ā
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Yu Yang successfully went around and managed to get behind the other party, then he said in a low voice, āThree, two, one!ā
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Qi Zui and Yu Yang started to shoot at the same time. Two seconds later, the results interface of the game came out: Winner Winner Chicken Dinner11.
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āPerfect.ā Qi Zui exited the match and looked at his ranking in the American server. He raised his eyebrow, āNot bad, Iāve entered the top hundred already.ā
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Qi Zui took off his headphones and smiled at Yu Yang, āThank you, God-Yang, for carrying me12. I finally can stop frying fish13Ā in the American server.ā
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Yu Yangās ears were a little red and he mumbled, āActually, youāre the one teaching me how to commandā¦ā
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āContinue,ā Qi Zui put on his headphones again, āClick ready14.ā
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Bu Nana took out his phone to take a look at the time and was frightened, āAm I blind? Captain has gotten out of bed at this time? Captain is training?ā
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Lao Kai looked back and forth between the two of them, silent.
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No one knew what Lai Hua was thinking about as he cursed in a low voice.
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Lai Hua did not say anything more to Qi Zui, it seemed like this path that everyone needed to go through had become a curse that no one could escape from.
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Howeverā¦
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Lai Hua looked at the light in Qi Zuiās eyes that he had not seen in a very long time and vaguely felt that perhaps some people were born different from others, and were perhaps destined to break those shackles.