Having returned to the fort from patrolling, Grail took off his coat and gloves that got wet from the snow and moved to his quarter.
He did move the swords and the spare blades elsewhere, but he was still worried if Mil was well without any injuries. That baby fox is not yet used to living indoors.
āI didnāt leave anyone there since I thought she was shy, but maybe I should have asked someone that was off duty.ā
While moving, he went over if he left anything dangerous in the room. To begin with, he didnāt have any needless furniture or luggage, and he even cleaned the floor. He didnāt want those soft paws to get scratched, so he didnāt miss a single splinter on the wooden floor.
He spotted his room door, so he took out the key from his pocket and put it into the keyhole with experienced movements. He was impatient, but because Mil might have been sleeping inside, he opened the door gently.
āMil?ā
He naturally began with looking towards the baby foxās bed, the basket with the blanket. However, the basket was empty, and after Grail looked around the room he froze up.
He could only see one colour. Black, black, black.
ā¦What is this.
There is a table in the inside of the room, and on that was a fallen ink bottle. The ink was dying the half-written documents and the table, black. The ink dripping from the table was also dirtying the chair and the floor, turning Grailās room into a desolate state.
Just what happened in my room. He thought that it might be a thief, that his face distorted into a scary expression. However, from the culpritās small black tracks all over the room, it didnāt take long to identify who the culprit was.
Grail sighed and laughed a little. He was worried, but he felt relieved after he found out the culpritās identity. The books that were placed on the table when he was writing documents were also neatly organised on the floor with pawprints on them. Might this also be the doing of Mil? Just what was she trying to do?
āMil?ā
Grail looked around his room again. In this bland room, there isnāt much of a hiding place. The black pawprints also betrayed the culpritās location. Grail looked under his bed without hesitation.
āā¦ā
The white baby fox was there.
Under the bed, at the furthest corner in the dark.
āMil.ā
When Grail called her, Mil twitched here and stared here. She was properly looking at Grail. However, she did not look at his eyes.
She had guilty face, while she hid the ink-stained front feet under her body. Was she trying to hide the evidence?
When he stared under the bed for a while, Mil carefully turned her gaze towards him while hanging her head down. However, when their eyes met, she immediately turned her gaze. She stared somewhere else with a strained expression.
She was hiding her dirty feet, and was holing up under the bed, trying to not meet Grailās gaze. Those attitudes showed that she was the culprit.
First, it shows on the face.
If she wasnāt related, she wouldnāt make such a grim expression.
Sheās emitting an aura as if it was āthe end of the worldā. Grail could not hold it in and laughed.
āItās okay. Iām not angry.ā
When he said it in the softest voice possible, light of hope returned to Milās eyes in the dark under the bed. To check that, she stared up while trembling.
āIt was my fault for not closing the lid on the ink bottle.ā
If the lid was shut tightly, a baby fox wouldnāt have been able to open it. Not with those clumsy paws.
He did not check the objects on top of the table because he thought that it would not be possible to climb.
āSo now, come out.ā
Grail stretched his arm under the bed. He grabbed Mil, who was still hiding her front feet, by her nape and dragged her out. Mil was not coming out on her own, but she didnāt resist either.
āAh, they really are black. Plus, all four of them.ā
He laughed upon seeing her feet. Why was it that he did not feel angry or dumbfounded when she dirtied the room so much?
He patted Mil, who was making an expression strangely like a humanās.
āIt doesnāt look like you have any wounds. Letās wash off the ink now.ā
When he spoke kindly, Mil, who was making a grim expression without saying a thing, suddenly cried *kyunkyun* and clung to Grailās feet. If it were to be translated, it would be āWa~n, Iām sorryyy!ā maybe. She was like a child pouring out tears because it felt relieved.
She cried as if she were begging for forgiveness, leaping with her hind legs and scratching Grailās trousers with her forelegs. That action was so lovely and it would have been a waste to stop it in the middle, so Grail gladly sacrificed his trousers. The ink on Milās front feet were not dry yet.
Ah⦠Iām sorry.
Iām really sorry.
I was prepared to receive a scolding and be driven out of the fort, but the one-eyed knight was a kind man. Even though I soiled the room with ink, he didnāt scold me, saying that it was his fault for not closing the ink lid. I even increased the damage when I was apologising before, dirtying his trousers, but he smiled softly as if he didnāt care. How tolerant!
Furthermore, heās doing his best to wipe the ink off my feet, Even as heās saying, āThis isnāt coming off well.ā Heās sitting cross-legged and is wiping off the ink from my feet with a wet cloth. From washing my feet in a bucket of lukewarm water, most of the ink came off, but my feet were still grey-coloured.
He was touching my sensitive belly, but I had no right to complain. The only right I was allowed now was for me to reflect and be thankful.
Thank you so much, and Iām really sorry. I wanted to convey that, so I persistently licked the one-eyed knightās hand. When I did that, he said, āAlright alright,ā and swiftly took his hand away. How unfortunate.
In the end, my four legs had light grey socks. The one-eyed knight said, āThey will come off when you run around in the snow.ā I hope so. If they donāt get erased, the evidence of my failure will remain for eternity.
After that, the one-eyed knight started cleaning his room. The books werenāt dirtied that much, and he read a lot so he said that itās okay. Thatās a relief, but Iām still sorry.
The stain on the floor or the chair werenāt completely erased, but he said that heāll just keep using them. Iām sorry.
As for the table, the ink seeped in deeply, and it was old to being with, so he said that heāll get rid of it. āI was planning on replacing it, so this is a good time,ā he said, but Iām sorry.
Then the important-looking documents are all scrapped. Iām sorry!
āI can always write the documents again.ā
The one-eyed knight is so kind that it hurts.
While heās cleaning, I couldnāt help because I was a fox, just standing behind him quietly. To not get in his way, I just stayed still and quiet with a distressed expression, watching him work.
āā¦ā
In front of me, the one-eyed knight was cleaning up the mess I made while I couldnāt do anything. However, he did not hate this useless me, but rather he sometimes looked over here and smiled.
I wonder why?
*imouto*
After he finished cleaning my feet and his room, he squeezed out the water into a bucket full of dirty water and stretched his neck. It must have been tiring. I increased his workload. I couldnāt help but feel overly self-conscious.
āThe lunch breakās almost over.ā
āā¦!ā
S-Sorry, Iām sorry. Iām sorry that I made you clean in your precious break time.
I circled around the one-eyed knight.
However, the one-eyed knight did not seem to care a bit about wasting the break time. He picked up the bucket, looked down at me with a benign expression and said something jokingly.
āNow, weāll go greet the Branch Captain. Heās the highest ranked person in this fort, so donāt bite him.ā
ā¦Mn? Mr Branch Captain?
*imouto*
After putting away the bucket, the one-eyed knight and I went to the Branch Captain. I put all my effort into climbing the steps, and proceeded down the quiet hallway. Here, the atmosphere feels somewhat different. Unlike the rowdy dining hall or the comfortable quarters, I could feel the air getting tense here. I straightened my back and stuck close to the one-eyed knight.
Branch āCaptainā, he said, so is he higher ranked than the one-eyed knight, the āViceā-Captain? Before, he said āthe highest ranked person in this fortā.
Just front thinking about meeting him, my steps became wonky from nervousness. I have four feet, so Iām confused about which one I have to move firstā¦
If the Branch Captain does not give me permission, I wonder if I canāt stay here.
If heās the one-eyed knightās superior, I wonder if heās older and stronger and tougher.
In my head, I imagined a large and strong man like a bear. Itās the man in charge of this fort in this harsh environment, after all. Heāll need to be someone like that to be here.
We stopped in front of a large wooden door. Maybe itās the office of the Branch Captain. Then, the one-eyed knight suddenly knocked without a sign. Wait, Iām not ready for this yetā¦! I tried to fix my hair fringe, but I realised that I did not have hair.
While I was just realising such a trivial thing, an answer came from inside and the one-eyed knight opened the door.
I gathered up courage to face the bear in power and entered the wide room. Though I hid under the one-eyed knightās legs.
I felt a sense of disharmony the moment I entered, from the smell. I do understand that the smell of burning wood from the stove would be strong, but there was also the clean smell of soap. In this fort full of men, only Tina has that kind of smell. What is this refreshing smell.
The room did not have anything unusual. There were bookshelves and filing cabinets by the wall, a classy low table in the middle along with a black sofa that went well with that, and an office desk by the window. Also, the floor was carpeted and soft, good for my paws.
āThank you for the work today, Branch Captain.ā
The one-eyed knight greeted the Branch Captain while standing at the entrance. His voice was lower, more polite and calmer than when he speaks to me. From that, I also looked toward the desk. The moment I saw the Branch Captain, the image of a bearish old man received a punch and disappeared. The Branch Captain was the opposite of my imagination.
The person sitting on the desk was a handsome man that deep black hair that reached down to his shoulders. In his small face, his long eyes, his handsome eyebrows, his thin nose and lips were arranged perfectly. He didnāt have the breathtaking beauty of Mother, but he had a gender neutral beauty to him.
And he was younger than expected. He looked like he was a little younger than the one-eyed knight even.
Compared to the rough knights in the fort, he was much thinner and much more elegant. However, he seemed to haven been training, as he did not have a soft feeling to mistake him as a girl.
He gave an impression that he is a strict and cold superior.
āToday, I am here to talk about the baby fox I mentioned sometime ago. May I have permission to protect her in the fort? I brought the fox in question over as well.ā
āā¦What?ā
Upon hearing the one-eyed knightās words, Mr Branch Captain lifted an eyebrow. He doesnāt seem to like me coming that much.
Mr Branch Captain slowly turned his gaze to me, who was hiding under the one-eyed knightās legs.
It was as if I was being pierced by those pitch black eyes, that my heart pounded like crazy from nervousness.
However, I have confidence in my looks. To be frank, I am a bit cute.
ā¦Yes, Iām sorry.
Still! Seeing this fluffy white me, no one would think, āUwaa, how ugly,ā or ābiologically impossibleā. Though Mr Branch Captain may be a cold person, I donāt think heāll say āI wonāt give permission. Throw it out,ā to this poor little fox.
I am a poor baby fox. Mother went to the Capital, so I have nowhere to go to. I am careless and pour ink all over the place (mental scar), but I am a good kid. I get excited over fresh snow and lose myself, but I fundamentally am a good kid. Please let me stay!
I pleaded Mr Branch Captain with my eyes while thinking that.
When his gaze met mine, he sharply raised his eyes for a blink. Iām not exaggerating, just for a blink. In those eyes, there were other emotions than coldness, but I couldnāt read what they were.
His reaction afterwards was what was important for me.
Mr Branch Captain closed his eyes, frowned greatly, clenched his teeth and grimaced.
Eh? I was scowled at� Was it biologically impossible?
However, that expression lasted only for a moment, and returned to a calm expression. As if nothing happened ā as if he did not see me ā he turned to the one-eyed knight.
āThat?ā
Icy cold voice. āThatā must mean me.
Oh no, he might hate me. I looked up at the one-eyed knight out of anxiety, but his expression was as usualā¦
āYes, isnāt it cute?ā
He lips curled into a smile slightly as he said that softly. How is he being so carefree in front of this icy Branch Captain?
Mr Branch Captain ignored that and delivered his decision in a composed tone.
āā¦Itās not bad to interact with animals. It can help with restoring vigour to my subordinates who are tired from the harsh life and work here. However, if discipline falls from that, and there are troubles with work or missions, it needs to be reconsidered. That is all.ā
He said that in a businesslike manner, but he did not deny my existence. Rather, it was a normal and rational opinion. From that reaction when he saw me, I thought he was going to say, āWhat do you mean protection, get that beast away!ā
Moreover, from what he just said, I also understood that he was thinking of his subordinates properly.
How unexpected.
āThen, will you give permission for protection?ā
āIf you, Grail, will take care of the baby fox, I will not interfere.ā
āThere wonāt be a problem. Thank you.ā
It seems like permission was given. It seems like Mr Branch Captain doesnāt like me very much, but I didnāt dislike him.
I felt that he was a person that could make fair judgements as the person in charge of this fort.
āThen, please excuse me.ā
āā¦Yeah.ā
I chased after the one-eyed knight into the hallway. It would be scary to be glared at again, so I did not look back.
It was good that permission was given, but I think I have to change the impression I have on myself.Ā Would there really be someone who dislikes a little frail baby fox?Ā What had I been thinking. How self-conscious.
There are people that dislike animals, and there are also people indifferent to animals. The one-eyed knight is kind, Tina keeps saying ācuteā, and the other knights did not dislike me either, so I ended up getting a little too full of my self. I must reflect.
āI might be a healing kindā¦ā I feel embarrassed for thinking that for even a moment. Very embarrassing. I want to hit myself. What do you mean, healing kind, you furball!
Yes. Iām just a furball. I do have knowledge from my previous life, but Iām not using it, and I donāt even have special powers as a spirit. I canāt earn money, I canāt hunt, I donāt have the strength protect someone, I donāt know anything, I spill ink (mental scar)ā¦