âI went to see Bai Shuyun.â
Jian Chi replaced the floppy flowers in the vase with a bunch of lilies that he bought when he came back, and sat beside Ji Huaisiâs bed and whispered. When he passed by, the flower shop clerk told him that he had sold out all the gardenias, but there were still many lilies of the same whiteness. Jian Chi thought that Ji Huaisi should like it, so he bought it. When Shen Shuting saw it, Jian Chi said that he bought it for himself. He didnât know if he believed it or not. He didnât look at the flowers in his arms the entire way.
âI originally wanted to tell you after you woke up, but it should take a long time for you to wake up and to recover your health. By that time, university may be about to start.â
Looking at Ji Huaisi, who was in a coma and quiet, he looked sideways. Jian Chi seldom spoke his heartâs thoughts like this now. Sometimes he will hold Ji Huaisiâs hand, or lean on a chair and wait quietly. He was also criticized a few times by the doctor who accidentally bumped into him, but after Jian Chi apologized, he would still sneak over the next day. He hoped that Ji Huaisi would see him first when he woke up.
This time, Jian Chi couldnât hold back his emotions.
âI wonât repeat what he said. You will be angry when you hear it. Although you canât hear anything now, butâŠâ Jian Chi paused for a while, âI didnât expect him to sincerely apologize. Itâs a pity that there was not even a trace of shame. Mr. Bai intends to send him abroad. In the final analysis, they are still a family. They canât watch Bai Shuyun go to jail, not to mention that the Bai family has such strength. Waiting for Bai Shuyun to go abroadâŠâ
Jian Chi didnât say any more, Ji Huaisi was still in a coma, itâs better not to listen to too many dark topics.
âLetâs not talk about him, hating him wastes our energy, itâs not worth it.â
This was Jian Chiâs most common way to comfort himself, but this time it was not comfort, he really thought so. Before going, he thought about the mood he might have when he saw Bai Shuyun. Hate? Disgust? Resentment? But when he saw him for real, Jian Chi only felt a hint of disgust, and was amused by Bai Shuyunâs last words. Walking out of the door of the Bai house, all emotions were sealed behind him. Itâs not worth wasting oneâs emotions for someone like Bai Shuyun.
âIn the car at the time, you told me that Bai Xiyu was a very selfish person. I shouldnât have refuted you. You can see much better than me,â Jian Chi said softly, subconsciously reluctant to disturb Ji Huaisi, even if he knew that this was superfluous, âHow did you see it? You must tell me when you wake up, and teach me your way.â
Jian Chi looked at the electronic clock by the bed, it would be ten oâclock in the evening in seven minutes. He had to go back before 10:30, otherHuaisi he might run into the nurse who was doing the rounds and get taught a lesson. Holding Ji Huaisiâs hand beside the bed, Jian Chi asked.
âItâs been three weeks, when are you going to wake up?â
The doctor told him that Ji Huaisi was out of danger, and his vital signs had been improving steadily, but the day-to-day waiting could not quell Jian Chanâs fear. Not being able to see Ji Huaisi open his eyes, there was always a shaky voice in his heart, unable to forget the worst possibility.
âAt that time, you asked me in the car if we could be together, I havenât had time to answer. This matter is not over yet. Donât you want to hear the answer?â
Jian Chi felt Ji Huaisiâs fingers move under his palm, as subtle as an illusion.
After a few seconds of blankness, Jian Chi held Ji Huaisiâs hand tightly, and his throat couldnât stop: âIf you donât wake up again, I wonât tell you the answer. If you miss this opportunity, you wonât have a chance.â
Ji Huaisiâs movements were bigger than before, Jian Chi felt that he should say something stimulating, and his brain was running fast, âIf you donât answer, Iâll take it as your acceptance, and Iâll leave with Shao Hang tomorrow. I will leave you here alone.â
A weak voice rang out from under the oxygen mask, and Jian Chi almost thought he was hallucinating until he looked into Ji Huaisiâs open eyes then he quickly changed his words: âwith you.â
Ji Huaisi seemed to want to laugh, but unfortunately he didnât have enough strength. Jian Chi kept talking about calling the doctor and kept on pressing the button, multiple times. Ji Huaisi took all Jian Chiâs busy movements into his eyes, and when Jian Chi looked over, he asked softly, âHow long have I been in a coma?â
Jian Chi just waited for the doctor to come over quickly, and clenched Ji Huaisiâs hand tightly, âItâs been three weeks.â
âItâs been only three weeks.â
âWhat do you mean by âonlyâ? Itâs almost a month,â Jian Chi was lightly touched by him. The tone made his eyes a little sour, âAre you going to sleep for another month?â
Ji Huaisi said slowly: âI mean, itâs only been three weeks, and you forgot the flowers I liked.â
Jian Chi followed him to look at lily by the bed, the tears that had just emerged were held back, and when he turned back to the familiar but shallow smile in the eyes of Ji Huaisi, he couldnât help laughing out, his heart was filled with surging heat, full to the brim.
âI told you that the gardenias were sold out, but you heard the last sentence that I want to go with Shao Hang.â
âArenât you going with me?â
Ji Huaisi said, holding Jian Chiâs hand back.
At eleven oâclock in the middle of the night, the hospital was bright all night, and Ji Huaisi fell asleep not long after waking up, but this time the shaky voice in Jian Chiâs heart disappeared completely.
Ji Huaisi was able to sit up and talk to the doctor normally the next day after waking up, but it took a while for his legs to get used to being in bed for a long time and before he could try to get out of bed. Jian Chiâs injury had almost recovered, and the doctor looked at his examination report and told him that he could be cleaned up and discharged from the hospital in three days. Jian Chi, who was eager to be discharged from the hospital, didnât want to leave now. If he leaves, Ji Huaisi will be alone.
Jian Chi didnât know whether Ji Huaisiâs family knew about the accident. Thinking of the bouquet of flowers by Ji Huaisiâs bed, Jian Chi guessed that they might know. But before he could continue to guess the reason why they didnât come to visit Ji Huaisi, Jian Chi saw a strange woman sitting beside the bed when he pushed open Ji Huaisiâs ward.
Hearing the sound, Ji Huaisi and her looked over at the same time.
Jian Chi was stunned for a moment. Anyone who saw a superstar on the TV screen appearing in reality would not have a very decent reaction. Seeing Du Wan smiling at him, Jian Chi hurriedly closed the door, stood up straight, and said nervously, âHello, Auntie.â
Ji Huaisi laughed at his reaction, and said to Du Wan, âI said he would come in a while.â
Du Wanâs appearance seemed no different from when she retired from the music scene twenty years ago, there was an elegant and demure temperament. Not impatient, with slender and soft eyebrows, there was almost no fine line. Sitting with Ji Huaisi, if one said that they were sisters and brothers, he would not suspect it at all. Du Wanâs lips with lip gloss outlined a gentle arc, âAre you Jian Chi?â
Jian Chi felt that this scene was amazing, Ji Huaisiâs eyes and the arc of his smile were very similar to Du Wan. When Du Wan smiled, Jian Chi felt an unspeakable kindness and nodded, âI came to see Ji Huaisi.â
âThank you for taking care of him. When the accident happened, his father and I were abroad for an important meeting. There was no way to get back in time, so I had to ask my friends here to help take care of Huaisi and report his situation to us at any time,â Du Wan said, âDuring Huaisiâs coma, I knew that you had been taking care of him, I donât know how to thank you, Jian Chi.â
The more Jian Chi listened, the more ashamed he felt. He had a part in implicating Ji Huaisi in this car accident. He just did what he wanted to do in his heart, âThis is what I should do.â
âMom, didnât you just say you were going back?â Ji Huaisi said at this time.
Du Wan got up with the bag, turned around and smiled, âI wonât beat around the bush now. Okay, you and Jian Chi have a good chat, I wonât disturb you, remember to listen to the doctorâs words and take care of your injuries, and tell me what you want to eat. I asked Aunt Zhang to prepare it at home and bring it to you.â
This time, Jian Chi was not as stunned as before, but opened the door and sent Du Wan to the door. Du Wan didnât leave in a hurry, but stopped abruptly, turned her head and said softly to Jian Chi: âNothing is expected of others. I know you protected Huaisi, but fortunately he also protected you, you donât need to feel that this thank you is too heavy. Seeing him so happy now, as a mother, I am also very happy.â
Without waiting for Jian Chiâs answer, Du Wan waved her hand lightly and walked away. Jian Chi looked at her back, vaguely afraid to guess â he felt that Du Wan noticed something.
Back in the ward, Ji Huaisi was looking down at an envelope in his hand. Hearing Jian Chiâs return, he raised his head and smiled, âDid she say anything to you?â
Jian Chi didnât hide it, âWell, Auntie, she told me not to feel sorry, she was very happy.â
âShe had a good temper, so donât be nervous, but itâs my fault that I didnât tell you in advance.â Ji Huaisiâs words made Jian Chi feel even more strange, as if it wasnât an accident just now, a premeditated meeting. Jian Chi didnât know how to answer. He looked at the envelope in his hand, and changed the subject: âIs this what Auntie gave you just now?â
Ji Huaisi stopped rubbing and paused, âYes.â
When Jian Chi saw that Ji Huaisi didnât want to speak very much, he swallowed the next sentence of âwhatâs in itâ. Ji Huaisi didnât know whether he noticed his thoughts, but he put the envelope lightly aside, looked into Jian Chiâs puzzled eyes, and said, âThe Bai family intends to acknowledge Bai Xiyu.â